Chapter 4 Farewell to Vian (4)

three Every morning, she was on the same platform as him, waiting for a subway in a different direction.For a short period of time, she was there with the same indifferent expression as him, with a little bit of laziness.She wears baggy, well-washed jeans and a black T-shirt.A large string of dark silver bracelets hung on the thin wrist.The hair is dark and rich.He wore hemp sandals with thin straps around his bare feet.She likes to carry a large backpack cross-body.Sometimes a pair of earphones are pulled out from there and plugged into the ears.While listening to the music, her expression became more alienated and indifferent.

He kept wondering if it was Paganini she was listening to. Sometimes, he thinks he should walk up suddenly and say to her, Vian, let's have a cup of coffee.If it is her.She would raise her head to look at him evilly and innocently, with her usual smile that seemed to be malicious.If it wasn't for her, then she would turn away. However, he wanted to set aside a little more time to see her.Leisurely and determined.He can control the ending of this game. On weekends, the company goes to the bar for parties.Joe came over and asked him to dance.Joe said, remember my lips.She smiled at him sideways in the shadows.When he hugged her, he found that she was already drunk. JOHN came over and grabbed Joe's arm, you're drunk, I'll take you home.Colleagues in the company all know John's crush on Joe.Although Joe has a photographer boyfriend who works in the UK.

Joe pushed JOHN's hand away.Her rosy cheeks fell on his shoulders.She looked at him with bright eyes.Lin, dance with me.He looked at the embarrassed JOHN beside him.He dragged her out of the bar. It was already midnight.In the cramped apartment elevator, she raised her face again and asked him if he remembered her lips.He looked at her blankly.Then suddenly pushed her down on the elevator door.He kissed her roughly.She said softly, I haven't had sex for a long time.He has been in England for two years.I didn't have sex with any men.The lipstick on her lips was starting to fade.Like petals burning in the dark.Can't control myself.

He can't remember doing it a few times with her.Finally fell into a deep sleep in a trance state. He regained consciousness under her touch.He wants her again.There was a painful and mournful expression on her face.She begged him in a low voice. He pulled her long hair up.Tell me you won't love me.He heard his own numb voice.In shame and joy, she raised her flowery face.I won't cause you any trouble.Forest.you are free.Tears rolled down her eyes. His fingers trembled slightly.The temperature of the tears in the dark was beyond his memory. There was an accident at the subway station at dusk.

When the subway came roaring, a middle-aged man suddenly jumped to the track.The sound of emergency brakes and screams froze in the air.He was caught in the chaotic crowd and looked at the location of the incident.Bright red blood splattered in jets.He saw a pale hand gently spread out there.Nothing was caught.When he squeezed out of the crowd, he saw the girl in black with earphones plugged into her ears.Stand there at a distance.As if nothing had happened. He walked towards the exit tunnel.He suddenly felt a burning sensation of emptiness in his stomach.The sunlight pouring in from the passageway blinded him.He turned back again.In the middle of the night, he and Wei An had just discussed the end of their lives.He may never see her.

He saw the girl approaching.He calmly waited for her to come to his side.Then he said, Vian, let's have a cup of coffee.