Chapter 17 Moon Tang Ji 3

Moon Tang Ji 3 During those days, Zhongguang often suffered from insomnia.She remembered sleeping in different places, in different beds.Sometimes it is a high-end suite in a five-star hotel. When you open the window, you can see ancient buildings and green gardens. The bathroom is spacious and bright, and the door handle is gilded. This kind of room is mostly in the professional period. Because the job is provided by the other party, she never lives by herself .Most of the places she lived in were simple small hotels during the journey, in a county town at the junction of urban and rural areas, with stains on the walls and unclean quilts.Or in the homes of farmers of ethnic minorities on the top of mountains in mountainous areas, the narrow and small stairs are crumbling, and they cannot take a bath. In the middle of the night, they can be heard lighting a small fire with wood in the open space next to them, drinking and chatting around, and some people are singing .

Sleeping in the undulating habitat, she sleeps well and never dreams.They make her feel safe, submerged and secure.But in her own home, she suffers from insomnia.The empty room, like a passenger ship that sank halfway on the bottom of the sea, has been deserted for a century and is silent. Insomnia until the early hours of the morning, Zhongguang lay by the window of the high-rise apartment, seeing the sky gradually turning blue, the dark blue between the buildings gradually brightening, the world was so quiet that there was no sound.She stayed with the cat, looking at the world controlled by laws, that kind of blue, that kind of silence, made her feel that she was gradually losing her rationality.That irrational feeling of looking for a knife in the kitchen.She hid all the knives in the kitchen.

yes.I told you that we must have a healthy life.It's not the kind that looks for plums to quench thirst. Hop on a bus and go somewhere new.Zhongguang applied for a new blog space for himself, and began to record the things he did every day on it.She made a table to record the books she has read, the discs she has watched, and the things she has done.Even in such a period of depression and hardship, one day, she would not tell anyone about it. The city is very noisy, but Shigemitsu finds that he has always lacked friends.In the test between people, at the critical moment, you will know how much weight the other party has in your heart.When you are sick, depressed, and in the worst embarrassment, are you willing to face it?There are too many relationships, and people are only willing to add icing on the cake.It is difficult to send charcoal in the snow.It's not whether the other party is willing to give it, but whether you are willing to let him do it.It is very difficult for Shigemitsu to deliver the fragility of reality.This is due to her long-term personality.

She doesn't like people who will be defeated in panic after a slight change.This quality is contemptuous.Those who can remain silent in pain should be respected. She maintained this silence and went to Guizhou, the hard work and journey lasted for three months.After I came back, I still didn't say anything to anyone, and I didn't do anything.Just gradually clean up the content of life: read ancient texts, take notes, eat simple and healthy food, and exercise for forty minutes a day.In the large room with many fitness equipment, there was no one in the afternoon, there was no words for the big bright mirror and the occasional fitness trainer.Chongguang silently observed some relatively standard movements, remembered them in his heart, and simulated them again.She also signed up for small class training in taekwondo.She likes the violent and orderly feel of exerting force.The focus on muscle and strength made her feel pure and peaceful inside.

Sometimes I go out to eat and chat with Guixing. Guixing is ten years older than her, and the child has already gone to school.Shigemitsu likes to get along with older people, perhaps because she has always been more solid than women of the same age.She bought smoked peach white tea in the supermarket and drank it. After freezing, it still had a sweet peach flavor.Buy mulberry silk clothes at the store.Read "The Source of Ancient Poetry" before going to bed.Maintain a life attitude similar to that of the New Leftists, positive, serious, honest and sincere to others, and participate at any time.

She has not yet tried to take positive steps towards getting married.The divination person told her that she could get that person without doing anything and without paying anything.Shigemitsu thought that the only preparation she could do was to adjust her own state.