Chapter 28 Empty boudoir lonely

The two girlfriends who had a deep friendship played a game of chess under the shade of sweet-scented osmanthus, and the conversation stopped immediately.In the quiet and refreshing autumn courtyard, only the sound of "Dedu" of chess pieces knocking on the balance is left.It seemed that if they had nothing else to disturb them, they would spend the afternoon like this.However, by coincidence, before the game of chess was over, word came in from the outside that Miss Hui's madam had sent someone, urging Hui Xiang to go back immediately.Seeing that there was going to be a catastrophe on the chessboard, Huixiang was so annoyed that a spoiler came unexpectedly.On the contrary, Liu Rushi knew that they were in different situations. As a sister who still stayed in the old courtyard, Huixiang had to rely on her looks and do everything possible to find food to make a living, not to mention that she had found a big customer.Therefore, she readily pushed the chessboard, stood up, and prepared to see off the guests.

Huixiang still hesitated: "But sister..." Liu Rushi waved his hand: "Leave me alone, let's go! If you have nothing to do tomorrow, just come here earlier!" "Then—little sister will go home first?" Hui Xiang put the white chess pieces back into the box and stood up.It could be seen that she was actually a little busy, she gave a hasty salute to Liu Rushi, then turned around in a hurry. On the contrary, Liu Ru stood there for a while, until she watched Huixiang walk past the old ginkgo tree and out of the Moon Cave Gate, the corner of the pink skirt flickered for the last time and disappeared, then she slowly turned around .

The autumn sun in September was still playing shadows on the top of the pavilion in the west—it was still far from dark.In such a large eastern courtyard, Liu Rushi was left alone.Undoubtedly, there are Hongqing, Lvyi and other maids and mothers in the yard, but those people are only worthy of doing odd jobs, but they can't be equal to having fun with the master, chatting teeth, let alone relieve Liu Rushi's worries up.Originally, Liu Rushi had experienced this kind of long and quiet time in the past, and he had all kinds of ways to relieve it, such as reading, writing, or learning from Li Qingzhao back then, picking a word that counted the most. Write a few poems with few and most difficult rhymes.However, at this moment, Liu Rushi couldn't be interested in any of those things, so he held them in his hand and threw them away again.So in the end, she had no choice but to still pick up the white gauze fan, frowning, biting her lip, and sat on the armchair in a daze for a long time.

The dark green shade shrouded the surrounding faintly, and the sun was dazzling outside the thick shade.Two little white butterflies flew over, turned up and down in a circle, and then both flew away.The courtyard is filled with the strong fragrance of sweet-scented osmanthus... It's strange to say that just now, when Huixiang teased her about being alone in the boudoir and being lonely, Liu Rushi vehemently denied it, but at this moment, a feeling of loneliness and desolation came leisurely, and for a moment, Liu Rushi felt a emptiness in her chest, and her whole body felt weak.This situation has never happened before.She couldn't help but hugged herself tightly with her arms, trying to resist with all her strength, but in the end, she gritted her teeth and stood up abruptly.

"Oh, old man, old man, old man!" After cursing so bitterly for a few times, he seemed to feel better.She walked slowly back to the chair and sat down again.In order to avoid the trouble just now, she raised a book on the table to her eyes and forced herself to read it, but finally put it down again. Probably in order not to disturb the hostess, at this moment, those maids and mothers have disappeared for the time being.It became more and more quiet all around, only the breeze blowing, and the iron horse in front of the eaves made a "ding ding bell"...Now, Liu Rushi frowned slightly like a distant mountain, leaning on the cool chair, looking up at the sky The floating white clouds began to think silently.She felt that her fate with Qian Qianyi might indeed have come to an end.Although the old man kept saying that the reason why he endured the humiliation was to bide his time and serve Daming.But with his cowardly and useless disposition, he was expected to do something really tough!What's more, now he is brought into Beijing by another guy and put under house arrest. He doesn't know when he will come back. If he refuses to go north to accommodate him, he won't be able to come back.Then for the rest of my life, it seems that there will be only one side of the world. "Hmph, it's good for them to be men. No matter where they are, as long as they want to, they can still get a woman to warm the bed for him. But what about me? Although I am angry and want to go back to Shengze, in fact, I have reached the age of thirty. I can’t go back either! So is it possible that I’ll have to stay alone in an empty house and die day by day?”

Because I found out that I have spent so much time and effort in the past few years, and resorted to countless means, I finally defeated Mrs. Chen and Aunt Zhu, these formidable opponents one by one, and finally won the favor of the special room. Years ago, I actually fell into the same fate as my former opponent!Liu Rushi's tears could not help but flooded her eyes, and the anger and hatred in her heart burst out again uncontrollably! "Hong Qing, Hong Qing!" She straightened up and sat up, banging her fan on the table vigorously, screaming with a choked voice. "Hey, it's coming! It's coming!" Hongqing agreed repeatedly, and ran out of the room in a panic.

"Wine! Bring me the wine!" "Yes!" After agreeing in this way, Hong Qing glanced at the hostess suspiciously, then turned around, and walked back to the house in three steps at a time. Soon, she took a jug of wine and a Fine porcelain cups were brought out on a tray. "Ma'am, do you want anything else?" Hong Qing asked with a cautious smile while pouring wine into the glass, "The jar of sauced meat sent by Miss Hui the day before yesterday was unopened, just for drinking." "Bastard! No! I want walnut kernels and fried chestnuts! Do you hear that? Get them quickly!" Liu Rushi snapped, then grabbed the wine glass, tilted her neck, and poured it straight down.

This is a fragrant, slightly irritating hot flow... Liu Rushi clearly felt that it was slowly flowing down the throat, flowing through the heart, flowing through the lungs, and reaching the stomach; after a while, it was in the chest Suddenly it spread, and the blood all over his body also accelerated, and then rushed to his cheeks... Strange to say, now, Liu Rushi felt that the unbearable oppression was relaxed, and her heart became better.She then drank the second and third glasses... and as the wine exerted its magic power more and more, the evil fire that was surging up just now gradually lost its momentum.After the image of Qian Qianyi was pushed farther and farther away in her mind, she finally calmed down, as if everything was not that important... However, drinking alone was still boring, so she picked it up with chopsticks. He picked up a walnut, chewed it slowly in his mouth, and picked up the "Meat Futon" that he had thrown away earlier.

This novel about the eroticism of men and women was brought to her by Huixiang.Just now, probably because of her bad mood, Liu Rushi found the explicit, unrestrained and lengthy descriptions of the sexual desires of men and women in the book meaningless, even disgusting; but now, guided by wine, she unconsciously Read it. "Hmph, this book writer is really sloppy!" She chewed walnuts, thinking with her lips curled up, "I've read those things like "The Story of a Crazy Woman" and "The History of the Waves" before. It's better, but it's not as good as he can make up nonsense. Well, he actually wrote about using a dog... Could it really be possible?" With such contempt in his heart, he was attracted by the description in the book, and couldn't help following down.And as the plot progressed, her interest was gradually aroused.Because the behavior of the characters in the book began to become more and more indulgent and crazy. "Hey, this Weiyang student can be regarded as a perverted devil, and he manipulated those girls one by one to the death! But when I think about it, I'm afraid it's just a book writer making up nonsense. Where in the world? Is there really a man with such means? At least I have never met one before!" Shaking her head disapprovingly, her eyes slipped away from the book, and she couldn't help smiling while obeying the drunken, fluttering feeling As I read it, I recalled it vividly: In the past many years, the strange and colorful bed experiences I experienced in the Fengyuechang are undoubtedly far more real than the "Meat Futuan" described in front of me. , specific and vivid, but also makes her tempted and intoxicated. "Aha, yes, if one day I also set out to write a legend, I will definitely not lose to this so-called 'Mr. Qingyin'!" She thought conceitedly, "Hmph, I am not like him , to make up a bunch of women. I want to say a bunch of men, yes, just say that many men! Don't look at how different they look one by one, in fact, at that point, they are all the same Oh, how young and happy I was at that time! But now there's none, none of them, these men! Oh, it's so hard! How could it be? Why? Oh, it'd be nice if there was only one If there is one right now, I will hold him like a baby in my arms, just like this... hey, kiss him, bite him, want him! Oh... oh... yes, I want him, one day Late! Oh..."

In this way, Liu Rushi became more and more indulgent and passionate due to wine and books—as well as memories and dreams that emerged one after another.For a while, my face turned red, my ears were red, my mind was confused, and I forgot everything around me... The long and difficult afternoon was finally over.When Liu Rushi closed the book and returned to the house from the courtyard with a feeling of satisfaction and emptiness, something strange was evident in her body. An itching longing... The evening sky, like a darkening and widening curtain, spread over the courtyard.Before you know it, it's time to light the lamp again.Liu Rushi, who had told him not to serve dinner, although quite drunk, still remembered one thing, that is, Li Bao was not called today to ask him about what happened outside.So, while ordering Hongqing to send a message, she continued to wait lazily on the chair.

Speaking of which, this is also a rule recently set by Liu Rushi: In order to keep abreast of the movement in the city in time, so as to avoid any unexpected changes that the family does not know about, she instructs Li Bao to send his subordinates to wander around the city every day, and take the people who see them to the city. , Collect what you hear and report to her.As for Li Bao, as a capable and trusted servant, he had always been by Qian Qianyi's side in the past.This time Qian Qianyi went north, and originally planned to take him with him.It was Liu Rushi who saw that he was obedient and easy to use, and persuaded her husband to keep him.Li Bao is really well-behaved, and he seems to have a very thorough understanding of the hostess' thoughts.No matter what he ordered, he could always do it properly, so Liu Rushi liked and relied heavily on him... After half a day, Li Bao had been summoned to arrive.As usual, he stopped outside the door of the living room, greeted Liu Rushi through the curtain, and then stood with his hands down, waiting for the hostess to ask questions. In normal times, this kind of questioning is before dinner.It was still bright at that time, through the bamboo curtain, Liu Rushi could see the servant clearly in the room, but Li Bao couldn't see her.Originally, this was also the meaning of boudoir defense.But today it was already dark, and the house was lit again, so the situation was reversed, so that the outside could see the inside, but the inside could not see the outside.This made Liu Rushi quite unaccustomed, so he waved his hand and said: "Hey, stand up and say it!" "This... madam, the villain dare not." "Don't dare? Why don't you dare! Fool, I can't see you! Come in, come in!" "However, if the old lady finds out, the villain can't bear it!" "Nonsense!" Liu Ru was angry, and her eyes widened accordingly.But after thinking about it, she couldn't help showing a smile, so while gently stroking the armrest of the armchair with her slender fingers, she called softly: "Hey, come in, the old lady won't do anything to you Yes, there is me!" After a pause, seeing no movement, she urged again: "Hey, you came in! Are you afraid that I will eat you up?" Unexpectedly, even after greeting like this, Li Bao still refused to show up, and just kept evasively saying: "No, no, the villain dare not, the villain dare not!" If it is said that Liu Rushi used that kind of voice just now, he was more or less indulgent for a while, playing with the young servant, but right now, the voice of the man behind the curtain stimulated Liu Rushi's imagination and desire.Because Li Bao's reservedness and refusal reminded her: Yes, this is also a man!A very bright and handsome young man.And the important thing is that he is real, different from those daydreams just now, as long as she stretches out her hand, she can really get the happiness and satisfaction she desires, and immediately. "What, what will the old man do if he finds out? Fuck him! A bad old man, a slug, a pewter, why should he bother with me - oh, if I just stretch out my hand, I can... How is that Good!" She thought with a beating heart, and at the same time, felt a little reptile wriggling more and more restlessly in her body... "Hong Qing," she waved her hand decisively to her side, "Go to the kitchen—well, the meat on the plate yesterday was too hard, let them make it worse, and cook the rice for me!" After the maid obediently promised to leave, she turned around: "Hey, why don't you come in? Do you want me to stand up and drag you in?" This urging again was already in a coquettish tone. "Ah, no! Don't, madam, absolutely don't!" Li Bama immediately stopped him, hearing his voice, he seemed to be very panicked. "Then, just come in by yourself, be good, huh?" Thinking of the young servant's usually obedient and submissive appearance, Liu Rushi felt that what he needed right now was to give him a little more encouragement. "..." "Come on, come on! You!" "..." "Hey, why don't you talk?" "Madam, the villain kneeled down to Madam here." "Kneel down? Why? Who told you to kneel?" Liu Rushi was stunned due to accident and inexplicable reasons. "The villain is asking Madam one thing." "Please?" Liu Rushi rolled her eyeballs, and a smile appeared on the corner of her mouth again.She narrowed her eyes, sighed faintly, and said, "Hey, who made me so soft-hearted, no matter what you want, I will always agree to you—well, you want...what do you want?" "The villain is begging my wife—I beg my wife to forgive me, please forgive this villain!" "Forgive you? Oh, naturally, no matter what you do to me, I won't blame you..." "Thanks, Mrs. Xie! Then, it's better for the villain to stand outside, outside!" Although Li Bao's last words were not spoken loudly and stuttered a bit, Liu Rushi sat up upright as if he had stepped on a foot suddenly, and even half woke up from the wine.She frowned suspiciously, chewing on the servant's words over and over again.Gradually, her charming eyes widened with disappointment and anger, and for a moment they became flushed, angry and ashamed. Li Bao outside the curtain seemed worried that the hostess would not understand.I only heard him muttering again: "The little man has his mother on the top, and his mother on the bottom..." "Get out! Get out!" Liu Rushi suddenly yelled, "Get out of here!" After a pause, she found that there was no movement outside the curtain. She gritted her teeth again, jumped up, rushed to the door, and screamed viciously, "I told you to get out! Why don't you get out? Get out! Get out! " After the servant's panicked footsteps disappeared in a hurry, she felt that it was not enough to dispel the anger and resentment in her heart, so she grabbed the Xuan kiln vase on the table again, and just as the tears burst out of her eyes, there was a "bang", Smash it to pieces on the ground.