Chapter 6 5 Try to calm yourself down
One night, in a short period of time, the innocent Du Juan experienced two men expressing their love for her, Lin Bin was reserved and calm, and Bai Yang was direct and warm.Du Juan didn't know what to do for a while, she covered her head under the quilt, but her eyes were wide open, her whole body was hot, and her mind went blank.She wanted to think about it calmly, but she couldn't think of a clue for a while, her mind was chaotic and empty, and she tried to calm herself down.
She has no experience with men, especially in such close contact with men. Their dance team is divided into male and female teams. She also had the opportunity to perform with male dancers. At that time, their physical contact was close. To make a variety of actions.
The first time she experienced a man's body was not long after joining the army. She was still a student of the dance team and watched the performances of the old dance team members.It was "The White-haired Girl". When "Dachun" came on stage, he only wore a pair of shape pants, and his lower body was naturally exposed.Sitting in the front row, she clearly saw Dachun's lower body. That night, the part of "Dachun" was always present in her mind.She kept saying in her heart that men are like this.
When she saw the actor who played "Dachun" the next day, she couldn't help but blush.It took a long time for her feeling to disappear.
Later, I had the experience of rehearsing dances with male actors, and physical contact is naturally indispensable.At the beginning, she was always shy, and kept a distance from the actor on purpose when she was doing the action.Their dance captain is someone who has experienced it, so he naturally knows the psychology of these little girls like the palm of his hand.The captain said: "The dancer's body is the language, there is no gender."
The captain had said so, and every time she rehearsed with the actor, she would silently read the captain's words, but it still didn't work.Therefore, an action will be repeated more than ten times, sometimes hundreds of times, before finally passing the level.Day after day, she gradually lost that feeling. In her eyes, the male actor was just a dance symbol, or even a piece of wood.After a few years, when she saw an actor again, her mind was as calm as water.This is professional quality.Later, the captain commented on them as actors.
What she didn't expect was that Lin Bin and Bai Yang activated her body all of a sudden. They were not actors, but two living men.Facing men, Du Juan couldn't help but get excited and suffer from insomnia.
After calming down, Du Juan asked herself over and over again: Which man do I really like?
Du Juan couldn't fall asleep no matter what, she had no idea, then she thought of Damei.In her eyes, Damei is someone who has experienced it. Although their ages are almost the same, everything, including meeting the two men this time, is Damei's idea. Now there is a new problem, and she wants to ask Damei for advice.Thinking of this, she jumped out of bed and turned on the light at once.
Damei has fallen asleep, her two white arms and half of her fleshy shoulders are exposed outside the quilt, Damei looks very satisfied and happy.Du Juan suddenly found that Da Mei was getting fat again.Damei was so stimulated by the sudden light that she rubbed her eyes.
Damei said, "What are you doing, your head is flooded?"
This sentence was a popular colloquial phrase at that time, and most young people would say it.
Du Juan sat back on her bed, covered her lower body with the quilt and said, "Damei, I can't sleep."
Then Damei opened her eyes.
Damei said, "What's wrong? Did two men do it?"
Du Juan could only nod her head.
Damei said, "What did the two of you say to you?"
Du Juan cut corners and told Damei about the general situation of meeting the two men.
Damei said: "Where is this? It's early."
Du Juan said: "Then I can't have two boyfriends at the same time, I have to choose one."
Damei said, "What do you choose? Who of the two will marry you?"
Du Juan shook her head.
Damei said: "Du Juan, don't be stupid. When encountering this kind of thing, men know that they have to pick and choose, so we are not allowed to pick. Didn't I tell you that these two men have their own characteristics and their own strengths?" Long, it depends on who can give you happiness in the end, and you can marry whoever gives you happiness."
Du Juan still didn't know what to say: "Then what should I do now?"
Damei said: "You can do whatever you want, you can go and see any man who asks you out."
Du Juan added: "What if they ask me out at the same time?"
Damei said, "Then you choose one to meet."
After hearing what Damei said, Du Juan still looked embarrassed, she didn't know what the consequences would be if this went on.Who will make her happy?For the simple Du Juan, the happiness at this time is like the moon in the water and the flowers in the fog, invisible and intangible.
Da Mei's words still had an important influence on Du Juan.
In the cafeteria at noon, Du Juan met Bai Yang.At that time, Du Juan was sitting at the table eating, and Bai Yang was looking for something with her eyes while holding the rice bowl. At that moment, Du Juan hoped that Bai Yang would come over, but she didn't want him to come over.As soon as she saw Bai Yang, she thought of what happened last night. He was so quick that he hugged herself in his arms.At this time, she was also conflicted in her heart. On the one hand, she hoped that Bai Yang would be so bold, but at the same time, she hoped that Bai Yang would stay away from her and talk to herself like Lin Bin.
Just as Du Juan was thinking, Bai Yang walked up to her and sat down on an empty seat.
He glanced at her, then at her again, and said, "at night, don't go anywhere, I'll find you in the dormitory."
What he said seemed to be an order, but she didn't hear it at all, and said with a blushing heart, "Maybe it's rehearsal tonight."
Bai Yang said: "I asked your captain, your dance team will study politics in the afternoon, but there is no arrangement for the evening."
After Bai Yang finished speaking, she took the bowl and went to the captain's table to eat again. They were talking and laughing, but she didn't hear a word, and Bai Yang's words echoed in her ears: You will wait in the dormitory at night. I……
Damei in the same dormitory didn't even eat dinner in the cafeteria, so she was taken home by Staff Wang to improve her life. Du Juan knew that when Damei came back, the dormitory would be filled with the smell of chicken, duck and fish again.Seeing Damei like this, she was a little envious, and felt that she was deserted.
After dinner, as soon as I got back to the dormitory, I heard a knock on the door.She thought, Bai Yang must be here.Sure enough, Bai Yang walked in. Bai Yang didn't wear military uniform, only military trousers and a white shirt, looking refreshed.
The lights in the dormitory were on, and the rectifier made a buzzing sound, and the female partner in the next dormitory was secretly listening to Teresa Teng's song "Night Shanghai".Bai Yang didn't do what Du Juan was worried about, anyway, Bai Yang always seemed very civilized that night.He sat on the chair and she sat on the edge of his bed.That night, Bai Yang was almost the only one talking about how he was homesick after being sent to the army by his father at the age of sixteen, and ran back secretly, but his father beat him on the leg with a stick and sent him back to the army.Later, he was promoted and became a platoon leader. When the troops were training, he lived in a fellow villager's house.He also talked about exchanging military cotton shoes for eggs with fellow villagers when he was greedy...
Bai Yang's words were very interesting, and Du Juan's listening was also very fresh. She covered her mouth with her hand and smiled for a while from time to time.Bai Yang didn't smile, he was serious, with a look of bitterness and hatred.Gradually, an image of Bai Yang, a mischievous and cynical soldier appeared before her eyes.Before I knew it, it was almost time to turn off the lights, and Damei hadn't come back yet.Bai Yang got up to leave. At this time, Du Juan felt a little bit lost for some reason, and she couldn't explain why she was lost.When Bai Yang walked to the door, he turned around again. He stretched out his hand and patted her face. She didn't hide, and there was no need to hide, but her eyes moved from Bai Yang's face to the ground.
He turned back and said, "I will look for you again in the future."
When the lights out sounded, Damei came back, and said with a smile, "Is it Bai Yang?"
Du Juan asked in surprise, "How do you know?"
Damei said, "I can smell it."
Every time Staff Officer Wang came to the dormitory, she couldn't smell it, and she could only feel the presence and absence of Staff Officer Wang through the changes on Damei's bed.
While lying on the bed, she smelled the smell of chicken, duck and fish.Her stomach rumbled, and she thought it would be nice to have a home.