Chapter 34 A fool's love (3)

In the car, I took out the money from my pocket and hurriedly stuffed it to the uncle in the front seat, then jumped out of the car and ran to the side of the street.I can't sit in the car anymore, my heart is beating so fast that I can't calm down for a moment.Zhe Ning, wait for me, don't do anything stupid!I ran too flustered, and one of my shoes was accidentally thrown out, but I had no time to pick it up, so I ran wildly on the ground with one bare foot.I must stop Zhe Ning from doing stupid things, I must stop him! "Excuse me, where is Jingcheng High School?" "You go up this road, turn right when you see a post office, and go straight ahead, the red building is Gonggao."

"thank you very much." It's almost here, Zhening, you fool, just wait a little longer, you must wait a little longer. Now it seems to be lunch break at school. There are many students on the sports field of Gonggao. I ran into their school like crazy, how can I keep them from looking at me with surprise? How can I find Zhening, how can I find him?I walked around the teaching building of Gonggao like a headless fly, but found nothing, not even a shadow of Zhening. "Ah~! Isn't that Li Zhengyin?" Ah! It's a girl I met last time at the student assembly in the city. It seems to be called "Meizhen".

"Meizhen! Zhening, have you met Zhening?" "Zhening, you mean Zhening from your school?" "Yes, that's him, have you seen him?" "I didn't see him." "..." I really want to cry, if Zhe Ning got hurt because of me... I really might fall down like this.If Zhe Ning got hurt somewhere, where did he get hurt... "Zhengyin, what happened? Why did you come to our school?" "Did anything happen in your school today?" "No, everything is fine!" Meizhen looked at me strangely. I suddenly had an idea, "Meizhen, if students in your school have any disputes, where do they usually resolve them?

" "Huh?" Meizhen didn't understand what I said. "I mean where they fight. Where is the place at your school where the kids fight?" "There is a construction site behind the school. They usually go there to fight. Why do you ask this?" "Thank you!" I didn't care to explain more to Meizhen, I flew past her and ran to the back of the school.Although there was no extra fresh air in my lungs, I felt as if I was about to explode, but I still gritted my teeth and urged myself to rush to the construction site behind the school as quickly as possible.

... Seeing the scene in front of me, I was stunned, and my footsteps also stopped.In addition to the culprit of this matter, that is, the two engineering high school students who had bullied me, there were six other tall and burly engineering high school students lying on the ground in a big shape.Their faces were smeared with blood, and even their eyes were blinded by the blood.A familiar figure was riding on one of the culprits, and all I could see were fists flying in front of him. "Zhening! OO" I recognized it at a glance. It was really Zhening, he turned his head and gave me a forced smile, then he crooked and fell to the ground.

God, the school uniform he is wearing is now torn like cloth, the blood and mud on his face make it difficult to distinguish his facial features, his eyes are swollen like a line, and his hair is sticking to his forehead superior.He can still laugh. "Han Zhening! ┬┬" I rushed forward and hugged Zhening who had fallen to the ground into my arms. "..." "Zhening, Han Zhening, wake up! Open your eyes, Han Zhening!┬┬ "No, I don't want anything to happen to him, I'd rather be myself on the ground now. "Haha!^^...I won...Iamwin!" Zhe Ning finally opened her eyes reluctantly, smiled and made a V to me.

"Idiot, you idiot-like bastard, you really..." I couldn't say anything else, I just wanted to hug Zhening tightly. ┬┬ This big fool, this big fool, but what I like is his stupidity, thank you Zhe Ning, I'm sorry Zhe Ning, I love you Zhe Ning! "It was hard for me...to not let this piece of wood break." Zhe Ning slightly pushed me away, and took out the piece of wood with difficulty from his arms, on which my name was still vaguely written. "Fool...you big fool..." I held Zhening in my arms, and couldn't help crying. The grievances I have suffered during this period of time seemed to open the gate, and I couldn't bear it anymore.Zhe Ning put his hands weakly on my shoulders, hugging me gently.

"Hey, you two enjoyed it~! Huh?!" Damn it, at some point, another group of engineering high school students came to this construction site, roughly more than 10 of them.No, there are so many of them, and they must not be allowed to treat Zhening who was seriously injured like this.I was about to stand up, hoping to stand in front of Zhe Ning.Zhe Ning suddenly grabbed my hand with his cold hand. "Do you believe me?" Zhe Ning looked at me firmly. "I believe." I replied forcefully. Zhe Ning didn't speak any more, but let go of my hand and stood up slowly.

The guys who were gradually approaching us each held a wooden stick in their hands.Zhe Ning~!I didn't dare to read on, and closed my eyes in despair... At this moment, the most beautiful voice in the world suddenly sounded in my ears. —— "Brothers, give it to me, I have to teach them a lesson today." It was Cheng Hao, he finally rushed over at the critical moment, seeing the boy Shang Gao running towards us at high speed, I had a bright smile on my face, I was so touched, thank you, thank you guys... Cheng Hao led the group of brothers, and the battle ended in 10 minutes. We stepped on the "corpse" of the engineering high school students, supported Zhening, and quietly left the battlefield.Of course, the first thing after leaving here is to send Zhening to the hospital.

The door of the operating room was locked, and we had to wait outside for three hours. I have never seen Zhe Ning in such a state of distress. His whole body was wrapped in bandages, and it was very difficult for him to even smile. Even so, he endured the pain and grinned at me. "Are you OK?" "Would you like to take off the bandage on my body and take a look, and I won't be in pain if you look at it." "Are you still in the mood to joke?" I thumped his chest. "Ah!" Zhe Ning screamed again and again. Oops, I forgot he's all hurt now.Sorry, Zhening, I pray silently in my heart.

"Idiot, do you think you are Nanbo? Or Stallone in it? Why did you go to Gonggao alone? "I was not forgiving, and I deliberately showed an expression that you deserved to anger him. "For you." Zhe Ning said softly. "Then why do you want to go alone, why?" Although I was already moved to tears when I heard what he said, I still did not show weakness. "I said it because of you." Zhe Ning still looked at me and said it again. "...You really are, Han Zhening, let me tell you what to say about you." I couldn't hold back my fierce face anymore, and said with a sob. "When are you going to America?" "America?" I was stunned, and I had completely forgotten about this matter. I couldn't tell him, I couldn't tell him that I was going to America tomorrow, and in this situation, I couldn't say that no matter what. "Why are you asking this?" I wanted to change the subject. "I asked when you will go to America." "Ah, that's right! You slapped me like that a few days ago, do you know how painful it is?!" "...I apologize for that, but I was really angry at the time." It seems that he still doesn't know the reason why I hit Xu Renya, maybe he is really an idiot, and he still doesn't know that people are using him.Should I tell him the real reason?Forget it, seeing how miserable he is lying on the bed now, he has already suffered enough injuries, how can I still sprinkle salt on his heart and tell his tragic story of his girlfriend cheating on his feelings Woolen cloth.Forget it, I'd better call him and tell him when I get to America.And I personally don't want to see Zhe Ning who is suffering because of Xu Renya in front of me. This is undoubtedly declaring to me: what he loves is not you, what he loves in his heart is someone else. "I admit, I was sorry for Xu Renya last time. I did something wrong. How is Renya doing?" "She hasn't come to school these days." "It seems that she is not seriously injured!" "Hmm..." Zhe Ning hummed and didn't say anything else. "How is she?" I continued to ask, hoping that Zhening had forgotten the question just now. "When will you go to America?－－^" My extravagant imagination was quickly shattered, and Zhening quickly remembered the question just now. "It won't be long, soon.—" I played sloppy. "Don't go." Zhening said childishly. "Fool, I have completed all the formalities and booked the air ticket, how can I not go?—" "—Cancel the ticket." "Please be more sensible, don't say such unreasonable things..." "No, I want you to cancel the ticket, call now to cancel, you tell me, you are not going to the United States.>< " "...Don't make trouble for no reason, okay, Zhe Ning, please, we are not three-year-olds anymore, I must go." "You can't go." Stupid, do you know that if you continue to make trouble like this, it will give me the illusion that it is already difficult enough for me to forget you. "After I'm gone, you have to eat well and go to school seriously, you know? And after you're discharged from the hospital, don't go to school, but rest at home, and don't go wandering outside. Take good care of your sister Chiho, and You can only eat porridge during this time, remember? Don’t be too arrogant and aggressive. Although you fight hard, you will inevitably be injured. You must go to bed before 12 o’clock at night, and , and..." I have thousands of words to say to him, and I wish I could finish all the words in my life today. "You, are you saying goodbye to me? You won't see me again?" Zhe Ning keenly sensed something was wrong with me. "what?" "Do you know that you seem to be saying goodbye now, as if we will never meet in the future." "No, I just thought of this all of a sudden! Fool~! Of course I will meet you in the future." I was terrified, not to let myself lose my composure even more. "Don't go to America, okay?" Looking at Zhe Ning, who was looking straight into my eyes and kept begging me not to go to America, my heart couldn't help but shake.Zhe Ning, do you know that I actually don’t want to go to America either!But if I can only watch you by your side all the time, and be your good friend, my heart will hurt even more, so I have to leave your side before I like you more, so I have to leave, Zhe Ning... "Zhening, I have to go, I have to leave, I will come back again." "I beg you, no, I beg you, don't go, Li Zhengyin!" "I love you Zhening." "..." Zhe Ning looked at me as if struck by lightning.See, I knew that if I confessed my love to him, there would be consequences like this, and he would run away from him, to a place where I could never see him again, so I had to leave him, I couldn't stay by his side . "No, I mean the friendship between friends. Does it scare you? I'm leaving. Take care of yourself. " "Li Zhengyin..." "You have to take good care of yourself, you know? Don't let yourself be hungry..." I couldn't go on anymore, if I continued, I was afraid that my tears would flow out, so I fled Zhening's ward like flying.The rest of the friends who were guarding outside the ward saw me coming out, and they all called my name loudly. I just waved to them silently, then turned and left the hospital.I cried, today is the second time I shed tears. Since when did Li Zhengyin, who has always shed tears like gold, become so fond of crying? Who are you crying for...Stupid Li Zhengyin. In the early morning of the next day, I was sitting alone in the car heading to the airport. Because of crying yesterday, my eyes were so swollen today that I couldn't tell whether I had opened them or closed them.I intentionally lied about the departure time of my plane today. The flight time my friends know is at least five hours later than my real departure time, so I don’t have to worry about bumping into them at the airport. I don’t know if they will know the truth. Chase me to the United States with a stick and knock me.It's not that I don't want to see my friends for the last time, but I really don't want them to see the weak side of Li Zhengyin, who has always been strong. I'd better leave them with the image of a big tree.The more important reason is - Zhe Ning... Goodbye, Zhe Ning, I really want to say goodbye to you this time, I may never forget you, but I will try my best to forget you.I'm sorry, Zhe Ning, for leaving without saying goodbye, thank you for everything you have done for me, and... I love you, Zhe Ning~! Sitting in the plane, there is only one hour before the plane takes off, and now I really want to say Byebye to this land, goodbye, this land that once brought me laughter and tears.Suddenly, a strange feeling flashed into my mind, I seem to have forgotten something, by the way, those two voice messages I received when I was almost raped by those two villains from Gonggao a few days ago, I have been busy these days Trying to numb myself with alcohol, so I completely forgot to listen, what could it be?I had a hunch that these two voicemails seemed important, so I hastily pulled out my phone from my pocket. I tremblingly pressed the button in my hand, and what came out of the phone was Cheng Hao's smooth voice. —— "Hey, Li Zhengyin, I'll tell you a joke, do you want to hear it? It's a story about a fool. That fool has fallen in love with a girl since he was nine years old, and his feelings for her have not changed until now. It's a pity that the girl After going to the third grade of junior high school, she seemed to be a different person. She made troubles all day long, smoked and drank, and became a cynical little sister.That fool hated the girl he liked very much, so from the first year of high school, he fell in love with another girl who looked very similar to the previous girl, but had a much gentler personality, no, he It's not that he fell in love with that girl, he just wanted to find in that girl the shadow of the girl he had a crush on in the past, the girl who had been in his heart since he was nine years old. " The first voice message was over, and my hands shook even more. With a restless heart, I clicked on the second voice message. —— "Damn, why did it end so quickly, I haven't finished my sentence yet. That fool has never dared to confess to the girl he has a crush on. He once tentatively asked the girl, saying that he decided to be with that submissive character I wanted to see how the girl would react, but the girl immediately encouraged him to associate with the submissive girl without even thinking about it, without any intention of keeping him attached. For some reason, the girl beat him hard today. He slapped that submissive girl, that fool slapped the girl he liked in a fit of anger, what do you think he was doing for? Of course he wasn’t hurting that submissive girl, even if the woman he loved madly No matter what he did wrong, he was reluctant to say a word. The reason why he was so angry was because the behavior of the girl he loved deeply disappointed him, and he was extremely disappointed in her. And this girl who had been kept in the dark The girl doesn't feel anything about this, do you think she is also stupid? This stupid girl is going to the United States soon. Now this fool is by my side, and he is drinking badly, no, he is drinking crazy again, Have you ever heard such an ugly song? Stop singing, Zhening~!...We are right in front of your house now, come here quickly, Zhengyin!" It's Zhe... Zhe Ning, that idiot is Zhe Ning, and that silly girl he has a crush on is... me?is it really like this? God, what should I do, I really don't know, I really didn't expect it to be like this, that day I asked Xiying to call him, and he hung up the phone while singing, because he drank Are you drunk?I'm such a fool, I misunderstood him, and I was sulking for several days because of this, why didn't I think of it before, I really don't know anything...Zhening...Zhening.Now I don't want to do anything other than call his name loudly in my heart, I don't want to hear anything, my heart has been blocked by Zhening It was so full that there was no room for anything else. Damn it, the use of mobile phones is prohibited in the plane now, and I can't call Zhening at all (I tried to make a call by force, but the signal is very bad).In this situation, I can only stay in the cabin fidgeting like a fool, weeping for Zhe Ning.What should I do, Zhe Ning, what should I do, if possible, I really want to jump off the plane.What a fool I am, I don't know anything, I don't feel anything. Some things with Zhe Ning before flashed in my mind like a fleeting image, and now everything seems to have the answer.Why is Zhening so angry every time he sees me smoking and drinking? Why did he turn away with a sullen face when I let him date Xu Renya that day? Why did I tell Zhening that I was going to date a senior When dating, he would disappear without a trace for three days... Everything has been answered, I am such a fool, I don't know anything, I only know to look at myself from the sidelines. On the plane, I realized what it means to live like a year. These ten hours seem to be longer than the previous ten years. The plane finally landed, and the first thing I did after getting off the plane was to find a public phone booth in a hurry, completely forgetting that my brother Zhengmin would come to pick me up at the airport.In the phone booth, I tremblingly pressed Zhe Ning's number. Because I was so excited, I pressed three times in a row before I got the right number. "Hello!" It was Zhe Ning's voice. His voice had never sounded so heavy. My heart suddenly rose to my throat, and my throat tightened. I couldn't say what I wanted to say immediately.What is that heavy thing in my heart, but a few traces of joy melted in my heart circle after circle, as if to ripple away that heavy thing. "Hi!" Zhe Ning asked again anxiously. "..." I still couldn't say anything, I was in a mixed mood, so where do I start. "Li Zhengyin, is that you? Zhengyin, are you Zhengyin?" "Zhening..." "Where are you now? Where are you?" Zhe Ning on the other side of the ocean asked hastily. "I'm sorry, Zhe Ning, I'm really sorry, I don't know your sincerity, I don't know." I broke down in tears on the phone, I don't know where to start. "I asked where are you?" Zhe Ning asked again anxiously. "I'm in America, I'm sorry, Zhe Ning, I'm afraid to see you for the last time, so... I'm sorry." "You're lying." Zhening gasped on the phone. "I'm really already in the United States, I'm sorry, Zhening, I've already heard what Cheng Hao said. What should I do, Zhening?" "You must be joking with me, right? Li Zhengyin, you are still in Korea, you can't be in the United States, you are lying! " "I'm sorry, Zhening, woohoo, I'm really sorry." "Come to me quickly, where are you now? Are you at home? Come here quickly, Li Zhengyin, I'm hungry, I call you Come here quickly. " "Don't do this, Zhening, I beg you, don't do this." Hearing my weeping voice, Zhe Ning finally calmed down. He didn't say anything for a while, and there was a lot of tension between us. So silent. "Without you, who would I go to school with in the morning?" "Zhening." "Without you, who else would I laugh for?" "..." "Without you, if you are not by my side, who would cry for me, a delinquent boy?" "..." "Without you, Li Zhengyin, without you, damn it, I..." "Han Zhening." "..." "Han Zhening." "—Woo—" Zhe Ning cried on the other end of the phone, did he cry because of me?Han Zhening, who is number one in the world and fearless, actually cried for a silly girl like me. "Zhening, you wait for me for two years, just two years... I will definitely return to Korea to be with you again, and we will never be separated for the rest of our lives. I will feel sorry for you and cry for you all my life. It will make you happy for the rest of your life... for the rest of your life." Make an unchanging promise. "...What do you mean?" Zhe Ning suddenly asked stupidly. "I, Li Zhengyin, am making a lifetime promise to you, Han Zhening, you idiot..." I almost shouted on the phone. One day after two years. "Where are you?" "I'm in front of the parking lot opposite the airport, come here quickly." "You wait for me another hour, the traffic jam is terrible." "What did you say? You're not kidding, are you, an hour?" beep…… "This damn bastard, I'll have a good look at you when I come here. It's no wonder I don't beat you into a pig's head, and turn your human head into a pig's head (I've been with Zhengmin for a long time, and my personality is affected by him. Big changes, Zhening's future is worrying)." After hanging up the phone and thinking about what I just said, I couldn't help but burst out laughing. There was a sweet smile on my face that had never stopped since I got off the plane. ^^ I came to the rest area next to the parking lot, enjoying the sky and the dazzling sunshine of the two-year separation.From the day I got off the plane, no, from the day I made a plan to go back to Korea, my heart, which has been beating violently and beating non-stop, is the best accompaniment for me at the moment. Han Zhening, I've got you in my sights since I came here, and I will never let you go this time...