Chapter 15 【Xiaoyin rascal】

【Xiaoyin rascal】 I don't snatch officials, but I like the nobility of officials.There are a few noble things in Chinese folk, the bride and groom are Noble man, the new son-in-law goes to the husband's house, and the nephew goes to the mother-in-law's house. They are all distinguished guests. The noble air of being an official in front of others is like this. This kind of position, rather than power or airs, is not used to being a bride and groom, and being an official is also unskilled good. I have never been in an official position, and I am not used to officialdom.There is an acquaintance in Shanghai who is a businessman and wants to marry a wife

, but the tenant refused to give up, so he came to ask me for a solution, I think this matter can only be discussed carefully, and I will write a letter And the tenant, how could he know that the tenant didn't believe it, saying that such a high-ranking official would be so polite, he must be pretending to be a fake name. .Even my fight against the Japanese, Zhou Fohai, Li Shiqun, and Mr. Wang is not based on power.Let's talk about my outside Row.When I was in Hong Kong, Mrs. Jiang gave me a confidential fee. I didn't know it was an allowance, but I thought it was necessary for official business.

So they used it to mobilize peripheral political groups and reimburse Mrs. Jiang truthfully on a monthly basis. How could they know that Mrs. Wang didn't even look at it.and After I arrived in Shanghai, I thought that I would not need to take care of this kind of peripheral work. I refused to accept it several times, so I paid the confidentiality fee. Come stop. Once a secretary of the Suzhou county government came to see him, and he should be respectful to the rules. Let's go, he gave me a scroll of Mingren's painting, I don't even like that painting.I am afraid that people will be servile to me, but I

It is also rare to call people brothers and sisters, but most of them call people Mr. with their surnames.Once Mrs. Wang said to me, "You are only Mr. Wang. Sheng is your elder brother, and I am your older sister, and I can do it as your older sister according to my age. "I didn't listen Next couplet.I used to be upright and obedient in front of Mr. Wang and his wife like a child, but I still hope they treat me like a guest.Mr. Wang To Zhou Fohai and the others, they are called Mr. by name, to the people from the mansion school, they only call them by name, but to me, they are called Mr. Lancheng.

After returning to the capital, Zhou Fohai, Lin Bosheng, and others were all senior officials than me, but because the status was similar in the beginning, they were still the same. Flat pay people.But this is still because of my temperament, not just because of historical relations.I may be like Sun Wukong, that Sun Wukong When Wukong first arrived in the sky, he became Bi Mawen. He asked him what rank he was, and he answered no rank. He said, "No rank is very expensive." I can't help but laugh when I think about it.Later, he became the Great Sage Equaling Heaven, and he didn't know whether it was granted by the Jade Emperor or by himself.

Feng, but I love him soaring in the sky without incident. I seldom strike up conversations with my colleagues, I don’t even know a few officers below the rank of deputy commander and army commander, and I am more familiar with the Japanese. I don't communicate with each other, and I can see that there is no one in Soochow in my eyes.I have an official residence in Nanjing, but I live in Shanghai, my niece Qingyun She has come out of Hu Village with Ah Qi, and she will be the head of the Shanghai family.I only go to Nanjing once or twice a month.I rarely When I went to the Propaganda Department, Lin Bosheng was in charge of everything.Every time I go to Nanjing, I just meet Mr. Wang.I am also Mr. Wang's

The secret secretary has been working for four years, but he has never been to the secretary's office.Mr. Wang asked me to come if he had something to do, and I always meet you in the living room. I am not only an amateur in officialdom, but also an amateur in politics.Not only did my colleagues and I seldom chat over wine and food, but we also There is nothing to discuss seriously.I'm not interested in secrets, and I don't pay attention to any inside information.I go in and out of Wang's mansion, no Once the secret was revealed, because there was no secret at all.Daily life in official circles is often seen as politicized. In Wang Mansion

But I see that national affairs are just routine, so it's good. I go to Wang's mansion and sometimes eat there.Usually there are two tables for lunch, Mr. Wang, his wife and his son and daughter Daughter-in-law, and Chu Minyi, Chen Chunpu, Lin Bosheng and his wife, Chen Guoqi and Chen Guoqiang brothers, etc., I will also be together. Mr. Wang took the seat, Mrs. Wang was on the right, the daughter-in-law sat next to the mother-in-law, and everyone else sat at will.The dishes are six dishes and one soup. If there are fruits, it is easy to calculate, just because of Mr. Wang, I feel that there are offerings and withdrawals like emperors, which can be written in Gale

.When Mr. Wang came, everyone was not afraid, but straightened up naturally.Eating is the same thing, Mr. Wang He has the best appetite and is always happy. Watching him talk, laugh, and eat is really like a dragon and a tiger. The night dinner is more lively than the New Year's dinner. Sometimes Fang Junbi and Mrs. Chu Minyi also come after waking up, so they change it to a big round table, Sitting together, the number of dishes increased to ten.The Zeng family, the Fang family, and the Chu family are all relatives of Mr. Wang, and Zeng Xing is Huang Huagang. Martyr Fang Shengdong's wife, Zeng Zhongming's sister, and Fang Junbi's sister-in-law, everyone called her Zeng Sangu.

Mr. Shan also respected her as a gay sister when he was a child, and Fang Junbi was famous for his paintings since he was a child in France.Zeng Xing It turns out that she is courageous, Fang Junbi is very honest, her nature is also lively, but when I was in Wang Gong The museum saw that they were like the old-fashioned famous women who didn't talk much.Mr. Wang was very polite to them.Mrs. Lin Bosheng Equal to a female official, she is like a daughter to Mrs. Wang, and Mr. Wang also treats her like a primary school student, she is a bit like a red building The Sister Feng in the dream appeared beautifully, making people feel that she was in May in Guangzhou.

Chairman Wang's mansion is also like the homes of ordinary people, but it always seems to be festive and luxurious. It turns out that Mr. Wang's concern for the country and the people, he takes care of all kinds of opportunities every day, and he criticizes official affairs to the depths at night, just like ordinary people in Jiriliang Chen undertakes major events.People in the mansion don't talk nonsense, don't walk around indiscriminately, there are no furnishings in the living room and rooms, The nature is simple and quiet, and the weather is magnificent.I only changed houses and transferred titles a few times, and Mrs. Wang always called me.Upstairs only Mrs. Wang brought I went up once.I saw that there was a room where Mr. Wang approved official documents at night, and he also wrote and composed poems there, like a There is generally no special place in the study room, but every time it passes by, it makes people yearn for it. Mr. Wang wants to treat me well.The king has always been popular among the people, and the new generation who fights with him are all political As an amateur, Mr. Wang is an extremely skilled administrative talent, but he has always maintained the spirit of a political amateur, so my He can also listen to such layman's language.Chen Gongbo, Zhou Fohai and the others would rather make nonsense than talk about politics in their spare time, because Their politics have no temperament, so they have to be adjusted with hobbies.Mr. Wang has no such distinction between public and private. Although when Yan is resting, it is not inappropriate to talk about politics and state affairs, because there is naturally a temperament here.There are words "political articles "Political affairs can be so good that they are articles.Moreover, Mr. Wang is the cleanest person, and he has no hobbies in his private life. I am like a civilian, so I dare to look at the Japanese army, I also look at Chongqing Yan'an, and I look at the Nanjing government, And Mr. Wang can't subdue me after all. Mr. Wang regards peace not only as a foreign policy, but as a subject of revolution. , which is really his vastness.Since the Manchurian Incident, Mr. Wang advocated negotiating and resisting at the same time. He said, "Peace is not at the moment of despair, never give up peace, sacrifice is not at the last moment, never give up lightly . At this juncture, he proposed a scorched-earth war of resistance.The national army retreated from Shanghai, Nanjing and Wuhan to Chongqing. Immediately, the husband became confident, knowing that Japan could not conquer China, he changed the war of resistance against scorched earth into the founding of the nation.this and later What he said about peacefully opposing communism and building a country, Japan would fight with it if it wanted to fight, and Japan would make peace with it if it wanted peace. But what fascinated me was what Mr. Wang said about Jianguo.After all, he is Mr. Sun's student, and he never forgets the "revolutionary Not yet."It is his convening of the National Congress of the Kuomintang and the organization of the government. Although I think it is a mob people, but also admire Mr. Wang's self-made, driven people to become the imperial court, such as Han Xin's use of dead soldiers Pawns can also be a majestic formation.Like Mr. Sun, he opened the government at every turn, calling himself the Grand Marshal of the Ben, the President of the Ben, and more Starting from the organization of the Manchukuo government and the Provisional Reform Government, the Wang government rose from the people, how much Has a revolutionary spirit. But I am always dissatisfied, thinking that my colleagues are not brave enough for Japan.Enormous Rihara said, "Nor can Japan Destruction of China", although Mr. Wang admits that China has been defeated, but the degree is far from being conquered, so he can and Even though there may be some concessions, it is not an alliance under the city, and it is far from the subjugation of the national system.And this limited defeat, It is still possible to make a moral and far-reaching plan, or maybe Japan will not treat itself as a victor, and China will not treat itself as a loser. place, and achieve a peace agreement with completely equal qualifications for both parties.But Zhou Fohai and Mei Siping didn't understand what Mr. Wang meant. , they saw that the extent of China's defeat was on the verge of being conquered.Mr. Wang did not say that if the war of resistance continues, China will perish in the Japan, he only said that if the war of resistance continues, China will perish due to the Communist Party, but Zhou Fohai and Mei Siping think that Japan has The power to destroy China.That's why I'm unhappy with Zhou Fohai and Mei Siping. At the beginning of the peace movement, I had exactly the same idea as Mr. Wang regarding the qualifications of both parties to the peace talks, but After arriving in Shanghai, I came into contact with the Japanese military and Japan's so-called national policies. I became disgusted and became convinced that China was fundamentally Undefeated battles, not even limited defeats, the first time I reported to the Minister of the Japanese Navy, this is how I defended .My new judgment on the situation between the two sides is not necessarily based on any yardstick, but rather because it is the same as the Chinese folks. Dare to look up to power.The ancients said, "The long whistle blows the breeze, and the aspirations are as if there is no Soochow." I am in Soochow and I can see Dongwu. There was no one in Wu, including the Japanese army. Peace movements are supposed to be revolutionary.But what kind of revolution is this revolution?Talk about the founding of the country by the war of resistance or peace and rebellion The joint founding of the country is just that the policy should be combined with the revolution, but it has never explained the revolution, and Mr. Wang's actions, and even I dare to look at the Japanese army, I also look at the Nanjing government, I look at the Chongqing government, although I have a revolutionary spirit , but in addition to spirit and body, what is the body of this revolution?I was just at a loss. I believed in the world revolution of the proletariat in the early days. Before that, in Hong Kong, I still took the confidentiality fee from Mrs. Wang Help the Trotskyites, say unconditional, connect and accept the gift of personal friendship If you still hesitate, then you are only on the way I picked it up.It was a person surnamed Wang who refused, but only accepted about 500 Hong Kong dollars twice, but he reported Go, the superior still ordered him to return everything to me.I still respect Sadasuke of the Trotskyites, but I will not join the communist party Party members, they were humble at that time, and they didn’t know how to obey discipline when they judged themselves. party.To be honest, I am not used to betrothing myself to others. It was extremely difficult for me to be called the foster father and foster mother of the Yu family when I was young. I don't want to be a post office for life. Although I am a member of the Central Committee of the Kuomintang, I don't think I am a party member. I used to be more serious than others if I seek knowledge and seek it, and I am more serious than others. For example, I misunderstood the July 7th Incident I thought it wouldn't expand, but it actually expanded later. I kept it in my heart for a year and a half until I found out what it was. Because of observation mistakes, he refuses to give up.Another example is that when I was in the Wang government, I never neglected for a moment, but every now and then Think before and after, worry about me before others worry about me.Even so, my disposition is for theory and even world affairs. There is a kind of ease in success or failure.Moreover, at that time I still respected the Trotskyites, but on the other hand I was an official in Nanjing. The conflict of thoughts seems to be a lack of understanding, just like Tao Yuanming's reading. At that time, I couldn't explain it myself, but I gradually felt that the proletarian revolution seemed wrong. Hi Stalinists, and now I am doing a peace movement with Mr. Wang, but Mao Zedong announced the abandonment of class struggle However, it seems that the anti-Japanese war like the militia is more secular than the Trotskyists.And so I was even more at a loss.yes Is peace versus war of resistance? I am not at a loss for such a question. What I don't understand is peace or war of resistance. The basic, that is, the question of revolution. During that period of time, I threw away all the things I had learned, and returned to the various thoughts of secular people. Law, be it confused or childish.Once I took the liberty to ask Mr. Wang, "Wouldn't it be good to build a country peacefully? Why add anti-communism?Yan'an has announced its abandonment of class struggle today. It seems that it is not worth emphasizing anti-communism? "I was just asking this question, but I didn't really have any insight. Unexpectedly, Mr. Wang's face changed immediately, and he said flatly. , "No matter what the Communist Party does, it is absolutely untrustworthy! Now we are fighting with Chongqing for the fate of the Republic of China. The first line is to fight against the Communist Party or be used by the Communist Party! "But I was still skeptical after hearing this, and most of them didn't take it seriously. I once again said to Mr. Wang, "The peace movement should be based on the national industrial capitalists in the southeastern coastal cities. Layers, how about organizing like this? "What I said is really ridiculous, it doesn't seem like I said it, it was the Northern Expedition Kuomintang The idea of ​​the new faction here fighting the proletariat with the bourgeoisie, I didn't even believe it myself when I said it, Mr. Wang listened Of course not.Looking back now, Mr. Wang always treated me well. Although I said something wrong, he would not let me Embarrassed. Another time when I talked to Zhou Fohai, I said, "Now we actually only have a peaceful government but no peace. Movement, we should mobilize public groups, such as trade unions, peasant associations, student associations, women's associations, chambers of commerce, public factory associations, etc., to use Revolutionize the peace movement. But Zhou Fohai said, "How can a revolution change the law? To be honest, there are mass organizations What's the use! "Fo Hai is a member of the Communist Party. Anyone who has quit the Communist Party will protest against revolution and mass organizations. Stomach.Of course I don't admire his words. But the people have been tired of hearing the word revolution over the years, and I also hate seeing Lin Bosheng add revolution to his articles. If it is his life, he is nothing more than catering to Mr. Wang.So what will happen in the next generation of the Republic of China? ?I was in Wuhan after I left Mr. Wang, and I fled to Wenzhou after the fall of the Wang government. I figured out that it was the civilians who raised the army, but it turned out that the People's Liberation Army came to be my acquaintance and evidence. Although I am also happy , but it’s true.The reason why I can figure it out is because of the confusion in the earlier part, the naive Ridiculous at least has the cuteness freed from theory. At that time, the Anti-Japanese War was born of the luck of the civilian uprising, but the peace movement could not, so the morale of the Wang government was not good. Young.However, the peace movement did not fail to combine the luck of the civil uprising, and the subsequent Communist Party disaster It's not predestined, but the melancholy is that I couldn't see it at that time, and I couldn't inspire Mr. Wang, so that Today's people are suffering, and the reason for that period of love is still what Ouyang Xiu said, "Although it is called the destiny, it is not a human thing." what? " There is "Xiaoyin rogue like poor autumn" in the word, but it is actually spring. In the period of the Wang government in the Republic of China, Even the affairs of the Communist regime today are like this.Even my fool is such a rascal.three All the governments are in agreement or disagreement with me. After all, I can’t force it. At that time, the Wang government and I were still the ones who started that summer. That is to say, he will no longer be the spokesperson of Mr. Wang.In the past, Mr. Sun Yat-sen never had a spokesperson, Wang Jingwei and Hu Hanmin Comrades Zou Rong and Wu Zhihui just say what they want to say. There are no taboos, but they can naturally not violate each other. Now Mr. Wang treats me the same way.But I finally resigned from the part-time job as chief editor of China Daily, although Mr. Wang Not allowed, but I allowed myself.Since then I have remained in the Nanjing government, but because Mr. Wang's style of work has not yet matured. A type, and I also cherish the smiles and tears of the political present.