Chapter 33 Chapter Thirty-Third

The night is still very dark, and there are more stars in the sky, especially in the wilderness.Yao Chunhua sat in the sedan chair, lifted a corner of the sedan chair curtain from time to time, and looked outside.At first, I didn't feel anything. After walking for two or three miles, it was time to step onto the embankment. However, the sedan chair was carried flat all the time, and I didn't feel it tilted. He asked, "Which road are you taking, bearer? Why haven't you got on the embankment yet?" The little long-term worker who was following behind the sedan chair replied, "We don't pass through Guandu. There is no boat at Guandu at this time, so we just go. Go across to Yongtai, spend a few dollars, and ride the people across."

Chunhua said: "Speaking of which, we came too early. I thought of grandma's house, it must not be dawn yet." The little long worker didn't make a sound, and seemed to hear him chuckle.Chunhua was a little strange, and asked, "What are you laughing at?" The little Changgong replied loudly, "I didn't laugh." Chunhua couldn't just keep asking, and just sit in the sedan chair silently.I didn't sleep well all night, and I got up too early, and I felt quite depressed. I closed my eyes, leaned back, and rested my mind.But the two porters walked together, walking very fast, jolting, making people even more dizzy, because they seemed to be asleep but not asleep, so they sat half-lying. up.I didn't know how much time had passed, but I suddenly came to my senses and thought, why haven't I reached the river yet? So I opened the sedan chair curtain and looked forward for a long time.At this time, there were only three bright stars left in the sky, and the sky was also slightly gray.But at the foot of the sky in front, it was dark.I thought, this is wrong, going from Sanhu to Yongtai is walking from west to east, why is the sky already lit up, and the east is still the same color? So I turned around and lifted the back of the sedan chair , looking back from a crack.The Tianjiao in the back is exactly the opposite of the Tianjiao in front, connecting into a piece of white light.Especially on the bottom layer, a faint red light appeared.

People who live in the countryside are very experienced in the situation of sunrise and dawn, and they clearly know that this is the opposite of the road to Shangyongtai, and they walk from east to west.Then he shouted: "Little boy, are we going the wrong way? Isn't this going west?" The little Changgong said: "That's the way, and there is no wrong way." Chunhua said: "Then why is the sun not in the sedan chair?" Come out at the front, and come out at the back of the sedan chair?" The bearer said: "This girl is so impatient, just ask questions along the way, and she will be there soon."

Chunhua closed her eyes to gather herself together, thinking, am I a little delirious, why can't I even tell the east, west, north and south at this moment? He opened his eyes, lifted the curtain of the sedan chair, and looked forward again.The more the sedan chair moved forward, the brighter the sky became. At this moment, something happened.What I'm walking on is an official horse road, which I don't usually walk once.The Tianjiao in the west has also turned into a fish maw color, look at those scenery, it is not all from Yaojia Village to Yongtai.It's only four or five miles to go straight to the river from the door of the house, and it's only eight or nine miles to walk across Yongtai bank.But now after walking for such a long time, I still haven't reached the river. How can I say that I didn't go the wrong way? When I didn't believe it, I raised the curtain of the car and refused to let it go. I always opened my eyes and looked ahead.There was a big village in front of my eyes, and the sedan chair walked around the village wall.Passing around the village, a city wall and an archery tower suddenly appeared on the treetops in the distance.With a sudden realization in my heart, I stomped on the bottom of the sedan chair and said:

"Hey! Bearer, stop the sedan chair, where are you carrying me?" The bearer still carried it and went straight, without answering.Chunhua said: "If you don't stop, I'm going to jump out of the sedan chair. Where did the little guy go? Tell them to hurry up...quick...stop the sedan chair." When she spoke, her body was already a little Trembling, because of the sound coming out of his mouth, he also lost his normal state, and he was also out of breath.Only then did the bearer shout, stop the sedan chair and rest on the side of the road. Chunhua couldn't wait, lifted the curtain of the sedan chair, and got out.Looking back, the little long-term worker was not there, and there were four young men with thick arms and thighs standing beside the sedan chair.All of them had braids on their heads, and their short jackets were unbuttoned, with their chests open, and a large belt was tied around their trouser waists, and they stared vigorously at people.Chunhua's heart was beating wildly, and cold sweat was gushing out from the pores of his body.I don't feel what my face looks like, but my lips are cold and numb, but I can feel it.And the legs are also weak.Unable to hold on to his body, he had no choice but to hold on to the sedan chair and look at those people.One of them, who was older, had a kinder expression, cupped his fists, faced forward and said, "Miss Yao, to tell you the truth, this is already outside the city of Linjiang Mansion. We were all sent by the housekeeper to pick up the girl. Outside the upper village of Yao's Mansion, we had already caught the sedan chair and followed behind without making a sound. The girl is a well-educated person, so there is no need for us rough people to talk about it. Sooner or later, she will come over. This time Although you didn’t make a sound when you took the girl over, it didn’t mean you were in charge of the family, even your parents said it’s okay. You don’t have to be angry, this is the order of your parents, how can you live through it?”

After Chunhua heard this, he wished that the sedan chair would hit him head-on, even if he was killed.But once I had no strength at all, I couldn't stand still, and I couldn't fall down.Secondly, apart from the four people and two bearers around here, the peasants in the village also came out to work at this time. They saw a sedan chair resting on the side of the road early in the morning, and five people were carrying shovels and hoes. I came closer to see it.Then he changed his mind, with so many people in front of him, if he wanted to seek death, it was absolutely impossible.If I can’t seek death, but act like that, it’s just a joke. As long as I’m ready to die, I can go anywhere. What are you afraid of? So I stood up on my legs, stared at the man and said "As long as you explain, I won't go back even at the gate of my Yao family village. Then, I'm getting on the sedan chair, so you can carry me away." Then, he turned around and got into the sedan chair to sit on it.Several people outside the sedan chair yelled at the same time and carried them away.So the two bearers lifted the sedan chair up.

At this moment, Chunhua was overwhelmed, and simply didn't take this matter to heart, lifted the car curtain, supported the car board with both hands, opened his eyes, and looked ahead quietly.The city wall on the top of the tree became clearer and clearer, and he slowly walked to the street under the city.The person who spoke had already walked to the front of the sedan chair. Seeing that the curtain of the sedan chair was still open, he hurried forward and put the curtain down, and said with a smile, "Girl, it's almost here." Stiffness, I didn't care about anything at first, but when the three words came to my ears, my heart felt like boiling water scalded, and my whole body shook.However, there is nothing to say, and at the same time, the courage to lift the car curtain to look out at the scenery is gone.He stared at the curtain of the sedan chair.The car curtain seemed to be Zhuge Liang's goose-feather fan on the stage, looking at it, he could come up with ideas.In fact, after looking at it for a long time, I couldn't even know where my own body was.

There was only a burst of crackling firecrackers, and then several people laughed and said they were coming.At this time, the sedan chair entered a gate building of someone's house and stopped.Chunhua hadn't figured out where he was in the house yet.As soon as the curtain of the sedan chair was lifted, two middle-aged women, wearing new clothes and flowers on their heads, stood at the sedan chair door.A woman in her forties with a horse face, two bright eyes, seemed to be very capable, she showed a mouthful of white teeth and said with a smile: "Bride, come with me, I am your uncle Mother." As she spoke, she turned her face and smiled at the other woman: "The best person, our eldest aunt, is so lucky to have such a good daughter-in-law." As she spoke, she stretched her arms. Come to help Chunhua.Two gold bracelets and two fake jade bracelets on the arms jingled.

Chunhua thought again, since she arrived at her husband's house, she must get out of the sedan chair.Even if I didn't get off the sedan chair, they would drag me down.Fortunately, today, I am still a child bride-in-law, and I don't go to church. I will go with this woman and take my time to see the opportunity.Dying is a quick thing, and it can be done in a while. What are you busy with, first see what their home looks like, and then make sense.So he shook the woman's hand, raised his head and got off the sedan chair.At this time, it was still not long before dawn, and ordinary people, maybe no one had woken up yet.But the housekeeper was already full of guests, as if they had come a long time ago.When my eyes turned to that side, I saw hundreds of eyes of those male and female guests in the main room, all shooting at me, which made Chunhua bow his head no matter how hard he was.The uncle stretched out her hand, pulled Chunhua's sleeve, and pulled it into the main room, saying in a low voice: "It doesn't matter, you just follow me, if they make fun of you, you and I will block it." " Chunhua thought to himself, this woman is born with a kind heart, so I will rely on her for the time being.So he simply squeezed the uncle's hand tightly, followed closely to the main room, and then stopped.When peeping in the middle, the incense table under the ancestral shrine was surrounded by a red table, a pair of red candles were lit, and a strip of red felt was spread on the ground under the incense table. Chunhua was stunned, what? Prepare Are you going to worship soon? My aunt said to her: "You have to pay homage to your ancestors and meet your parents-in-law when you enter the housekeeper's house." She took a step forward and lit the three sticks of Buddhist incense on the incense table I handed it to Chunhua and said, "Go forward and kowtow to incense."

Chunhua saw that the whole room was full of male and female guests standing quietly on both sides. If he did not offer incense and kowtow, these guests would say that Yao Tingdong was not good at teaching his daughter. Bow upwards and offer incense.The aunt took the Buddha incense, put it in the incense burner, and said in a low voice: "Worship to the ancestors." Chunhua didn't hesitate anymore, and slowly kowtowed four times. I heard my aunt say: "Sister-in-law and sister-in-law are here to be parents-in-law. The children come from a long way, let's accept the gift together." At this time, a couple in their fifties came and stood by the big hand of the incense table. Naturally, they were parents-in-law .Taking a quick look at them, the father-in-law was wearing a long gown, the top was made of white bamboo cloth, and the bottom was made of chiffon silk.The front half of the head was shaved with a bluish scalp, while the back half of the head was braided in a braid as thick as a little finger, but it was also smooth.She has a long round face with a few smile lines on the corners of her eyes.There are two mustaches on the mouth, which are always upturned, adding a lot of charity.As for the mother-in-law, she wore a snow green silk gown, and the green skirt dragged to the ground.Although most of the hair on the forehead is bald, the thin half-white hair is still combed back one by one.There is a long bun at the back, but there are gold, silver, jewelry and red velvet flowers all over her head.Although he is such an old man, his face is full without any wrinkles, his eyes are a little fixed, but he looks honest.When she saw Chunhua standing in front of her, she couldn't close her mouth with a smile.He said: "You came here early in the morning, so you don't have to ask." The old gentleman was even more polite, already bent over and waited with fists clasped.Under such circumstances, she is not allowed to stop worshiping.When she prayed, the mother-in-law kept praying: "I know, you are a well-educated person, you must know the three obediences and the four virtues. Good! From now on, you will manage the family, have children, and grandchildren..." These words are still spring. After Hua carefully discerned the words, there was a string of other words buzzing, only the sound was heard, but he didn't know what the words were.After the worship, the male and female guests laughed loudly and said, "Let the bridegroom come out and let's meet!" Only this sentence made Chunhua feel the most uneasy when he heard it. Jump.But she didn't want to avoid this matter, she was eager to know what the mangy head looked like, and she could see it immediately, so as to understand the doubts in her chest.But the old woman seemed to know that this was inappropriate, so she said with a smile: "Please forgive me, there is no need to joke. Today she is just passing through the door, and she is still a girl, so she can't make trouble like her bridal chamber. Wait for the wedding in the future It’s time, let’s invite everyone to build a new house!” As he spoke, he cast a wink at his aunt.Immediately, the uncle stretched out her hands together, blocking the approach of the people around her, and said with a smile: "Everyone, please give way! Please give way! Later, let her pour tea and smoke for you." She said in her mouth , Let Chunhua into the house.

Naturally, the male guests were not allowed to follow, but the female guests rushed in without distinction.When Chunhua was paying homage to his ancestors and in-laws, he became clear for a while, but became confused again when the guest mentioned the word groom.Now in the house, I saw people everywhere, so I lowered my head and let the uncle at the mercy of me, I just treated myself as a dead body with no popularity, and ignored everything.Because of this, although there were many people around, asking questions, not answering, and not raising their eyelids to look at people, relatives and friends thought about what happened early this morning, and saw that although Chunhua was not crying, the corners of his eyebrows and eyes were wide. Naturally, there was a lot of reluctance, so I didn't laugh too much, and slowly dispersed.When there were only two or three people left in the room, Chunhua finally came to his senses, and he was standing beside a bed.There is a red lacquered chair in front of the bed, where the elder aunt is sitting, and she is smoking a pipe with a hookah in her hand.Next to the aunt stood another girl of fourteen or fifteen years old, she also had an oval face, although the powder on her face was not evenly spread, it could be seen that the girl was a bit naive.Especially the two blushes on the two cheeks, which contrasted with the dark eyes, showed that she was also a smart girl.A small piece of red rope was tied into the jet-black braid, and he was wearing a new white calico gown with red borders around it. .After seeing her involuntarily, he looked at her twice more.Little did he know that the girl was even more compliant, so she walked over quietly and stood beside her body.At the same time, he secretly reached out his hand, twisted her sleeve twice, and said with a smile: "Sister, don't you feel tired? Sit down." Chunhua nodded to her, with a smile on his face.When she entered the door, she always had a sullen face.At this time she smiled slightly, and my aunt felt that her red lips showed her neat white teeth, and two dimples appeared slightly.Then he laughed and said, "Look, isn't this the fate of the two of you? It's speculative at first sight. People call you the bride. I think this is wrong. After all, it's not your wedding day yet. I think it's better to call you the bride." Big girl. Big girl, guess who this person is, this is the second girl. Her name is Chunfen, which happens to be the same word as your name. Isn’t she a sister? Why is it called Chunfen? She is the one from Chunfen It was born on a daily basis. She has also read "Daughter Sutra" and "Zengguang Xianwen", and she can worship you as a teacher in the future." Chun Equinox smiled and said: "Auntie, you won't laugh people's teeth off when you say this. What? Our elder sister can even write articles, how can I talk to her about books?" Chunhua smiled at her again, but never said anything modest. Then I heard a woman's voice outside the door, it was the mother-in-law who came.She came in with a smile and said: "I haven't seen this child for a few years since I saw her once off the stage, but she looks more and more handsome, and she is also extremely gentle. What can I say, we only need longevity to match her. "Chunhua always refused to be rude, and made trouble for her parents, so her mother-in-law came in, and she stood up again after she had just sat down.This mother-in-law, her maiden name is Liao, her father is a Juren, and she was born as a young lady. Chunhua knows about it, and she is on guard in her heart, and she must always be on guard at all times.Mrs. Liao sized her up and down again, and said, "I heard that you didn't sleep all night last night, so you should rest for a while. In the morning, I'm afraid there will be more relatives and friends coming to see her, because People say they want to see this talented woman. Sister-in-law, let's go out and talk, and let Chun Equinox accompany her to rest in the house for a while." The uncle smiled and said yes, and went out with Liao.But Chunhua thought in his heart, there is no reason in the world for a bride to go to bed as soon as she arrives at her mother-in-law's house, so she raised her head and talked to Chun Equinox.Only then did I look around the room, and I saw that the whole room was painted brightly and cleanly. The bed, tables, chairs, wardrobe, and a complete set of furniture were all made of vermilion lacquer. On the dressing table opposite the bed, there were all new mirror compacts. such as.Even on the square table here, the long table is covered, and the vase clock is also displayed. According to the local rules, it is already a high-end new house display.But none of them belonged to my natal family.Seeing her looking around the room at Chun Equinox, she understood, and said with a smile, "Sister, my parents really love you. I heard that you like to read, so I tidied up this suite and made it your inner study. Come and take a look." Saying that, he took her hand and went to a side door next to her.Chunhua half pushed and half agreed, and followed her. When I looked at it, it was indeed a study room, surrounded by four old bookshelves, full of ancient books on wooden boards.Facing the window is a three-open Ganzhou lacquer desk, paired with a Taishi chair and two Jingdezhen porcelain piers.The table has all the things that scholars use, and beside the desk, there is a swastika grid, along with the grid, there is a water bowl and pen holder, and a bonsai in a stick, which is very quaint.There is a large piano table under the front wall, but there is no piano, there are more than a dozen sets of large-character stickers, and two pots of Jianlan are in bloom.On the wall is the "Picture of the Five Willows in Hermitage", accompanied by a seven-character couplet, which reads: "The poor don't sell books to keep their children to read, and the old people still plant bamboo for others to read." In a small courtyard outside the window, there is a clump of wild bamboo, I think this couplet is more interesting.He nodded and said, "Are these old things from the house?" Chun Equinox smiled and said: "Why are you so polite? Isn't my family home yours? Our father's name is Maosheng, which is used after starting a business. It turns out that he also passed the three-three examinations, and the examination name is a national talent. Our grandfather is also a Juren, it’s not that he is old and sick, and can’t go to Beijing for the exam, he must know how to order Hanlin. Grandpa left a lot of books, and there are less than five stocks in this house. Dad often said, it’s a pity to do it Business, I don’t have time to read these books, now that I have you, he likes it very much, I hope you can help us, a scholarly family.” Chunhua’s face was a little pale when he heard this, thinking, people said that the butler It's just a local rich man, and now it seems that it is not always the case.Because of this, he held down the things that were very unpleasant in his heart for a while, and then took out a set of books from the shelf, and flipped through them for a look.The book I turned over is actually a "Quan Tang Shihua".Although I had this book at home, I didn't have the chance to read it, and I didn't want the housekeeper to have it, so I opened the book on the shelf and read two pages.Chun Equinox was standing behind him, but he didn't pay attention to it.Because this book has been stored for too many days, a silverfish crawled out of the pages, such an antique book, I felt sorry for it, and immediately turned around to try to blow the pages. At this moment, I saw Chun Equinox's hand making two gestures out of the window, and then I saw a man standing half-discovered and half hidden among the wild bamboos in the courtyard.He is about seventeen or eighteen years old, with a yellow and thin face, but flat, a pair of small eyes, and a collapsed nose bridge.The light and yellow scalp on the front half of the head looks like a leather bag.The second half was not visible at all, because he also turned around and found the braid on his back, which was not as thick as a finger on the father-in-law's head.This is not surprising, the most puzzling thing is that he is only wearing a blue linen vest, with two sticks on his arms, which is not a bit refined.Chunhua saw that person very clearly with extremely sharp eyes in an extremely fast time.The color of his face immediately changed from red to pale, and the book in his hand fell to the ground with a bang.She quickly bent down, but slowly picked up the book.But at the same time she had turned her body inwards, with her back to the window.After putting away the book, she went to sit in the room over there.Chun Equinox came up to her and said with a smile, "Did you see that person outside the window just now?" Chun Hua said with a straight face, "I didn't see it." Chun Equinox said: "Can't you not see it? He can't be as honest as you, and has been peeking at you for a long time. I wanted to walk away just now, because I heard what my mother said, and the bride can't leave I have no choice but not to leave. But you don't have to be busy, sooner or later you will have a chance to talk." She smiled at her.Chunhua didn't care about this joke, but when she heard that the bride should not be separated from others, her heart was moved. When she wanted to ask, but she was afraid of arousing other people's doubts, she had to keep silent.During this silence, my mind was full of thoughts, and I thought of everything.This is really like a dream. Before I left the gate last night, what I thought in my heart is really far away from what is happening now.Spring equinox saw her sitting on the edge of the bed, leaning against the railing of the bed, with drooping eyelids, and said: "Sister, are you going to sleep? I will close the door and let you sleep for a while." Chunhua said: "There is someone in front of me , I can’t sleep.” Chun Equinox smiled and said: “This is a weird temper. My mother said, let me sleep with you at night. Someone is in your bed, can you still sleep?” Chunhua Said: "Which one do you usually sleep with?" Chunfen said: "I sleep alone." Chunhua smiled and said: "You also know that sleeping alone is very comfortable!" Chunfen is also a little girl, so I can only say this So far, it is inconvenient to refute her words. The two muttered for a while, and it was Liao's words that more and more people came to see the talented women, and the housekeeper also prepared several tables of rich wine and rice for lunch at noon.Although it is a long day, from morning to night, Chunhua has no quiet time.When the lights were turned on, Liao said, "Look at her sweaty body, let her take a bath." When she was at the side, the housekeeper's maid put all the soap and soap in the basin, and Chunhua closed the front and back doors tightly. I smiled and thought, this always makes me avoid everyone in front of me.This is the time for closure.Thinking about it, looking around the house, there is a solution, but there are no murder weapons and poisons hidden in the bride's room. After looking at it for a long time, I saw a piece of hemp rope protruding from the bottom of the cabinet.When I pulled it out to see, the hemp rope was about ten feet long, thicker than a finger.I pulled it twice with my hands, it was very strong, and I couldn't think of breaking it.So I sat on the stool and rolled the hemp rope in a circle, lost my mind for a while, and I didn't realize that a few tears fell, all falling on the hemp rope.I cried out in my heart, father and mother, you are so cruel! I was lost in thought here, but I heard someone outside saying: "Have you not taken a bath yet?" Chunhua said: "The water is too hot, I will wait. "Speaking, I quickly sent the hemp rope to the bottom of the closet. I thought to myself, I will take a bath, and I will die clean. So I opened the closet to have a look. I saw the bag I brought, it was in it , picked out some clothes, put them on the chair, and then undressed and took a bath. While sitting in the bathtub, I slowly remembered the past and the past. I felt that being in prison at my mother’s house was more or less comfortable, and at least I could lose my temper Now when I come to my husband's house to be a child bride, I have to be careful to serve my parents-in-law at any time. Maybe I will be beaten and scolded like other child brides. Rather than seeing that kind of day happen to me, it is better to be early, Jie, and Only in this way can I be worthy of Li Xiaoqiu. At this time, he has packed a boat and is waiting for me on the bank of Yongtai River. Thinking of this, I really feel that there are thousands of arrows in my heart, and I feel that my parents are hateful. Especially It's my own mother, how could I have the heart to trick my own flesh and blood into coming to my in-law's house. But the book also said that there are no wrong parents in the world, there is no way to blame them, the only way is to admit that fate is not good, and die. Think Thinking about it, when I had been taking a bath for a long time, I heard footsteps outside the door several times. Then I thought about it, at this time, people are constantly coming and going outside, how can I die! That little girl Said, tonight, she will sleep with me. She is very young, and she is always easy to be perfunctory. It is better to make plans later tonight when the night is quiet. After such a thought, she will not die for the time being. After washing Bathed, put in the maids, cleaned up the house. So the spring equinox came and took her all the way to the main room to have dinner.After she was pulled out of the room, she suddenly stopped and shrank back.Chun Equinox smiled and said: "That's strange, you went well, why didn't you go? I understand, you must be afraid of seeing my brother. You are a smart man, why are you so confused? Since you have come to my house, you are also a family. , we can meet at any moment. If you can hide today, can you hide tomorrow? Even if you can hide tomorrow, the days will be long, can you hide?" Chunhua didn't agree to her words, and still turned her body towards her. shrink back.I just thought in my heart, as long as I can hide today, I will never have to hide again.The strength of the vernal equinox is weaker and cannot be pulled, so it will not be pulled.The aunt came and said with a smile: "She is shy today, so don't force her if she doesn't want to go out to eat." Chunhua smiled and said: "It's not because of anything else, I have a terrible headache, and I can hardly sit still Stop it." As he spoke, he raised a hand and pressed his forehead.The uncle said: "Since this is the case, you should lie down first. However, you should eat something." Chunhua put his hand on his forehead, frowned and said: "No need, I ate very late for lunch. My stomach is still full." The aunt didn't seem suspicious at all, and raced away with the spring equinox. When Chunhua got up and went to the door, he looked outside the room a little.The house here is like this, probably the parents-in-law live in the front house.From here to the front yard, there is a large patio.There is also a small hall outside the door, and the door opposite is locked upside down with a lock.I thought to myself, isn't this a gift from God? As long as you decide to seek death, no one will know if you seek death until dawn.So he sat on the chair, collected himself, and thought through everything he was going to do tonight, before and after.After a while, my uncle, my mother-in-law and my mother-in-law all came to the room and sat for a while.Chunhua only pretended to be sick, and after talking for a while, they left the spring equinox and left.Chun Equinox smiled and said, "Sister, tonight, I'll pretend to be the bridegroom for a while. You're not feeling well, so you should go to bed." Saying this, she stretched out her hand to unbutton her.Chunhua held her hand and said with a smile: "You know everything at such a young age. You are a little girl, so you are not embarrassed?" Chunfen smiled and said: "I am not a bride, so what is there to be embarrassed about? "Chunhua said: "My good sister, since you know that I am embarrassed and I am not in good health, you don't want to fight with me." Saying that, he took Chun Equinox's hand and went to bed together. Chun Equinox wanted to say a few words to her at first. joke.Helpless, she only said that she was sick, so she had to undress and go to sleep. Chunhua could hear the pendulum of the clock in the room clearly, as if the pendulum was saying that it was getting faster.When the clock passed one o'clock, Chunhua quietly got up. Although the curtains were put up, the lamp on the table was very brightly lit. You could see Chun Equinox fell asleep with his face on his side, sleeping soundly.Chunhua got out of bed, separated the curtain, and called her sister twice.However, what she answered was a slight cry.Chunhua thought, it's not right to seek death in this room, there is someone sleeping here, if she wakes up when she is half dead, she will definitely scream.The suite next door turned to the backyard, where there was a sound, but no one heard it.So he pulled out the hemp rope from under the closet, held the lamp in one hand, held the hemp rope with the other hand, and walked gently into the suite.Xide is that the door here is also closed from the inside to the outside.So he gently closed the door and plugged it in again.That's not counting, and he took a chair and pushed the door tightly against it.Looking up to the house, there happened to be a beam.Standing on the piano table by himself, he threw the hemp rope upwards, passed it through, and put it on it.Pull the two ends of the hemp rope straight, and then gently climb down the piano table.The lamp was placed on the piano table. In order not to touch the piano table, the lamp was moved to the desk.Looking around to see that everything was ready, standing and looking at the long hemp rope hanging from the beam, I was stunned for a while, thinking in my heart, I don't want Yao Chunhua to die like this.My mother's family wants to send me out, and my in-law's family wants to take me in, and they are all satisfied.It only hurt Li Xiaoqiu, he became like that, the idiot is waiting for the girl, and he is waiting for me.If I don't die, he will think that I have lied to him. How can I confess my thoughts? Die, don't think about it.Then he suddenly walked to the side of the hemp rope, tied a knot with the hemp rope, and put it around his neck.Reluctantly, the hemp rope was tied to a lump, and the circle was too high to fit around the neck, so I had to move the chair supporting the door over again.When I was moving the chair, I suddenly thought, wait a minute, I am dead, how can Li Xiaoqiu know? Even if he could know, he does not know when he will be believed.I have to tell the story so that I can have this hope.So I sat on the chair and thought about it for a long time, and finally came up with an idea. On the porcelain pier, I spread out the pen and inkstone on the table, and found a piece of paper in the drawer of the table, which was very scribbled under the lamp. Wrote a few lines: I am dead now! My fate is like this, what can my husband say? But even though this body is dead, my name and heart are still alive.I beg Aunt Guan to tell my parents that Mr. Li Qiupu must be asked to write a short biography for my son, and he will be a monk in Sanhu Guanyin Nunnery.Otherwise, it will be haunted by ghosts, which is not good for Yao Guan and his family.After finishing writing, throw away the pen and press the note under the inkstone.Looking back and seeing the chair under the hemp rope, he ran forward for the second time, took the hemp rope, and put it around his neck again, exactly: Youth has died three times today, and there is no way to rein in the cliff.