Chapter 6 Xiaowu

Xiao Wu, who is in his early thirties, is still not married. It is not accurate to say that he is not married. It should be said that Xiao Wu had a two-month marriage history that is not worthy of the name. Things have to start when Xiaowu was thirty years old.When Xiaowu was 30 years old, it was a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity for anyone to catch up with the agency to distribute the house, but there was a condition for the house distribution, that is, he must be a married homeless household.Xiao Wu is not eligible for this point. Thirty-year-old Xiao Wu is in the pain of a broken relationship. That is to say, his girlfriend who has been dating for three years said goodbye to him. The reason is that the girlfriend found him again A better man than him.It is said that it is better than Xiaowu because that man is richer than Xiaowu, and he is a man in the mobile phone business.That man was five or six years older than Xiao Wu, and he was a man with a very strong head. Xiao Wu was lucky enough to meet him once.That was the day Xiaowu broke up with his girlfriend, and that man came to pick her up.She said to Xiaowu: This is my boyfriend.Xiao Wu saw the man, and the man smiled at Xiao Wu, then took her by the waist and left.Standing there, Xiao Wu felt like an athlete, handing over the baton to the next person, and then he had nothing to do. He could only watch the next athlete run from a distance, whether he won or lost It's someone else's business too.

Xiaowu's unsuccessful love this time makes Xiaowu have a new understanding of love, that is, there is no love in this world, and love is a lie.The girlfriend who broke up with him has been in love with him for three years, and they have vowed to each other and made a promise, but the result is not like this?His girlfriend was his classmate in college, so it can be said that he knew everything, and the two stayed in this city together. It should be reasonable for them to fall in love.Xiaowu knew that he was just a civil servant, and he had never expected anything before. If it was an extravagant expectation, it would be to live the life of ordinary people, and he would live as others lived.The reality completely shattered Xiaowu's dream of living an ordinary life.

Not long after Xiaowu fell in love, he caught up with the agency to distribute the house. The agency has not distributed the house for several years. How important the house is to everyone who understands the national conditions, I won’t say more here.Xiaowu clearly realizes that such an opportunity should not be lost anyway, as there will be no such shop after passing this village.If you want to get a house, unless you get married.In those few days, Xiao Wu was really helpless. After Xiaowu stayed in this city, he has been renting a house to live in. There is no dormitory in the agency, so he can only rent a house.Not having a house of his own means not having a home of his own. Xiao Wu has always felt a sense of wandering, sometimes like a kite with a broken string, unable to get up or down, just floating in mid-air.After staying in this city, he has always felt this way.At that time, he thought that when the opportunity was right, he would get married. After getting married, he might not have this feeling when he had a family.Now getting married has become his distant dream.However, it's not that the dream house is in front of his eyes, and he doesn't want to lose it anymore.

In those days, Xiaowu mobilized all his acquaintances in the city, such as teachers and classmates, to ask everyone to offer advice to him.A male classmate came up with a trick, which was to get Xiaowu to get married in a fake manner.Said: If he wants, he can find such a person for Xiaowu, but the woman has conditions.In other words, Xiaowu had to pay the other party 20,000 yuan.The student said it with confidence.Because, before this, this woman had had such a transaction with someone else. The first time the other party paid 30,000 yuan, this was not the first time, and it was reduced to 20,000 yuan.Xiaowu has no other better way, and he thinks it will be worth it to spend 20,000 yuan to buy a house!Immediately agreed.

From marriage to divorce, Xiao Wu saw that woman twice.In just two months, Xiaowu's house was obtained, and he went through the divorce procedure with that woman.Xiao Wu was allocated a house, but at the same time he also got a reputation for divorce.Anyway, Xiao Wu also thought about it, so there was nothing left. Apart from going to work, Xiaowu is obsessed with surfing the Internet.He has almost no friends in real life now, but he has made many friends online, and chatting with those friends he has never met online has become an indispensable part of his life.You can’t meet anyone online, you can say whatever you want, you don’t even need to ask whether the other person is a man or a woman, as long as the topic is interesting, they can continue chatting online, this is something that Xiaowu can’t experience in real life pleasure.Real life can only disappoint him.

The woman he usually despises most is Yu Hong. He never even talks to her. However, Huang Shan almost handed over her destiny to men, and Huang Shan must be the one who will suffer.He couldn't tell if Huang Shan loved her man, anyway, her man brought her what she wanted.On this point, if Huang Shan felt that he was betraying himself in the past, this made him feel ashamed.Now he no longer thinks so.Because his so-called love has been shattered, he no longer believes that there is any love in this world anymore, since there is no love, then it is the same with anyone, whoever can make himself live better can be with anyone, What's wrong with that?He felt that the little girl Huang Shan was very smart, at least she woke up earlier than himself.After thinking about it this way, he admired this little girl a little.

Yuhong was not like that in his eyes, all her actions only made him feel sick and unhappy.Just two small things made Xiaowu see through this woman Yuhong.Various departments and offices of the government have subscribed to several kinds of newspapers, and after a period of time they will sell some waste newspapers. Every time she sells newspapers, Yu Hong is very active. No one took the money seriously, and Yuhong always said: Let's buy ice cream with this money.Then he generously put the money in the pen holder on the desk.After a while, and after a while.The matter of eating ice cream was over, and the ten yuan was gone silently.It will still be like this the next time you sell newspapers.Every year on "June 1st", the authorities will do their best for those who have children.Sometimes some children are given food, and sometimes some cash is given out. The children of Lao Li, Lao Hong and Director Jiang are not included in the distribution when they are old. Others have no children. When she received the distributed things, she looked like she was taking advantage of the sky, and then she said to Xiaowu Xiaojie and others: It is great to have children, you should have children as soon as possible, as if the children she gave birth are specially waiting for institutions It's like dividing things.In Xiaowu's eyes, these trivial things are enough for him to see through this woman.Xiao Wu sometimes thought, I really don't know how this kind of person got into the position of civil servant.

For Lao Hong and Lao Li, existence is equal to nothingness. Whether they exist or not is the same in Xiao Wu's eyes.In other words, the two are eating together and waiting to die.Director Jiang exists only because he is the director of the information department. It is better not to let this kind of person be the director.In Xiaowu's impression, Director Jiang never had his own opinions, and he had to ask his superiors for even minor matters. Maybe it was because his superiors took a fancy to him that they made him the director.In the information department, Director Jiang is just a sounding board.And with a straight face all day long, I have never seen him smile once.

There is also Xiaojie, who has just graduated from university, and some places have not yet shed the student spirit.Dates and phone calls all day long, either going clubbing or disco, in short, there is no free time.Although Xiaojie is in his twenties, there is no sign of when he will mature.Although the age gap between Xiaowu and Xiaojie is not too big, he has nothing in common with Xiaojie. Xiaowu can only face the computer and chat with netizens every day, where he feels his own existence, which is also the only joy in his life.Recently he met a girl named Xiaoxin on the Internet, and they have chatted a few times.Every time he surfs the Internet, he can meet that girl called Careful. Every time the two of them chat very speculatively. In an agency, her feelings are the same as Xiaowu’s. They have not found colleagues who share the same language in their units. Their depression is the same, and they have the same views on the people around them. This makes Xiaowu surprised. Of course being careful feels the same way.They have a lot of meaning to meet each other.They were chatting, carefully speaking the first half of a sentence, Xiao Wu knew what she would say in the second half.The reverse is also the same, while chatting, Xiao Wu actually laughed out loud at the computer, he thought it was amazing.He didn't know what the girl named Xiaoxin looked like, whether she was tall, fat, ugly, or handsome, it didn't matter, just because they had a good understanding of each other was enough to show that they were the same kind of people.Xiaowu's online name is Xiaokan, which is the rule of the game for their netizens. Everyone who surfs the Internet has their own online name. In fact, it doesn't matter what it is called, it's just a code name.This is the same as my usual name, just for the convenience of others and myself.

Xiaowu met this girl named Xinxin when he was disheartened, which brought a bright color to Xiaowu's life.He didn't know what this girl called Xin Xin would bring him, anyway, he felt good at this time, the dull life in the office made him feel that he could not see hope, but careful made him feel the ripples in his life, making him withered My heart was rippling again.I don't know why he wants to see Xiaoxin more and more.Even when he was in love, he never had such a strong feeling. Xiao Wu didn't know if he was in love.After his three-year relationship ended in failure, love was dead in his heart.But sometimes this feeling made him unable to explain clearly. He once summoned up the courage to ask Xin Xin to meet, and carefully said on the Internet: It is better not to meet, maybe we will not have this feeling when we meet.Xiaowu thought about it and felt that it was reasonable to be careful.So he temporarily gave up his desire to see Xiaoxin.