Chapter 25 Moon Tang Ji 7(2)

Moon Tang Ji 7(2) She was rebellious and rebellious when she was young, she ran away from home, traveled north and south alone, and has honed her vigilance and toughness like a beast.Life didn't give her the chance to be naive and innocent all the time. She was a little depressed, but she was never a romantic person.She read his text messages several times, thinking about how to reply him, it seemed impolite not to reply, so she just said briefly, thank you.Hope it goes well in Yunnan.It's just polite nonsense. She had an uncomfortable feeling that she wanted to vomit but couldn't, and there was a blockage in her chest.Want to cry, but no liquid.I just feel vulnerable, but I don't know where this vulnerability comes from.Is it because of a rejected marriage proposal, because of drinking, because of a text message from a middle-aged man, or because of the dilemma and powerlessness from the bottom of life.Back home depressed.Shigemitsu looked at his nest.Fortunately, she still has the ability to give herself a home. She once used all the money to buy a house for herself, just to have a place to bury all the unspeakable pain.

She has a desire to get drunk.There was also a half-drunk bottle of Ballantine on the top of the cupboard.The only function of being drunk is that it can lead to crying and falling asleep.That kind of crying can almost vomit out the internal organs, the whole body trembles, it is difficult to control, the heart hurts unbearably... very happy, the previous heavy light will do this.But this time she decided to control herself.She should get used to controlling herself. She called Guixing and said, Guixing, I will set aside this year.If you don't get married this year, you plan to be single for the rest of your life.I will not do anything in the future, and I no longer have this will.

When she said these words, she felt that it was already a very clear idea in her heart.Gradually, she figured it out.She is not the first love girl who went to the movies with the boys in her class on a bicycle at the age of sixteen. She has built an independent life with her own hands and has a clear spiritual system. Even a person can live well.She can't fall in love again, the wound will make people's skin harder, and the shadow of life has accumulated for a long time, so it is the same. At the end of this year, she will go on a trip to Shanxi to see grottoes and ancient villages and towns, and apply to do voluntary work in more remote and remote places.This time, Guixing told Chongguang in an unusually firm tone, as long as you are willing, everything is not difficult.You trust me, Shigemitsu.Marriage is preordained.That person will show up, it's just a matter of time.

She took a shower, went to bed, and took out Father Gubocha's "Travel to Tibet".In order to preach, the Frenchman spent two years traveling from Mongolia to Lhasa in Tibet.Needless to say, the death, danger, and hardship experienced along the way.It is true that one's inner faith can bring out the greatest courage and will, so that the pain in one's body becomes small.Reading an interesting book is like having a conversation with an interesting author, but it's a pity that you can't ask him questions, just listen to him talking to himself. Shigemitsu soon forgot his little struggle.She didn't turn off the desk lamp, and fell asleep on the bed with a book in her hand.