Chapter 30 Chapter 30: For whom is this sister secretly seduced by her red silk, making my parents seek me out?

Young people regard everything in the world as insignificant, and after each plan is discovered in their minds, they also think of the happiness when that event succeeds.If there is an older and more experienced person here, if he says a dishonorable remark, he will definitely be looked down upon by young people.Qu Yujian and Li Xiaoqiu's plan to escape to Henan that day felt right.Although Third Uncle Mao can see more than them, he is relying on Li Xiaoqiu to find a way out, but he said that it is their young people's world, he can't do it anymore, he wants to become a monk. Yujian smiled at Xiaoqiu: "Although Uncle Mao is a joke, we should not underestimate ourselves. In ancient times, there were only a lot of people who went out to fight for the sake of their youth, and later made a lot of achievements. An Zhi Qu Yujian Will you return to your hometown in the future?" Xiaoqiu said: "Although I dare not say that I will do something in the future, we are not fools anyway, and we will not starve to death. This is the plan. I have been out for a long time, and I will not go back, my uncle. It’s difficult for me to answer the question. If I don’t come out of the city tomorrow, I will definitely go out the day after tomorrow. You don’t have to wait for me any more, as long as you have a boat, you can go.”

Yu Jian raised his head and thought for a while, "When I say go, I seem to have a lot of things to explain. But when I think about it carefully, there is nothing wrong." As he spoke, he kept grabbing his hands Scratch your cheeks.Xiaoqiu said: "What's the matter with you? It's just that we are afraid that our new sister-in-law will be too lonely. Her own uncle is here, why are you worried? The provincial capital is a place where there are laws... ..." The eldest sister then interrupted with a smile: "You two young masters, after talking about it, we will only talk about our yellow-haired girl."

Xiaoqiu smiled and said, "Sister-in-law, we are talking nicely. Is it not good to say that Yujian is afraid that you will feel lonely in the provincial capital?" The eldest sister shrugged her nose, pointed her finger at the tip of her nose and said with a smile: "My surname Yao's girl is unambiguous. If you don't have the guts, you don't dare to come to the province." Yu Jian raised his right hand in front of her, snapped his middle finger and thumb, and slapped them.He smiled and said, "You speak so loudly." The eldest sister squeezed her small fist, raised her forehead high, looked at him and said, "Hmph! If you move your hands and feet in front of me, I will be in front of my natal uncle. Teach you a few times." Xiaoqiu bowed deeply, and said with a smile: "I came here today, because of the way you two are so affectionate, it made my heart feel like I have no place to settle down. If you don't I'm going to make a fuss, I'm going to go crazy. Excuse me, see you another day." As he spoke, he walked out, Yu Jian always felt that there was something left to say, and followed each other step by step, talking, and sent straight At the gate of the city, I just went back.

In this way, Xiaoqiu's walking time is more and more prolonged.Thinking of going home, my uncle reprimanded me a few words, that's all. My aunt must ask why I have been away for so long.As I walked, I couldn't help but concocted a lie and prepared to tell my aunt.When he walked outside the house, he couldn't help being startled.Two female students came out from the door of their house, wearing light blue bamboo cloth gowns, with long braids on their heads and a black velvet rope at the root of the braids.Especially in the days when loose feet were not common, these two girls were wearing black velvet boots, so it was best not to recognize them.According to legend, wearing black velvet boots imitates the style of Beijing Bannermen, and is extremely fashionable attire.Ordinary girls only wear bleached cloth socks and blue cloth catfish-toed shoes.

Xiaoqiu was stunned, and thought in her heart, these two female students, did they go the wrong way? Because of this, they didn't go forward, and stood aside to watch her movements.At this moment, the two girls slowly walked up to them.One is about seventeen or eighteen years old, and the other is fifteen or sixteen years old. There are still two gold rings on their ears, which means that they are still rich.The seventeen or eighteen year old seemed to have a strange feeling for a young man standing by the side of the road, so when he walked past with his head down, he quickly glanced at him.Xiaoqiu didn't dare to say that she meant something, but she seemed to know that this was the Li family.Because she came face to face and came out of her family, she didn't know who they were, so she didn't dare to look at them face to face.After they walked past, he looked behind them, and felt that the older man had a very reserved attitude, or that he knew that someone was watching her, which was unknown.I stood in the same place for a while, and then walked towards home.

After entering the door, the first thing to do is to ask if my uncle is at home? Fortunately, my uncle is busy today and came back from the nursing home. After a while, he left again.This was not alarming, and he quietly slipped into the study.Looking out through the glass windows, no one paid attention.I thought to myself, this can be messed up for a while, and I said that I have already returned home.He randomly took a book and put it on the table, unfolding it to make a show.As soon as I sat down and didn't read half a page, the maid said that my wife asked my nephew and young master to talk.Xiaoqiu said: "I've been back a long time ago, and I've read most of the book." The maid said: "Madam, please go." Xiaoqiu put down the book, followed her into the aunt's room, and saw three tureen bowls on the small table Tea, four dried fruit plates, and some melon seed skins in the ground.On these, know that this place has just entertained guests.

Smoking a hookah, Yang asked with a smile, "Why didn't you come back earlier?" Xiaoqiu said, "I've been back for a long time." Yang smiled and said, "When did you come back, I don't even ask. Let me ask you something, did you meet the two young ladies who went out of our house just now?" Xiao Qiu was a little confused, hesitantly said: "Is there a visitor to our house? I didn't pay attention to it." Yang said with a smile: "Of course you don't care about the guests. I just ask you, did you see those two female students go out?" , Yin nodded and said: "Yes, I saw two female students, let us go out from our house." Yang took two puffs of the hookah, puffed out the smoke and smiled: "I can tell you this. The two ladies of Mr. Chen from our hometown. Mr. Chen has been an official in the capital for many years. Speaking of them, they have strict rules, but they are also very open-minded, so the two ladies of his family are both studying in the women's normal school." Xiaoqiu didn't understand why her aunt suddenly talked Speaking of other people's daily life, since my aunt has already mentioned it, but it is inconvenient to stop her from speaking, because she said with a smile: "Oh! That's right, I haven't heard of it before."

Mrs. Yang said: "Master Chen has been in Jiangxi for two years, and the time for his family members to come is short. I really love these two ladies. They are so gentle. But there is one level, these two feet, which are said to be big. It's too big, as big as a boy." When he said that, he frowned.But he smiled again.Xiaoqiu didn't know what her aunt's intention was, she just talked about other people's family gossip, so she just stood upright with her hands down and listened to the words.After Yang finished speaking, she smoked two packs of waterpipes, as if she had many things hidden in her heart and wanted to say them out.But after she puffed out the cigarette, she was stunned for a moment, as if she remembered something else, so she put down the cigarette bag and said to him with a smile: "You haven't read a book today, go and read in the study." " Xiaoqiu wanted to ask if there was anything else that Auntie could do, but she just looked at Mrs. Yang's attitude and couldn't say anything, so she agreed to say yes and went to the study to read.

After a while, Xiaoqiu's younger sister, Yuzhen, raised the door curtain with her hand, put her head in, and looked inside to disturb her again.This younger sister is thirteen years old and very smart.According to the rules of Henan, the feet were covered at the age of seven.However, the several superiors that Zhongpu followed were all talking about current affairs, letting go, stopping the imperial examination, reforming the law, and quitting smoking. These issues were often discussed.Zhongpu was embarrassed to be duplicity, so the two young ladies also let them go.Fortunately, Mrs. Yang often goes back and forth with several wives of the Banner family, so she didn't have any difficulty with this matter.It's just that Zhongpu doesn't think it's necessary to send the young lady to a girls' school.So both ladies are at home.The eldest lady is already twenty-two years old. She lived in a big family since she was a child and read a lot of old books.The poem is well written and the words are well written.But the characters who have passed away have long stopped reading.

Second Miss is still young, and once invited an old pedant to teach at home for two years, this year Second Miss is older, Zhongpu was afraid that she would catch the trend of female students, so he stopped reading.Since Xiaoqiu came, the second young lady, Yuzhen, often read a few words with her brother.At this time, she was looking at her snow-white face through the gap in the door curtain, and Xiaoqiu beckoned: "Little sister, come on, let's play a game of chess." Yuzhen jumped in, Pointing at him with his finger, he said with a smile: "You are about to marry a wife, and you still play chess like this child." Xiaoqiu saw that she was wearing a blue bamboo cloth jacket, which was level with her knees, revealing white foreign gauze trousers and blue satin. Catfish head shoes, bleached bamboo socks, long braids, another small braid on the sideburns, tied with a black velvet rope, Yin smiled and said: "My sister is dressed in the same way as a girl's primary school. Oh! Ma The powder on this face is not evenly applied." Yuzhen twisted her head and lowered her head with a smile: "Who wants to apply powder? Mother said, there are guests at home, although they are not as good as others, don't make them look like a yellow-haired girl, and let them I put a little powder on it. In fact, female students are not allowed to wear rouge and powder." Xiaoqiu moved the chair she was sitting on, turned it around, and smiled at her, "Why did those two female students come to our house?" Yuzhen smiled and said, "Aren't you asking knowingly? Mother invited them here for a blind date, but you were not at home. I was so anxious that I ran to the door to look at it several times. I was afraid that my mother would scold me, so I didn't dare to come. The door stopped for a long time."

Xiaoqiu smiled and said, "Little girl, don't talk nonsense. As a girl, how can I go to someone's house to go on a blind date?" Yuzhen said: "Of course they didn't come on a blind date. Because my mother sent someone to Chen's house to talk about it." , I also want to go to the women's school and ask them to come and ask about the situation in the school. Naturally, they have to come. But it's the first time for them to be guests, and they are too embarrassed to sit for a long time, so they talk for a while and then leave. Guess, mother Did you really invite him to let me into the school?" She said, holding the corner of the table with her hand, looking straight at Xiaoqiu's face.Xiaoqiu smiled and said, "How can I guess? I don't know if I invite someone to come. I don't know if I send him away." Yuzhen hopped around with her feet, and crawled with her right index finger on her cheek. "I'm not ashamed, I'm telling you about my wife, you don't know yet." Xiaoqiu laughed and said, "You're so ashamed that I don't make sense. I don't know, what is there to be ashamed of?" Yuzhen said: "What do you know, what don't you know, you say it!" When he said it, he put his hands on the corner of the table and just bounced around.Xiaoqiu stood up and said with a smile, "Calm down, okay?" Yu Zhen said, "Why am I quiet? I'm not making trouble." Xiao Qiu nodded with a smile and said, "You haven't made a fuss yet. Tell me what you are doing here. If you have nothing to do, go out and play, and I still have to read." Yuzhen curled her lips and said, "You're pretending to work hard again. Yes. What am I doing here? I don’t know, didn’t you wave for me to come in?” Xiao Qiu had nothing to say.He got up and poured a cup of tea, sipped it slowly, leaned on the back of the chair, looked at Yuzhen, and asked: "You are still naughty, look at the little girl who came today, maybe she is younger than you, right? She is much more refined than you." Yuzhen said: "What? Don't look at her small figure, but she is two years older than me." Xiaoqiu said: "Then, she is fifteen. Her sister, but It's much older than her, must be twenty or so?" Yuzhen said: "You have really bad eyesight, sometimes you see too small, and sometimes you see too big." Xiaoqiu put the teacup, Sitting down, flipping through the pages of the book on the table, she asked, "Then, she is eighteen or nineteen years old." Yuzhen pointed at him with another index finger and smiled, "Let me tell you, she is the same age as you. It’s her birthday on the eighth day of the month.” Xiaoqiu laughed and said, “How come you even found out her birthday, you’re really good at it.” Yuzhen said, “How can I find out about her? It’s my mother who kept her two sisters. It came out of the chat. Don't read the book, I'll ask you." When he said, he stretched out his hands and pressed the book. Xiaoqiu said: "You say what you say, I read my book, why are you messing around here?" Yuzhen said: "You don't listen, I don't like to tell you!" As she said, she turned around , was about to run outside.Xiao Qiu stretched out her hand to hold her back, and said with a smile: "Don't run away, I'll ask you something." Although Yuzhen was held back by him, she still pretended to be leaving, turned her head and said: "What is there to say? Just ask." Xiaoqiu smiled and said, "Can I ask a few questions?" Yuzhen threw her hands and said, "Don't talk about it, just ask if you have anything to say." mouthed.Xiaoqiu laughed and said, "This child has picked up Jiaojiao. Sit down, let's talk slowly." So she pulled her to sit on the chair opposite, and sat down herself.Yuzhen pulled up the ends of her braids and played with her bosom, puffed her mouth and said, "It doesn't look like you're asking a few questions." Xiaoqiu flipped through two pages of the book, and saw that Yuzhen was still pouting. Putting the book away, pressing the book with her hands, she said, "Where did you start with what you just said?" Yuzhen turned her head and asked, "What?" Xiaoqiu paused, and said with a smile: " You said it was your mother who invited him here, does that mean what you said?" Yuzhen laughed suddenly, then scrambled her fingers and said, "Don't be shy, don't be shy, I asked it myself. "She said a few times without being shy, and ran away.Xiaoqiu couldn't keep asking, so she had no choice but to give up, but she probably understood in her heart. When it was time for dinner, Zhongpu hadn't come back yet.The eldest lady, Yuyun, sat across from him and kept smiling at him while eating.Xiaoqiu said: "Why do you just laugh at me, elder sister?" Yuyun ignored him, but turned to ask Yang, "When did my brother come back? Did you meet him?" Right?" Yuyun picked up the rice grains in the bowl with the chopsticks, and asked, "Mother, do you mean the big one or the young one?" Yang said, "Of course it's the big one, with temperament and appearance. It's not bad." Yuyun said: "It's just that they have a lot of style with the banner people. They are not banner people, why should they be like that?" Yang said: "People who are officials in the capital have such a temper. After a little bit of the bannerman’s rules, they will have official ceremonies, and this is nothing more than because the emperor is a bannerman.” Xiaoqiu said with a straight face: “We Han people have this kind of slavery. Learn Hu'er's language, and try to scold the Han people at the top of the city." Yuyun said: "Brother, I'm not talking about you, you should buy less books from the revolutionary party Kang Youwei. Our family has been a scholar for generations..." Xiaoqiu shook her hands repeatedly and laughed Said: "Sister, don't talk about these things. When it comes to the chapters and chapters of the "Book of Rites", I can't trouble you with this. Don't talk to me about current affairs. Books published by the Revolutionary Party scold Kang Youwei every day. You How can you say that Kang Youwei is a revolutionary party?" Yang was surprised, opened his eyes and said: "Isn't Kang Youwei a revolutionary party? Who are the revolutionaries? Don't talk about this, your uncle will be angry when he hears this. " Yuyun laughed and said, "Mother, you didn't understand what brother meant. He was talking in a roundabout way. He didn't like that girl's rich and noble style." looking at.Xiaoqiu didn't dare to argue, so she had to lower her head and go to eat. After the meal, Xiaoqiu understood both what her aunt said last night and what she did today, but she didn't understand why she did it like this in her heart.In any case, now I can only have a shadow of Chunhua in my heart, and I shouldn't let others shake my heart.While he was thinking like this, that night, he peeked at the letter from Chunhua several times.When he read the letter, he just closed the door and read it with his back to the light.At the same time, two hundred miles away, the Chunhua who wrote him the letter was secretly reading the letter.Her behavior of secretly reading the letter was more rigorous. She put the candlestick on the mat in the middle of the bed, and lowered the curtain to read.If someone saw it through the window, she could say that it was a bedbug catch, and naturally no one would be suspicious. It turned out that she stayed at Fifth Sister-in-law's house for one night, and Tingdong found out that he was very strange to Mrs. Song.It is said that a big girl should not live no matter where she is without her mother.So Song sent away the matchmaker invited by the housekeeper, and immediately took Chunhua home.Chunhua visited his father's illness, but it didn't improve much. It seemed that it might become an old problem. Even though he felt 120,000 grievances in his heart, he didn't dare to show any color in front of his father.In the first two days when I went home, I didn't feel anything special.But on the third day, I was very sleepy and took a nap.When I woke up, I remembered that it was wrong not to visit my father's house for most of the day.After wiping his face with a cold towel, he walked across the main room to his father's room.The girl is so old, it's not easy to break into her father's room casually.Because of this, when he walked outside the door, he paused, intending to make a little noise, to inform his father, and then went in.But at this moment, I heard my father ask: "Where is Chunhua? Don't let her come at this time." I heard my mother say: "That girl is really sick, and she fell asleep again." Ting Dong said: "Who is there? She is sick, and she is sick again, how can I let her go?" Song said: "You are someone who looks for Confucius in books every day, how do you know these things? Send her there. I'm sick. Otherwise, her illness won't be cured, and your illness won't be cured either. It's always because I can't be a mother, I didn't manage the girls well, and it made you angry. Now Now that you have a solution, you won't be tortured by this girl again, and you don't have to think about the past." Tingdong sighed, and continued: "In the past, you always blamed me for not reading girls. I said you were prejudiced. Now that I think about it, your words are right. If she couldn't read, she wouldn't make those chants." How can I suffer from this disease if I live a peaceful life with the wind and the moon." Chunhua stood outside the curtain and listened, almost fainting.Unexpectedly, the father also said that the girl was not good at reading.Immediately turned around and walked back to the room, sat on the edge of the bed, facing the whitewashed wall in the small patio outside the window, just staring blankly.This reminds me of one thing. I remember my grandmother said that there was an aunt who died when she was nineteen years old.It is said that she suffered from illness all year round during her lifetime.But although he was sick all the year round, he was always in this room and never stepped out of the room.Grandma still shed tears when she said it.Said that the girl is too good.Now that I think about it, that girl probably died of suffocation in this room just like me.Since I stopped reading, I sat here every day. When I raised my head, I was looking at the opposite wall. When I lowered my head, I saw the patio with the size of a table top, and the stone slabs were covered with moss.The more bored a person is, the more sick he becomes.My father said that I shouldn't be allowed to study. In other words, he asked me to be a fool and a fool. He raised me like a pig and sent me to my in-laws.Fortunately, I have already studied, so I don't care about him.That is, my mother said that there is already a way for me, but I don’t know what way? Now that I have been locked up, it’s like going to jail, and if I want to find a new way, it must be poisoned to death with poison.I don't think he has committed such a serious crime.Mother said, sent me there, did I follow what mother often scolded me, and sent me away as a child bride? Chunhua thought of this, and instead of sitting down, she fell on the bed.Think again about the words you overheard while standing outside your father's door, from beginning to end.When I only had a cup of tea, a burst of grief and anger welled up in my heart, and I cried out with a wow, turned over, tears flowed onto the pillow, and didn't wipe it away with my hands.I don't know how long I cried, but my face was on the pillow and changed three places.The skin of his lips was trembling because of sobbing, and he was a little numb. Suddenly there was a sound of thud, thump, thump on the floor, and when she turned her face to look, it was the grandmother standing in front of the bed, she put the crutch in her hand on the floor, making a thud thud.Trembling and softly shouted: "Girl! Are you still making trouble? Your father made you mad." Chunhua suddenly stopped crying, turned over and sat up, and asked: "I sleep on the bed, the room The door didn't come out, what's the matter, are you angry with me again?" The old lady said: "You don't know yet, there are people on the street who spread rumors, saying that your father is going to regret the housekeeper's marriage and re-choose you. Match. Uncle Neng heard the words from the hotel in the street in the far room. He came to see your father’s illness and told your father. Your father immediately rolled on the bed with a heartache. Your mother finally persuaded your father. Now you are calm, and you are crying here again." Chunhua's heart moved, and he suddenly changed his words: "That's because my father is too angry. There is nothing to listen to rumors outside. People say that our family is a robber. We Is it a bandit?" Mrs. Yao said: "You are still stubborn, this is what Aunt Mao said." Chunhua's heart was beating wildly, and at the same time, his face was sweating, and he asked: "She What did you say about me? I treated her very well before, she shouldn't say anything about me." Mrs. Yao said: "She didn't say anything about you, but said that our family thought the housekeeper and children were not good and planned to have Regret the marriage. Isn't this a wrong that fell from half a day? Who in our family would have such a meaning?" Chunhua lowered his head, but did not make a sound.Mrs. Yao supported her walking stick and sat next to Chunhua.She said to her: "People say that you should understand etiquette and righteousness by reading poetry and books. You think, how filial your father is to me, he dare not say it in front of me even when he speaks loudly. You As a daughter, the days in front of your parents are short, so you should be more filial. You shouldn’t be ignorant. You always cry like this all day long. Let me ask you, if your father makes trouble , our family, the old ones, the young ones, what do you think?" Chunhua said: "Mother-in-law, don't pressure me with this big topic, how can I bear it? Since I am at home, I will If you make daddy angry, then send me away." Mrs. Yao said: "Send you away? Where are you sent?" Chunhua said: "Mother-in-law, don't you really know? What? You already have such a clever plan, do you think I don't know?" When she said this, the tear stains on her face were completely dry. She got out of bed and saw that there was still half a basin of cold water on the washbasin shelf, so she rubbed the towel and washed her face with cold water.And from the small dressing box, he took out a small wooden comb and combed his hair calmly.It seems that he doesn't pay much attention to the question asked.Mrs. Yao was still sitting on the edge of the bed, holding a cane in her hand, watching her attentively.Yin asked: "Where did you hear such words?" Chunhua brushed his hair, poured a cup of tea, sat on the chair opposite to Mrs. Yao, sipped it slowly, and said with a faint smile: "If you want People don't know, unless they do nothing. Everyone is plotting against me, and I'm not far away, and I hang out with each other every day. I don't hear some news after talking about it?" Old lady Yao said : "Your child talks about this kind of reasoning. Sending your daughter to her husband's house is what parents should do. How can I say it is plotting against you?" Chunhua said: "Oh! I understand now Two days ago, I was allowed to spend the night at Fifth Sister-in-law’s house. That was to avoid me on purpose. It was those two ghosts who made the day come. When was it? I know." At first, Mrs. Yao also felt that she could tell her something, anyway, she already knew the news.Seeing her face turn red and white now, he said, "But if you have such a meaning, how can you live in it?" Chunhua put down the teacup, held the old lady's crutch with both hands, shook it several times and said, "There must be a day, there must be a day! Please accumulate virtue and tell me." The old lady said: "You Isn't this nonsense? It's driving me to death, and I can't tell what day it will be. It's a lifelong event, where the day can be talked about casually. The housekeeper really sent the day, and it must be accompanied by a gift. Please respectfully send it to the matchmaker If you come to my house, how can I hide it from you?" Chunhua put his stick in his hand, was stunned for a while, and said with a light smile: "If you still lie to me, my mother, you plan to send me out as a child bride, what gift do you want? ?” The old lady supported the head of the walking stick with both hands, looked up at her, and said, “Where did this come from? Sending you out as a child bride is what your mother usually said when she was angry. How can you believe it? People with girls always say this when they get angry, do you need to take it to heart? What kind of family are we? How can we send you out casually? That's what your parents want to do, I can't agree either. Our family is just a girl like you, there are not three or four. Don't worry, I will make the decision for you." Chunhua hesitated for a while, frowned and said: "Your old man doesn't understand me I don't want you to be the master of this matter, and I don't care, I just want to know the exact date." The old lady said: "I don't know, what are you busy with?" Chunhua sneered Said: "I'm busy? I'm busy, I'm busy so that people can carry the coffin to put me in the coffin! Hmph! Prepare the coffin to be carried." Mrs. Yao looked at her face, but didn't say anything.However, when urging girls to be good girls, they quoted a lot of allusions from grandma's scriptures.Finally, Chunhua said to her: "Okay, old man, you don't have to teach me anymore, I am determined to be a good girl. I will be at home all day, and I will always be filial to the three old people. When Dashu comes, I will be clean." Take this body with you." Mrs. Yao said: "Why do you keep saying these things?" Chunhua said: "I will never say angry words, I dare to swear on that day." The old lady Yao said: "As long as you are willing to obey, it will be fine, why bother to swear." He didn't care about his words, but thought that his persuasion was successful.Chunhua acted according to the words that he wanted people to believe. From this day on, when I was in front of people, I didn't get angry or worry, just like when I was studying.It's just that from time to time, grandma asks about the date of marriage.Mrs. Yao evaded it first, and then told her.Always in September and October in cool autumn.Chunhua also thought that in the blink of an eye it would be summer, and there would never be any weddings on this day, so he calmed down.It's just that every night, after closing the door to sleep, the attitude of the day will be completely changed. The two eyebrows will be frowned immediately, the head will be lowered, and the chair will sit sideways, staring blankly at a rapeseed oil lamp. with.No one came to disturb him, and he did not move.A flame the size of a bean, a vague shadow of a person, and an ordinary room, in Chunhua's eyes, feel extraordinarily bleak.When I sat for quite a while, there were two lines of tears streaming down my face.The tears came out of the eyes without knowing it, and after they came out, the tears rolled down the face and dripped onto the clothes without knowing it. People just looked at the lonely lamp quietly.In the end, I found a candle stub, stuck it in a clay candlestick, took it to the tent, and read the bunch of letters hidden in the hole in the wall at the corner of the bed by candlelight.In fact, even if she didn't read it, she would still remember the words in the letter, because she had read it too much, and she had already memorized it by heart.So when Xiaoqiu read her letter in Nanchang City, even though she was sincere, she didn't know that Chunhua's emotion was countless times more tragic than his.The nights are short in summer, and Chunhua has to wait until everyone has rested before she lights a candle and goes to the tent to read letters. At that time, it is often past midnight.And country people get up very early, everyone in the family is up, Chunhua is embarrassed to fall asleep, so he gets up because he didn't get enough sleep, his eyelids are swollen.It wasn't until noon, when I was in poor health, that I went back to my room to take a big sleep, so that I could recover my spirit.She is like this every day, which makes Song feel a little strange.Why every day at noon, I must be so tired that I want to sleep.One night, Chunhua's tears flowed too much, and when she woke up the next day, her eyes were red and swollen, and she felt that it was inconvenient to see things.Just as she was about to look in the mirror to see what was going on, she didn't want Mrs. Song to walk into the room at this moment, so she aggravated her own guilt.