Chapter 14 Chapter Fourteen

If the hustle and bustle of the autumn wind on the field ridges is the festival of the hardworking land, then the flickering of the Mid-Autumn Festival in the years is the hope that cannot be extinguished in the hearts of the hardworking farmers.At this time, the autumn harvest is just around the corner, and the autumn wind blows the torment of the spring and summer festivals from the courtyard to the clouds.In Xiema Mountain Villa, the traditional festival of August 15 has never been underestimated or ignored by the farmers because of the joy of harvest.On August 14th, people exchange pears for jujubes, grapes for apples, and discuss whether fried eggplant cake should be bacon or fresh pork, celery or leeks. What's the benefit, after dinner, they put a small table in the yard, and then served fruit mooncakes. At the mid-heaven of the moon, the family burned incense and kowtowed in front of the table.The bright and clear moon swayed a kind of dark air from the smoke. Year after year, the program was never forgotten, and it seemed to be deeply rooted in people's hearts. Just set up the gates to ignore the festival.However, in recent years, since the men in the villa have gone out to work as migrant workers every year, the piety of the villagers who cannot be reunited has been greatly reduced. Of course, it is not out of conscious revenge that the women no longer offer sacrifices to the moon, but rather It's the man's absence that puts them in the mood.They deeply remember this day in their hearts, but they never mention it in front of women where men are at home, nor in front of their own children, because as long as they mention it, they have no reason not to prepare anything, and they hope to get away with it. During the season of planting peanuts, sneaking peanuts walked up to the captain and purposely held his head high.And those with a man at home seldom feel the pain of a woman who keeps a vacant house for a year. They look at the man who makes a lot of money outside. Those women whose men are not at home can't hide, can't escape, can't fidget and feel sad, and they get psychological balance from it.They are balanced, but the women who are not at home are a little out of balance. They finally have to buy moon cakes and replace them with pear dates, but they are determined not to bake eggplant cakes.Therefore, the Mid-Autumn Festival in the Xiema Villa in the new era no longer has the festive atmosphere of the past. I can't escape the ups and downs, joys, sorrows and joys brought by it.

It was the day before the mid-autumn festival, when the autumn wind was blowing more and more joyful, and Yueyue bought two catties of meat, four catties of moon cakes and six catties of grapes in the town after school, and returned to her mother's house in Xiahekou.Yueyue goes to the third sister-in-law's house first--the third sister-in-law's house will always be her mother's family in Yueyue's heart.But the mother was not there, and the third sister-in-law was frying eggplant cakes on the pan, and the bruises on her arms were reddened by the oily smoke.When the third sister-in-law wiped her putty-stained forehead and led Yueyue into the house, she didn't say that her mother was not there. The third sister-in-law picked up a plate of eggplant cakes and brought it to Yueyue, only to say that her mother was at sister-in-law's house.Yueyue took out two catties of grapes and walked out of the house, feeling sad.Yueyue carefully hid her sadness and walked out of Tun Street. Her mother was already looking east at the door of her sister-in-law.Yueyue called her mother from afar—the old mother smiled suddenly, and the joy she finally expected was released from the dense wrinkles.This is an old joy, just like the sophora japonica staying in the June season, with earthy yellow as its background color.When Yueyue helped her mother into the hospital, her mother said, I am a bit abnormal.

Yueyue said, what's wrong? My mother said, I feel nauseous when I smell fried eggplant cakes. Do you think this is abnormal? Yueyue said, what's going on? My mother said, who knows, it's just getting old. When I walked into the house with my mother, and saw the deserted atmosphere inside and outside the sister-in-law's house, Yueyue finally understood the root cause of my mother's emphasis on disgusting eggplant cakes.The mother said that the sister-in-law had gone to wash the clothes, and Yueyue came into the room without waiting to sit down, so she quarreled and asked her to make eggplant cakes herself.Yueyue took out the pork in the bag, went to the garden to pick the eggplants, and chopped them up in the main room. When the sister-in-law came in with the clothes, the eggplant cakes smelling of oil were already on the table.Seeing that Yueyue came back and was cooking, the sister-in-law was a little embarrassed, and while drying the clothes, she explained that the eggplant cakes had to be made tomorrow, and the house smelled bad due to the accumulation of too many clothes.It's obvious that this explanation doesn't make sense, but Yueyue still gives her sister-in-law a grandiose step on the grounds that she is greedy for eggplant cakes.The mother who claimed to be disgusted when she smelled eggplant cakes, sharpened her few remaining teeth at dinner, chewed slowly and ate two, while the sister-in-law kept refusing to eat eggplant cakes, and the chopsticks on the dinner table were slow as if they had just passed the door. New daughter-in-law.

After dinner, Yueyue said Mom, let's go to the yard to cool off.I led my mother to the silk tree at the gate of the courtyard, where a futon and a small stool supported a mother and daughter in the dark twilight.Yueyue said Mom, I have something to discuss with you. The mother said, is the pregnancy to be aborted? Yueyue said, no.Mom, I've shamed our Weng family, but I think I did it. Mother's deep-set eyes jumped out of a trace of panic, and then calmed down.My mother said, in my life, my mother has never done anything shameful, never changed her mind, and never changed her mind about what she decided on.

Yueyue said, Mom is from the old era, and I am from the new era, and our time of departure is different. Mother said, Mom understands.The mother said again, Yueyue, mom believes in you just like trusting herself. Mom doesn't care what you do, just remember one thing, don't hurt the sky, the sky has eyes. Yueyue was silent for a while, and Yueyue stopped talking when she heard her mother say that the sky has eyes. The way she paddled the ground quietly seemed to be examining her innocently. Seeing that her daughter had nothing to say, the mother said, "Mom has already realized that you are not happy with your marriage. Is it because the national army treats you badly?"

Yueyue shook her head. Is it because your in-laws treat you badly? Yueyue shook her head. That means you have a heart attack? Yueyue didn't shake her head or nod her head, a black bat flew towards Lenglong and then flew away.The mother's wrinkled face was suddenly dyed eggplant color, and her exhausted expression cheered up. Mother said, if this is the case, mother only has one sentence, you should never come to our house, mother also had a heart attack at the age of forty, but mother burned it with firewood, look at this finger. Yueyue knew that her mother had a scar on her index finger, so she didn't look up.Yueyue is still paddling quietly on the ground, as if she wants to pad all the confusion in her heart on the ground.After a long time, Yueyue raised her head and held her mother's burnt finger, with tears streaming from the corners of her eyes.Yueyue said mother, the national army is sick, and he never gave it to me since I entered Lin's house.I... I thought it was his illness that distracted me, but now I know that even if he gets better, I can't take my mind back.I think that person is going crazy, and I can't even go to class.

I can take it back!Mother said categorically, just think about it, wild men are not good, they play with women like three-year-old children play with clay dolls, the one who loves you the most in the world is your own man. Yueyue finally stopped scratching the floor, she raised her head to look at her mother's face, the misty tears blurred her mother's face into a vain image.Yueyue said Mom, you told me not to be confused anymore. Yueyue returned to Shangkou's house. Night had already fallen, and the moon, as bright as mercury, hung with icy and pure affection, looking back at the mountains and fields of Xiema Villa and every household.When Yueyue walks home, Huo Huo is biting the moon cake bought by Yueyue the day before, playing checkers with Lin Zhibang under the light.Xiaoqing was not at home, and her mother-in-law was decanting the decoction in a bowl.Because it was a matter of course to go back to my mother's house before the Lunar New Year's Day, no one expressed concern.Yueyue took the decoction and walked into the Westinghouse.Seeing that Yueyue didn't speak, the national army still cuddled up against the quilt and watched TV.Whether it is disease or Yueyue, the national army is no longer as sensitive as before.Sometimes he came home from get off work and had a few mouthfuls of food before throwing himself into the Westinghouse to fall into a deep sleep, shaking and shouting every month after taking medicine, and sometimes turning on the TV when he entered the door.On the one hand, the changes in the national army made Yueyue feel relaxed, and on the other hand, it made her feel at a loss after being unrestrained, just like a puppy that has been chained for a long time and does not know where to go after being let go——Yueyue often When the soldiers were together, they didn't know what to do, the hospitality and indifference lost their original meaning, what was left was the lengthy stay together without concern, and Yueyue's bedfellow dream who sneaked into the ground...

Yueyue put down the decoction and went to the well platform to fetch water to wash her face and feet.Because her mother's words kept ringing in her heart, after Yueyue washed up, she returned to her room intending to get close to the Guojun, and to find the old intimacy in Guojun.This kind of feeling in Yueyue is from a physical and psychological point of view, but the impression given to the national army must be purely spiritual, without any physical desires, because that will make the national army sensitive again.Yueyue said that the national army, I feel bad when I go back to my mother's house.Guojun said that I knew, and my mother was not with the third sister-in-law.Yueyue said that this is one reason, the main reason is that the sister-in-law's house is deserted during the holidays. When I was not married, my mother never celebrated such a holiday.Guojun called out a football, and then quickly transferred it. Guojun claimed that he was a quasi-fan when he was studying in school. For some reason, he always avoided football after getting married. He called up a singing channel, and then told Yueyue about you Those three elder brothers are really disappointing, and even an old man has to take turns to raise them.Yueyue sighed, and said, it's really strange that life can lead to unexpected difficulties. Before I got married, I never thought that my mother would have such a field. No matter what happens in the future, we must treat the old man well. , Don't make the old man sad.Yueyue didn't expect to say that her mother led the mother of the national army, and the result of her words made Yueyue very satisfied, maybe it was because she had some scheming.

Hearing Yueyue's words, Guojun turned his face to Yueyue, flitted a gentle eye wave, and said that my daughter-in-law is really hard to find with a lantern.When Yueyue received that eye wave that she hadn't seen for a long time, she didn't have any desire physically, nor was she moved psychologically, she just felt that there was someone greeting her from a far, far away place.This person's description is vague and his behavior is chaotic, but with his actions and behavior, he can barely recognize a relative who has been close to him.Yueyue then responded to his greeting as a courtesy, and tried to catch up with him hoping to get a better view.While sleeping, Yueyue took over the national army and asked him to tell some stories about how his parents cared about him when he was a child for more than an hour.

Yueyue's heart stirred by the cool autumn wind, after being crushed by the old mother's words, tried her best to cultivate intimacy with the national army, hoping to eradicate the outer heart that grew up in depression like a young seedling, one person only used a gentle The sound made the seedling break through the pressure in an instant and grow into a towering tree. It was a night in August when the moon was shining like a mirror like water. Because she couldn't sleep, Yueyue picked up the sweater her mother-in-law had knit for many days and knit it under the moonlight.Just after weaving two rounds, she heard quick footsteps at the door, Yueyue didn't look up, she knew it was Xiaoqing who came back.Xiaoqing came back very late after sunset for several days in a row. Xiaoqing came in and saw Yueyue, and laughed loudly, saying sister-in-law, how do you know that I brought you a gift and are waiting for me here?Yueyue could hear a kind of uncontainable joy in Xiaoqing's tone, what good thing did you say to make you so happy that you forgot dinner?Xiaoqing went to her sister-in-law, clicked, dropped a small box, Yueyue caught it, opened it under the moonlight, and saw a pair of fake crystal earrings.Yueyue said, I teach, but I can't wear it.Xiaoqing said, why can't teachers wear it?Yueyue stretched out her hand and returned it to Xiaoqing, saying Xiaoqing, I am the least suitable for wearing this thing, you should keep it for yourself.At this time, I saw Xiaoqing giggling, she quickly retracted the box from Yueyue's hand as if by magic, and put her mouth to Yueyue's ear nervously, "I'm lying to you, don't I know you yet?"This was given to me by a friend.Yueyue was cheated but didn't get angry, she scolded her dead girl and asked, how did she get married?Which bear is your crush on?Xiaoqing has never been serious when talking to Yueyue, and Yueyue also talks to her in such a half-serious, half-jokey manner.After hearing this, Xiaoqing put away her hippie smile, and her expression became serious. She took Yueyue's arm, hesitated for a long time, and said, let's go outside, what are you doing at home on such a good night?

Yueyue and Xiaoqing walked on the bright street, the shadows raised by the jagged haystacks faced this pair of young women who were called by something magical.Looking at these shadows, Yueyue felt an ominous premonition in her heart.When the shadows were far away from them and they walked out of the street, Xiaoqing Qinglie called her sister-in-law.Xiaoqing said, sister-in-law, the pair of earrings were bought for me by Maizi. Buy a child?Like someone lighting a firecracker in her ear, Yueyue was frightened and at the same time couldn't believe the authenticity of the voice, Yueyue said, you mean Maizi? Xiaoqing said, it was a buyer. The pain suddenly spread in Yueyue's heart, the pain was sinking and cramp-like, as if someone grabbed her heart and hanged herself.Yueyue held back the pain, trying not to let it turn into a groan or scream, but a salty torrent was not so understanding, gushing up from her throat unobstructed.Yueyue didn't make a sound for a long time, and her lips were trembling with tears hitting her lips. Xiaoqing said, do you think he is not good? Yueyue shook her head, no, no.Yueyue stopped and looked back at the shadows behind the haystacks. When the ominousness stepped out of the shadows and became a fact, Yueyue saw a terrible black thing twisting and twisting around her body, and Yueyue tried her best to dodge. But that thing seemed to have a pair of black eyes. At this moment, the black eyes began to speak: Sister-in-law, if I'm not wrong, you fell in love with Maizi. Yueyue turned around abruptly, and stared straight at Xiaoqing, what do you mean? Xiaoqing's almond eyes are as clear and penetrating as water under the moonlight.Xiaoqing said it was meaningless, sister-in-law, I just wanted to tell you that if it wasn't for me, the earrings might belong to you, but now with me... Actually, I knew you were interested in him a long time ago, but, but I didn't expect that I would be interested in him ...he was indeed a very interesting man. Like someone pressed a certain switch in her chest, Yueyue finally cried out, Yueyue said don't worry, Xiaoqing, I won't, I won't... Yueyue didn't finish her sentence, she turned and threw Xiaoqing away, Run towards home.That morning, Xiaoqing came to the health center half an hour early, and seeing that the door of the village department was open, she happily fetched water, carried a thermos pot and walked to the Maizi house.Because of the hug on Tianshan Road, Maizi was a little embarrassed to see Xiaoqing, and he didn't know why he came early.The arrival of Xiaoqing made his dark face show a kind of shyness like that of an older child who is afraid of seeing strangers.Xiaoqing wore a vest-like open-neck blouse, her white and flat breasts were exposed on her plump and towering breasts, playing the leading role of the body brought Xiaoqing's whole body to life.Xiaoqing didn't hum a ditty today, her eyes were deeply clouded, her charming appearance was like a dandelion blooming on the dry land in early spring, with a kind of melancholy charm.After filling the kettle with water, Xiaoqing turned her misty eyes directly to Maizi. Xiaoqing smiled, a smile full of affection, joyful, cheerful, and without any scruples. Moreover, the neck, That arm, that chest, together exude youthfulness and passion.Maizi looked at it, thinking of the fruitless women he had experienced, Maizi was a little confused, he hoped for results, but because they made him understand, there could be no results.Maizi is not clear at this time, Yueyue makes him not understand, precisely because no result can appear.Maizi said, Xiaoqing, can you marry me? Xiaoqing pulled out her gaze, do you love me? Maizi said, I think so, I didn't sleep all night last night, I think you are probably the most suitable for me. The joy of success danced happily in her veins, Xiaoqing immediately stretched out her hand, pulled Maizi's chin, raised her feet and sent her lips up, lips pressed against each other, sucking, a little, Maizi and Xiaoqing were tight Hug together. Maizi said, Xiaoqing, you are like a little beast, a playful little beast. When Maizi came to the village early in the morning, he did not expect to have such an in-depth communication with Xiaoqing in such a short period of time.After getting in touch with Xiaoqing on the mountain road yesterday, Maizi felt uneasy for a while, and when he returned home at night, he didn't sleep all night. Maizi thought that it was not Xiaoqing but Yueyue.It was at Qingzhu's funeral that Yueyue shook his hand in public, allowing him to meet Yueyue for the first time. Facts have proved that it was Yueyue's grip that injected more enthusiasm into his lonely life And courage, at that time he felt so weak.In order to repay Yueyue's handshake, he later invited her to dinner.It is because of the warmth of a grasp and the familiarity of eating that we have the joy of seeing relatives when we met in the dam later.Yueyue gave Maizi the feeling that she was always a relative in her life—this probably constituted an injury to Yueyue’s pure love at the beginning; later, there were meetings at the gate of the courtyard to see the bricks, the meeting in the thatched house, and the meeting again at the fork in the road. Yes, I don't know if Yueyue walked into her own life on her own initiative, or because of her loneliness, they lost the feeling of being relatives at first, and had a lot of happiness that he didn't expect, from the body to the spirit.Maizi valued the spiritual happiness that Yueyue brought him. She—a rural female teacher—a lady from a great family brought him much confidence and pride. However, just because she was a rural girl The teacher is a lady of every family and the daughter-in-law of the prominent person in the villa. No matter how deeply he and she love each other, there will always be an obstacle between them, making him feel that she is far away from him and can never get close.Maizi can't forget that after the last love, Yueyue declared that she couldn't marry him. She was in the national army. His strongest feeling at that time was that she was too far away from him.However, Yueyue's tenderness is like a dense fog that cannot be dissolved, always entangled in dreams and life. Wafang, when Wang Wang, who is out of his mind, is always knocked back by warnings that do not belong to him, he has a feeling that he is not as good as a dog. It was in the middle of the night that Maizi thought of Xiaoqing. At that time, Maizi realized two facts. One was that Yueyue would not belong to him, and the other was that he needed to get married and start a family.After clarifying these two facts, Xiaoqing entered Maizi's mind little by little.Maizi was thinking about the time when Xiaoqing went to work in the village, recalling the first conversation about him, Yueyue, and Lin Zhibang, thinking of the way she walked back and forth humming a ditty every day, and thinking of the sudden accident on Rili Mountain Road. Angry.Thinking about it, Maizi was attracted by Xiaoqing's character. She is smart, cheerful and forthright. There seems to be a mysterious taste in her cheerfulness. You never know what she can say, and she can do whatever she says. You suddenly become enlightened, her words seem to lead you into a maze, but she does not make you doubt or lose, just like the ancient coin left by your father, the surface of the coin is bright and clean without any traces, but it contains thousands of dollars in the light. Years of history... Maizi fell into the trap that Xiaoqing had already designed, and experienced a night of relish thinking and torture. In fact, since yesterday when she lay in Maizi's arms on the gangster beam and smelled the sweat of Maizi's aggressive man, Xiaoqing has gone from being a designer's admiration to an implementer's input.Xiaoqing unconsciously walked into a kind of feeling, which was completely different from the game Miao Deshui for a certain purpose. In her eyes, she bloomed like a dandelion, and her affection came from the bottom of her heart, deep in her body. place.She longs to be loved, to be loved sincerely, so when Maizi said that she was a little beast, a voice that she had never thought of but that made the whole situation come out once she said it: Maizi, I really am. To marry you, I will not leave Xiema Villa.The crystal earrings were bought together at the town department store that afternoon. The brightness and fineness of the fake crystals could not be compared with those in the big store in Wenggucheng, but this was not important to Xiaoqing. Step by step how things start.The coins sewn in the innermost pocket of his clothes were suddenly robbed, and the robber turned out to be his sister-in-law.The sense of guilt and longing that alternately supported Yueyue turned into nothingness in an instant, and then the feeling in Yueyue's life was the distress of losing the cherished thing and the madness caused by jealousy.The madness made Yueyue spend a long night of anxiety, the snoring of the national army was like the sound of night outside the window, Yueyue felt nothing; anxiety made Yueyue spend a trance-like day, and the students' sincere and knowledge-seeking eyes looked at Yueyue like Yueyue turned a blind eye to the small holes made of colored bricks on the side of the playground.During this night and day, Yueyue experienced a colic in her body that she had never experienced before.The pain made her feel that everything about her was meaningless, and the pain made her realize for the first time soberly and boldly that she could not do without Maizi, and Maizi had—in fact, already been the whole of her life.The stronger this thought is, the more scenes of Maizi and Xiaoqing being together fill Yueyue's mind.They both work in the village, they have so many opportunities to be together, and Xiaoqing is an outgoing and flamboyant girl.After get off work in the afternoon, when Yueyue rode her bicycle to the door of Shanghekou's house, she didn't get off the car and rode directly in the direction of Maizi's house.But halfway through the ride, Yueyue jumped out of the car, Yueyue thought that Maizi was no longer an independent Maizi, Xiaoqing was already by his side, and he might be with Xiaoqing, so she turned around without a head Walking towards home like flies, she walked into the courtyard gate, saw Xiaoqing and Huo Hua washing their feet on the well platform, she suddenly turned her head again. Yueyue's choice seemed reckless, but no one in the Lin family except Huo Hua found her whereabouts.When Yueyue kicked in the courtyard, Huo Hua was pressing water for Xiaoqing who was bowing her head and rubbing her feet. They pressed together, making the courtyard wall and the distant sky undulate in her field of vision. This undulating feeling made Huo Hua feel very Interesting, but at this moment, Huo Hua found a figure walking into the undulating courtyard wall, Huo Hua couldn't tell who it was for a while, and just as he slowed down to carefully identify, the figure exited the courtyard wall.Huo Hua then stopped pressing the water and followed out of the hospital in a leisurely manner to the door of Uncle Zhiliang's shop, where Huo Hua recognized her sister-in-law.Sparks followed. She remembered the last time she saw her sister-in-law fighting with a student in the thatched house in Dongyakou, and she felt a little flustered.Huo Hua’s panic was entirely due to curiosity, Hu Hua thought that now that he was a student, that student might know him by himself, and when Huo Hua wanted to come back, he could ask his sister-in-law to carry him on the car seat. Drink yogurt to be comfortable.Curiosity and the attraction of such a good thing as taking a car made Sparks squirm like a puppy on the grass dam at the east end of Tun Street.However, Sparks can't know that at this moment, she has become a puzzling mystery and attracted another person. Ever since Gu Shuping retrieved from blind Zhang a word of witchcraft that predicted the fate of the Lin family, he began to secretly watch the whereabouts of the two members of the family.The focus on Yueyue is only in the toilet. Every time Yueyue goes to the toilet, she pretends to urinate once. A week later, she finally sees the bloody toilet paper thrown by Yueyue in the toilet, and she feels like a cat. Despondent like a deflated ball.Huo Hua has already gone to school and spends little time at home. Since Huo Huo went to school, her intimacy with Lin Zhibang has changed to that of Xiaoqing. This has slightly relieved the pressure on Gu Shuping—this proves that Huo Hua is at least a normal person. My child, but as long as Huo Hua walked into the Lin family compound, Gu Shuping would never let go of her words and deeds. She wanted to prepare sufficient reasons to persuade Lin Zhibang to push her out of the Lin family's house.When Huo Hua left the compound, Gu Shuping was sorting vegetables in the vegetable field on the south of the street. She occasionally looked up and found that Huo Huo was going east past Zhiliang's small shop, so she picked up the Vitex vegetable basket and followed closely across the ridge.Gu Shuping didn't chase after Huo Huo, she just watched from a distance and followed, when she and Huo Huo met in front of the window of Maizi's house, the shocking scene almost made her faint. —— Maizi is kissing Yueyue frantically. When Maizi saw Yueyue, Yueyue was already standing one foot behind him, and Maizi was sorting haystacks outside the house.After the brick kiln was moved away, the yard has been messy and disorderly. The side of the haystack leaning against the earthen wall of the toilet was arched by a car moving the kiln. With a critical eye on the image of the yard, building a home seems more important than ever.Maizi threw the straw on the inside of the toilet wall outside in bundles, trying to decorate the outside of the large and useless wall. Just as he finished stacking the last stack of straw and was tidying up the messy grass at the bottom of the stack, he was ready to pick it up and go home for cooking. He heard the sound of footsteps stacked behind him, thinner and more broken than straw.Maizi immediately turned her head, and Yueyue's peaceful and elegant melon-seeded face turned into a bitter gourd the moment Maizi turned her head.Maizi immediately put down the messy grass in his arms, and Maizi said Yueyue, what's the matter with you?Maizi's eyes were kind and excited, just like seeing Yueyue on the reservoir embankment for the first time, and his tone was also kind, but there was a kind of frankness and calmness in the kindness.Yueyue didn't stop looking at Maizi's face stained with grass clippings, she went straight to the thatched house on her own initiative, it seemed that only there could really solve the problem.Maizi followed Yueyue, Yueyue's slender waist still made Maizi feel kind and lively, Maizi didn't know what Yueyue was going to do, but he knew what he should do when he followed into the house. Entering the West Room, before turning around, Yueyue's shoulders began to twitch, and then, the suppressed and aggrieved crying seemed to be entangled in the chest cavity, releasing strand by strand, segment by segment.Maizi turned around every month and said you don't want to do this, you must know about me and Xiaoqing, I didn't expect it to be like this, but...but it's a good thing for you, I think it's a good thing. Suddenly, Yueyue stopped crying and turned around, her reddish eyes were like two grape skins that had been squeezed because of the night's torment.Yueyue said yes...but do you know how much I love you?You, do you know that I can't live without you? Maizi looked at Yueyue's grape-like eyelids, and was speechless for a while.He knew that Yueyue loved him, a traditional, educated woman with a husband wouldn't take this step if she didn't love him, but he didn't know that she couldn't do without him, he didn't know. Yueyue said, you made me feel bad from the very beginning, you don’t know what it’s like to feel bad, you don’t know that loving someone makes you feel bad, of course, of course I don’t know either... Maizi is still speechless, he thinks he really doesn't know anything, he only knows that Yueyue cannot do without the national army, it's not fair to him, he wants a woman of his own. Yueyue said, you talk, Maizi, why don't you talk?Yueyue's voice was a little hoarse because of the anger. Maizi finally spoke, Maizi wiped away tears for Yueyue before speaking, Maizi said Yueyue, you are my benefactor, I will never forget you until the day I die, but I want to get married, I have own woman.Maizi seemed to have never talked to Yueyue so seriously and calmly, and the kindness exposed on the neck turned into frankness and calmness. Yueyue was overwhelmed by Maizi's calmness, and lost her train of thought for a while.Maizi's calmness was like ice cubes placed in the copper basin, freezing Yueyue's thoughts, she was dull, and the tears that hadn't dripped were rolling in her eye sockets, like the springs of the river could not be found. Seeing that his words were effective, Maizi regained some kindness in his calm and frank expression, and continued to speak—the language was slow, full of helplessness and melancholy, he said that you are the best and best woman in my mind, you Gave me so much self-confidence, but you, you are not mine. Yueyue seems to have slowed down her thoughts a bit. She originally wanted to say that if I go back to get a divorce, I must only belong to you alone, but she clearly felt that the words of buying a child were not seeking or complaining, but it was clear that there were leaf veins protruding Attitude.Yueyue understood Maizi's attitude, and her heart began to ache, a tearing pain.She covered her heart and said, okay, I will be my good person, be my good person.When Yueyue said this, there was a feeling of being angry with someone, and a sense of protecting something, such as dignity and face.The spring finally couldn't hold back the tears, and once again gushed out. Maizi slowly stretched out his hands, held Yueyue's face, and kissed her lips, as if leaving a memorial.Maizi kissed Yueyue's lips, Yueyue didn't refuse, and let him do whatever he wanted.Yueyue's eyes were full of depression, blame and despair, and at this moment, there was an earth-shattering sound outside the window—smelly shameless!Gu Shuping rushed into the room, she rushed into the room with a monotonous but deafening roar, her nose and mouth twisted into a sun-dried melon, her eyes were full of anger.Her angry posture made people feel that she was going to hit Yueyue or Maizi when she entered the house, but her hand just waved in the air a few times and fell down again without going anywhere.Maizi was shocked and immediately went back to stop Gu Shuping, shouting repeatedly that Auntie and Auntie don't blame Yueyue, Yueyue is a good woman.Pa, a slap finally hit Maizi on the face, and the crisp voice made the three of them startled together.After a while, Yueyue was talking behind, Yueyue said that mom was not good for me, you should rush at me.Yueyue rushed out of the room very calmly. When the ominous premonition finally happened, Yueyue was very calm for some reason.Seeing Yueyue walk out of the room, Gu Shuping repeated: Shameless!Then it followed like a gust of wind.Maizi followed to the door and opened his mouth several times to say something, but he couldn't say anything. When he heard Gu Shuping's whining cry, he hit his fist hard on his head. The three women walking on Tun Street are completely a picture of folks visiting friends.In the clear autumn sunset, they sometimes stand in front of each other, and sometimes rub shoulders side by side. They have no language, as if the language has been swayed at relatives and friends.In front of Lin Zhiliang's shop, Yueyue pursed her lips and smiled, Zhiliang's woman shouted, what are you three doing?Gu Shuping said to drop by.The woman Zhiliang said, I saw you growing vegetables in the field just now.Gu Shuping cursed in her heart to be disgusting, but she said that her sister-in-law was a student and her mother was seriously ill... Gu Shuping didn't get angry immediately when she entered the house. Seeing that Lin Zhibang, Guojun, and Xiaoqing were all waiting for dinner in the house, she put down the vegetable basket, then lifted the lid of the pot, and brought out steamed buns, rice, and a few plates of leftover vegetables from the festival. Son.Gu Shupingyuan was going to come back to cook some fresh dishes, but the sudden disaster dispelled her interest in arranging meals thoughtfully.Seeing that her mother-in-law was as usual, Yueyue participated in the busy work together, but Yueyue knew very well in her heart what she was waiting for.Yueyue is extremely calm, even she herself is surprised by Yueyue's calmness, which allows her to see the strength of her mother's weakness in her body.Yueyue even sat next to the national army and drank a bowl of gruel as usual. After dinner, Gu Shuping called everyone to the east room, just like Lin Zhi Gang called everyone for a meeting.His father no longer took charge of his affairs, and his mother added to his prestige, Guojun felt a little funny in his heart.Everyone gathered together, Gu Shuping climbed onto the kang, Gu Shuping coughed twice, looked at the man, and said, you old ghost, you know what happened to our family?Lin Zhi gang squinted his eyes and squinted at the woman, Gu Shuping saw the man turned a deaf ear, and punched him in the thigh, did you hear it?The village chief you supported took our daughter-in-law!Lin Zhibang's eyes widened suddenly, and the Guojun stood up as if his butt was on fire.Except for Xiaoqing, the whole family followed Yueyue.Yueyue lowered her head, not accepting any gazes.Gu Shuping said, tell yourself, how many times have you done it?Gu Shuping didn't look at Yueyue, and didn't call her name, as if looking at and calling her made her feel dirty.Yueyue avoided this ugly word, and still calmly confessed, I am sorry for the Lin family, told me to go, I will go now. What?Walk?After listening to Yueyue's words, Guojun seemed like a pony hearing the horn for the first time. He was shocked at first, and then kicked his feet desperately. He stepped forward and grabbed Yueyue by the collar and dragged her into the West Room. Cursing crisply in his mouth, fuck your mother, you followed someone, when did you follow someone?It was the first time Yueyue heard the national army scolding people, and at the same time, she felt disgusted like eating a fly in her stomach, and at the same time, she was also very happy—because the national army said that she followed someone, Yueyue felt extremely happy.At this moment, Yueyue wants to publicize the fact that she has followed someone in the Lin family, and she must emphasize that she followed Maizi. This seems to be more important to her at this moment, and it will calm her madness born of jealousy.In fact, nothing that happened in reality could stop her madness after losing the treasure, especially in front of Xiaoqing.Her love is real and unforgettable.The national army general Yueyue lay on the kang, pinched her chin with his hands and yelled at her sharply that you followed someone, how could you follow someone?At this time Xiaoqing opened the door and came in. Xiaoqing said brother, don't listen to her, sister-in-law can't talk to others, how kind is sister-in-law to you.Yueyue turned her chin pinched by the national army, and said word by word, I followed, I followed Cheng Maizi.Xiaoqing immediately became angry and said, Weng Yueyue, you don't know how to flatter, why did you grab the shit and put it on your head?Xiaoqing deeply knows that as a woman, Yueyue shows wisdom for love in front of her, of course Xiaoqing will not show any weakness, Xiaoqing said brother, don't abuse sister-in-law, she must be deliberately angry with you, Maizi has already bought me an order A dear gift, he wants to marry me. 月月不知道自己走进了一个怎样的误区，她挣扎着推开国军的手掌，从床上爬起来，平静地看着国军，说，小青说的没错，但是，在此之前，我确实跟过买子，我爱他，不是他占我，是我爱他。 小青一气之下摔门走开，留下一个将真理和谬误混淆的残局让一个不识敬的女人收拾。国军的痛苦不在于事实是怎样，而是月月为什么要如此肯定，如此强调事实的真实可信。国军痛苦而不解地看着月月，月月在她面前完全变成了一个陌生的女人，她的坚硬、深不可测，使国军对月月的发作有了一种诉说不清的障碍。国军两颊青白，早已不再魁梧的身躯更加明显地委顿下来。他静静地站在地上，瞧着这个陌生的女人，心想她怎么就背叛了自己，怎么就背叛了呢？许久，他说，翁月月，我知道你说的是真的，可是这是为什么？Why exactly?他程买子不就是当了村长，那算个什么？月月忧郁而忐忑地看着国军，心想这根本说不清楚，没法说清楚。月月看着国军狐疑的、痛苦的目光，轻轻地摇着头，说，不知道。月月语言虽然很缓很慢，但国军还是从中听出果决和坚定，就像她在小青跟前那样坚定。国军终于支撑不住，重重地扑到炕上。 国军不愿失去月月，他不愿让山庄人尤其是机关人知道他失去月月，这不重要，重要的是，他不愿让人们知道他有病，他不愿让人们知道是因为自己的病失去月月。此时此刻，最能摧垮他的就是他的病，他因为有病而不能毅然跟月月离婚。 看到国军扑到炕上，一种怜悯的、不安的情绪突然缚住刚才还是坚挺的月月。她本不该如此伤害国军的，可是小青对她和买子之间事情的加入，使她鬼使神差不顾一切。国军实在是无辜的，不幸的。国军的后背在月月眼前不住地抖动，深深的、恍如隐进地腹深处的呜咽时隐时现。月月趴在床边，在国军身旁低声说着，我对不起你，咱们离婚吧……然而，就在这时，国军一跃爬起，国军抽冷子爬起的样子像一个疯子，他爬起就抓住月月，撕去她的衣服。国军将月月摁在炕上，然后急急慌慌地脱掉自己的衣服，嘴里粗鲁地说着你跟了人你让人占了，你让人占了，今儿个我饶不过你，我要痛痛快快要你，你这婊子。国军一纵身压向月月，手摁住月月肩膀歇斯底里地揉搓，一种与理念相悖的发泄方式引着国军进入一种歇斯底里的状态——在国军的理念里，月月已经是脏了身子的婊子。许是由于好久不曾接触月月的肉体，许是由于强烈的报复心理无意中鼓舞了他的欲望，或许是由于国军在接触肉体的刹那大脑中映现了买子的形象，一种久违了的酥软的刺激顿然从大脑深处滚动而来。国军感觉到这深处的遥远的滚动，在冥冥中等待它的惊涛拍岸。奇迹就在这一刻发生了，国军感到那股汹涌的波涛掠过他的全身时在他两腿之间崛起了一个坚挺的浪峰，那浪峰澎湃着回荡着，在一个富有弹性的旋涡中起伏，国军歇斯底里的发泄蓦地变成欣喜若狂的激情的起伏，国军在那盼望已久的、望眼欲穿的高潮不期而至时，几乎像死神扼住手中物体一样死死扼住月月肩膀，刚才出口的一串脏话瞬间被一声猛烈的狂放的尖叫击成碎沫，当国军在一阵疯癫之后半年多来第一次做了男人，国军在月月身上呜呜地哭了起来。 岩浆烧焚国军半年多来的屈辱、焦虑、自卑，国军在月月身上呜呜地哭了起来。月月感到了那个愤怒的、坚挺的物体的出世，感到了对方岩浆一样的激情，可是月月悲哀地发现，她对国军已经没有半点感觉，那个坚挺的、用各种药物呼唤了两个季节的物体的崛起、进入，没有给她带来半点激动。她只是善意地、充满怜悯地配合着，当雨水一样流淌的泪水混乱地冲涤着月月面庞，月月也绝望地嚎哭起来。 同是哭泣，诉说的却不是同一种感情，国军哭完，从月月身上爬下炕，坐起来一边穿衣服一边用猥亵的目光看着月月的下体，国军的目光由哀悯变成猥亵，这目光是月月在此之前从未看见过的。月月接触到这可怕的目光赶紧坐起，往身上套着裙子。可是月月套一程，国军往下拽一程。国军一边用猥亵、轻蔑的目光看着月月下体，一边说翁月月，你原来是这样的一个贱人，我真错看了你。月月拼力往上拽着裙子，只流泪不说话。国军拼力往下拽着，说还知道怕羞，翁月月还知道怕羞？我告诉你这下烂货，我不会原谅你，我会叫你在歇马镇，在学校，在歇马山庄身败名裂。月月还是拼力往上拽着裙子，无法空出手来抹掉的泪水滚珠一样顺着瘦削的腮帮往下滚动。