Chapter 1 my study life
my study life
This topic seems very elegant, but in fact it may not be so.First, I haven't had a real study for a long time, that is to say, a study that can be closed and no one is allowed to enter, like the "study kingdom" that many book lovers said in the past.A long time ago, I really hoped to have such a study, but the reality had already broken in and faced me, so I had to deal with it.Since then, my study has become the rest room at home, the living room, and the playground for the children; some of them have even become the sales ground of the street vendors. They will reach out from the window to greet me: "Sir, Do you want this?"
At first, I still wanted to struggle, and wanted to build a fence around me, even if it was invisible, at least I could protect a small circle of myself.Later, I gradually realized that this was in vain. The reality is pervasive, so I had no choice but to walk out by myself.
Without barriers, there will be no boundaries. Since then, I no longer have conflicts with reality, and my study world has become wider instead.
Now, the study I am talking about is such a study: there are books on all sides, and even the floor is a study. It is an out-and-out study, but this study has no doors or barriers. Come in, I can also go out freely.
In such a study, I write here, I study here, and I live here.
The life of the study is maintained by the book itself.A study that is not constantly nourished by new books is a library, a library, and it is lifeless, and cannot support a person to breathe and live in it.My study life is often maintained by new books.This is the life of the study, which is also my writing life.
A writer's study changes with his works; his works change with his study.
I can't imagine that a writer who doesn't have a few books and a study, even if his study is just a suitcase or a broken board table, he must have a workplace.Otherwise, where did he turn his life into works for his readers?
I can't even imagine a writer who doesn't read.Reading is part of a writer's life.He draws nourishment for his writing life from books, which enriches his life and adds luster to his works.
In this way, I often buy books and read books, which keeps my study alive and gives new nourishment to my writing life. I hope that one day I can write a more substantial and new article. works of life.
This is my study life.I sit in this study with the fence removed, integrating my writing, reading, and my life.Although, for a while, I wanted very much to make my study a forbidden place, to keep others from entering, and I did not want to go out myself.
This is how I live now, in my study without a door and with no fences.