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Chapter 29 【Bamboo leaf water color】

in this life 胡兰成 4197Words 2018-03-19
【Bamboo leaf water color】 There are six or seven female nurses in Hanyang Hospital. Except for the head nurse who is from Shandong and is in her early thirties, the rest are female nurses. A local, about twenty years old.They are just true colors, not like the ladies or progressive women in Beiping and Shanghai, Even if they meet each other at the beginning of the fight, people will be impressed.In the first few days when we lived here, Guan Yongji was already sick. Pan Longqian also shook his head, calling them evil. Shen Qiwu seldom interjected, but he liked to listen, and his eyes were sharp.

obscene. When we first arrived, we had a tea party and invited the nurses, who were in my room, and they all came .Although it was a tea party, there was also wine. Yongji proposed a kind of wine order, casting lots to determine the number of balls for each person. Ball, B is two balls, C is three balls, A says that my one ball hits two balls, B must say that my two balls hit three balls , Those who are late will have a drink as a penalty, and it is up to you to hit a few balls.At present, there are nine hosts and guests, and only one of them is Miss Zhou, Yongji Long Qian thinks it's okay to see, she is a four-ball, and they only touch her.I saw Yongji's arrogance, so be careful lest he come out.

It hurts people, pay attention to who is left out in the seat, I don't pick talents and appearances when I give orders, and I say that I don't pay attention to touch, and always Surprisingly, she was fined for being late.That Miss Zhou, her girlfriends called her Xiao Zhou, I didn't realize how beautiful she was, but she was When I saw her, all the flowers and pistils were exhausted immediately, and the nurses were all without makeup. Xiao Zhou wore a blue cloth Cheongsam, I just respect everyone. After that, Guan Yongji found a lover, Ms. Wang, who also worked as a nurse, but in a church hospital in Hankou

.This Miss Wang is used to putting on airs, Qiao Zhang Qiaozhi, standing in front of the man face to face, with big eyes, The black eyes are very dark, and I can look at you fixedly, obsessively and deeply in love, as if I am going to die immediately.Yongjihun The body is all learned exaggeration, which suits her just right.Qiwu is an orthodox scholar, farewell to Yongji All the way, but he also had to be present when Yongji and Ms. Wang were having fun. In my country, I hate puppet shows because they are preposterous to people. There is a feeling of ominous ghosts and gods. When the puppet finishes the play and goes to the backstage, it is necessary to cover its face with a handkerchief, otherwise it will

He would go to the crowd of people in the audience to buy tofu paste to eat, and Kai Wu was also surprised and greedy for the popularity.Although he was present, Still the same demeanor and Zhuang Ning, he is a god, and he just smells the fragrance of the sacrificial food.Pan Longqian was a little out of touch with them In the team, he saw that the women in front of him could not meet his standards.He was going to be different in everything.but i am flat Ordinary people, getting close to the nurses is just seeing each other day and night with the neighbors of Luhe in ordinary days. One night at the riverside at the back gate of the hospital watching the Wuchang air raid on the other side, the nurses and I stood in the moonlight and stars

, Siqiu was scared and happy, but she spoke the loudest, and someone next to her said, "Xiao Zhou, Xiao Zhou, don't give the plane hear. "Everyone laughed.Wuchang was on fire, and the plane flew across the river several times in the clouds, and then turned to the other side Go, all the lights in Hankou and Hanyang are also turned off.The head nurse said it was pitiful, Xiao Zhou smiled and said, "I said it looks good." Miss Mei said , "Your family has a bad conscience." The head nurse said, "Among us, only Xiao Zhou is the most cunning." Xiao Zhou ignored him,

When the figure caught a glimpse of me by my side, she called out "President Hu", and it was mischievous for her to smile like this.I asked Her name, she said, "My name is Zhou Xunde." I was also joking, and said, "My name is Hu Lancheng." In the end, a bomb was dropped in Wuchang, and the sound of the explosion rolled along the waves of the river to the embankment here, like a series of thunderbolts.This It was the first time I asked for my name, and I was so shocked. After many days later, I asked Xun De, "Why did you get better with me?" She replied that there was no reason.I

She said it was necessary, she thought for a while and said, "Because I see you day and night." I went back to the hospital from the newspaper office and went to nurse me if I had nothing to do. In the room of ladies and gentlemen, they also come to my room.I can only be a dominating existence in front of people, without wildness , There is no such agitation as the charm of sex, and there is no doubt about each other.I don't like to see people with lofty ideals who worry about the country, rather Listen to what they say and see what they do.Wartime hospitals were poorly equipped and nurses were poorly paid

However, they are not poor, they still cherish the present world so much, everyone's environment and thoughts are deeply kind and righteous, and they are free and easy. However, like the spring flowers and autumn flowers by the mountains and streams, they bloom and fall one after another.They convinced me that although the people are in chaos, they will not Miserable and dilapidated, so Chinese revolutions in all dynasties must have singing and dancing. Among them, Xiao Zhou was the youngest, at the age of seventeen.She is a trainee nurse, majoring in obstetrics, and often goes out on snowy days and nights

Delivering babies, and helping the same doctor with outpatient consultations and dispensing medicines during the day, the ambition of the daughter's family is that she refuses to fall behind in her work.her doing One thing is to be a human being, even though she wears a piece of common clothes, she washes them whiter than others, and when she cooks a bowl of vegetables, she brings them well. Right.She came to my room when she was free, and I taught her Tang poetry and she copied articles for me.She sees the world as prosperous and dignified, She respects everyone and knows that everyone likes her.Sometimes I go out with her for a walk, people by the river

Because everyone knew her during the delivery, she called and answered questions all the way, her voice was so gorgeous that it felt like a bright sun, her person was like a riverside On the newly wet beach, water can be printed with a step. Xiao Zhou likes to talk about the principles of life, but Shen Qiwu said that she is all about reason.Young people take reason as poetry, so So you can never argue with her.Her person is so fresh and clean, as fresh and clean as if there is a sharp edge, she can't even compromise, she can't even Rebellious, but she is careful everywhere, afraid of being discussed, as in the Book of Songs, Let Zhongzi come, don't go beyond me, don't break my tree, how dare you love him, afraid of people talking too much, Zhong can be pregnant, people talk too much, but also can be feared Just because she values ​​the world.She also always takes care of each other's face.I have seen a few folk women in my life , Mrs. Rusi Yuan Jun, Mrs. Wu She Aizhen, and Xiao Zhou are all bright and strong, with distinguishable personalities. Always leave room for the other party in what you say and do, and don't make it embarrassing, like a sky net.The solemnity of the world is like a festival A good day must be auspicious, how can it be discussed by others, how can it break the other party's face.All three of them measure Big, flamboyant, open-minded and bright because he is "a humble and righteous person".In the world, only Chinese civilization is right In this world of gratitude, every day is a good day, everyone is a good person, even for the virtuous and unworthy there is a kind of equality, so Can be the king of the world. Xiao Zhou is slender and has round shoulders. Among the straight shoulders and slashed shoulders, he is so thin that no bones are visible, and there is no flesh left. , looks like She Aizhen, but she never imagines whether she is beautiful or not.Her clothes are thin, even in the cold weather of December She only wears a cheongsam and is not afraid of the cold. Young people have three struggles and three liters of fire, and because of her life, she has a clear mind.she makes I know that Zuo Zongtang is outside the Great Wall, handling military planes by candlelight at night, with the sound of ice and snow, with a calm expression, Master Hongyi is practicing law Zong, in winter, wearing single clothes and bare feet with straw sandals, and their faces are full of spring breeze, they are not different people, but they have ambitions, such as Mencius said, "Aspirations are handsome, spirit is handsome."So Xiao Zhou's beauty is not seductive, but her refreshing , the engagement is auspicious.Once after supper, the table was cleared away, she sat under the lamp, her face was like a peony just blooming, She was red and white, and her eyes were full of smiles. I was dumbfounded, and felt that she was just like the inscription of the people of the Six Dynasties, "If Born in the heavens, born in the place of the Buddhas; if born in the world, born in a place of ease and bliss. " Xiao Zhou has a mother at home, a younger sister named Xun Zhi, who is two years younger than her, and a younger brother who is still studying in elementary school. Her father had fled to the countryside during the war and died of illness. He was a bank secretary during his lifetime.Her mother is only forty years old, she is a concubine, And the aunt has passed away.Every time Xiao Zhou talked to me about my aunt, she was as close as a biological mother, and she was the most patient and thoughtful, with a smile on her face. Xiang Ren, even to her own family members, always spoke with a smile. She was fourteen years younger than Zhou when she died.Xiao Zhoudao, "Hour I was a little terrified when I saw the coffin shop, and I would rather take a detour, but I was not afraid when my mother died, and I was chased by my mother The red embroidered shoes worn in the funeral. When she said that, her eyes turned red, but her eyes turned sideways, and she showed me the shoes with her hands. The shape, I just feel very gorgeous, as gorgeous as life and death. I also heard her say that when she first entered the hospital to take care of a serious patient, that person had no relatives nearby, and she was treated like a daughter in her heart. , After a few days, he died.She was woken up in the middle of the night to serve the dead to die. Sickness is suspicion and death is evil. She Of course she is afraid, but she is a trainee nurse, so she also restrains herself, and she has a humanistic Zhenkichi above the fear of suspicion.she She also said about the delivery, "It was so pitiful during childbirth, the delivery door was so wide open." She showed me with hand gestures, her eyes fluttering , I can't help complaining, she always uses gestures to compare things, very similar to fingering in Indian dances, and she always has eyes like a little girl She rolled her eyes, almost hostile, because her heart was solemn, and in front of the most real thing in the world, she immediately became her , I am me, it seems that I may not know her intimately, but I think she talks about life, old age, sickness and death better than Sakyamuni. When Xiao Zhou's father was around, when her daughter was a baby, her mother listened to her in everything now, because she knew thing.When she mentioned her father, she immediately scolded, "My father, he loves horse racing!" Her mother also loved to entertain others. , Xiao Zhou said, "My mother is still the same now, she always likes to give others good things!" When she said that, she also scolded Strange.But Xiao Zhou himself is also generous to others, and would rather work hard by himself.Someone who can make you feel good is also him , very bad is also him, Xu negative Prime Minister Cao Cao, saying that he is a capable minister in the world and a traitor in troubled times, but this is naturally a Chinese traitor. Chinese, there is no Cynical at all, and the woman is as described in the words of the valley as "abominable in thinking", but she is also natural It is Chinese, not the love and hate of the West.China's heroes and beauties make you feel that you can't take him, but although ordinary Everyone has a piece of sky above their heads, "Success is due to you, Xiao He, and failure is due to you, Xiao He", if he wants to do this, you just have to I feel that he is like heaven and earth, neither love, nor hate, nor gratitude.A critic like Xiao Zhou who should be both angry and happy , so that I know that there is a better attitude towards the world than Christ's forgiveness, and better than Sakyamuni's mercy . Every day before I go to the newspaper office, I always see Xiao Zhou, and when I come back from the newspaper office, the first thing I do is to find Xiao Zhou first. week.Several times when I went back to the hospital in the afternoon, I saw her in the corridor just now, and when I went into the room to put things, she came out again. Come, she has fled upstairs.I chased up the stairs, turned around the auditorium on the second floor, and opened the doors of the nurses' rooms everywhere. I didn't see her. I went up the front stairs, down the back stairs, and went to the front clinic and dispensing room. I had to turn around, only to see that she was already sitting in my room as if nothing had happened.She is so naughty. Before and after meals, I often go for a walk with her on the beach at the back door.The Yangtze River is naturally dangerous, there are many heroes in ancient times, but I They are just such ordinary two people.I have seen picture albums since the Tang and Song Dynasties, painting ancient and modern rivers and mountains, never painting red cliffs Soldiers, but the current fishermen and woodcutters, Jia Bo Kefan, turned out to be like this. The world is full of fiction and reality, so it can not be seen. Big events like the Chibi soldiers are full, but ordinary people have no accidents, on the contrary, they are truthful, which is the chastity of the world.beach You can sit on the bed, and the two sat and talked, and squatted to the water to play in the water.I just look at her, as the Shaoxing matchmaker said, the more I look at her The more it tastes, I say you should be my student.But how many days passed, and said that you are still my daughter.later He also said that he wanted her to be my sister, but in the end he felt that everything was inappropriate.In the Book of Songs, "Zi Xi Zi Xi, why is such a good man?" ! "I have no choice but to take her as my wife. I am afraid that even if I become a wife, I still feel that there is no way to take her.I said, " I look at you, look at you, and want to fall in love with you. she said, "nonsense!" I still said, "let's make love good or not? "She said, "Nonsense!" She was not surprised when the two talked like this, but neither did I. Thinking heavy. Our connection is not like love, not only she is not used to it, but I am not used to it either.She has long said that she will leave this place, Why do you have to leave when you arrive at Wuxue Hospital?But she didn't understand, of course I'm skinny, I just feel fine She wanted to leave anyway, but I persuaded her, so she stayed again.This morning, she wakes up and sings in bed , and went downstairs to see me, smiled and said, "I've sung before." When she said it, she sighed again, and she was also surprised , smiled helplessly, "I have a problem of sighing recently!" Her troubles are like spring flowers. No collection. One day, I suddenly decided to cut off the relationship. I didn't look for Xiao Zhou when I woke up in the morning, and I didn't look for Xiao Zhou when I came back at night. When I went to the newspaper office that day, on the Hanshui ferry, I suddenly felt that the world was clear and open, and the scenery in the upper reaches of the Hanshui was very good.but only It took two days, and the two of them went back to business as usual.I am like this now, I also think about whether Aileen should not be, but I think about it. After learning a lot, he still refused to admit his mistakes, and he couldn't justify himself.The real thing is hard to explain, why? Let's discuss it again.Xiao Zhou also said, "How can I be nice to you? Thinking about it makes me angry and funny." Tsk again Tsk blamed, "If others do this, I must not take it seriously, but it's on me, I'm confused! When she said that, she laughed again, really helpless. In January of the Gregorian calendar, she and I crossed the river to Hankou, accompanied by another nurse, who got off at the back gate of the hospital. Boat.On such a small boat, I realized the majesty and vastness of the Yangtze River. It is hard to believe that this is the Yangtze River. things that look like fakes.Xiao Zhou was sitting on the bow of the boat, wearing a green cloth cheongsam, her face was so handsome today, it became She seems to have no emotion, and her person is like the first sentence of Genesis in the Old Testament, "In the beginning there were words."only one Character.The wind blows the clothes, the river flows endlessly, she just sings, singing one after another, endlessly, in this life and in this life Oh, it's hard to say what I feel at this moment. Xiao Zhou gave me a photo, I asked her to inscribe it, and she inscribed the Sui Yuefu poem she read the day before yesterday! There are double bamboo forests on the sinking spring river Bamboo leaves are bad for water color man is also bad for people's hearts
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