Chapter 54 Chapter Fifty-third: Yong Ye Li Huai Xin Grief Heartbroken Full Moon Setting Sun Ancient Road Heartbreak

Yang Xingyuan stood blankly for a while, then smiled and said: "I feel that there are a lot of things to say, but I have no idea at the moment, and I don't know where to start." Li Dongqing said: "I am the same. Actually Thinking about it carefully, I didn't have anything to say." Yang Xingyuan said: "Let me think about it, but there is nothing to say." He raised his head and thought for a while.Then he said: "Your masterpiece, you didn't give it to me specifically, but write a few poems and give it to me as a commemoration of parting." Li Dongqing laughed and said, "This is still irrelevant and unrealistic." To be practical, I only have one sentence, I hope to communicate with you frequently." Li Dongqing said: "Do you always doubt that I will come if I go?" Yang Xingyuan sighed and said: "No matter what happens to me now, I am always pessimistic." Li Dongqing knew that he was depressed and couldn't comfort him, so he kicked the floor slightly, bowed his head and was speechless.Yang Xingyuan poured a cup of tea and drank it by himself, his eyes were only looking at the landscape pictures hanging on the wall.The room was suddenly silent, there was no sound at all.After a while, Yang Xingyuan sighed, put the teacup on the tea table, stood up, and paced back and forth in the room.Li Dongqing also stood up and said: "It's getting late, I'm going back." Yang Xingyuan said: "Sit a little longer, sit a little longer." Li Dongqing was persuaded by him to stay, so he had to sit down again.But they were silently facing each other without saying anything.After sitting for a while, Li Dongqing said with a smile, "I have nothing to say, so I'll go." Yang Xingyuan said, "Is there nothing wrong at home?" Li Dongqing said, "Nothing." Yang Xingyuan said, "Go home." I'm sitting here, I'm sitting here, why don't you sit for a while longer?" Li Dongqing said: "I won't leave tomorrow, why bother..." After a pause, he said: "Stay like this. You find something to do, I'll just sit for a while." Yang Xingyuan said: "I have Go pieces here, let's play a game of Go." Li Dongqing smiled and nodded.Yang Xingyuan was busy setting up the chessboard on the table, moving the lights, and started playing chess with Li Dongqing.Down a corner, it's dead.In the second corner, the situation is not good.Li Dongqing said: "Don't you make up a piece? You lost again." Yang Xingyuan touched the chess piece, the chess game was in chaos, and said with a smile: "I have lost. I can't play anymore." Li Dongqing knew that he had no intention of playing chess, so he laughed. : "My chess is not very good, why did I run away?" Yang Xingyuan said: "I don't know why, I can't even make up my eyes today. Let me tell you that there are only four corners in a game of chess, even eight corners, I can't occupy them." To live in one, instead of being completely defeated, it is better to surrender the watch first." Li Dongqing didn't bother to ask.After sitting for a while, she got up and left, saying: "We will meet tomorrow." Yang Xingyuan said: "It's still early." Although he said this sentence, he couldn't ask her to sit again, so he had to follow it.When they were delivered to the gate, the electric lights were on, illuminating both ends of the alley, which was empty.Yang Xingyuan said: "Calm down, I'll take you home." Li Dongqing said: "It's a little way, what are you afraid of?" But Yang Xingyuan said, and he sent it out.When they reached the door, Li Dongqing knocked on the door, and Wang Ma came out and opened it.

Li Dongqing stood outside the door and said to Yang Xingyuan, "You can go back." After saying "I will meet tomorrow", Yang Xingyuan came back step by step.When he reached his door, he looked back at Li Dongqing still standing there.He waved his hand and let her in.He didn't come in until the other side went in. From this day on, either Li Dongqing would come to his side, or Yang Xingyuan would go to her side.In the blink of an eye, it was another five days, and the next day was the day for Li Dongqing to leave.In the afternoon of that day, Yang Xingyuan held a farewell party for his mother and son in a nearby restaurant.After dinner, Mrs. Li and Xiao Lin'er went back, and Li Dongqing came to Yang Xingyuan's house to bid farewell for the last time.In the past few days, there is nothing to say.What's more, in the past few days, although they have seen each other closely, they are actually just chatting.At this time, in a hurry, naturally there is nothing to say.Li Dongqing just sat in the outside room for a while, said: "I want to go back and pack my luggage." Then he walked out and walked into the yard, only to see an eight-cent moon.On the top of the tree, the shadow of the tree is lying on the ground, very bright.Yang Xingyuan came out, looked up at the moon, and chanted: "There should be no hatred, why is it biased towards another time? People have sorrows and joys, and the moon has cloudy and sunny waxes and wanes. This matter is difficult in ancient times. I hope that people will live forever and share cicadas for thousands of miles. Juan." Li Dongqing listened to him recite the string of "Water Tune Getou", she was silent and left with her head down.Yang Xingyuan said: "Tomorrow I'll be there early in the morning, so I won't see you off." Li Dongqing agreed slightly, and turned around the screen to go.Yang Xingyuan leaned against the door, groaning endlessly in the shadow of the moon, and suddenly came up with a poem of Qijue silently in her heart.

The poem is: I have cut my tender heart, but I can't say goodbye, there is not much to say when I face the difference, I bow my head and go quietly under the moon, and there are countless water tunes. After reading it by myself, I went into the room, picked up a piece of paper and recorded it.After looking at the paper, there was still a small blank space, and another twenty words were inscribed: Sending someone away without saying a word, facing the wind and standing at the end of the night, the moon is about to be full, and looking across the river tomorrow night. After the recording was over, I sealed an envelope and asked the servant to go to Li's house.In the left corner of the envelope, the word "Hai Yu" was inscribed.The servant went away for a while, and came back with a piece of plain paper, which was also unsealed.When Yang Xingyuan took it to look at it, there were a few lines written crookedly on it: "Both poems make the person concerned unbearable to read. Leaning in a hurry, thoughts are like chaotic grass in autumn mountains. At this time and place, it is really impossible to reconcile. Zhibai .” Yang Xingyuan folded the writing paper and stuffed it in the bag.So I went to bed early, ready to get up early, and Li Dongqing took care of everything and helped get on the bus.But there is something in my heart, where can I sleep.Sleeping from ten o'clock to two o'clock in the next room, still awake.Instead of sleeping, I found a book and leaned on the pillow to read it. Only in this way did I wake up the Sandman.When I woke up the next day, I was afraid it would be too early, so I took out my watch under the pillow to check, but it was still past six o'clock, afraid that I would not be able to wake up after sleeping, so I got dressed and got up.At this time the page didn't get up, neither did the cook, and he didn't make a fuss. He went to the kitchen to scoop up water and wash his face.Brew a pot of tea with the ready-made boiling water on the coal stove, and drink it slowly.After waiting for a long time, it was seven o'clock.The servant got up when he heard the noise. Yang Xingyuan asked him to open the door and come to Li's house.

After knocking on the door, Wang Ma came out.Yang Xingyuan saw two red halos on her eyes at a glance.Wang Ma said: "It's so early, Mr. Yang. You see, everyone is living like a family. It makes people feel reluctant to leave." Yang Xingyuan nodded, and walked away from the window, only to see Li Dongqing and her daughter in the room Put away the basket.Li Dongqing said: "It's early, brother, you're here." Yang Xingyuan said: "I'm idle at home, so I can help a little here." Li Dongqing said: "Everything is packed, there is nothing to do." Yang Xingyuan said: "I forgot to ask, these books are stored in my place, where are these wooden furniture?" Mrs. Li said: "I originally sent Mrs. He Yes. She was affectionate and refused to ask for nothing, so she gave us three tickets. As for the rest of the odds and ends, I will give them to Wang Ma.” Yang Xingyuan thought about how to give them away without leaving anything behind. In the future, Li Dongqing Come to Beijing again, is there nothing available?

Thinking of this in my heart, I feel more and more sad that Li Dongqing in front of me will say goodbye from now on, and there will be no future.After a while, he took Xiao Lin'er's hand and said: "Little brother, when will we meet again? Maybe at that time, you will become an adult. Don't you know me?" Xiao Lin'er said: "No, I have Qian, I must take the train to Beijing to see my classmates." Yang Xingyuan smiled and said, "Can you keep your word? Don't wrong your classmates." Xiao Lin'er said: "Why should I wrong them? I won't come I can’t say it. Don’t they blame them, won’t they let me go?” Mrs. Li laughed when she heard that.Yang Xingyuan said: "It's so straightforward." Li Dongqing pursed her lips and smiled.It was only eight o'clock when Mrs. Li cleaned things up, but everyone sat quietly and chatted.Mrs. Li said: "People are like birds. At this time we are still talking and laughing together. At this time tomorrow, we will be separated by more than a thousand miles." Yang Xingyuan heard about it and looked at Li Dongqing.Li Dongqing looked back at the net basket, then lowered her head to pick up the net rope.Yang Xingyuan said: "Since I moved here, I've come to talk with my aunt when I have nothing to do. I'm used to coming here, and I want to come in after passing this door. Today my aunt is gone, and tomorrow I will walk through this door, so I have some feelings." Li At this time, Dongqing simply ignored the basket and went into the house with her head bowed.Mrs. Li said: "Let's sit and talk outside. I don't know when we will meet in the future." Li Dongqing didn't speak at first, and after a long while, he said across the room: "I have some small things, I have to look for them. It." After a long time, Li Dongqing came out.Looking up at the sky, he said, "It's getting late, let's get on the bus first." Yang Xingyuan said, "Get on the bus early, so that you don't find a seat." So he went back and called a servant to unpack the things first. When I got to the station, I made a phone call and asked for a large car to come.In less than ten minutes, the car horn rang outside the door.Wang Ma held up her sleeves, wiped her eyes, and said, "Ma'am, the car is coming." Mrs. Li, mother and son walked out of the gate together with Yang Xingyuan.Wang Ma wanted to guard the house, so she only sent it to the gate, holding on to the door frame, her eyes were red, as if she was about to shed tears.Said: "Miss, madam, be careful on the road." Li Dongqing also had red eyes, and got into the car first.Mrs. Li and Wang Ma said a few words of comfort to each other, and took Xiao Lin'er into the car.

The three of them sat in a row, Yang Xingyuan sat upside down, but Li Dongqing took out a handkerchief to wipe his eyes.Mrs. Li said: "Mother Wang and I have been like a family for many years. Once we broke up, I couldn't bear it." After hearing this, Li Dongqing felt even more uncomfortable.Mrs. Li said to Yang Xingyuan again: "Dongqing is the same as me. She is the most compassionate. When she sees someone cry, she cannot help shedding tears." Li Dongqing smiled at her mother and said, "Who is the same as you old man?" The wife didn't answer anything, everyone sat quietly for a while, the car ran fast, and arrived at the West Railway Station in a while.The four of them got out of the car and walked into the station, only to see beautiful flowers blooming in front of them, a large group of female guests came forward with smiles, when Yang Xingyuan looked at them, they were all Li Dongqing's girlfriends.Mrs. Skellyn Ho was there too.When they saw Li Dongqing, they circled a big circle and surrounded her.Some of the more affectionate ones simply walked up to her and held hands with her, chatting about other things.When those people saw Yang Xingyuan carrying a leather bag on Li Dongqing's behalf, they couldn't help but look at him.Among them, Mrs. He and Miss Shi smiled and nodded with him.Seeing that everyone was looking at him, Yang Xingyuan was very embarrassed, he clung to Xiao Lin'er's hand and said, "Let's go buy platform tickets." Saying this, he left the group of female guests.

He thought to himself: "Many men like to look at women, and women are always ashamed and leave. Now many women look at me, I am a man, and they are ashamed and leave. From this, a person is surrounded by many people of the opposite sex. It should be noted that there must always be a strange concept, and this is a problem worth studying in psychology." While thinking, he lowered his head and walked.Looking up, I have already passed the ticket office.Turning around, I saw a large group of female guests, and walked over talking and laughing.I thought again, don't let them see me being so stupid, because I stood aside and read the notice on the wall, telling the female guests and Li Dongqing to go through the iron gate before buying platform tickets.

When Yang Xingyuan bought the platform tickets, the group of female guests had disappeared.He was afraid that Li Dongqing couldn't find a good seat, and he didn't want to mix a man with the female guests, so he felt very embarrassed.I had no choice but to hold Xiao Lin'er's hand and walk on the platform, only looking in the train window to see where they were.Just as Li Dongqing's face flashed by the window, Yang Xingyuan sent the bag through the window and helped Xiao Lin'er into the car.Because there was an open chair not far from the window, I sat there.Stretching out his wrist, he looked at the watch on his hand, it was only nine o'clock.The car here leaves at eleven o'clock, almost three hours away.I felt that sitting here for a long time was boring, so I walked to the cafeteria of West Station and ordered a morning tea.I bought two daily newspapers on the platform, but now I am drinking tea and eating snacks while reading the newspapers.I thought that after this morning tea, I could kill an hour.Opened the newspaper and was reading a few lines when someone said, "Why don't you get in the car?" When Yang Xingyuan looked up, she saw Li Dongqing standing by the table, wiping her face with a handkerchief in one hand.Yang Xingyuan said: "There are a lot of female guests there. I'm there. What do you mean? How do you know I'm here?" Li Dongqing said: "I didn't know you were here either. I'm going to have a cup of coffee. But meet me." Yang Xingyuan moved the chair on the left without saying anything, and Li Dongqing sat down.Yang Xingyuan said: "Come for morning tea too, okay?" Li Dongqing said: "No, I just have a cup of coffee. There is a large group of people seeing off in the car, so I'll leave them and be happy here?" Yang Xingyuan Sure enough, he asked the waiter to bring a cup of coffee, but Li Dongqing only took a couple of sips, got up and wanted to leave.Yang Xingyuan said: "What is this? Baba came to drink coffee, and left without drinking." Li Dongqing smiled and said: "It's just that a group of people who saw them off were lost there, and I always felt uneasy." Yang Xingyuan said: "Drink it Going for a cup of coffee may not necessarily leave them all."

Li Dongqing had no choice but to sit down again, and kept stirring a teaspoon in the cup to cool it down.Yang Xingyuan said with a smile: "We don't have much time to talk, so we should find something to say." Li Dongqing took a sip of coffee and said with a smile: "Didn't you say it? There are not many parting words. It's better to talk more in the future correspondence." Let's go." Yang Xingyuan said: "It has to be like this." Li Dongqing said: "I'm going, you don't have to send it away." Yang Xingyuan heard her say: "I'm going" and felt sad. .Said: "You go, I will come to the car to have a look later." Li Dongqing said: "There is a very vulgar saying, 'Send you a thousand miles, but you have to say goodbye', don't you know?" Yang Xingyuan said: " The old aunt came to the station, and I haven't said a word, how can I leave without saying goodbye?" Li Dongqing said: "In this case, I will go first." After speaking, she put down the coffee cup and walked out of the cafeteria.Yang Xingyuan sat for a while, looked at his watch, it was past ten o'clock, thinking that not all the female guests were going, and there were not many at all, so he paid the bill and walked out of the cafeteria.

When the tent was on the platform, she ran into Mrs. He at the head, and Mrs. He smiled and said, "I said, why did Mr. Yang leave first?" Yang Xingyuan wanted to refute her with two words, but couldn't, but said: "Why did sister-in-law leave?" Mrs. He said: "I have something to do at home, I have to go back to take care of it. Now you can go to the car, there are no female guests." He said "goodbye" and left.Yang Xingyuan thought to himself, this person is too straightforward, he is not like before.Although I thought so in my heart, I didn't think about it and kept getting in the car.Li's mother and daughter, they were sitting in a tea house car, and the three of them occupied two chairs.The female guests left and stopped nine times, and only Skellyn was here.Yang Xingyuan got in the car, and Shi Kelian and Li Dongqing gave up their seats together.Seeing that this place is at the end of the train, Yang Xingyuan said: "This place is very good, why did you choose it?" Shi Kelian said: "Before Mies Li came to the future, we were with the waiter. The contact is over." Yang Xingyuan said: "In that case, I would like to thank you all." Shi Kelian thought: "This is someone else's business, so it's strange that you should come to thank me." But Yang Xingyuan and Li Dongqing , did not pay attention to this layer.Mrs. Li said: "Exactly. Living in Beijing, Dongqing has many friends, just like sisters.

Even I can't bear to walk this way. "Skellyn said:" Your old man's house moved out, and I feel the most uncomfortable.Apart from Mies Li's kindness to me, I can come to ask for advice if I have any difficulties. Now I can't find such a second person. "Li Dongqing rolled his eyelids at Yang Xingyuan, then smiled at Shi Kelian: "How can I help you?Speaking of it, I am ashamed. "After finishing speaking, he said to Yang Xingyuan seriously: "There is an important matter that I almost forgot.Even Mies Shi's environment is difficult, and the eldest brother knows it.The last time Brother Meng helped me, I really felt sorry for him, and I will need more help from him in the future. "Yang Xingyuan said: "We are all friends, I feel at ease about this. "Hearing this, Shi Kelian wanted to find a word to explain. How about thanking Li Dongqing first? How about thanking Yang Xingyuan first?" Talked about other issues. Seeing no chance to interrupt, she had no choice but to remain silent to the end.Li Dongqing sat on a chair with her, and Yang Xingyuan sat on another chair with Mrs. Li, facing each other.The place where Shi Kelian was sitting was next to the window, so he chatted up and looked out the window, Li Dongqing saw it all.At this time, more and more people got on the bus, and it was chaotic, and everyone didn't have the mood to talk about it.Li Dongqing said: "Both of you go back." Yang Xingyuan said: "It doesn't matter, I'm fine in the morning." Li Dongqing said to Shi Kelian: "You are the one who wants to go to class, why sit in a noisy place." As soon as Shi Kelian's heart moved, he said with a smile: "Then, I will go back first." He stood up and bowed to Mrs. Li, and said, "Take care, old man." Li Dongqing also stood up, held her hand, and said, "You should write to me from time to time. According to me, Beijing is better for you to be patient. "Shi Kelian agreed every word, but she couldn't explain why. The teardrops were moving in her eyes, and she almost hung down. She turned her head and gave Yang Xingyuan a slight nod, then bowed her head and walked away. Li Dongqing held her hand and did not let it go. Instead, he followed her and sent her off the car instead.Walking to the platform, the two confronted each other for a while.After all, Skellyn couldn't hold back her tears, so she took out a handkerchief from her pocket to wipe her eyes.Li Dongqing avoided people, lowered her head, and secretly wiped her tears with a handkerchief.Shi Kelian said: "Only you are my confidant, and now you are gone." Li Dongqing said: "You are well. Although I am not in Beijing, I don't forget you, or I am still with you far away. Thoughts. I can’t lose Beijing, we can always meet in the future.” As he spoke, he shook her hand and stroked her shoulder.Seeing her hair hanging down in a mess, he cleaned it up one by one, put it behind her ears, and confronted each other blankly for a while.Shi Kelian said: "Get in the car, the seat is taken carefully." After finishing speaking, he turned around and left.After walking a few steps, he stopped and looked back. Li Dongqing was still standing there.He called again: "Get in the car." Li Dongqing only nodded, but Shi Kelian left with tears.When Li Dongqing got into the car, she couldn't help wiping her eyes with a handkerchief.Yang Xingyuan wanted to comfort him with a word or two, but he didn't know how to say it, so he sat silently for a while, and then said to Li Dongqing: "When we arrive in Hankou, please write a letter. Today is Friday , you can go to Hankou on Sunday, and next Wednesday and Thursday, I can receive your letter." Li Dongqing couldn't help laughing and said: "I haven't left yet, so why do I have to deal with the letter?" Yang Xingyuan was arrested She snapped her fingers and said nothing. Li Dongqing said: "Brother once said before that in the future, he will work in the newspaper office at night. I think winter is coming, and it will be too bitter to go home in the middle of the night when it is snowy and snowy. "Yang Xingyuan sighed and said : "Oh! I hope so too, but I'm afraid the environment won't allow me." Li Dongqing said: "Brother, you don't have to work too hard. The last time I dried my winter clothes, I saw that the two leather robes were six to seven cents old, so I should change them. "Yang Xingyuan said: "It's just a leather robe! "Li Dongqing said again:" I remembered again.The two quilts on the eldest brother's bed are probably also old. "Yang Xingyuan said:" There are many to fill!Not only myself, but three thousand miles away, I also have a home.Only because of this, so we have to struggle. "Li Dongqing smiled and said:" There is one more thing, the problem of drinking a lot of strong tea and reading books at night should be changed.In the future, we should pay more attention to sports. If we write lyrics and compose poems, we will always complain. "Yang Xingyuan said: "I think what you said is justified, and I will never take it as gossip. "Li Dongqing said:" I can't say much, those who are guests, take care of yourself. "When Yang Xingyuan arrived at this time, he was panicked and didn't know what to do, so he said, "I'll go back. "Stand up while talking. Li Dongqing said: "It's still early to leave the car, why not sit for a while longer. "Yang Xingyuan heard about it and sat down again. I saw a pair of young men and women, each wearing brand new clothes, passing in front. When they saw Yang Xingyuan, they smiled and nodded, and they passed together with a smile on their faces. Mr. Li The wife said: "This is very similar to a young couple. "Yang Xingyuan smiled and said: "Your old man has good eyesight.They hadn't been married for a week, and they were away on their honeymoon.That man is from my hometown, so I recognize him.They are all recent college graduates, and they have made an appointment a long time ago. After graduation, they will get married when the weather cools down.After getting married, travel for a month.After traveling, each of them will go to work separately. "While talking, Yang Xingyuan looked forward and said to Mrs. Li: "Look at you old man, don't they just sit in the front row? "Both Li Dongqing and Mrs. Li turned their heads to look. They saw him sitting in a row, smiling, talking in a low voice. Mrs. Li smiled back and said softly:" Looking at him like that, he is happy, but he can take advantage of the fly in the ointment, like us, all take the third-class car.If you take the first and second class car, it will be comfortable. "Yang Xingyuan said:" They are mentally comfortable to the point of 12 points. Don't be insufficient in people's minds. Once they have spiritual comfort, they also want to be physically comfortable. "Xiao Lin'er was on the road next to the chair, Li Dongqing pulled him over with one hand, and said: "It's better than being at home here, be gentle. "When she was talking, she lowered her head and pretended to be involved with Xiao Lin'er's clothes. At this moment, Yang Xingyuan really didn't want to sit down anymore, and clinging to Xiao Lin'er's hand, he said: "Little brother, let's see you again." After speaking, he stood up, Li Dongqing knew that he was going to leave, and he couldn't stay any longer, so he also stood up Standing up, lowering the eyelids, but not daring to look up.Yang Xingyuan said a few words of humility to Mrs. Li, and turned around. When she wanted to say goodbye to Li Dongqing, she saw her leaning against the window, coughing uninterruptedly.It was inconvenient for me to ask her how she was doing, and I couldn't bear to think that she hadn't finished coughing, so I left first.After a while, Li Dongqing turned around.While rubbing his eyes, he smiled and said: "This cough is really uncomfortable, don't get sick in the car." Yang Xingyuan stood here, already in a daze, did not speak, suddenly there was a "boom", and the car looked back. Shan, couldn't stand upright, and fell on the chair when he stumbled.Looking up at the window, the people on the platform were moving backward one by one. It turned out that the car was driving, and said, "Oh no, I didn't hear the bell or the siren." Standing up , was making up his mind, Li Dongqing grabbed his clothes early and said: "The car is driving very fast, how do we get on?" Yang Xingyuan smiled and said: "That's fine, I'll take you one extra ride to Changxindian, Let's get off the car and come back." Li Dongqing also laughed and said, "Unexpectedly, we will have an extra hour or two to linger, and life will come and go, I really don't know." So he simply started talking calmly. After a while, the ticket checker came, Yang Xingyuan explained first, and made up the ticket. There was a commotion and a few gossips, only to hear the whistling of the whistle, Yang Xingyuan was surprised and said: "How is it? We have arrived at Changxindian. "When I said that, the train had stopped.Looking out of the window here, the railway tracks are intersected, as dense as a spider's web, just like the situation of Changxindian, quickly lower your head and look from this side, the wooden sign standing on the platform does not clearly state Changxindian ?Afraid that the car was going too fast, Yang Xingyuan bid farewell to everyone, got out of the car immediately, and stood on the platform by himself, while Li Dongqing and Mrs. Li stuck their faces out of the windows and talked to him.Li Dongqing said: "This is going to make my elder brother go back to Beijing alone." Yang Xingyuan said: "It doesn't matter, it's only a few dozen miles to Beijing, and we'll be there in a while." Mrs. Li said a few words to Yang Xingyuan, and then she sat in. Li Dongqing leaned on the window and looked at Yang Xingyuan, speechless.After facing each other for a while, Li Dongqing poured a cup of hot tea inside and handed it to Yang Xingyuan. Yang Xingyuan took the tea, looked at her white hand, and thought to himself: "Now why is the name of brother and sister restricted, and there is no chance of saying goodbye?" It's gone." While sipping his tea, he couldn't help but be fascinated by Li Dongqing's hand holding the window pane.After drinking the tea, he still handed back the teacup and glanced at Li Dongqing again.Li Dongqing suddenly lowered her eyes and thought, then took out the small gold ring on her finger, handed it to Yang Xingyuan and said: "This is given to me by a girlfriend, I will pass it on to my elder brother as a souvenir." Yang Xingyuan took the ring, and was overjoyed , hurriedly took a step forward, and said: "Thank you, what can I give you?" Li Dongqing didn't answer, only listening to the whistle on the locomotive, which rang.Yang Xingyuan said: "Oh! Why is it about to open?" At that time, my heart was pounding, and I couldn't help jumping up.Li Dongqing leaned on the window and still didn't move. After a while, she said, "You should go back earlier." Mrs. Li also stretched out her head, said goodbye to him, and immediately the whistle sounded again, and the car slowly moved forward. shift.Yang Xingyuan followed on the platform, although he was talking to Li Dongqing, he didn't know what to say.In a blink of an eye, the train was fast, and Li Dongqing was four or five feet away. Yang Xingyuan ran after him for a few steps, and the train was already far away, so he took off his hat and shook it.First I saw Li Dongqing on the window, and then I saw a handkerchief waving outside the window.He stood on the platform blankly, watching the train shrinking and shrinking until it disappeared, and then he turned around. At this time, there was no one on the platform, and I was listless. I walked out of the station and had a meal on the street. It was already past three o'clock in the afternoon.Walking along, I saw a group of drivers leading many donkeys at the edge of the empty field.Yang Xingyuan thought: "Waiting for the train here alone is really boring, why not ride a donkey to Xibianmen." As soon as I pondered, several rushing people surrounded me.Yang Xingyuan didn't want to talk about the price, so he picked a stronger donkey and stepped on it. The driver only slapped the donkey's hind legs, opened its hooves, and left Changxindian.From here to Beijing, it is a wide road, which is the addition of the ancient post road, with endless views on both sides, only the groves above the tombs in some villages, dotted in the vast plain.In the weather in late autumn and early winter, the days are very short, and the sun has slanted behind the donkey.On both sides of the road, there are some trees, most of which are yellow.According to the yellow sun, in the northwest wind, the rustling leaves rustle, a desolate scene.Looking back, outside the short clump of willow trees, a long embankment-like railway pierced through the plain, which is exactly where the car with that person passed by just now.Now, I only end up on the ancient road of the setting sun, and return to the vastness alone, how can I not be heartbroken?I thought to myself, look at this wilderness, the sky is low, the vision is empty, isn't life so messy?Why do I go back to Beijing, it is better to feign madness and escape to the wilderness.Thinking of this, he rolled off the saddle and got off the donkey. A pile of green grass and six feet of loess by the roadside became his temporary shelter.This can really be said to be "the one who is dejected and ecstasy, the only thing is to say goodbye".