Chapter 6 Hisako

The teaching life divided by each semester is hurriedly lived day and night.The summer vacation is over, and the watermelons that were placed at the head of the fruit shop on the street have changed into a red persimmon color, which makes people feel how quickly the seasons go by.Also, during that period, the local system had changed to self-government, the gorgeous golden embroidered satin trim on the civil servants' clothing was replaced by plain black trim, and the dagger worn around the waist was abolished.There are also people who are obsessed with wearing a dagger, but Taiming feels that his waist is relaxed, and he feels a happy sense of relief both mentally and physically.

The summer heat has not abated after autumn, and the school is now in the period of sports meeting. From the campus, you can see the snow-capped mountains covered with blue sky. Students play games or practice dancing on the playground every day.Because Taiming was the music director, he was still busy playing the organ accompaniment after class.But he accompanied the children's practice dance, and sometimes his heart would suddenly leave the keyboard and float in infinite space.So the rhythm is out of tune, and the dance steps of the school children are out of shape.The dancers were taught by female teachers Rui'e and Naito Hisako. Rui'e approached Taiming while wiping her sweat, and said, "No, the tune played by the teacher cannot match." ' She said with a light stare, this is not so much a questioning, it's more like a wink on her face.

'what!I don't know how. Taiming said so casually, with his elbows on the organ and his chin propped up, his eyes looked into the distance thoughtfully, and a corner of his line of sight reflected Rui'e's panting breasts, almost close enough to be touched. Because Taiming stopped playing the organ accompaniment, Hisako Naito blew the whistle to announce that she would stop dancing, and she walked slowly towards Taiming and Rui'e.Rui'e said: "Mr. Hu, I really don't know how to do it." Rui'e pouted as if asking for Jiuzi's sympathy, and what she said was not so much to blame Taiming, but rather out of a kind of love and concern for those close to her.

Taiming felt Rui'e's usual closeness to him, and sometimes it became a kind of obsequiousness.But Taiming's heart somehow had no intention of getting close to her.In his heart, he felt sorry for accepting Rui'e's love that he couldn't respond to.But this is helpless.The face of Hisako Naito lives in Taiming's heart now.Therefore, he has no time to think about other things and take care of other people.Even Rae's affection, approaching him tenderly, bored him. "Sir, let me play the organ..." Rui'e asked Taiming to give up the organ seat as if she threw her body towards him.Taiming reluctantly stood up and gave up his seat, thinking that it would be fine if Hisako asked him to do so.

Rui'e played the organ, and Hisako Naito danced the "Hagoromo" dance. Her elastic limbs, which had been trained in gymnastics, danced this dance, showing soft curves. The shape was lifted, and two legs as white as flower stamens appeared. 'what!Those white legs! ' Taiming muttered to himself, closing his eyes as if dazzling.Even with his eyes closed, those white legs still traced a beautiful curve, continuing to dance delicately inside his eyelids.Those are the legs of a plump and warm Japanese girl.And the ones fluttering in the wind like white butterflies are worth seeing!Taiming recalled the time when Hisako was performing the "Dance of the Goddess" in a white dance dress at a funfair. Her beautiful body and wonderful dance skills won the audience to watch with breathlessness.And sometimes when she was walking in a beautiful kimono and a gorgeous brocade belt, Hisako's beautiful figure always aroused Taiming's involuntary reverie about her.

Taiming opened his closed eyes.Hisako was still dancing with one heart and one mind.But Taiming stared at his dancing posture and felt breathless.The more his admiration for her was aroused, the more he felt the distance between Hisako and him—because she was Japanese and he himself was Taiwanese, he felt that there was no way to close the distance anyway. Taiming's heart is now suffering from lovesickness.Her playful and occasional dancing moves aroused Taiming's longing for Hisako even more.On this day, he excused himself to have a headache and went back early, and lay down, staring at the ceiling and thinking about Jiuzi again.

'She is Japanese, I am Taiwanese, this is an iron fact, no one can change this fact! 'He thought like this, feeling pain in his chest as if being scratched.Even if he could marry her, what would his life be like afterwards?Hisako of a Japanese woman, she requires a high standard of living, but his ability to live is just that, and he has the status of a public school teacher named 'discipline' who will never have a chance of promotion.The best scenario is to work for 30 years and be promoted to the principal of a remote public school near the Tibetan border.Chen, the chief trainer in the school, has served for twenty-four or five years and has not yet been promoted to the sixth-level salary. Recently, the Japanese trainers used the word "old brain" to describe him.In the view of Chief Instructor Chen, there are many things to be outraged about.But he has to raise five or six children, so he has to be patient.The principal promoted the young Itten to the position of dean of academic affairs, and ignored Chief Discipline Chen.The chief instructor is willing to serve the school in such a position, and Li Xundao criticizes him behind his back as an idiot, but even Li Xundao has gradually become catering to the principal because he adds a child every year.As Taiming thought, linking these things together made him feel hopeless about everything.

But in Taiming's view, he thinks of Naito Hisako as beautified. In his opinion, Naito Hisako is like the flawless ideal woman in the "Hagoromo" dance, a nearly perfect woman.That's almost idolatrous.In reality, Hisako Naito said to Taiming: "People on this island don't take a bath, so Mr. Hu probably has never taken a bath in his life?" Taiming doesn't eat garlic, but he said that garlic smells bad. People are like that, so it can't be done. 'She may not have any malicious intent in saying these words, but her inner sense of superiority is unknowingly revealed.The list goes on and on.During the Lunar New Year, the local Baozheng invited Taiming and Hisako to have dinner together. At that time, there was a dish that steamed a whole chicken.Hisako whispered to Taiming, "Savage!" But as soon as she picked it up to eat, she couldn't help praising the deliciousness, and ate greedily. Although she had a sense of superiority, she still showed her arrogance due to ignorance. A nation The supreme taste of the wisdom produced by her, she ridiculed because of its delicious shape as 'barbaric!' but finally succumbed to its deliciousness, and did not feel contradictory. Her forgetful modesty, confused Her healthy appearance shows that she is just an ordinary woman. Taiming is not ignorant of this. But even this shortcoming of Hisako did not make Taiming's yearning for Hisako any less, on the contrary it intensified it. She thought All kinds of things. I couldn't sleep for a long time that night.

"Father took an ignorant and lewd woman as his concubine, and I also have the blood of my father, this kind of karma I have to abandon by myself, so that I can do it myself..."