Chapter 36 【Wangmen lodging】

【Wangmen lodging】 But I said that when I crossed the Qiantang River, I was accompanied by my nephew and son-in-law. I first went to his sister's house in Gaobu, Shaoxing.that sister I only know that relatives have arrived, so they kill chickens for millet entertainment.In Shaoxing, even such a town is fertile, and the river The port boats and wupeng boats come and go, the Linhe street market, and the whole stretch are full of grain shops, wine workshops, fish and shrimp and water red water chestnut stalls, Therefore, people know people and treat guests at home, and the delicacies brought out are also fresh.I arrived in the evening, the sister went to the kitchen, I sat

In the hall room, surrounded by the smoke from the neighbors' cooking, talking to the people on the street, everyone feels that the world has won the War of Resistance.Temporary lighting After dinner, I looked at the kerosene lamp, the furniture in the room in the light, the food on the table of the Eight Immortals, and the sister's person. , are so dense, deep and stable, but I am rebellious, exciting, and it is the first time to meet relatives, so it is always inappropriate Yu Jishen. I only spent two nights in that house, and then I went to Zhuji to go to Si's house and stay in Si's house.Suffering is so real, suffering all the way

Frightened, I met a brigade of officers and soldiers outside Zhuji County, and at the Chencaisu nightclub, the chief of the Baojia brought a lantern to check the merchants. The national identity card issued during the Japanese occupation is now being used, but I do not have it.so non-one, always Be careful.Chen Cai used to be Si's house, and the day he arrived was September 30th in the Gregorian calendar. My nephew saw that I was staying at Si's house for a rest. Only then did he return to Shanghai. Si House is located at the foot of Wuzhi Mountain. The road in front of the village leads to Xixiang, Shengxian County. There are about 300 residents, and it is Haoxi Mountain.Republic of China

Since then, most of the Si family have gone out to serve as officials, and they are willing to work hard on the mountain farms and fields, so the houses in the village are neat and tidy, A section of the road is lined with shops, like a small town.In the ancestral hall at Qiaotou, there are four large ocher red characters on the wall, "Eliminate traitors" , the other side is "Suppressing Communist Bandits", marked with "killing" and "falling", made by the political department of the passing army, it is still new .But there is also the big slogan "The Anti-Japanese War must be won", which has been slightly worn away by the years.

At the turn of the ancestral hall, there is a foreign-style house in Linxi, which is the Si family. When the master was in Hangzhou as the director of ordnance The construction cost 20,000 silver dollars before and after, but instead of cement and steel frames, it only used wood selected from the mountain, with a style of whitewashed walls and black tiles. , the animal ring gate, but the windows are glass windows, the room is bright and bright, there are arcade railings, the stone courtyard is removed, and it is built Tall, like a newly built unfinished house.This house is like the world of the Republic of China, and it is suitable for the stream.I just came

When I asked, I asked. Aunt Si cleaned up the guest room for me to live in, and only said to the neighbors that it was Mr. Zhang.Eighteen years ago I lived in Hangzhou Her family in Jingang Temple Lane is still like a nephew, and because I am an adult, I am like the little girl who used to be the director of military supplies. Uncle, who sometimes comes to Hangzhou from the countryside, lives in the west wing of her house, with a kind of dignity. Aunt Si moved back to the countryside during the war, but her aunt and Songyuan were by her side. Songyuan was married and had two children. His brother is in Chongqing, his sister Yashan is already married, and he goes out to study, but he can't respond. The eight years are really

difficult.Now we are victorious, the second child is a secretary in the Ministry of Foreign Affairs of the Nationalist Government, the fifth is a commissioner of the Ministry of Agriculture and Forestry, and the youngest Song Shi has also been promoted to the battalion commander, and everyone will come back soon, only Yashan has lost her husband, and Lian is in the back of the university. The United Nations University is about to graduate , so it is still a prestigious family, and even the fire in the stove laughs when it wins.It is not surprising that the official family, It is rare to have the hard work and ambition of being a newcomer.

The Si family is really like a world of the Republic of China. His father was a soldier who responded to the 1911 Uprising and recovered Zhejiang. The mother is bright and beautiful, and the children who come out are all clattering.Now only the eldest Song De and the third son Song Jiu have passed away, and with their father They were buried together in the countryside, and the stream and road in front of the grave lead to the outside world, where there are famous cities and people who neigh language. Song De was the same age as me when he was born. He has been a son of an official family since he was born, but he can be unrestrained and has the heroic spirit of his father.

When he was studying in Huilan Middle School, he was two classes higher than me. One day, the students made trouble in the dining room, but when they saw Principal Xu coming, everyone shouted. Everyone was silent, Principal Xu asked who was knocking on the bowl and cursing the kitchen, and he was fired immediately when he said it. No one dared to accept it, but he saw Song De stood up and agreed.He wasn't fired either.He is close to his classmate Zhao Quancheng.The two went to Beijing together On the way to Yanda University, Zhao Quancheng made an appointment with Songde. If one of them refused to take the exam, they would go back to Shanghai and take another exam. There was no difference.

Leave.Songde's homework is better than his, but he is afraid that if Songde takes it, he will not take it.The result is that Zhao Kao entered Yanda, Song De fell The first person returned to Shanghai.A few years later, Song De told me once, "When he said the oath, I didn't say anything. But I thought of it earlier than him, his family is poor, if he fails, needless to say I will not let him alone back.But he also took rich and poor too seriously. "When Song De said it, he didn't mean to blame, but it was inevitable. Disappointed.People say that a promise is worth a thousand dollars, but he treats his friends like a promise without a promise.

Song De is such a noble person, but when he was in Huilan, he went to Gongchen Bridge with Zhao Quancheng for a while to visit prostitutes. I was infected with gonorrhea. Unfortunately, there was no cure for gonorrhea at that time.Zhao is a Christian, just pray and repent, Song De felt that if there was a God, or even if he did something good to his friends, he asked for forgiveness for doing something bad. There are more vile.He also didn't tell his mother, but he was determined not to get married. Love him, but no one knows what he means.He doesn't blame Zhao Quancheng, because it is shameful to blame him. He entered Guanghua University as a liberal arts student, and learned Yuanqu from Wu Mei. I have seen a tune he filled out, and the words, sentences and syllables are extremely flat. Really neat.He was studying Western philosophy at the same time, I still think so, the richness of Western philosophy should be based on his Bailing Baili came to make it plain and neat.When he was in Guanghua, he went back to Hangzhou to recuperate for a year. Living in his house, I only know that he has a bad stomach.He has been swordsman since elementary school, and he is invincible in Hangzhou. Every time I fight with him I went to the Xiyu Terrace by the West Lake to see him and others, and once went to Gushanlin with him to see plum blossoms in front of Hejing's tomb.but He is too noble and upright, no matter how I conduct myself, there must be some places that do not catch his eyes. Later, Song De was moved by Kropotkin's national theory, became a member of the Communist Party, and rejected all pompous , only for the revolution.Because of the gonorrhea, he wanted to make great contributions to the world to solve it. He became a member of the Central Committee of the Chinese branch of the Fourth International and was arrested together with Chen Duxiu and Peng Shuzhi.his father Executive Chen Yi and Ge Jingen are mostly high-ranking officials of the national government. As long as he repents, he can be released on bail, but he refuses.his mother I personally went to Nanjing to visit the prison, but I didn't force him to persuade him. Aunt Si treated her children with respect.He was locked up for two years. Suddenly one day he ate raw eggs, and when he cracked them all were black, so he cut off meat and saw the Bodhisattva.when it is outside The Marco Polo Bridge Incident has been launched.He repented and got out of prison.The Trotskyites immediately expelled him from the party because of his betrayal. Less than two weeks after Song De was released from prison, Chen Duxiu and Peng Shuzhi did not repent, but also because the Nationalist government united All factions resisted the war and were released.Song De also went to meet Chen Duxiu, and when he talked about the raw eggs turning black, Chen Duxiu said, Science has no such superstition.Song De also wondered himself, when he realized that he was out of integrity, how could a person like him So, of course it's shocking.But he put away his timidity and did not plead for mercy.At that time, Nanjing fell, and the national government moved westward , He also went to Wuhan to run his own publications. He was still loyal to the Trotskyites and worked hard until winter nights, using newspapers as quilts. This time he exhausted his greatest spirit, and the Trotskyites were also amazed and moved by it, but the party discipline had already overwhelmed him. And he finally failed.And Wuhan fell again, the government retreated to Chongqing, and he returned east.he went back to the house Seeing my mother, I lived there for two months, suddenly became mad, said "I am a crow", and saw Bodhisattvas everywhere.he I still went out to Shanghai, the madness became worse, whoring, loose money and beggars on the street, in the severe winter, I only wore single clothes without coldness .For his own life, he is really a snail who mends the sky, and he can never love Zhou Zheng again. When I was in Hong Kong in the third year of the war, I hired Song Tak to run a publication. I didn’t know that he was sick and disabled, and he also translated An English manuscript on the golden number of the world, the strength of his knowledge really made me feel uncomfortable after reading it.he treats me But he said he wanted to raise his mother.He told me about gonorrhea at that time, he has only believed in Bodhisattva so far, gonorrhea and injustice Repentance, even revolution, he no longer feels sad in his heart.He said that he would not die if he fell from a building, and he would be fine if he ate two taels of pepper .I had to donate money to repatriate.And when I was called to Shanghai by Mr. Wang, Songde's second uncle came to discuss sending him outside the city. Asylum for the madman, I will pay in advance for one year's fees.Then he died, and his mother went to carry the coffin back to the old mountain for burial.now When I took refuge in Sri Lanka, I only came to his grave. In the Vimalakirti Sutra, a bhikkhu repented, and Shariputra told him to make amends. Vimalakirti said, "Shariputra, don't make this more serious. Bhikkhu's crimes should be eliminated directly. "This is in the words of Chinese folk, that is, "things have been done, and mistakes have been done." It's already wrong, don't feel sad about it. "This moment of liberation does not have to go through a thorough enlightenment, the seeker The great enlightenment is often a demon, and Song De's life is to win Meng Ben's courage in the end, and he can't stand on his own. body. Song De's younger sister, Yashan, is the number one in mathematics in school, and is a national women's sports player, with a strong personality , pampered since childhood, did not listen to the advice of his family, married an Air Force pilot after graduating from Peking University, the man from wartime Flying from Chongqing to Kunming, the plane crashed and died. Two boys aged five and two were left behind. The older boy died of a sudden illness. When she died, she burned all the relics of her deceased husband and the clothes and toys of her deceased son during the sacrifice, and she took a young child with her. Worked as a mathematics teacher in a middle school.Among their brothers and sisters, only Song De and her are like Greece, but they are also from the Republic of China The waves of the world splash. The third child has been sung for a long time, and his temper is like a fire. He is extremely straightforward, but he is extremely obedient. Among his brothers, he is the worst at reading. , went to the military academy.He was killed in the suppression of the Communists before the war, and it has been many years.In addition, although the existing brothers have attitudes Thoughts are different, but they all have a kind of fierceness. In the military and political circles, they were officials of the National Government, but they were born in After the Northern Expedition, the peaceful and enlightened side of the Republic of China.However, she is the most gentle, and she also understands the truth the most. square. But I think their brothers and sisters are not as good as their parents. It was the sun, moon, mountains and rivers in the early years of the Republic of China.civil Afterwards, the Chinese world became somewhat chaotic, and I also had this kind of chaos.They siblings talk to each other Their style of work was not very convincing, so to their dead father, they also felt that people's thoughts and scientific knowledge at that time always Not very clever, because they were both young when their father died.But now, mother, they love mother from the bottom of their hearts Admiration, self-awareness can't be matched.But the mother did not criticize and interfere with them, because the generation of the Republic of China Things, a generation of people, it's just like this, you can't even choose. That's why Aunt Sibo didn't say a word of criticism to me. I should be a person who needs to be discussed, but Sibo My mother is like heaven and earth, like peaches and plums without saying a word, so when I get to her, I don't need to talk about it.In the Vimalakirti Sutra there are The first section writes that the celestial girl scattered flowers, not in the body of the Buddha, not in the body of the Bodhisattva, and I am also like this, all sins and blessings are gone for a while, not in the body . Aunt Si and I just said, "Mr. Hu, it doesn't matter if you live here." Greetings, let alone words of comfort or plans.Of course she was thinking about me, thinking of all kinds of ways. Son, because sorrow is so real.She doesn't have a bit of drama, which keeps me safe, and everything It's all real now.Aunt Si doesn't reminisce about the past relationship between me and the Si family.She only thanked me for the time I waited for Song De, Because Songde is dead, only my mother can express this gratitude.As for the old five and the fourth going to Shanghai during the war, I donated money several times, although It is for Aunt Si, but Aunt Si does not plunder the beauty of the younger generation, so that the younger generation has the face and friendship of the younger generation, and it is he who repays the favor. Brothers, so she doesn't thank her, she is so humble in this world, she doesn't overstep.And the Si family treats me like The ceremony of dividing the guest and the host is still like the one in Hangzhou. Only the fourth child is with me, and Aunt Si and daughter-in-law are sometimes together. Aunt and grandma, apart from serving tea, rice and snacks, sweeping the floor and mopping the table, they do not come into my room during the day, and there is no miscellaneous courtesy to respect guests. talk. My aunt and I call her Mr. Fan in their family. She was a widow at the age of 18 and entered Hangzhou Sericulture at the age of 23. After graduating from school, I worked as an instructor in the Lin'an silkworm breeding farm. I was working alone to earn my ambition, and I burst into tears.war When Lin'an, Hangzhou fell, the silkworm breeding farm stopped. She went back to Si's house, picked tea and planted the fields, and went to Lanxi to do a single gang business. , jointly maintain a family to eat.Her life is completely made by herself, and she is popular and respected everywhere. Her person is just her true colors, she grew up in the city, and she also has the simplicity of a countryman. She only feels that she is worthy of being born in an official family. Alleys, small doors and small households are also matched.Her attire and style make people feel pleasing to the eye, without thinking of rich or poor, nor She is just a person from the world of the Republic of China, talking about the old and the old, the new and the old.She is calm and courageous, She is a full-fledged woman, but she is also natural in men's shopping.She used to have white skin, bright eyes and white teeth , but since he had a serious illness at the age of twenty-eight, his skin has turned dark, but he has a healthy and positive complexion.she vomits blood The disease is not serious, but she is healthy in this world.She is one year older than me, but it makes people feel the same age There is no discussion, it can be compared to seeing the statues of Bodhisattvas, all of them are her age. I seldom talk to her, but she also noticed that I was in the guest room, and the hospitality was not so comprehensive.Have At that time, I saw her come back from the yard, and moved a small bamboo chair to sit in the sitting room next to the stove, wearing a coarse cloth blouse. Trousers, so quiet, is actually a kind of coquettish.I can't think of anything, I just clearly feel that there is someone like her .