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Chapter 3 three

Forever 王小波 2311Words 2018-03-19
The trainer yelled for a long time, but Da Xu ignored him.He drove Da Xu away, called Xing Hong, and spoke to her as he did to me.Xing Hong answered very simply: "I can't remember who tore the mat, it was probably me." The instructor said, "Think about it again." She said: "I really can't think of it. If you must find someone to take responsibility, just say I tore it up." The instructor frightened her: "This is a political incident! To tearing up the treasure is a counter-revolutionary act!" "We didn't mean to." "Who knows whether it is intentional or not. Do you know how to deal with this crime?"

"have no idea." The instructor gritted his teeth angrily: "Your attitude... Hmph, you don't need to be on the outline, you are already on the outline! Go back and think about it!" The next day, the instructor announced that the three of us would stop working and write an explanation at home.Let me write in the dormitory, Daxu is in the office, and Xing Hong is in the accounting room.Fortunately, no one was sent to watch us. I sat in the dormitory, feeling very desolate.To be honest, I was terrified of being asked to stop work and give an account.It's not that I love labor so much, it's really scary.If the trainer scolded me behind my back, calling me a rascal or a villain, I would at most be afraid for a while.By not letting me go to the ground, I was separated from the masses.As long as I can eat, sleep and work like ordinary people, I will feel at ease.This separation, I, I, what have I become?Why did I suddenly become such a person who needs to be isolated?Thinking about it, I started to cry for nothing, and started writing with this feeling of sadness.Ah, I will be ashamed for the rest of my life when I mention this inspection.I wrote "Dear and Dear Teacher" and said that I came from a worker's family, was loyal to Chairman Mao, and loved the leader.He also said that his work has always been good, he has been praised by the instructor, etc., and wrote a lot of begging words.Later, I said that I was careless on the issue of the treasure statue. I was negligent for a while, and I didn't see who tore it up.In the end, it is said that we will make up for our mistakes in future work, and so on.It's not bad, I didn't sell Daxu, but it's bad enough, I said "I didn't see who tore up the statue", implying that I didn't tear it up.I was wondering, how could I do such a thing at that time?

After I finished writing, I was sitting by the window in a daze when I suddenly heard someone talking in front of my forehead: "Oh, you've finished writing? Come and see." When I saw it, it turned out that she was standing outside the window, smiling.She said, "What? You cried!" I blushed with shame and turned my head away.Suddenly I thought it was not allowed to run out, especially not to come and talk to me, so I glared at her and said, "Why did you come out?" She sat on the window sill and said, "Why can't you come out?" "Oh, didn't we let us sit in each room and write our self-criticism?"

She pursed her lips and snorted: "Listen to him. No one is watching. Why not come out and play?" I said, "Ah, this is not going to work! If the trainer finds out, the matter will be even worse. You should go back quickly!" She raised her eyebrows in surprise: "What's the matter? What's so great about the trainer? I'll see if he can do something about us. Of course, we can't be deadlocked with him. We still have to write this inspection. But I really don't know how to do it." When writing this thing, let me refer to the inspection you wrote, okay?"

I don't want to give it to her.But she was so pretty... so I reluctantly agreed.She reached out to grab my check, and I said, "Don't take it away." She hummed and sat on the windowsill to watch.I said again: "Come down, someone who sees it will die!" She came down and sat on the bed to watch.There are five sheets of paper in my inspection, which is really not short.She laughed when she saw it, and said, "It's fun! Xiao Wang, your 'heart is like a knife, tears are like a spring' is really good! Haha, you can really pretend to be sad." It turned out that she Take all my painful words as irony!Of course she couldn't understand my distraught mood.After reading it, she returned it to me, thought about it, frowned and said: "But your inspection still looks like a forgiveness. Of course, if you ask for forgiveness, it's nothing. But why did you write it without reading it?" Find out who tore up the statue? You have to correct this point, otherwise the trainer will think that it was Da Xu who tore it up, and he will be even more unwilling to give up."

My face turned red immediately, and I quickly took a pen to cross out the word "kan" and replaced it with the word "remember".She smiled and said: "That's right. It seems that I can't refer to your article, it's all your words. I'll go and see what Da Xu wrote." She jumped out of the window, turned around and said: " Hello! Go swimming by the river in the afternoon?" I got dizzy when I heard it.go swimming!Is this an attitude of self-reflection after making a mistake?If I don't go, she and Daxu will go, and I will be alone at home, which seems too awkward, not to mention that Daxu is my friend.I'm going, three people are not here all afternoon, what if the trainer knows?Besides, I'm terrified of going swimming with a girl.But I am a little yearning.In the end, I said, "Why don't you go? What if someone sees it?"

She said: "Don't be afraid! Go at noon when it's hottest. Who will come out for a walk at noon? When you come back, come out of the grove by the side of the vegetable field, that's safe. Don't worry! Everyone in the team will go to the side of the mountain." The ditches have been dug, and there are a few old women who feed the pigs and cook, so they won't come to see you." "But what if the trainer comes back suddenly?" She smiled: "He, he will definitely not come back at noon! The sun will peel off his nose. Okay, I'll call you. Goodbye!"

After lunch, I lay in bed thinking about something.Suddenly I heard someone calling from the window: "Xiao Wang, come out quickly." When I saw it was her, I climbed out of the window.The two of us called Da Xu, and she led us from the woods behind the vegetable field to the river.I asked her: "Why don't you take the main road?" She said: "There are people washing clothes by the small river. Good guy, I really don't mind the heat!" When we came out of the woods, we saw a man washing clothes by the small river and blocked the small bridge.So we went around to the corner of the small river, crossed the river from the small fish dam built by our fellow villagers, and walked for a long time in the ditch on the side of the road to the edge of the big river, feeling dizzy from the sun.

The water in the big river is very clear during the dry season, but it is too shallow, the deepest part is no more than chest deep, and it is too urgent.Xing Hong wore a green swimsuit, and kicked and beat in the water, even the sand in the water splashed out.When Da Xu got into the water, he was in a gloomy mood, so he went to sit on the bank after rinsing.I stood still at the place where the water was deepest and the most urgent, and let the running water hit my chest violently, and my heart felt a little relieved.I watched her go crazy in the shallow water, and I was a little happy in my heart.I thought about it, but I was embarrassed.Until she called us: "Da Xu, Xiao Wang, you all come here!"

We carried water across the river and went to her.She pointed to some glittering flakes in the clear river water and said, "What is this?" There were some shining flakes in the river water, which were swirled by the current and shone golden in the sun.She knelt on the sand, scooped up a handful of water, held it to her eyes, and the flakes sank.When I told her it was mica, she put the water away a little disappointed and said, "I thought it was gold." This time even Da Xu laughed.She made us sit next to her.The place is hidden: the river makes a wide bend here, and the banks are covered with tall thatch that cannot be seen from anywhere.She said, "I have a red bathing suit, but I took Mingming's green bathing suit. How about it, I thought it was right?"

I said, "What's good?"
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