Chapter 15 Tale of Moon Tang 2(1)

Tale of Moon Tang 2(1) Guixing took her to meet a friend who knew Yijing divination.It was Shigemitsu's thought.She will not go on a blind date or join an eight-minute dating club. One of her girlfriends once used a self-deprecating tone to tell her about the experiences of online marriages. Those vulgar and boring men beyond imagination, once in reality It's like a joke to show up.Her girlfriend is a lively and lively woman with a master's degree in philosophy. Perhaps because she is too smart, she has never been able to find anyone to marry.A girlfriend who frequently changes jobs and speaks humorously, the process of pursuing marriage has been bumpy and ups and downs. For a person like her who is almost isolated from the world and taciturn, no miracle will happen.

Shigemitsu feels that she has never been a very smart woman. On the road of love, she used to adopt a more drifting or laissez-faire attitude.So she's just wasting too long.She felt that there were only two things left that she had not been able to control well: smoking and falling in love.She tried to be as disciplined as possible with food, early to bed and early to rise, and the possibility of being calm and cold about everything.Failed to quit smoking several times.I never thought about stopping the relationship.I thought my heart was a quiet and lazy animal, lying motionless in the open space.But when the opponent appeared by chance, the swiftness and force of each pounce was still unexpected.

It's just that those love affairs, in the end, it seemed that they were just fireworks for the children to watch. After a few swishes, the sky changed colors, and then they went home.She never stopped being in love and somehow always ended up getting tired of these relationships.Finally understand a truth: feelings are useless.What is really decisive is the limitation of one's exposure to life.It is their own selfishness and weakness. This time, Zhongguang felt that he ran to the edge of a cliff, and there was no road ahead.She is not a runner. After running five kilometers, she is exhausted. She is eager to rest, drink water, recover, and continue to start again.She is completely tired of being in love.But want to get married.

Guixing said that single women living in Beijing have difficulty getting married. That's true, originally they didn't have any special competitiveness with each other, and this city is enough to gather all the women with small talents, small appearance and small temperament.Anyone who comes out is the same: know how to mix and match bohemian attire for ladies, talk about film, literature, philosophy and poetry, know how to flirt with men and indulge appropriately, and go to the hall and into the kitchen.Smart and emotional.This is the case with most of the girlfriends Shigemitsu knows.They are like a tree of bright red peach blossoms in the valley, even if there is no audience, they still have to open and thank each other enthusiastically.That was originally something that had nothing to do with the audience, it was a youth that had to be passed away.

It is a man who is at home.Even a mediocre or wretched man, with a little bit of power and eloquence, can have a few rounds of such a partner around him, which leads to the general impetuousness and laziness of men in the city.yes.There are so many options, all of which are similar to each other, so why go through fire and water for you. But Shigemitsu knew he was different.In her heart, she waits for a strong partner, she knows what he is like, sometimes because she stops and starts, she thinks she knows nothing about him.Sometimes she falls in love with a completely different man waiting in her heart.But she still knew in the end that if that person appeared, she would try her best to identify him in the shortest possible time.

When she was a teenager, she saved pocket money for five months to buy an expensive woolen sweater of a foreign brand.At that time, things of such a good brand were still very rare, and no one would buy them.Off-white thin pure wool, woven into cables, open placket, brown wooden small round buttons.This kind of sweater with unique color and style and expensive price is a luxury that a high school student would never think about.But Chongguang recognized its elegance and generosity at a glance.At that time, she was only sixteen years old, her monthly pocket money was meager, and her classmates used to wear sloppy sweatshirts that were too big.She saved money to buy that sweater.

After she became an adult, she had the financial means. Seeing that many people like to carry an identical brand-name leather bag in their hands, which can cost tens of thousands of dollars, and use it as a symbol of luxury, she thinks it is vulgar. She loves beauty, recognizes it, and pursues it.She knew she was different from those around her.This self-awareness enables her to always know what to do and how to do it.How people want to transcend their own circumstances is not a direction that can be trained, it can only be a kind of nature.Vaguely leads to a wider boundary.Regardless of what happened at the time, whether you have great ambitions in your chest can be seen early in the morning.Even if it’s just a plain sweater to start with.

She is also persistent.The mind is pure and clear, and firmly pushed forward.Do anything, have a strong action until it is done.When I was young, I left the house, wandered north and south alone, and relied on my own efforts. I never believed that there was a free lunch in the world, nor did I believe that people could sit back and enjoy it with peace of mind.Everything is to work hard with both hands, hard work to win.