Chapter 48 sacrifice

At noon the next day, a military truck stopped in front of Hu's house, and a patient lying on a stretcher was lifted out of the truck.What happened?The family immediately ran to the stretcher. It was Ayu's son Zhinan. Since last month, Zhinan was summoned to the labor service team to work on the public land of ××.Collapsed from overwork.The sanitation conditions at the working site are poor, and there is no doctor.As a result, his condition worsened day by day, and finally he became incurable, and was finally escorted back.Zhinan fell asleep on the stretcher, his skinny face was completely bloodless, it was almost impossible to recognize this was Zhinan at a glance, he became so bleak.Thinking that this is the kind of Zhinan who was forced to stamp his voluntary letter and was summoned, his misery is really heartbreaking.

The family suddenly became flustered, and Hu Wenqing checked first, because the condition could no longer be delayed, he was very anxious for a while, and immediately sent someone to call for a western doctor on the street.Because with his medical skills of Chinese medicine, it is no longer possible to start diagnosis and treatment.The doctor came right away and gave three injections of cardiotonic injections, saying that it would depend on what happened.The condition was quite urgent, as could be seen from the doctor's expression. From the moment Zhinan was carried back, Taiming felt a strong anger towards what was around him.Who on earth destroyed Zhinan like this?It would be fine if he did it voluntarily, but he didn't want to, coaxing those who had been conscripted with forceful threats, and sending them back with such a body... He felt that this was simply too irresponsible and cruel.

In the evening, perhaps due to the effect of the cardiotonic agent, Zhinan finally regained consciousness. He looked at the faces of the people standing by the bed one by one, and when he saw Taiming, he said, "Brother! Zhinan called him weakly. 'What's the matter, Zhinan!You cheer up! ''I can't do it anymore, please take care of me in the future.However, it's such a pity..." Then he faced Hu Wenqing and his mother, Ayu, and said, "Abba!Grandma!Goodbye..." Zhinan was like that, his head drooped suddenly, and he swallowed his last breath. It was really unexpected that he would die so soon.

First of all, Ayu burst into tears, although Hu Wenqing didn't cry: "My God! ' he murmured in a low voice, keeping his eyes closed. Taiming's whole body trembled, and there was an indescribable excitement in his heart. This was not just a sad feeling, but a deeper one, a feeling that was shaken from the bottom of the soul and made people cry.Zhinan's silent body was distorted by the pain, and it seemed to Taiming that Zhinan was complaining about what happened to him. The death of his younger brother forced Taiming to confront a certain issue and make a decision.The death of my younger brother was an untimely death.He became a sacrifice without price, and lost his young life.For the younger brother himself, there is nothing he can do about it, like a fateful situation.Taiming thought so.And this kind of fate is no longer just what happened to his younger brother, it will undoubtedly befall Taiming himself and his father soon...The road to "survive" is dead, and what can lead to it is the road to death.Taiming imagined that after all his relatives died, he was the only one alive. It was a living cemetery where the soul was frozen.

And what's the point if it's just a matter of surviving? Thinking about Taiming's way of life until now, it is very incomplete, he wants to live seriously, but what is the reality?He had several careers, but none for long.The same is true of love. He wants to live seriously, but isn't it hypocritical to himself?He didn't have the courage to overcome reality, he just compromised everything.He graduated from a high technical school, which is the highest education for Taiwanese. What is the use of this?He felt that he was like an ant, a weak and useless person, and he should be ashamed of his brother's death!

Taiming is an introvert, but isn't he hypocritical to himself?He didn't have the courage to overcome reality and deeply reflected on himself.Such a personality, rather than being the source of his power of action, is more like restricting his actions, making him unable to do one-tenth of what he thinks. He is a very conservative person.He went to Japan to study, and then went to the mainland... His actions seem to be quite accomplished, but what is the essence of his actions? At this moment, a great deal of self-blame and self-reflection shook Taiming's body and mind like a violent storm.This was unbearable to his body and spirit.At this time, he heard Ayu's mournful cry again.This is not so much the grief of Zhinan's death, but the wail of the soul crying to heaven and earth.

The wailing and wailing tune gradually infected Taiming.At that time, Taiming seemed to hear Zhinan's voice calling out as he was dying.The dead can't call, it's an illusion.No, it's not an illusion, Zhinan is indeed calling. 'what! 'At this time, the latitude and longitude of Taiming's thinking veins were all broken, and he felt that his mind was full of strange chaos.He staggered out of the house as if in a daze, his eyes were out of focus, and his eyes seemed to be floating in the air.