Chapter 6 Farewell to Vivian (6)

Fives Once or twice a week he goes to Joe's apartment.If Joe calls him. Joe is well aware of their situation.They are each other's fill of loneliness and lust until her boyfriend returns from England.Of course, they can also separate at any time. She cooks him dinner.Sometimes when I wake up in the middle of the night, I see this sleeping man next to me.His face is handsome.The usual indifferent expression appears warm in sleep.Like an innocent child.When a man is eating and sleeping, it is a cute moment.Restore the sweet and vulnerable side of their humanity. She stroked him gently.She knew their bodies had been entwined for too long.So the soul goes farther and farther.Or maybe, she never grasped his soul at all.

She remembered him chewing cherry blossom petals at the elevator door.His body exudes a light and wandering floral fragrance.His eyes looked sad.A girl loves a guy when she feels that it's not easy for her to understand him. So does Joe.Joe found that he could no longer choose to be strong. Try asking him if he has kids.Joe watched him carefully in the eye.His eyes are impassive.He said, be careful yourself.This is something that shouldn't happen. But.Joe stroked his fingers weakly.If so. He looked at her without moving.He said, don't make trouble for you and me.Please remember.

IIAN.He called her softly.Look at her gentle expression of turning her face to ask questions.On the empty subway platform, the roaring sound of the subway disappeared far away.He believed it was a game she was playing with him. It's just that now the controlling role in this game is starting to shift. If she admits that she is Vivian.Then she is. If she doesn't admit it.Well she is at least VIIAN. In the late night chat, he faced a monitor and heard the sound of his fingers typing on the keyboard.lonely voice.It's like blood rushing through the veins.Sentences of her language appeared.Sentences disappear.Anytime is the end.

Bye they started having goodnight kisses.She marked with an asterisk.When he has a cold.When he told her he felt a little cold.She said, sleep well, be good.Then type with QUIT. Everything ends. VIIAN is the girl within his reach.At least part of his fantasy was on her.Love is nothing but an illusion.To make him temporarily forget his desire for Joe.Those shameless cold desires. He said that I want to tell you how to make CAPPUCIONO.Pour dark roast coffee into mugs.Add granulated sugar and a tablespoon of heavy cream.Sprinkle with more lemon slices.Orange slices are also fine.Then there's cinnamon. IIAN laughed.You can go to CAFE to work.so professional.He said that when I graduated from college, the job I wanted to do the most was bartending and making coffee in a bar in the dead of night.It's his favorite time of day.A beautiful girl is sitting alone in a corner of the bar smoking a cigarette.The aroma of coffee is intertwined with tobacco and perfume.The records play Paganini who murders people's minds.The endless feeling.Can be deep.

Then sleep during the day.Cut off from the world under the sun. But the reality does not allow him to live such a casual life.He walks through the reinforced concrete city under the sun every day. I am a dark man.He said.He gently squinted his eyes in the sunlight. Once again the world forced him to appear naked in daylight.The light seemed to wipe him out in an instant.The burning sensation is so painful.When Joe told him at the elevator door that she had broken up with her boyfriend in England and that she had a baby.