Chapter 44 twenty four

Han Debao's wife was on fire, and Wang Xiaosong came with a gloomy expression, as if he had something on his mind.Debao didn't dare to let Xiao Song into the room, so the two came out together.They walked behind a sentry box on a street corner, and each took an ice cream and sucked it. Wang Xiaosong said, "I met her." "Who?" "Hao Mei." Han Debao stared at Wang Xiaosong blankly for a moment: "Where is it?" "At the hospital. I took my mother to the eye, and she carried her daughter downstairs." Han Debao pretended to smile: "You have seen a ghost!"

Wang Xiaosong threw away the ice cream and pointed at Han Debao: "You fucking pretended to be confused! What the hell did I see! I saw Hao Mei!" Suddenly there was a loud shout: "What are you doing!" They looked up to see a young policeman leaning out of his sentry box—the loud yell came through the microphone.The policeman said: "Go away! Don't come under my nose and disturb me!" Debao and Xiao Song walked silently to a park in the middle of the street.All the stone chairs were occupied by people, and they walked into the grove.Han Debao first said: "Hao Mei is dead, you know that."

"Yeah, she died. That's what Wu Zhenqing told me in his letter back then. You also confirmed it to me in your letter. And Tsui Hark! But you all fucking lied to me back then! I need to know now that this is Why! Say! Why!" Han Debao didn't say anything. Wang Xiaosong said bitterly: "If you don't tell me, I'll ask Tsui Hark. Once Tsui Hark confesses, I will definitely settle the score with you and Zhenqing!" Han Debao said coldly: "You won't be able to see Tsui Hark this time, all the things in his house were taken away by the debtors, and he went to Shenzhen alone."

A man passed by carrying a birdcage, and stopped when he heard angry voices in the woods.Wang Xiaosong's voice: "Say it quickly! The three of you are my best friends, and your partner has lied to me for so many years! I want to know why today?" Han Debao's voice: "She's dead, you've got the wrong person. That's what I want to say to you." A few more people passed by the grove, stopped and listened. One person asked: "Arguing? You have to persuade me? Don't use a knife..." Another person said, "Is it a TV show?" "It's not like that, I didn't see where the camera is set!" The man carrying the bird cage said smartly, "Shh! It's recording on location. I listened to it for a while, and the lines are quite good."

"Why is it so quiet again? No more noise?" The person carrying the bird cage: "This is called a quiet field." More people stopped.Wang Xiaosong's voice came from the woods again: "You have lied to me until today, and you will continue to lie to me. The expression on her face, the look in her eyes when she looked back at me, all tell me clearly that she is Hao Mei. And the three of you said she was dead! Now you still say she is dead..." The person carrying the birdcage whispered to everyone: "Listen, you are so emotional!" Two girls and a few children actually sat down, looked at the grove and listened.

Han Debao's voice: "Did she talk to you?" Wang Xiaosong's voice: "No. At that time, I helped my mother upstairs, and she carried her daughter downstairs. When I looked for her again, I couldn't find her... I never will in my life." I will forgive you! I want to remember you for the rest of my life!" Han Debao's voice: "Okay. Let me tell you the truth, she is not dead, she is still alive. The one she recited must be her daughter..." The people who stopped listened attentively. Wang Xiaosong yelled at Han Debao: "Then why did the three of you join forces to lie to me?! Why why why?!"

Han Debao decided to tell the truth: "For Hao Mei! We could only do this! In 1973, the regiment ordered our old company to import a batch of curly sheep from Xinjiang, and the company sent her and three male educated youths to escort them along the way. In order to save money for the company, they lived in a stuffy tank truck, and she cooked for them. When they arrived in Beijing, two educated youths in Beijing fell ill. They said they wanted to stay for medical treatment, but in fact they wanted to find an excuse to visit home again. In the past, there were only her and a Shanghai educated youth. One night, the Shanghai educated youth raped her! After returning to the company, she was ashamed to tell others. She was praised by the company, but her belly grew bigger day by day, and she continued to do so. Going out to exercise, work, and heavy work every day. One day the matter was finally revealed, and the Shanghai educated youth was a coward, so frightened by this incident, he jumped into the well and committed suicide! This made her difficult to explain. , from cadres to soldiers, all thought that she had evil thoughts and conspired with that Shanghai educated youth. At that time, it was too late to have an abortion, and the child could only be born. After the child was born, she became a mother in the female educated youth dormitory! But But no husband! No marriage certificate! How do you think she had the courage to live back then! She committed suicide several times but failed. The last time she drank pesticide, her vocal cords were completely burnt out, and she became dumb ever since! Zhenqing Because of her, I insisted on being transferred back to the old company, and protected her like a big brother. Anyone who dared to discriminate against her Zhenqing would fight with his life! Tsui Hark and I went back to the old company because Hao Mei helped Zhenqing fight with others! No Zhenqing Qing, Hao Mei will not live today! During those months, you wrote letters to Hao Mei from the university one after another. She cried bitterly when she received your letter! Think about it, how can she give it to her? You replied? Every letter from you in those few months was like a knife in her heart! She couldn't bear this emotional pain anymore. So she begged Zhenqing to answer a letter for her, Let me tell you that she is already dead! She died of hemorrhagic fever! Zhenqing brought Tsui Hark and me to him, and asked us if we agreed with him to do this, and we agreed..."

After listening to Wang Xiaosong, it was like five thunderbolts. He roared: "I hate you! I hate you! You three are all bastards! I hate you!" Han Debao's voice: "You scold me, today I, Han Debao, can scold you whatever you want, you Just call me a bloody sprinkler, I listen..." Wang Xiaosong suddenly punched Han Debao fiercely, and Han Debao fell to the ground.Han Debao shouted: "Wang Xiaosong, are you finished? Listen, if you scold me, I don't have to fight back; if you hit me, I don't have to fight back. But, if you want to go to Zhenqing, treat him like this. Han Debao turned against you first today! How old is Zhenqing than you? Only three months older! We grew up to be in our twenties, who taught us how to deal with relationship problems? No one! We are one by one in terms of relationship problems They are all so simple! So innocent! Just because the parents said when they went to the countryside——Zhenqing, you are the oldest, you have to take care of these brothers and sisters with different surnames, he seems to have remembered some "highest instructions", although only He is three months older than us, but he takes on the obligations of a big brother to us! Sometimes he even acts like a loving father! This one stays by the bedside all night when he is sick, and he has to coax and persuade those two when they are at odds! After being separated from one company, every New Year's Eve, he would travel tens of miles or even hundreds of miles to each of our companies to see us one by one. He loves Zhang Meng so much that he doesn't know what to do with him. Who are we like? He comforted him the same way he comforted us? Now we always say that we were a child back then. Could it be that he was not a child back then? How thoughtful and good do you expect a simple child like us back then to help others deal with emotional problems? Ah? You scold! You beat me!"

"You guys!...you ruined my happiness!" Wang Xiaosong broke a branch and cried while holding onto the trunk... Han Debao said: "You cry! You cry hard! We ruined your happiness? You married a professor's daughter, and soon after you received Wu Zhenqing's letter, you couldn't wait to become a son-in-law! You Still have the right to have the face to say such things? It was Hao Mei who ruined her happiness! Not you Wang Xiaosong! If you really loved Hao Mei deeply, why didn’t you go back to the Great Northern Wilderness once, like you are now, Cry for Hao Mei? Back then we all hoped for you to go back. If you really went back, if you really loved Hao Mei deeply, if you didn’t discriminate against her, you wouldn’t think she was a Dumb, your current wife is her, not someone else! How many letters have the three of us jointly written to you? But what about you? You didn’t go back! You are crying now because you are luckier than us, and you live It is not too difficult to get it, and you even feel quite happy at times! So the fact that Hao Mei is not dead makes your conscience uneasy, makes you feel embarrassed, and makes you feel guilty. It is true that you loved Hao Mei very much. We never doubted it at all. But you love the Hao Mei who has never been raped, who has never had an illegitimate daughter, and who has not become dumb. Even when the last Hao Mei stood in front of you alive, you would still Might not really be able to embrace her with open arms, and happily go to get a marriage certificate with her! We are no longer the children of the past. We have long since lost the innocence of the past! We have matured enough to make ourselves start I hate myself! I'm an adult now, and I know what's going on with people, and no one can fool anyone! You've scolded enough and beaten you enough, you can cry here by yourself! I won't accompany you!" Han Debao He strode out of the grove, and suddenly, he found so many people gathered outside the grove, he couldn't help being startled!

A man held a cigarette in his mouth, freed his hand, and clapped in a gentlemanly manner.So the two girls and the children stood up from the grass, looked at Han Debao solemnly, and applauded loudly. Two people in the crowd commented: "It's so exciting and delicious!" "What?" Han Debao angrily chose to walk aside. Two girls chased after them, and one of them chattered endlessly: "Uncle, are you a director or an actor? Your long narration just now touched us so much! We are both very obsessed with film and television, and we always want to be film and television actors, but we can never meet Last Bole, can you..."

Han Debao suddenly turned his head and shouted: "Get lost!"