Chapter 10 Chapter Three (3)

The topic begins with a recent long trip.The long-distance bus is really crowded, the mountain road is bumpy, and it often breaks down, so I can't get to the top on time. I dare not drive when I see an airplane, so I can only park under the roadside tree.Once the car broke down, and it was parked on the side of the road for two days, not going to the village or going to the store. Everyone was so hungry that they all searched out the food they had brought and gave it to the driver, fearing that he would starve and be unable to drive.Wei Feng said and sighed: "Chinese people have suffered too much, this is really nothing." Bi Chu said: "Xueyan was spoiled and spoiled since she was a child, how can she bear this?" Xueyan smiled and said: "Human She is very resilient, and there is nothing unbearable to say at any step. What we have experienced can't be finished in three days and three nights." When her lips opened and closed, there was a flash of light, and her teeth were still white.

Zhao Er came over and said that there was a room above the gate for storing household items, with wooden boards, enough for two people to sleep.Thank you very much.When the meal was over, Mei was in charge of washing the dishes, and Xiao Wa would of course help.When the adults went upstairs, Feng and Xue saw that although everything was simple, it was very clean, because they said: "In such a troubled world, it is enviable to have a room that can shelter from the wind and rain." Bi Chu looked at him and asked Xue Yan why Leaving Beiping at that time, Xueyan said: "I went to the countryside of Hebei in October last year." "I must know the cause of my late father's death?" Bichu asked tremblingly.Xueyan stood up and said, "Fifth Aunt knows?" Fuzhi said, "I received the obituary, but I don't know the reason for his death." Xueyan said: "I've been thinking about this, thinking about what you guys would say when I see you. ""Tell the truth." Fuzhi stroked Bichu's shoulder.Xueyan said clearly: "The old man committed suicide." Everyone stood up, and Fuzhi repeated: "It was suicide!" This was exactly what he estimated.Bi Chu burst into tears, and the table was wet a lot.Xueyan then said that the old man Lu refused to take up a false position, and the enemy persecuted him, but resisted with his death.He also said: "My father participated in the funeral affairs, and came back to say that Mr. Lu gave up his life for righteousness. His righteousness is so small that the younger generation will not be able to learn it." He also shed tears.Bi Chu suddenly asked: "What about the coffin? Is it parked at home?" Xueyan hesitated for a moment, and said: "The Japanese feared that it might be fake, so after opening the coffin for inspection, it was transported out for cremation." "Burn it!" Bi Chu didn't agree Wept, and sneered: "It's clean!"

Everyone was silent for a while, Xueyan cried: "My uncle and aunt don't know, my father would rather die than die, and he has become the chairman of the North China Federation of Literary and Art Circles." The cheongsam covered her face with both hands, and her arms were exposed from the wide sleeves. She was really skinny. Although her hair was combed evenly, it was as dry and yellow as dry grass.Feeling sad, she hurriedly helped her to sit down, and said: "Good boy, good boy." Wei Feng held Xueyan's hand.Fuzhi paced around the hut for a few steps, and said loudly: "Jing Yao is weak, he should definitely come out with us!" He paused for a moment, turned around, and said, "The older generation has passed away. Let's talk about our own Let's do it." Bichu asked Zhao Lianxiu and other situations.Xueyan said it, and said that she brought Lu Xiangge along with her.Bi Chu was slightly startled, and said: "Bringing the Xiangge? Where is she? Didn't she cause trouble for you?" I guess so."

Suddenly Mei and Xiaowa ran upstairs, but Bichu sent them to sleep in the inner room.The four of them had a long talk with the lights on. Wei Feng escaped from Peiping in July 1937, and first did some clerical work for the guerrillas in Hebei, and then went to Yan'an with a group of anti-Japanese students in autumn.Everyone was full of patriotic enthusiasm and revolutionary ambitions, and felt that the sky in Yan'an was particularly blue, the water of the Yanhe River was exceptionally clear, and people in gray uniforms who walked on the street were very friendly.After staying in the guest house for a while, most of the people who came with me were either working or studying, and were assigned a place to go. Only Wei Fen had no arrangements for a long time.Acquaintances commented that Wei Feng is already a teacher, and he is a science subject. He has done underground work in Beiping, so there must be something suitable for him.After a while, the organization talked to him and confirmed that he was the cultural teacher of the Anti-Japanese University.The person in charge of the conversation urged: "You not only teach culture, but also learn from workers, peasants and soldiers." Of course, Wei Feng agreed very much.

He has a busy job and teaches the equivalent of junior high school math.The students range from sixteen to seventeen to thirty or forty years old.There are a few little ghosts who came from the Long March Road. They are very smart. Although they haven't studied for a few days, they understand quickly.Wei Feng compiled several sets of textbooks for students of different levels in the class.He doesn't think doing these things is overkill, he just thinks that he can't shoot a gun and farm, and it's good to be able to play some role indirectly.He was very serious, and almost had a sense of sacredness. These students will be officers at all levels in the army in the future, and they will fight the Japanese devils!The students also welcome him very much, saying that he understands the lectures and has no airs.His life is simple, and his mind tries not to think complicated things.The past days became more and more indifferent, only the shadow of Xueyan was deeply in his heart.

In various institutions, besides him as a teaching assistant, there are also young teachers from Peiping, Shanghai, and Tianjin, and everyone inevitably talks together more often.Some people jokingly called these people the professor's club.One evening, a few people walked along the Yanhe River and talked about current affairs for a while, because there was little news and there was not much to talk about.A Shanghainese took out a few dates from his pocket and distributed them to everyone, and they couldn't help talking about eating them.Everyone has their own food that they especially miss. People from Peking miss the hot-boiled mutton and bean juice, and those from Shanghai miss the very thin and sticky bowl of two big glutinous rice balls.As they talked, the topic turned to the meals they were sending to their stomachs every day.One said: "We eat the big stove, and we don't know what the middle and small stoves are." The other said: "If you let you eat the big stove, you don't care about others." The other said: "But we are not students anymore, and we have our own food. Specialties, there must be some differences." A teacher Ding from Shanghai said: "I don't care what I eat, but I have to learn from workers, peasants and soldiers. I can't stand it. I come here to contribute myself. I don’t think this is the place where knowledge is the least respected.” As soon as these words came out, everyone suddenly fell silent.After a while, a literary theorist from Tianjin said: "Only knowledge is not enough. You must have a correct outlook on life and the world. Only by learning from workers, peasants and soldiers can you walk the right path." Lao Ding laughed and said, "You can Do you know that Lenin said that the serious problem lies in educating the peasants?" The words were not speculative, and after a few words, they broke up.

A few days later, Lao Ding's unit held a criticism meeting, which included people from the "Professor Club". The road of resistance against Japan.After a while of approval, someone raised the issue of the professors' club, saying that such a small circle could only erode the cause of revolution, and the "club members" were all in a cold sweat.The chairman asked Wei Fen to speak, but Wei Fen was perfunctory.A few days later, Lao Ding came to Wei Feng and said he wanted to leave Yan'an.Although he didn't say it explicitly, the implication was to persuade Wei Feng to consider it.Later, the "club" left a few more people.Wei Feng couldn't fall asleep for several nights, sitting up thinking, watching the moonlight outside the cave getting thicker and weaker.He also thinks it is wrong to disrespect knowledge, but that will change sooner or later.What is rare is that there are unanimous ideals here. In addition to the short-term goal of overthrowing Japanese imperialism, there is also the long-term goal of building socialism where everyone is equal.His physics can't do it.He has to look again.

After that, Wei Feng didn't have much contact with people in his original circle.On the contrary, I sometimes go to work in the fields with the students and talk about it, which is quite harmonious.One day, after his class, he was explaining algebra problems to a student on a big rock under a tree. Someone came up to him, patted him on the shoulder, and said, "Is this Comrade Wei Fen?" Old Shen, who led him in Peiping, was overjoyed.Old Shen had a student status at a Chinese university to cover his work when he was in Beijing, and he looked to be in his thirties.Wei Feng had contacted him several times, and finally heard that he arranged to complete the liaison task and escaped from Peiping.Old Shen smiled and said: "We have met several times, I'm afraid you don't remember." Then he said his current name, which was the name of the comrade in charge of the management agency affairs announced recently.They shake hands.Old Shen said: "I know you are a reliable comrade." He seemed to know all aspects of Wei Fen very well, and didn't ask general questions such as living habits or not.Wei Feng said: "If I can arrange a time, I would like to talk to you." Old Shen said: "I'm looking for you." After saying a few words about the situation, he walked away.

A few days later, another comrade in charge talked to Wei Feng, saying that the radio station needed a technician and that he should be transferred. He studied physics and could use his knowledge.Wei Feng hurriedly declared that he studied optics and did not understand radio. The comrade in charge gave him a half-believing look and said that a dignified graduate from a university graduate school would not know how to make a radio. Isn't it a joke, let's try it.It was not difficult for Wei Feng to think about it, so she agreed.Moving on the same day, moving to a higher place on the hillside, this is somewhat symbolic, he has upgraded.After I settled my luggage, I went to see the director.It happened that the radio station was broken, and several people were overhauling it. They said it had been repaired for two days. They were very happy to see him.Wei Feng joined the battle immediately, and it took about an hour to repair everything.He quickly got familiar with the work, proposed some new methods, and the radio station was able to operate normally for a long time, sending out the voice of Yan'an to all parts of the country.Wei Feng remembered how nervous and excited he was when he listened to the Communist Party's proclamations and sent them to various families at the beginning of the Anti-Japanese War!Now I actually contribute a little bit for the normal broadcast of the news, but I don't feel very excited.He is also very cautious, and never asks about things outside the scope of his work, and he still teaches a few classes at the Anti-University University, so that he can distance himself from all aspects.

At that time, there were many young people from all over the country to participate in the revolution. The young people got along day and night, and it was inevitable that they would have emotional entanglements. Some developed smoothly and became husband and wife;Several young women fell in love with Wei Feng and often came to his cave.Wei Feng was very annoyed, so she wrote a wedding notice of Wei Feng and Ling Xueyan with a brush, which was published in various newspapers in Peking in July 1937. She made a frame with wooden boards and hung it on the wall.But Xueyan on the paper is not very powerful, and it still makes people ask endlessly.Wei Feng originally thought that Xueyan couldn't bear the revolutionary life, and now life was more stable, so she thought it would be better to be together no matter what.

One evening, when Wei Feng came back from Kangda University, a person walked towards him on the road.Because it is on the slope, it looks extraordinarily tall.His hair was combed all the way back, his forehead was broad, and he looked very majestic in his calm.Seeing Wei Feng coming up, the man asked, "Student, what do you do?" Wei Feng answered.The man asked again: "Do I need to introduce myself?" "No, of course I know you." "Then, introduce yourself. Which city are you from?" The University, rather admiringly, immediately asked: "I'm asking you alone, I don't know if I know you. ——Meng Yue, Meng Fuzhi, do you know me?" Wei Feng was very surprised, which means that everyone in Lun University naturally knows Mr. Meng.The person opposite said: "I want to talk to him, if nothing else, just talk." He laughed and walked past Wei Feng, saying: "Bring my lover here, why be a Cowherd and a Weaver Girl!" Wei Feng didn't regard this as the highest instruction at that time, and was still hesitating.One day, Li Yuming suddenly appeared in his cave, and finally decided to pick up Xueyan. Li Yuming often travels to the Pingjin area, and his task is to transport various medicines and daily necessities.The groom and the best man met, and the two looked at each other with emotion for a moment. Yuming said in the first sentence: "I have been to Xiangsu Xiejie several times." Case.Wei Feng said: "The old man is admirable. If Ling doesn't leave Beiping, this is an inevitable fate. It's just Xueyan, how will Xueyan live! She must be picked up!" "I'll go!" Li Yuming said generously. So, there was a note of "Xuexue, you come!"After several months, it was in Xueyan's hands. Xueyan printed these words on her heart and destroyed the note.She and Lu Xiangge followed Li Yuming through Anci County smoothly, and then rode a cart and donkey to a remote and unintentional small village. Along the way, Xueyan was calm about everything, answered some interrogations calmly, and had no complaints about the simple and bad food and accommodation.Especially in a small town on the way, Xiangge fell ill and lay on the kang for two days, not thinking about eating or drinking.Xueyan took care of her like a real nurse, bought some white flour at a high price to make a bowl of batter for her, sprinkled a little salt, sesame oil and chopped green onion, slightly different from the paste, and advised her to eat it no matter what.After Xiangge ate, he regained his energy and began to cry, saying that if he knew this earlier, he might as well not have come out in Peiping, and he didn't suffer such a crime in his hometown.Xueyan worked hard to tidy up Zhang Luo patiently.Seeing that there was still some batter in the pot, Li Yuming ate it. Yuming thought it was the best food in his life. On the road, they hired a small donkey. Xueyan asked Xiangge to ride it. After walking for a while, Yuming suggested to take turns, but Xueyan refused to ride. Xiangge jumped off, helped Xueyan onto the donkey, and said softly: "Wei Ma'am, you are a good man." Looking at Xueyan's pale face that was almost transparent, Yuming said in his heart: "You are the Holy Mother." After walking for two days, the Xiangge was completely healed.He is still very attentive to Li Yuming and takes good care of Xueyan.She is a smart person, she can do whatever she wants to do.But she showed surprise and disappointment from time to time. She brought up the idea of ​​"people go to high places" for discussion, and she didn't understand how Miss Ling——Ms. Wei could endure such hardship. Xueyan is of course a mortal, and the environment is a huge test for her.What she can't bear the most is the harassment of bugs in the small shop, and the toilet with nowhere to go, and even the few shaded toilets. Tears sometimes come out of her eyes, and she has to wipe them away quickly, otherwise she will get chilblains.It's not that she doesn't feel suffering, but her heart can overcome these sufferings.She was running for her half, for reunion, and for the ideal of cleaning up the broken mountains and rivers.She is not Ling Jingyao's daughter, she is Wei Feng's wife.That meant a strong empathy for the rough life in the countryside. Xueyan couldn't explain this to Xiangge, and sometimes said some principles of anti-Japanese, which seemed to be dogma, Xiangge just curled her lips and smiled, the smile was still bright.Gradually, Li Yuming doubted whether it was appropriate for her to go to the liberated area.Under her quickness and vivacity, she seemed to have something solidified, not like a young man under twenty years old. Li Yuming has been sending them to the destination - this small village in the col.This is the transfer station.When Yuming parted, he explained to Xueyan the things to pay attention to, saying that if Xiangge could not go to Yan'an, he could find a way to go to the rear.It was snowing heavily that day, and the sky and the ground were completely white. Xueyan sent him to the intersection, a little worried that it would be too difficult to go on the road in such weather.Yuming couldn't wait, he had already wasted a lot of time, for Wei Feng and Xueyan, and for gaining more strength.Now he has to go, and there are tasks.It's just that the next person who will walk with Xueyan will arrive at some point, and she has to deal with everything around her.But Xueyan is reassuring, she is so smart, so brave, and - so beautiful. Xueyan was wearing a purple cotton jacket bought on the way, standing on the snow, looking at him. "Thank you, Li Yuming. Be careful on the road, and I will say this for Wei Feng." She smiled and stretched out her hand to say goodbye.Li Yuming held this gentle little hand, leaned over suddenly, and kissed the back of the hand. Xueyan was a little surprised, but she wasn't surprised.She knows how bitter they are and how much they need warmth.Say, "I know, you are our true friend." "You don't know." Li Yuming said in his heart, took a step back with a smile, turned around and walked out from the mountain depression, leaving a series of footprints, which were soon covered by the snow that kept falling. Ling and Lu settled down in a farmhouse, waiting for Wei Feng's next arrangement.This farmer's surname is Wang, there is an old couple, and the son goes out to run a small business in winter.A very short daughter-in-law who seems to have not developed well, took her grandson to Shuanzhu, and put shoe soles on the kang every day.The stitches are even and fine.Xueyan was very envious, saying that it is a virtue to be a good needleworker.Xiangge said: "That's much easier than being able to read and write. I haven't worn the soles of my shoes for many years. When I got to the place,"—she hesitated for a moment because she didn't know where the place was—"I gave You and Mr. Wei each make a pair of shoes." Xueyan said, "I'm afraid I'll have to ask you to be my teacher." Xueyan often goes to help the daughter-in-law cook or take care of the children.Xiangge objected, saying: "We gave the money. Ask her if she has seen so much money!" Hearing this, the daughter-in-law gave her a squinting look and did not answer.Xueyan didn't bring a book, and even though she had a pen and paper, she didn't dare to write anything.Helping with things makes me feel better.She also used thick thread to weave a vest for the child. She was not clever enough to knit it together and put it on for the child. The three adults in the Wang family were very happy. Xiangge refused to work, and went out to visit every day, which can also be said to be doing research in the countryside.One day, the daughter-in-law whispered to Xueyan: "The girl who came with you said that you are the lady of the landlord's family, and she is ordering the girl. This is not good." At that time, the landlord had not been criticized, but it was getting out of fashion.Xueyan hurriedly said: "My family is not a landlord, but a teacher. Besides, if I come out alone, it has nothing to do with the family." The daughter-in-law nodded and said, "Yes, I know. You are looking for a husband from thousands of miles away, and the family will not let you out. After three high-fives , like Wang Baochuan." Later, Xueyan tactfully asked Xiangge to visit less and talk less.Xiangge restrained himself for a few days, and moved around even more vigorously.Not only did he go out by himself, but some people came to look for him.The Wang family felt disgusted, and told Xueyan that it would be best to discuss with the village chief and change the house.Xueyan pleaded repeatedly before she was finally allowed to live. In a blink of an eye, the end of the year.One day, Xueyan was sitting on the kang, and suddenly heard a man's voice outside the door, thinking that it was someone looking for Xiangge again, but when she heard Wang's daughter-in-law run into the courtyard, the man also entered the door.The daughter-in-law urged Shuan Zhu to call Dad, and it turned out that the son of the Wang family had returned.Xueyan lifted up the floral cloth that was used as the curtain, and saw Wang's son carrying a basket and holding a rattle in his hand, and handed it to Shuanzhu.Holding the child, he tilted his head and hesitated for a moment, and opened his hands to hug him. The man picked up the son, calling his father and mother in his mouth, and entered the house with his wife to the sound of soft drums.Xueyan watched with tears streaming down her face, trying not to let herself cry out. Not long after Xiangge came back, when she found out, she went to the north house to see, and heard her talking and laughing. She came back to the house after a while, and said that the Wang family was so happy that she drank two or two glasses of wine, and I drank half of it. .He also said that Wang's son was good-looking, much better than his wife.Xueyan smiled and said, you can see clearly. The name of the son of the Wang family is Wang Yi, and the name was chosen for the sake of convenience rather than esoteric.The yard has changed a lot since he came back.The crooked wall was repaired, and the hen was clucking very energetically.Xiangge doesn't go out much, and often helps Xiao Wang and his wife do this and that.Xueyan sits withered all day, living like years, only hoping that someone will come to pick her up. Spring came to the valley unknowingly, the small river by the village turned into round holes, and the ice hanging down the slope was dripping with water.Xueyan secretly planned that if she didn't see anyone coming to pick her up after a while, she would leave here and go to Xi'an, and try to contact her again.She discussed with Xiangge, Xiangge smiled and said: "What a coincidence. I am planning to leave. But I am not with you, but with Wang Yi. The king will take me away!" She was very proud, raised her head, eyes bright.Xueyan was taken aback for a moment, then calmed down immediately, and asked them how to move.Xiangge said that she didn't know, anyway, Wang Yi was with her. Xueyan knew that she couldn't control Xiangge's actions, and didn't want to beg her, so she asked Wang Yi for directions.Wang Yi pointed out that it is possible to go west to Shanxi. Although it is difficult to walk all the way through the mountains, it is safe.He said frankly that Xiangge wanted to go with him, and they went to the county town to sell goods, not to Shanxi.Sure enough, Wang Yi had a well-proportioned figure, straight eyebrows, and a shrewd person.The farmers in the north probably gained many advantages due to the mixed blood of various nationalities.That night Xueyan heard Wang Yi and his wife quarreling, and the short daughter-in-law cried out: "You are bewitched! How can you take a woman with you in a business! Don't you see what kind of goblin that is! Put our mother and son together with our parents. They can all be eaten!" Wang Yi was very calm, and only said that he asked him to help bring them around, what kind of heart are you!Xueyan listened, worried for the few people in this small courtyard. Xiangge wants to act on its own, the words have been made clear.These days, she has been very affectionate to Xueyan. Her reasoning is, I don’t know when we will see each other again, so don’t let the Meng family hate me.Rushing to serve Xueyan soup and water, Xueyan was very moved.He warned: "Although you have Xiao Wang as your companion on the road, you must be careful in everything and follow the rules. Xiao Wang's family, the old and the young, should persuade him to come back. You should go to the back to find the fifth aunt. Appropriate." Xiangge replied: "Who else would I go to if I don't go to them?" Xueyan offered her one hundred and fifty yuan as a fee, but she didn't give in, she reached out and took it.He asked again: "You can't wear that little purple dress anymore, shall I wear it away?" Xueyan nodded, watching her sewing the money into the lapel with a needle and thread with a smile, thinking that what would happen if she stayed in this Yegu mountain village by herself in the future? No one knows what's going on, and it's really confusing. A few days later, Xiangge said to Xueyan: "The village head invites you to go, I think there is some news." Xueyan hurriedly picked a firewood to lean on, and walked past the stalls on the short street Muddy, go to the village chief's house.The village head was surprised and said: "No, I didn't find you. I think the message was wrong." Xueyan hurried back, wanting to ask what happened.Unexpectedly, before they got to the door, they saw the short daughter-in-law jumping and crying in front of the door, and Lao Wang and his wife were trying to persuade her.It turned out that Wang Yi and Lu Xiangge had already left. There is nothing to say for a few months, and things come as they are said.On the third day, the village head suddenly brought several students to Wang's house, they were the companions arranged by Li Yuming to travel with Xueyan, two of them were female students from Tianjin, and two male students were from Northeast China. "There is no unparalleled road." Xueyan thought, she couldn't stand the long-awaited hope coming before her eyes. The village chief said that spring is coming, and the enemy may want to mop them up, so let them leave quickly.Before leaving, Xueyan gave the Wang family one hundred yuan, and the old couple thanked them a lot, saying that apart from chewing grains, it was enough for their coffin.Xueyan told Shuanzhu to study.The short daughter-in-law cried and said: "Everyone is their own business, I don't blame you." Xueyan's eyes were red, who should they blame! Lao Xing, a student from the Northeast, knew the way, so he crossed the mountains westward to Shanxi.At that time, the World War II area was under the administration of Yan Xishan, where there were reception stations to receive the anti-Japanese forces from all sides, and there were long-distance buses leading to various towns.With this goal in mind, everyone bid farewell to Wangcun with high spirits.The road became more and more difficult and dangerous. Not only were there big rocks and small rocks and potholes, but there was also water everywhere.A female student had blisters on her feet, which were red and swollen, and she was sitting on the side of the road crying.Xueyan comforted her.Lao Xing said to Xueyan: "I heard that you are the jewel in the palm of the richest man in Peking. You are not afraid of hardship." Xueyan smiled and did not answer.It was not until the evening of the second day that we went up to the mountain ridge.I saw patches of flames in several mountain fields in the distance, making the mountains red.Looking at it, the Northeast student suddenly shouted: "This is the raid by the Japanese devils! Isn't Wang Village on fire over there!" Everyone understood that they had to stand and watch, and they didn't know what to do.One said, go to the base area quickly, so that you can participate in the anti-Japanese work as soon as possible.Xueyan wondered what happened to the landlord's family.It was later learned that the enemy raided seven villages this time, leaving no dogs or dogs wherever they went, and both Lao Wang and his wife were killed.The short daughter-in-law fled to the mountains with Shuanzhu and the villagers, leaving a root for the Wang family. Xueyan waited and hurried away for more than ten days, and when they arrived at a market, there were actually several restaurants, the lights were dim, but it made people feel warm.Northeast students said to eat some hot soup.When everyone entered the room, a student saw several bottles on the table, took it up and smelled it, it was vinegar, and couldn't help saying loudly that he was in Shanxi!Everyone looked and smelled the vinegar bottle.Xueyan sat down, feeling dizzy, and didn't even have the strength to look at the vinegar bottle.After a while, I felt someone sitting next to me, very close to her.When she reluctantly turned her face to look, she immediately rubbed her eyes, looked carefully again, and then threw herself on the man's shoulder and passed out. It's Wei Feng!Wei Feng came to pick her up. Wei Fen worked in the radio station for a period of time and did a great job.But something went wrong, and the director was quite wary of him.Behind his back, how could the traitor's son-in-law stay in such an important institution.Before long, Old Shen said to Wei Feng, those who need to do propaganda work in developing base areas in Northwest Shanxi, you can go and exercise yourself.Wei Feng had no objection, thinking that Xueyan came from Shanxi, so she could pick her up.A few days later, Lao Shen said that there was a new arrangement.There are many young people in the Liberated Areas, and some of them may still be suitable for working in the Kuomintang-controlled areas.You were originally a teacher at Minglun University, and you can expand your influence in the school when you return to Minglun.He patted Wei Fen on the shoulder, and said, this is perfect for you, I am so happy for you!And agreed that he would go to the World War II zone to pick up his lover first, and then go to Kunming. Wei Feng and Xueyan recognized each other under the dim light.Lao Xing figured out what was going on, and hurriedly found a room for them to let Xueyan rest.Xueyan woke up and saw Wei Feng leaning over to look at her, stroking her hair with one hand.The two knew it was not a dream, but they still felt that it was a dream, and they held each other's hand tightly.I'm afraid that if you let go, everything will disappear. "Fifth Uncle, Fifth Aunt." Wei Feng said to Fuzhi and his wife, "When we are together, all the hardships are not so serious." The big rooster crowed in the yard, and the pigs got up and walked around.It was daylight. endless river water Fen, I'm talking to you.This is the first time we have separated in the past six months. It is the ninth day that you accompanied Mr. Zhuang to send students to neighboring counties, and I think it has been too long.Thinking about the days of separation before, I really don't know how to bear it. The water in the Mang River is very clear, and it flows quickly and slowly. Did you notice it?The closer it is to the city the slower it flows.By this river, we finally have a home.Standing in front of the house, we could see the river flowing among the green trees. We walked along the Mang River to Longwei Village, found our relatives, and found a place to settle down along the Mang River. When you meet Mr. Zhuang and Daila, you will be able to describe our new home.Although this small west wing room is dilapidated, it is enough to shelter from the wind and rain.Don't forget that we can see a border of colorful flowers through the window.It was the neighbor's small "garden". Mr. Mi and Mrs. Mi were kind and interesting people.Originally, the dealer wanted us to live in the west, where there are houses.In fact, Luoyanpo is very ideal, and it is close to the fifth aunt. You say that I am like a fairy with a magic wand, making our little nest constantly changing.Let me tell you, during the few days you have been away from home, our home has changed again.A dozen scraps of kerosene tanks made our beds, tables, stools, and now a sofa!Didn't expect that?The wooden box with no boards on both sides was covered with dry corn leaves and covered with a cloth. I sat very comfortably, like a cradle.It's a pity that you can't sit in. If you try to sit in, you might feel like you're on a splint.The table made of two boxes was covered with a floral tablecloth sent by Mrs. Mi, with frills, and in the middle was a pot-bellied earthen pot filled with wild flowers.As soon as you come back and enter the door, you will definitely say repeatedly: "Our lovely little nest! Our beautiful home!" Fen, we can live in our own country, and we can freely arrange this small and humble place, in this place full of In a world of suffering, among the many unfortunate people, we are really a pair of lucky birds. I should tell my parents about my new life, but where are my parents?I've dug them out of my heart.There is a huge, irreparable hole, full of blood, tears and bitterness.Sometimes you pat me on the head and say, just think about them, just tell them, blood is unbroken.You are tolerant and generous.I couldn't get rid of the sharp pain. Xuexue, do you hate me?Did you hear dad moaning? I heard Dad asking. My dear parents, poor parents.I am Xuexue, I am not a subjugated slave, I am a free Xuexue. If I were still at home in Peking, I probably wouldn't be working.The superficial comfort is actually a big cage.Now I'm going to work, and I'm about to get a job.Fen, aren't you proud of me?This is the most important thing I have to tell you.The day after you left, I went to see my fifth aunt, and I met Xia Zhengsi. He came over with Mr. Xiao. During the conversation, he mentioned that the Department of Foreign Languages ​​needed a French teacher. Xia Zhengsi also had to teach French in addition to a few English classes. Looking for someone to help.He asked me casually, have you ever studied French?I worked up the courage and said "yes".You know Dad thinks that's the most beautiful language and taught me from elementary school.After graduating from secondary school, the two years of living in Paris, although the school I attended was not strict, also helped me.We talked in French. After talking for about half an hour, I was able to handle it with ease, and I remembered everything I needed to use.Mr. Xia asked happily: "Do you like poetry?" "I do, but it's too far away for me." Musset's poem, "Tonight, passing through the meadows, / I saw on the path, / A flower quivering and withering, / It was a pale briar. / There was a green bud around it Beside, / Swaying gently on the branch; / I saw a new flower blooming; / The youngest is the most beautiful: / The same is true of people, always changing with each passing day." Ask me who is the author.I answered, and said the topic "August Night".He shook my hand and said, "I think you can do it, and I recommend you!" How lucky I am! Two days later, I handed in an essay about the small village of Luoyanpo. Many of my ideas came from Mei. Can you imagine?I expressed them in French, it was so appropriate, I sent it to the city myself, Mr. Xia appreciated it very much, and he took me to see the head of the department.His name seems to be Wang Dingyi.Mr. Wang is thin and serious. He said he wants to listen to Mr. Xia's opinion.Mr. Xia winked at me.It is said that I am not alone in wanting the teaching assistant position.I think I have the least experience, the worst homework, and I am not from a major, but I have the most hope. I'm going to be your colleague.Originally, Minglun did not allow couples to go to the same school, so temporary teaching is always allowed! When Mrs. Mi sent the tablecloth, there was also a small cake that she baked herself, of course I will keep it for you.The three of us were talking in the yard.They are fluent in English, and Mr. Mi can also speak French, but unfortunately I can't speak German.By the way, there was another person during the conversation, you must have guessed it, that is Liu.It squats on the ground and looks at whoever speaks. Its ears are very expressive. When it is happy, it presses back, and when it is excited, it stands up.If it interjects, I think everyone will think it should be so, and it will not be strange. There was a plane flying over this morning, and there was another alarm in the city.After the plane passed by, Luoyanpo was still so quiet, it seemed to be forgotten by the world, only the sound of the small waterfall could be heard far away.Such a difficult time, such a difficult life, it is a good thing to forget. Await your return.Overcooked porridge, too salty and too bland vegetables are the most delicious to you, aren't they?Even the green vegetables are too burnt to bite, what a great skill!You said that, didn't you? Await your return.After reading a few pages of the French textbook lent by Mr. Xia and Shao Kelu, I slowly approached the emotion that was already very far away, at least don't let it drift far away.Fortunately, I didn't study hard when I was studying psychology, but I read a lot of novels and poems.I lack strict training, I told Mr. Xia.He smiled and said, "I will fire you when I find out." It's another day.You'll be back in the afternoon.Guess what I did just now?I went to do the laundry.The pool of water at the entrance of the village!How happy everyone would be if there was such a pool of water in Wangcun.The water is very clear, the bottom cannot be seen at the depth, and the near shore is very shallow. It is just right to put a small bench on the stone and sit and wash things.It's really interesting to watch the river turn into a small waterfall and fall here.The water is flowing continuously, just like the continuation of life has no end. Looking at the splashing water, I feel that it is alive. A sister-in-law touched my laundry, looked closely, was a little surprised, and said, "Coarse clothes." I said, yes, they are very comfortable.She thought about it, and those who escaped from the disaster couldn't bring good things with them.I said, what is the use of good things?As long as the family is together.Suddenly her eyes were red, big tears fell into the water, she wiped it with the back of her hand and then with wet clothes, I was stunned.she whimpered. "It's nothing to do with you. The man in our family was killed in a war in Hubei." I really don't know what to say, I can only say that he sacrificed for the country, and we all rely on them, ordinary soldiers, for protection , otherwise, the Japanese run rampant, who can live!The sister-in-law said: "My man is the platoon leader, and all the people in the platoon are dead. There are several in our village." After thinking about it, she said, "How could there be such a person, killing others, robbing others, your yard The foreigners here also escaped." I couldn't say anything to her.I think that a nation cannot be conquered by force.If a nation can be subjugated by force, it is not worthy of existence in the first place. In the water of the Mang River, there is sweat, tears, and blood that will not flow back. The water spray is still bursting and dancing, and the thin water droplets sometimes splash on the bluestone next to me.Suddenly I remembered the story, the poem of Yongxue "Sprinkling salt in the sky can be imitated", the spray is a bit like salt grains, so this village is called Luoyanpo.In fact, it can also be said to be like a small pile of snow, a small pile of fallen snow.Luoxue slope?Luoxue Slope! As I stood up, I tripped over the stool.大嫂说，可得千万小心，这个潭深得没有底，逼着龙江的。我想应该做一个栏杆，让洗衣人能扶住。不过现在谁能顾得上。有这水，就算很好了。 你应该回来了。如果芒河的水能行船，来去可以省力多了。好在天并不热。你路过龙尾村，会去看五叔他们么？我想你不会。不过也许有什么事需要去。你也不会耽搁久的，是吗？我到院门外看那潭边的坡，没有一个人。你走到哪里了？ 我对着满桌发黄的图纸写我的第一个教案。院门响了。你进门了，我不起身迎你。等着你俯在耳边问：“写什么呢？我的雪雪。”