Chapter 10 Chapter 10: Preface 3 Looking for Su Qing (2)

Chapter 10: Preface 3 Looking for Su Qing (2) Su Qing has a Shanghai heart, and this heart can withstand ups and downs and cope with the world.In fact, if you think about it again, the first batch of women in this city to wear women's people's clothing came from the history of Qipao clothing, and Su Qing was one of them.The only reason why it is unacceptable is that Su Qing left us words, which make her stand in front of her eyes, while the rest of them are quietly submerged in the background of history.So we defined Su Qing's image as an old costume.Besides, she didn't give us new words so that we can figure out the new image.It is also true, how many people's experiences and accidents have been lost in this city, although none of them can be included in history books, they can only be talked about in the streets, but without it, some things are hard to explain, and they have the color of legend, which is also true. People often say that the legendary meaning of Shanghai’s history, in fact, every day is daily necessities, living diligently, without any extravagant thoughts, suddenly turning around, it has become a legend.All the legends in Shanghai are like this.The people in the legend are also used for daily use, and it is necessary to tamp the daily use in a special way so that they can have the mental strength and physical strength to interpret the changes.The history of other places is gradual, but the history of Shanghai is like a triple jump. Therefore, we must firmly grasp the most practical point of being a human being, so as not to be in a trance.If Su Qing is smarter than others, it's in this place. She has a clear mind and doesn't dream.In Su Qing's articles, the life principles of seeing through the deceit are always admirable.Especially when it comes to men and women, the veil of gentleness is really torn away, and it's hard to justify it step by step.

Su Qing couldn't help offending Li twice, both men and women regarded her as an enemy, but after all, it was too intense, and it also showed some insincere meaning.It seems that he deliberately hides his warmth so that he will not be weak.Moreover, don't relax at all, and you will be ambushed if you don't pay attention.This is the situation of independent women, a posture of offense as defense.In fact, she still hopes to be protected by a man in her heart. When she talked with Zhang Ailing, didn't she put forward the five rules for a standard husband?Especially the fifth article, "the age should be five to ten years older than the woman's", is to hope that the husband will be like an elder brother.Just knowing that it is impossible in reality, and knowing that even if it is possible, there will be a price to pay, so I give up.Since she doesn't want it anymore, she has the power to criticize.She is tougher and sharper than those who weave beautiful dreams to confuse themselves, but she is also less poetic.She can see through, and Zhang Ailing can also see through. What Zhang Ailing sees through is "death and life are boundless", but in the daze, some poetic flavor gradually arises, which is the sadness and joy of people's helplessness and helplessness. , It is the sadness and joy that arise when a low-lying person looks up at the majesty of the world, and it means that there is some extreme sadness and joy.Su Qing sees through but has the meaning of looking back.Knowing that being a human being is boring, just choose those interesting ones to do, knowing that people are limited, just move around within a limited range, knowing that it is impossible to control others, so control yourself!They all recognize the reality, and they are all compromises. Zhang Ailing is desperate, but Su Qing refuses. The refusal is not a forced refusal, but a face-to-face, looking for meaning in meaninglessness.But unlike Bing Xin, she can find a lot of love in the world.Her situation is much harsher than Bing Xin's. It's not that the situation is bad, but that the desire to be a human being in Shanghai is exposed, and the cover of emotion has long been removed. One is one, and the other is two. "Love" is not No, but it seems unaffordable.Therefore, Su Qing cannot rely on "love" for comfort, but needs something more tangible.Therefore, she will not go to Yan'an to find hope like Ding Ling did.Even the hope of Yan'an is slim to her. She is so realistic that she only recognizes the feelings given to her by the part of her life, and if it is a little farther away, it is not within reach, so it will not be included in her reality.A person with little romanticism like her can become a writer, and only in Shanghai, the prosperous newspaper industry has made her perfect, and the huge public readers have made her perfect.

It is good to say that Su Qing is short-sighted, but she is sincere after all, faithful to the insight of a frog at the bottom of a well.Those sharp edges can only irritate people, but they can't hurt people.She can't talk about any great hatred or kindness towards the world, great sorrow and great joy.It's just some anger and interest, which is especially suitable for this place in Shanghai. It is the most effective to deal with the people and things in front of you. It doesn't take up much mental space, and it is the form of daily life.Don't underestimate it, it's just a small thing, but it can make big things.Among the high-rise buildings and roads in Shanghai, which one is transformed from spiritual to physical?It's all built brick by stone.Once you enter this city, it's like you've entered the orbit. If you want to rise, you can't go to the sky, and if you want to sink, you can't sink to the bottom. You can only follow it.Ideals and sinking are out of the question.Those who have these two will leave sooner or later. Zhang Ailing is gone, and Xiao Hong is also gone.Xiao Hong's sorrow and joy are both too heavy to be used here, because they are used for the big garden of Hulan River.Men are better, but they go to the national crisis and political turmoil to open up a spiritual world and build up their great hatred and great love. In such a year, life and death, life and death, women who live and die live in the core of the world, Relying on the sensual tentacles.It's okay to say it's selfish, but in short, it values ​​personal experience over rational thinking.Shanghai is a place that can provide personal experience, not the essence of life, but some right and wrong, which is definitely not what the romantic Xiao Hong wants, but it suits Su Qing's appetite.