Chapter 25 The brain is occupied by the silver saint

Impossible, impossible, I must have misheard, or Jin Xiaoguang must have misheard. "You said now? ^o^ Yes, I have time, I'll go, I'll go right away. Okay, don't eat, wait for me to eat with you. Well, that's it." Jin Xiaoguang said charmingly Said on the phone. Are my ears still okay?I've been hallucinating from just now... "Han Qiansui, Zhi Yinsheng, who doesn't have any complaints about your affair, called me now, and he asked me to go drink with him. I'm sorry, brother, I will go home later today. See you at home, just give me 20,000 yuan." Without saying anything, Jin Hancheng took out a few banknotes from his wallet and handed them to Jin Xiaoguang.

"Today I will go home later, ^o^ very, very late." Jin Xiaoguang looked at me very proudly and said, as if hinting to me, "Brother, please, leave the door open for me. Let's meet again when we have a chance , Han Qiansui!" Lost again, lost to Jin Xiaoguang again. ——Zhiyinsheng, do you know why I lost?Do you know why your girlfriend lost to Jin Xiaoguang again?Because of you, and because of you, I lost...┬┬ Jin Xiaoguang left in a hurry, leaving only Jin Hancheng and I sitting face to face. "Sorry!" "I really, really hate you and Jin Xiaoguang. If I had a knife in my hand now, I might kill you. I really want to kill you." I told him bluntly how I felt right now.

"Even if you want to kill me, I still want to associate with you, what should I do?" Jin Hancheng looked at me intently. "I want to see Yinsheng, I want to see Yinsheng. Please take me to Yinsheng's side. It should not be Jin Xiaoguang who is beside Yinsheng now...┬┬" "...Let's go out." "Please send me to Yinsheng's side, please. Yinsheng must have me by his side. ┬┬" I grabbed Jin Hancheng's hand like crazy, and begged him sadly. "But I must have you by my side..." At this time, I have already burst into tears.I don't want to believe the fact that Yinsheng called Jin Xiaoguang, and I can't believe it, but the fact is so real that I can't deny it. Facing the torment of emotion and reality, my heart is bleeding and my world is collapsing.I wanted to see Eun-sung like crazy, but Eun-sung was lying in someone else's arms, the thought almost drove me crazy, and the tears couldn't stop flowing down again... Eun-sung, when you saw me and Kim Han-sung together What kind of mood is it, now I know, it is a kind of mood that wishes to disappear in the world, and has never been in this world.Oh, what a retribution, I finally tasted that heart-piercing taste.Has the love between me and Yinsheng reached the point of being unforgettable?

"Today I'm going to have a good drink with the outcast." "I haven't been abandoned, don't talk about it here." I wiped my tears and said in disbelief, I would never admit that I was abandoned by Yin Sheng. "Do you know the old saying? Drinking wine while weeping makes the wine sweeter. Let's go!" Jin Hancheng dragged me from my seat. "Today's mood makes me drink. Maybe I will die of drunkenness. No, I will never stop until I am drunk. Do you still want me to go?" "Okay, then we hope that we will be too drunk to wake up. If we die, I will die with you. I'm afraid we will hurt the owner of the hotel, and we will have to collect the body for us."

Pfft... Thinking of the hotel owner's anxious look, I couldn't help laughing. "Laugh if you want! But I really admire you, you can cry and laugh, and you won't be afraid of muscle knots." "I didn't laugh. What you said just now has to be true." "Let's go! I will accompany you to the end today." Jin Hancheng shook his head chicly and grabbed my hand. The emotional ups and downs were so great that I accidentally staggered when I took a step, and Jin Hancheng hurriedly pulled me back. "Are you okay?" he asked worriedly. "I'm fine."

"Can I drink?" "Of course I can drink it, and I must drink it." Now I insisted, "If I go home like this, maybe tomorrow there will be one more person who died of sadness in the world..." "...Do you really love Yinsheng so much?" "I don't want to discuss Silver Saint with you. I'm going out first." I staggered out of the restaurant and sat down not far from the parking lot, choking up and crying.From the beginning of crying softly, until I let go of crying loudly, I cried until my throat could no longer bear my ravages, and then I began to sob in a low voice.Kim Han Sung has been by my side silently guarding me from beginning to end.

"Are you done crying?" Jin Hancheng asked softly. "It seems to be the end of crying. I can't cry any more tears, and the tears seem to have dried up." "Then let's go drink now! That's all we can do now." "..." In the car, none of us broke the silence.I stared at the dark landscape outside the window, immersed in my pain, and before I knew it, the car had already driven into the city center. "What do you decide to do with Zhiyinsheng in the future?" Jin Hancheng finally opened his mouth that had been tightly closed. "What do you think we should do?"

"Will you continue dating?" "How do you want me to answer you? Your way of asking." "My younger sister Xiaoguang likes Zhiyinsheng very much, and I like you very much." "That's why I hate you and Jin Xiaoguang." "You don't just rely on emotion, I hope you can deal with these issues rationally, it will be better for us all." "Is love something that people's reason can handle? She is the most real feeling in people's hearts, and it is the expression of people's true feelings. Maybe only people like you can use reason to calculate love."

"I just want to say one thing to you. I love you with all my heart, 100% sincerity, and it's not just a moment of enthusiasm. I've never loved someone like this in my life." "Now I won't listen to what you say, because my brain is already occupied by Yin Sheng, and I can't accommodate anything else except his shadow." "... let's go down." "..." Silver Saint, what is standing between us?Is it Kim Han Sung and Kim Hyo Kwang?No, not them, the invisible shadow blocking us now is your heart, your self-esteem, your heart that cannot fully trust me!When will you wake up to this hard truth? ...I'm tired, I'm really tired, Silver Saint, when will I have to wait until you can fully open your heart and accept me?I have waited for you until I am physically and mentally exhausted. I don't know how long I can last, how long I can refuse Jin Hancheng, maybe one day I will really leave you.So, please catch me, Silver Saint! Don't let me leave you, let the sun shine into your cold heart, please...