Chapter 19 Chapter Six (3)

As we were about to drive, Mr. Wu, who was in charge of the research station, came over to Fuzhi and said, "Mr. Meng, don't worry, we will take care of Meng Liji." E, who had been staying next to Fuzhi, held Mei's hand and said, " Sister, I don't care about anything at home, from now on, the family will rely on you even more." Mei felt that she had never been so close to her sister, and wiped away the tears on her cheeks with her sister's hand.E put his hand on Zhezi's shoulder again, without speaking, the two looked at each other, Zhezi hugged her arm and cried.

E didn't cry, but lowered his head, and said to Fuzhi, "Daddy, I'm leaving." The car drove away, with black smoke rising from the rear of the car, and it drove away crookedly. Everyone watched the convoy go away, stood for a while, and went to class separately.Wu Yin walked up to Mei and seemed to want to say something, but he didn't. At the end of the year, Wu Jiaxin and Zhou Bi got married.They invited Mr. Xiao to be the witness of the marriage.Mr. Xiao spoke, congratulated them, praised them as a good couple, and finally said suddenly: "Someone told me that I got a lottery in the temple. The lottery said that everything should follow nature and not force it. That means don't force it." Do the impossible. But sometimes you don’t do anything, and you bring pain to others, it’s really sad to think about it.” Jiaxin was stunned when she heard this, her eyes were red, and then she forced a smile and turned her head away talk to someone.Everyone was a little baffled when they heard this.

Zhang Xinlei and Meng Liji were not able to attend this wedding. fourth quarter Zhang Xinlei's death, E's engagement and leaving Kunming, apart from the Meng family, caused the biggest disturbance in Xuan Zi's heart.She vaguely felt that E liked someone, but it was definitely not Zhang Xinlei.Seeing Zhuang Wuyin coming to see him off, she wondered if Wuyuan liked her, and laughed at herself for guessing.Because of E's temperament, he will encounter some bumps in his life.She herself should always be smooth sailing.E is autumn, she is spring, E is always with the color of dusk, but she always maintains the splendor of morning glow. "Fate is dictated by character", whoever said it can't remember.It couldn't be more correct to use it on E, but how to use it on herself, she has some doubts.

After Xuanzi works, he doesn't have many things to do, so he often has free time.Provincial government clerks generally get up late.Although Xuanzi is spoiled, she follows the old master Lu's family training not to get up late. She walks to the office and will never be late no matter what time.There are not many documents to be translated, and there is often nothing to do in the afternoon.At the invitation of Wang Dingyi, he also took a conversation class.Several Yunnan wives asked her to teach English, so she selected a few students appropriately.To be able to speak fluent English and to accompany her husband on social occasions was the wish of the officials and wives at that time.She has seen a lot of people like this, and she can deal with them.They know that Xuanzi is the lady of everyone, so they are very courteous.Xuanzi's life rhythm is normal, and the content is not monotonous, but she is not always happy as before. She feels that she is not a scholar, nor an official, nor a weird person, nor an ordinary person, but an outsider.At this time, her heart moved again, wondering if this is E's feeling?

She also knew that there was a major source of trouble, and that was her relationship with Paul.The phrase "Will you marry me" in the small wing room is still in my ears, and two years have passed, and she still hasn't answered, is it necessary to wait for the black frame to be drawn?Paul is very cute, and he is sincere to her, but there is always some inconsistency in the subtleties. Is it because he is not foreign enough, or Paul is not Chinese enough?But Mr. Zhuang and Dai La are also very happy.However, they may also have regrets, and they really know what to do. After Paul proposed, Xuanzi went to Chongqing to discuss with her parents.At that time, there were already flights between Chongqing and Kunming, and they all felt that it would take time to make a final decision.Tan Taimian has an argument that the combination of people with different cultural backgrounds must have a premise: one party unconditionally worships the other, as Dai La did to Zhuang Youchen.Xuanzi asked herself, she could not reach that point yet, so she never answered.Sometimes they are happy together, looking at each other like glass figures.Sometimes very do not understand.Once, Paul said that two of his friends liked to see beautiful girls on the street, and they bet whether they would win or lose if they saw them within five minutes. Paul thought it was very interesting, but Xuanzi thought it was too boring.For such an irrelevant trivial matter, the two would argue for a long time, which is really inexplicable when you think about it.

The consulate has various gatherings, tea parties, concerts, etc. to contact people from all walks of life.Naturally, Xuanzi is often present and helps arrange greetings. With her slender figure and fluent words, the whole atmosphere is very lively and harmonious.Paul said she was MSG.She was unhappy at times and felt like an employee.Once, two university gentlemen talked about a person's disease, which was typhus, which was said to be transmitted by lice. One of them casually said that he had never seen lice before, but now he sees nothing.Paul understood. On the one hand, he sympathized with them for being harassed by these bugs. On the other hand, he suspected that someone had brought lice. After the meeting, he ordered someone to clean the living room thoroughly, which made Xuan Zi very disgusted, saying that you Americans don’t care about it. Lice!Paul threw up his hands and said being in a trench was another thing, but this wasn't a trench.Xuanzi said angrily: "This is also caused by the war, you don't understand." Paul didn't know why she was upset, he opened his eyes wide, the blue seemed to be melting, and Xuanzi thought of the doll.

On this day, when Xuan Zi went to work, he saw the green willows fluttering on the embankment of Cuihu Lake, and three or two waterfowls playing on the water surface, but he couldn't get excited, and walked lazily to the high steps of the provincial capital. work here. There was no one in the office, and Hyun-ja was flipping through yesterday's newspaper at the desk.After a while, several colleagues arrived one after another.Start the usual small talk.One said that the prices had risen so fast that all the daily necessities and oils and salts had gone up; he glanced at Xuanzi and said, Miss Tantai didn't ask about the daily necessities.Xuanzi thought about it, and the price of coffee seemed to have increased.Another said that the rent has risen the most, and you don't think you have a house.Xuanzi smiled and said, "I don't have a house." Thinking about it, the rent has increased by one-third since last month. Most of the people here are locals from Yunnan, and most of them are wealthy families. Recently, they have started to talk about prices.There is also a special topic for this day, Zhu Yanqing, a rich man from Yunnan, will hold a grand ball tomorrow night, some nosy people will ask who has received invitations, only Xuanzi, the director and someone's relatives have been invited.Xuanzi had a vague impression of the rich man, so he casually asked who this Mr. Zhu was, and his relative smiled and said: "Miss Tantai has been in the government for more than a year, why don't you have a list in mind? Check Kunming Mr. Zhu owns all the big department stores here, and there is also an old tin mine, so I can’t tell how many shares he owns.” Xuanzi didn’t pay attention, just flipped through the newspaper.For a while, the director took two documents and asked her to translate them.One is a Chinese-English translation, which is an introduction about mahjong tiles.It narrates the development history of mahjong and explains the various rules. The writing is clear and concise.The other one, translated from English to Chinese, was an article by a foreign reporter, reporting a small-scale government army action to "pacify" mobs in a certain place. situation is quite obvious.The conflict between the Kuomintang and the Communist Party is no longer a day or two, which is worrying.The two materials put together are somewhat comical.Xuanzi remained calm and quickly finished translating the reporter's article.I don't want the director to come over and tell me to wait for the materials of the mahjong tiles.According to the habit, you can wait for three to five days.Xuanzi stuffed the translated and unfinished translations in a drawer, ready to leave work.Someone brought Beijing opera tickets and invited her to watch a Beijing opera at night, saying that it was a good actor from Chongqing; someone invited her to dinner, saying that Xinya Restaurant had a good chef.There are also people who invite her to watch a new movie, which is a literary film. Xuanzi wants to watch it but doesn't want to be invited, so she refuses all of them.At this time, today's newspaper was delivered, waiting for everyone to read tomorrow.

The wealthy businessman treats guests, probably to strengthen ties with all walks of life, and the range of invitations is very wide.There are many Americans, including Paul.The location is in his Daguanlou villa, called Zhuzhuang.In the evening of the next day, Paul came to pick her up in his car, whistled, and hurried upstairs. When he met Xuanzi, he praised her for being as beautiful as an elf.Xuanzi was wearing an emerald green silk jacket, with sleeves reaching to the elbow, and a pure black hollow gauze scarf.That emerald green color is something most people would not dare to wear, but after Xuanzi adjusted it and subdued it with black, it made her skin look whiter and smoother.Paul laughed and said, "Miss is so happy today and dressed so well, how do you say this in Chinese?" Xuanzi told him it was Shengzhuang.The two came downstairs talking and laughing, and drove to Daguanlou.

This villa is located in the water, connected by bamboo bridges.Two camellias in the courtyard are still blooming.There were already quite a few guests in the hall, including dignitaries from the military, government, and business circles, officials from Chongqing, many Americans, and female students from universities.Both of them have acquaintances, and they circled around for a while.Someone whispered that Harvey, the commander of the US military, came, and several senior provincial officials.The master personally guides them to the seat. The master was about forty or so, and he looked gentle, refined and elegant.He greeted the guest of honor, walked around the crowd, and made a point of speaking between Paul and his colleagues.Paul introduced Xuan Zi, Zhu Yanqing's eyes lit up, and said that he had heard Miss Tantai's name earlier, and finally met today.

At this time, a servant came to ask a question in a low voice, Zhu Yanqing nodded.The band played, and the host asked Harvey to dance.Harvey looked around and came over to invite Xuanzi. Xuanzi was very happy. They danced twice, and everyone joined in. The emerald green in the fluttering clothes was the most conspicuous.Someone whispered: "That's Tantai Xuan." The commander has superb dancing skills, and Xuanzi follows lightly.After a song, a lady came to invite Harvey.Hyun-ja dances the second dance with Paul, who is very proud of her.In the spin, someone seemed to be watching them from a table outside the dance floor.When passing over there, Xuanzi noticed that Yan Liangzu was sitting at the table.

After the song ended, Xuanzi went to Yan Liangzu's table to greet him, saw two deep marks between his eyebrows, like a knife carving, and thought that his uncle was getting older.Yan Liangzu smiled and said: "Look, I'm here too, and everyone said I should go out to relax." He asked their sisters and brothers why they didn't go home for a long time, and said that it was so quiet in Suchu, and they were still at peace. "We also invited Huishu today, but she refused to come." He asked Xuanzi to sit down and eat some snacks, and said that the snacks were very good, and made a few gossips.He also said: "I have not been idle for a few days, and I have given an errand to survey water conservancy. What you do has to be like what you do. I will not treat it as an idle errand." The person in the same seat said: "Mr. Yan's temper Who doesn’t know.” At this time, Zhu Yanqing came to greet him and said that it is very wise to pay attention to water conservancy during the war. Another song played, Zhu Yanqing invited Xuanzi to dance, this time it was a quick waltz.Zhu Yanqing changed to a slow walk and spoke slowly: "I heard that Miss Tantai is working in the provincial government, is she very busy?" Xuanzi thought of the mahjong materials and smiled unconsciously.Zhu Yanqing asked again: "Have you been in Kunming for four or five years?" Xuanzi said that he liked Kunming very much, and so did his relatives and friends.Zhu Yanqing said: "There are so many learned people gathered here in our land, it's like getting the nectar sprinkled by Yang Zhi!" Xuanzi smiled again.Later, I was invited to dance a few times by others.After a few laps, Paul disappeared.She wanted to take a rest, so she found a corner to sit and drink tea.Turning around, he suddenly saw Paul standing by the door leading to the platform, talking to a woman. The woman was wearing an apricot yellow satin cheongsam with a bun and a hairpin. It was Lu Xiangge.Xuanzi held the teacup and looked at it for a few minutes.Xiangge saw her first, pointed at her, and the two walked over together. Paul said, "Miss Lu helped organize today's ball." It's my turn." At this time, someone came to ask Xuanzi to dance again, and Xuanzi just stepped on the beat of the music, seeing Paul and Xiangge dancing, she was very unhappy.There is no reason to be self-conscious. In the second half of the dance, every piece of music seems to be very ugly. Yan Liangzu didn't dance, but sat and drank tea slowly. Even though he was sitting idle, he looked very calm and mighty. At some point, Lu Xianggeyi talked to him for a while.Xuanzi was quite surprised, and then thought again, of course this relative, Lu Xiangge, wanted to climb.The dance partner felt that she was a little absent-minded, and even said that she could not dance well.Soon after Yan Liangzu left, Zhu Yanqing sent him to the door and came to ask Xuanzi to dance again, but Harvey took the lead.Many people's eyes are focused on that emerald green. After the dance, Paul will take Lu Xiangge into the city together.Xuanzi originally wanted to sit with Paul on the steps of the Grand View Building, and revisit what Chuanniang said-"two people are a family together", in the gentle night, maybe the matter can be settled, but followed A Luxiang Pavilion.Xuanzi talked less all the way, thinking to himself that it was probably God's will. After that, for several weeks, Xuanzi was always indifferent when meeting Paul.Paul mentioned Xiangge several times, saying that it was remarkable for a woman to break into several shops.Xuanzi didn't talk to each other.Once, the two discussed the differences between the Chinese government and the American government. Paul said that there are many rumors about the Chinese government, and some corruption is hard to imagine.Xuanzi knew that Paul was telling the truth, but deliberately said: "Is there no corruption in the United States? I think there is also." Paul said seriously: "Of course there is, but compared with this place, it is really nothing." He also explained, "The government belongs to the government. All Chinese people are noble, but one Chinese is the most perfect. Guess who is it?" Xuanzi glared at him and said, "There are many problems in Chinese society. The society has come out, I know." She heard Wei Feng say this, but she couldn't remember when.Paul said: "Without democracy, society is like a pool of stagnant water, and the dirty things cannot be washed away." Xuanzi said: "I think the worst thing in human nature is selfishness, and mercenary is the root of poison." Paul suddenly said: " Seeking profit is also right." Xuanzi said loudly: "I'm talking about mercenary, do you understand?" Paul stopped talking, paused for a while, and said, "Remember the day when the Chinese Anti-Japanese War began, you still had to go to dance, Remember? You have become more now." Xuanzi agrees with this point. If it is said that profit is only for the sake of profit, Lu Xiangge can be regarded as one of them.In addition to opening a coffee shop, she also used various connections to help resell items smuggled from the Burma Road, which is already a natural thing in people's eyes.She also helped transfer opium several times, but she concealed it skillfully.Paul treats people with equality, and always feels that the starting line given to Xiangge by society is too low, and it is not easy for her to struggle like this.If talking about theory, Xuanzi can't refute Paul, but if talking about facts, she doesn't know much. After the ball, Zhu Yan invited Xuanzi to go out to play several times, but Xuanzi only attended two small banquets, and it was obvious that Zhu Yanqing had intentions.After a while, one day, when Xuanzi came out of the provincial gate after get off work, someone suddenly patted her on the shoulder and said, "Miss Xuan, are you off work?" The knee-length gown, with a long skirt of the Yi nationality underneath, is brightly colored, but the face is blurred. It is the lotus pearl of the Yan family.He Zhu said: "Miss Xuan hasn't been to our house for a long time. Since the commander got into trouble, it's hard for her to move around."Hezhu said: "The army commander and I have returned to the city to live. There are so many things to take care of! How can you be as calm as your wife. Let's sit in Xinya, and it's rare to meet." Xuanzi said that there is a class in the afternoon, and Hezhu said: "I have to have lunch!" I couldn't help saying, dragging me to the restaurant to sit down, Xuanzi only wanted a bowl of noodles, Hezhu still ordered two or three dishes, praised this restaurant, and got back to business: "Miss Xuan, I I was entrusted by someone to discuss an important matter with you. Originally, this should be said by the wife, or the third aunt should be asked to come forward. The wife doesn’t care, and the third aunt has a lot of troubles at home. Why don’t you take it easy? , don’t blame me.” Xuan Zisu thought that after someone else said the first half of a sentence, she could understand the second half, but at this time she really didn’t know what He Zhu was going to say, she still felt that her face was blurry when she opened her eyes wide, politely Ask: "What is Aunt He going to do, can I help?" He Zhu smiled and said: "There is a Mr. Zhu Yanqing in Kunming City, you know him, I was entrusted by him. His wife passed away the year before last, Kunming City How many ladies here want to marry him!" Before she finished speaking, Xuanzi said loudly: "I understand, there is no need to say any more. Mr. Zhu is a good character, he has his own wife, and I have no fate." Walk.Hezhu chased after him, and said: "Mr. Zhu will not live in Kunming for a long time, and he will emigrate to the United States in the future." Xuanzi suppressed his anger, and coldly parted with Hezhu. Throw it all over the floor.At the same time, I was also a little sad, thinking that I was really old, and someone actually proposed a sequel.Just when Tantaiwei came, Xuanzi told about it.Wei was also angry, and said: "This lotus pearl is too rude. Just ignore her. But what's the matter between you and Paul?" Xuanzi said: "That's it! It's still not easy to delay." Wei said thoughtfully: "Is this difficult?" "Of course it is difficult." After a while, the landlord brought the meal on a tray.After being persuaded by Weiwei, Xuanzi picked up the chopsticks and said, "We haven't had dinner with my parents for a long time. I really want to go home during the winter vacation." Wei said: "I want to too, but I can't. For additional classes, Mr. Xiao will give a short class on the development of biology. I heard that people from Chongqing and Guiyang will come to listen.” The two discussed going to see the third aunt, which was achievable. A few days later, they received a letter from home, which was urgent.It is said that Tantai Mian will be sent to the United States for about two years. Originally, Jiang Chu didn't want to go, but later decided to go together.They wanted to come to Kunming first, and they told in the letter that something happened to Paul, so it should not be delayed too long.The two were looking forward to meeting their parents, but unexpectedly, another letter followed, saying that they could not come to Kunming due to tight schedules.Xuan and Weitong visit Longwei Village, and Bichu also receives a letter, saying that they can only see each other in two years. Besides, when He Zhu sees Xuanzi going away unhappy, she thinks that this young lady has too much temper, maybe she is shy, but it doesn't mean that things will not work out!If it can't be done, tell Mr. Zhu to look down on me, Hezhu.In fact, Zhu Yanqing didn't know Hezhu, and he was entrusted to do this matter.Although He Zhu is in charge of the Yan family, she always feels that her status is not important enough, and that she can show her ability by doing something for the rich man.She came downhill, walked into the backyard of the Green Sleeve Cafe, and called out "Xiangge". Xiangge was sorting out the accounts in the bedroom, so she hurriedly came out to invite her to sit in the room.After hearing about this, I said: "That Aunt Xuan is the most difficult to deal with. You are reckless. You still mention the United States. People like them don't want to go to the United States. They have American boyfriends right now." "Oh, I I’m at home all day, how do I know this, can I order it?” “I don’t think so, I think it’s easy to break up.” He Zhu was very interested, and the two whispered for a while.Xiangge heard rustling noises on Hezhu's body, and suddenly saw a small black head protruding from her pocket, and then the thing quickly climbed onto Hezhu's shoulder and fell onto the table. It turned out to be a gecko, "You Bring it with you?" Xiangge asked strangely. "There are more." He reached out and took out a small snake and put it on the table.The snake coiled up, with its head upright, and looked very obedient without moving, but the gecko climbed onto Hezhu's shoulder, rolling its big eyes like Xiaomi's.He Zhu said lightly: "I came from raising poisonous insects. These are good things, they don't bite people. You are fine, if those ladies see you, you don't know how to call them." Xiangge asked curiously: "How about Hui Shu?" Is she afraid?" He Zhu said: "She is used to seeing it, so she is not afraid. She hates this family, but actually hates me. I know what she is thinking, and one day she will go far away." Xiangge suddenly said: " People say you know how to release Gu, can you charm people and listen to your command?" He Zhu raised his face, shook his hand and said, "I can't say it, I can't say it. It will be a big disaster." In fact, He Zhu himself understands that the so-called Gu means nothing. Let many poisonous insects fight each other, and the last survivor is of course highly poisonous, and it is not a problem to use it to injure people's lives. As for poisoning people with just a finger, it is really nonsense.There is still this industry now, most of the products are used as medicine, and no one cares about other evils. Hezhu raises these things just to be different, so Yan Liangzu don't forget Mengchun wine. As for Lu Xiangge, her ability is not in raising poisonous substances, but in scheming.Her future is to marry a good family. If she talks about marriage with a decent family in China, her past will be a big obstacle.She has several American boyfriends now.Americans have different ideas. They don't pursue the past, but only focus on the present.Paul has recently become familiar with her, and he is also listed as a peripheral. Xiangge thinks that he has good qualifications and good looks, and he is innocent. He is the kind who can be arrested. From the poison in front of him to the prey, and to his own occupation, he asked He Zhu if he would like a cup of coffee. "I don't like these foreign things, you don't know?" He Zhu said, reaching out to brush the gecko on his shoulder into his pocket, and then picked up the little snake, "Leave this for your company!" Xiangge stepped back One step, and kept saying that he didn't dare to take it. "I have something for you." Turning around, she took out a box of cosmetics, which was a set of Pond's powder cream.At that time, a bottle of Pond's was already a luxury item, such a complete set of boxes made Hezhu very happy, she almost asked Xiangge if he wanted poison, she could supply it. After sending off the lotus beads, Xiangge came to the kitchen to arrange business for the afternoon.She and two helping girls worked together, and after a while, the shop was filled with the aroma of coffee, and the snacks were bought ready-made from Guanshengyuan.A new screen was placed at the corner of the store, with vivid paintings of peonies, peonies and other flowers and trees.The small shop has added some twists and turns, coupled with soft music, it is quite attractive.After a while, the guests came one after another.Two young people who dropped out of school to run the Burma Road came in and sat by the window.Seeing that they were acquaintances, Xiangge came over to say hello, and the two whispered that there was another batch of cosmetics, such as Pond's face cream, Miss Buddha lipstick, perfume, nail polish, etc., and asked if they wanted it. If you don't have cash, you can put it on consignment .Xiangge snorted and said that this little money is still available, and their goods are on the jeep outside the door, with four kerosene tanks, so they moved to the backyard, and quickly cleaned them up.The two said: "It's very troublesome to cross the border, and the American military vehicles are much more convenient." Xiangge said: "Cosmetics are easy to sell, and other things can also be discussed." It's easy for you to be frightened." Xiangge laughed and said, "When the motor starts, you'll get ten thousand taels of gold. It's worth suffering a little bit." Sending the two away, he came to the front again.The lights had already been turned on by this time, and there were more guests, most of whom were junior U.S. military officers with their female companions. They not only drank coffee, but also drank alcohol.Wine is also a new item recently added, and there are not many types.Since the addition of wine, the store has become more crowded, and Xiangge intends to expand the store.She was flabbergasted back and forth, holding a cup and plate in her hand, dealing with guests, and thinking about development plans intermittently in her mind.Suddenly I had an idea that I could combine developing myself with destroying others. In the dead of night, Lu Xiangge is sitting by the bed. Her plan to combine the two has been completed. The first step is to borrow money from Paul. She wants to describe her dream, which is to open a dance hall. If Paul is willing to borrow money, Tan Taixuan will definitely be unhappy , which is the first step.There is a second step, a third step, and careful planning.She fell asleep quickly and slept soundly. Xuanzi hadn't seen Paul for a few days. Once when Paul came, she was not at home, so she left a note saying that the consulate had a record concert and asked her if she could go.She didn't reply either.But she often thinks about McPaul, wants to see him, but is too lazy.The warm feelings between them have passed, and now there are some too rational considerations.On this day, I walked past the Green Sleeve Cafe at work and walked in, wanting to drink a cup of coffee to refresh myself. The cafe was still very dark, and there were no customers yet. I only felt some noise behind the newly added screen.Xuanzi walked over and saw two men and women talking in a low voice very close, it was Paul and Lu Xiangge.When Xiangge saw Xuanzi coming, he leaned his head on Paul's shoulder and stopped like this for a few seconds. Xuanzi felt that it was longer than a century.Paul suddenly became alert, stood up, walked towards Xuanzi, still smiling cutely, and said: "Let's drink coffee together. I was originally going to the university, so I came in and had a sit when I passed here." "I That’s right, it’s somehow a strange coincidence,” Xuanzi said calmly.Paul poured milk and sugar for her, "Anything to do tonight?" "I have to work overtime until twelve o'clock at night." Xuanzi smiled, Paul opened his blue eyes and said, "Are you angry? I'm not wrong." Miss, I said that I used Baoshan coffee today, which is very good, even though it is a local product. They sat for a while, and Paul sent Xuanzi to the provincial capital. Both of them were bored on the road, and Paul explained: "I am not wrong. A woman in Lu Xiangge has no relatives. I think it is very difficult to do what she is now. She I want to borrow a sum of money to expand the cafe, and I am willing to help." Xuanzi felt that an ice wall was rising between them, and the wall was rising step by step like the steps under her feet.Xuanzi still spoke peacefully.When they broke up in front of the provincial capital, Paul asked about this weekend's activities, Xuanzi smiled and shook her head.Paul looked at her steadfastly, and said softly, "It seems that things are not very good." Xuanzi felt sore, and made that difficult decision. Their differences in concept came from the root, and I am afraid it will be difficult to agree in this life. Xuanzi finally broke up with McPaul, not even reaching the step of getting engaged.