Chapter 50 boudoir love

At the banquet waiting for Liu Jingting's return, Yu Huai told Huang Shu that the scandal about Qian Qianyi's family was not groundless.For more than a month, Liu Rushi, the heroine of this "scandal", has indeed been indulging in a fanatical love affair with an old lover. The matter naturally dates back to that time in September, when her close friend Huixiang, unable to resist the temptation of a reward of one hundred taels of silver, finally agreed to the entreaty of the scholar surnamed Zheng, and managed to make a connection with Liu If so, continue the frontier.At first, Huixiang was a little uncertain about this matter, worried that she would be rejected and reprimanded by Liu Rushi, so she played a trick and said this matter as a joke.Liu Rushi snorted at the time, but didn't express anything; unexpectedly, after two days, he went to Huixiang, agreed straightforwardly, and designed together with Huixiang to dress up a scholar surnamed Zheng as a visiting guest, using the The sedan chair was secretly brought into the mansion.As a result, things took a turn for the worse and got out of hand...

Up to now, this private relationship has lasted for nearly two months.Since Liu Rushi lived in another courtyard and had little contact with other family members, for quite a long time, no one in the Qian Mansion knew what had happened except for two or three close maids such as Hongqing and Lvyi. thing.But Hong Qing and the others were frightened by the hostess' fierce temper, and knew that this matter was no small matter. In addition, in the past few days, they have been rewarded for clothes, hairpins, hairpins, and hairpins, so they all kept their mouths tight and dared not Half a sentence leaked.As a result, a pair of former lovers were able to spend a whole month and a half, sometimes together at night, sometimes staying together for days, immersed in the joy of reliving old dreams, and almost forgot everything.

The reason why this matter happened so quickly and hit it off, as far as Zheng Sheng was concerned, was naturally his desire to repay a lovesick debt he had longed for; In addition to feeling quite satisfied because of the change of identity and status, when it comes to body and mind, it has suddenly fallen into an unprecedented state of hunger, thirst and emptiness from the extreme saturation and satisfaction in the past.In the past, she could use "you can't have both" to appease and suppress herself for this kind of rapid variation between the beds.But not long ago, after Qian Qianyi, the idol and backer she was so proud of, suddenly collapsed, that "reason" suddenly turned into a strong mockery, and the hunger and thirst hidden in her body became sharper because of it. Swell up.Originally, the Zheng Sheng in front of her was just one of her many lovers back then, and it was far from the one she admired the most.However, at this moment, he is like a fairy descending from the sky, making her mind agitated, dazzled, and fascinated!When she stared at him intently, she felt that his shy, fair child face was so young, beautiful, and full of life; when she held him in her arms, she wished she could melt into him On the slender, naked body.Oh, such a feeling of extreme excitement and joy, as if the soul is about to float up and down, has never been experienced by Liu Rushi in his life!In order for this feeling to be with her forever, she would rather go on loving like this regardless of everything, keep on loving, keep on loving!Forever……

Now, this feeling came to Liu Rushi again.She felt that her soft body lying on her back was receiving constant and rhythmic impact, and with this impact, the big rosewood bed under her body, the gauze curtain above her head, and the veil covering her body The brocade silk quilt also trembled back and forth.Due to the cold weather, a pot of charcoal fire has been lit in the house to keep warm.Relying on the dark red light penetrating through the gauze, Liu Rushi saw that familiar child's face staring at her from a very close distance.A masculine, alcohol-smelling heavy breath sprayed straight into her face.As a result, she gradually became excited, the blood in her body began to flow faster, and the surrounding things were pushed farther and farther away.For a while, she seemed to be floating in the misty sky, and then, she seemed to have fallen into a bottomless pool.The raging, snake-like flames surrounded her from all directions, continuously scorching her, biting her, and teasing her, making her convulse all over her body as if she was being shocked by an electric shock.So she trembled uncontrollably, and with an even more enthusiastic response, she entangled him tightly, sprinting and climbing towards the daunting peak...

How long did such a state last, Liu Rushi, who was immersed in extreme joy, didn't pay attention, and didn't intend to pay attention.With the rise of lust, she became like a ferocious female beast, howling wildly, biting crazily, immersed in the life-and-death struggle with all her body and mind.It wasn't until she suddenly realized that the opponent's movements were no longer so powerful, and the rhythm became obviously slower, that she was taken aback and paused. "Well, what's the matter with you?" She looked at him and asked. "No...it's nothing..." Zheng Sheng replied vaguely, raised his body again, and attacked her with all his strength, one stroke, one stroke, and another stroke.However, the situation did not improve at all. On the contrary, Liu Rushi felt that the other party was rapidly weakening and separated from her... She couldn't help being quite disappointed and a little annoyed when this happened.After delaying for a while, she had no choice but to push the other party away, turn over and sit up.

"What's the matter with you today?" She pulled off a dress and put it on her body, asking suspiciously. Zheng Sheng lowered his head and remained silent. "Tell me, what's the matter? Hmph, didn't you get mixed up with other women outside?" As if being pricked by a needle, Zheng Sheng shook his body and raised his head suddenly: "Ah, no! No! Really." He denied it in panic. "No? Hmph, ghosts would believe it! You men eat in bowls and look at pots. I've seen it a lot!" Liu Rushi gritted his teeth, and the anger in his heart began to rise.

"Really not." Zheng Sheng insisted, but his voice was not high, and he lowered his head in frustration. "So, why exactly?" "..." "Hey, why are you dumb? You are talking!" Despite such urging, Zheng Sheng still hesitated until Liu Rushi raised his eyebrows again and was about to have another attack, then he whispered distressedly: "Our matter, since it was known to the outside world, it seems to have spread more and more fiercely recently..." "Getting more and more fierce? What kind of fierce method?" "Yesterday, when I was walking on the street, I was stopped by two people I didn't know. They asked me for a long time with a playful smile, and said a lot of nasty things."

Liu Rushi frowned: "Well, this is it?" "No, when I returned to the apartment, I saw a piece of paper pasted on the door with a poem written on it, and it was clearly directed at us." "What about poetry? What are they talking about?" "I said it right away, but I didn't bring it with me. In short, it's just some sarcasm, you don't need to read it!" Liu Rushi stared at the other party for a while, and finally stopped asking.She hugged her legs, put her chin on her knees, and her eyes became darker.Yes, in recent days, the outside world has become aware of their misbehavior, and they are chattering and gossiping.She knew this.In fact, at the very beginning of agreeing to Huixiang, she thought that things would inevitably come to light one day.But at that time, she also made up her mind: since the world is so chaotic and Qian Qianyi's bones are so weak, it may be difficult for her to have any hope in this life.Then, instead of living half-death, it is better to put aside everything and have fun with him.Even if you end up ruined, even if you risk your life, there is nothing to complain about!It's just that I didn't expect the matter to be revealed so quickly and spread so widely.Blocking the street for questioning and posting poems on the door are still in person, so what about the discussions behind the scenes?You can imagine it without asking!Ordinarily, this was expected, and nothing.What's not reconciled is that less than two months have passed, and this dream has just begun...

"So," she tilted her face, stared at him, and asked coldly, "are you scared?" Zheng Sheng moved his lips bitterly and shook his head. "So……?" "I'm afraid I'll hurt you..." "Afraid of hurting me?" "Yes, I provoked this matter. Since I broke up with you five years ago, I have been thinking about you day and night. It can be said that I can't eat and sleep. I just want to see you On your side, even if I die, I am willing to die! Unexpectedly, not only did you let me see you, but you also treated me so well, allowing me to live a life like a fairy couple... I, Zheng, am just an ordinary person, and I am here to live forever Fortuitous encounter, what a pity to die! It's just that you are a fairy in the sky, and you have been wronged and humiliated by being relegated to the mortal world by chance. You shouldn't suffer another catastrophe because of me. Otherwise, I, Zheng, will die, Jiuquan Under the circumstances, because of the serious crimes, I can't feel at ease!"

Liu Rushi listened blankly, staring intently at the fading charcoal fire outside the tent.At the end, she quietly asked: "Is I really so good? Do you really cherish me so much?" Zheng Sheng nodded, and said distressedly: "These days I have been thinking, how can I not drag you down? If it is possible, even if the sky falls, I will be smashed to pieces immediately, and I am willing to carry it alone! Alas, I am afraid I'm afraid..." "What are you afraid of?" "I'm afraid, I'm afraid that Youyou Tiandi, Shen Shenshiwang, in the end, in the end, I can't let go of a lonely duck who has lost his companion!"

After sobbing, Zheng Sheng fell on the bed, covered his face with the quilt, and began to cry. Liu Rushi turned her head away, looked at him wordlessly for a while, finally sighed, stretched out her hand and pushed him: "Get up, get up!" After she finished speaking, she took care of herself to put the big red bag on the bed. , a close-fitting jacket, a silk-cotton brocade jacket, a bijia, and a skirt, and put them on one by one, and combed her messy hair, tied it temporarily with a lotus-colored silk scarf, and then lifted the curtain , Put the embroidered shoes on your feet and stand up.She walked towards the big copper brazier first, picked up the iron tongs and fiddled with it, and added a few pieces of charcoal into it, then walked to the dressing table and sat down. Now, the charcoal fire in the brazier radiated warmth again, and the room was illuminated brighter.But Liu Rushi's heart became more and more gloomy.She didn't believe what Zheng Sheng said just now.Based on her experience of rolling in the court of love and moon since she was a child, she already knows the temperament of men very well. Needless to say, those flirtatious guests who play on the spot, even the so-called "seeds of passion", when they don't get you, they will do anything at all He flatters you and kneels at your feet like a dog; in order to get into your skirt, sometimes he is so crazy that he doesn't even care about his own life.But once you've got your hands on you, and once you've had your fill, your worth goes from bad to worse in their eyes.If empathy is the inevitable end, then before that, they will no longer be willing to sacrifice their lives for you as they did at the beginning.The Zheng Sheng in front of him didn't seem like he was tired of himself.But he kept saying that he was afraid of burdening her, and that as long as she was safe and sound, he would be willing to take on everything, Liu Rushi felt that it was a bit hypocritical and insincere.Because this is obviously a matter between two people, unless it is revealed, no one can escape.For this, Liu Rushi had already made preparations long ago, and never thought of letting the other party bear the responsibility alone... "So, what are you going to do?" Hearing Zheng Sheng's footsteps approaching him, Liu Rushi stared at the bronze mirror in front of him and asked.Under the dim light of the charcoal fire, the face in the mirror appeared dim and blurred. "I-I don't know..." "Is it true that I don't know, or that I don't know?" "T-really..." "Okay, then let me tell you. Before it's too late, you'd better break up with me immediately, go home and pack up your things, and fly away from now on, hiding in the ends of the world, so that those who are jealous of you and laugh at you, Or those who want to punish you and put you to death will never find you or see you again. Wouldn’t it be safe and sound?” "Leave far away? Are you able to leave? Now this Liudu is guarded by soldiers all over the place. Without the guard of the government, no one can get out of the city." "Oh, that's true. Then you can go outside and say that I seduced you, lured you into the mansion, drugged you in wine, and got you drunk. It was a good thing. Then And force you to come in to serve me from time to time, otherwise I will sue the officials, saying that you sneaked into the official house and raped the officials. You are afraid in your heart and have no choice but to perfunctory. This is another clever way to get out, how about it?" "Ah, you, you, why are you talking like that! Ah Yin, don't tell me you still don't believe me?" Obviously startled by this terrible "suggestion", Zheng Sheng couldn't help crying. Liu Rushi sneered, and turned around: "I don't believe you? No, I really want to believe you, but your heart has changed! The slightest disturbance makes you afraid! I want to retreat! But you begged Ah Hui When you came to me, why didn’t you expect this day to come? Now, even if I trust you, what’s the use? I’m afraid of hurting me—how nice to say it! I’m afraid I’m really afraid of hurting myself! You say Isn’t it? Ah, isn’t it? Huh, what I said just now, isn’t that what you think in your heart and what you plan to do? Why are you so anxious!” Liu Rushi gritted her teeth and scolded, her eyes opened wider and wider, and her words became more and more harsh.Thinking of how unreliable this man who she had devoted all her affection to, even at the risk of the world's disgrace, was still so unreliable in the end, she couldn't help burning with anger, wishing to bite off a piece of his flesh.However, this state did not last for too long, because she found that when she was viciously venting her inner grievances, Zheng Sheng remained silent all the time, just raised his childish face and stared at him blankly. Her expression became more and more surprised and timid.As a result, her anger suddenly dropped, and finally, she waved her hand and said wearily: "Well, forget it, you go, go quickly, I don't want to see you again!" "But, I'm not like this! No!" Zheng Sheng suddenly became anxious, and argued loudly, "Ah Yin, listen to me..." Liu Rushi shook her head: "There's no need to say any more..." "No," Zheng Sheng insisted stubbornly, "A Yin, listen to me..." "Don't talk, don't talk! I don't want to listen, don't listen!" Liu Rushi stamped her feet, covered her ears with both hands, and screamed, "Go, go, go!" As if he had been hit hard, Zheng Sheng was stunned again.Gradually, a painful expression mixed with grievance and despair distorted his face.His mouth moved, as if he wanted to say something more, but in the end he just murmured: "Okay, I won't say anything, I... let's go..." Liu Rushi didn't look back, but closed her eyes sadly.Listening to the footsteps that sounded like a step, she felt that her heart was also cooling, shrinking, and solidifying, becoming like a stone... However, at this moment, an unexpected situation happened.Zheng Sheng, who had already walked to the door, suddenly screamed desperately: "But, I want you to understand that my heart will never change!" After finishing speaking, he rushed back, panting heavily, grabbed a large purple jade hairpin on the dressing table, and stabbed it in the chest with his backhand.After stabbing twice in a row, he probably realized that he was blocked by his clothes, so he changed his direction and stabbed randomly at the throat and face... Liu Rushi was caught off guard and was taken aback. When he came to his senses and rushed to stop him, Zheng Sheng's face and neck had already been pierced in several places by hairpins, and bright red blood flowed out. Liu Rushi panicked, and shouted loudly: "Hongqing, Hongqing!" while trying to stop the blood from flowing out with his hands.However, it seems that Zheng Sheng was indeed ruthless, one or two places were really pierced quite deep, and the blood kept gushing out from the wound, and it couldn't be stopped, Liu Rushi was so anxious that he could only hug him tightly, using his weeping voice. ask: "Zheng Lang, Zheng Lang, why are you like this? Why are you like this?" Zheng Sheng's body trembled from the pain, but he clearly felt very happy.He panted, smiled with difficulty, and said, "Ayin, I just want you to understand that my heart... will not change..." "Oh, I believe in you, I believe in you!" Liu Rushi who was greatly moved opened his arms and hugged him even harder, "Zheng Lang, why don't you understand, I really miss you so much, I'm afraid you will abandon me !Oh……" As she said that, she couldn't control herself anymore, and finally stuck to the other person like a blade of grass, weeping miserably and unfeelingly...