Chapter 10 10 Meanings of Jealousy and Frustration

Director Wang also seems to pay special attention to Li Hongmei. Li Hongmei is mainly responsible for rounds, temperature measurement, blood pressure and so on. Every time she enters and leaves Director Wang's ward, Director Wang's eyes follow Li Hongmei's figure To and fro.Later Director Wang said to Li Hongmei: It was your eyes that seduced me.Due to the special care of the hospital, Director Wang lived alone in a ward, which gave Director Wang and Li Hongmei a chance to be alone. During Li Hongmei's ward rounds, Director Wang first asked this and that like a leader. At first, Li Hongmei's answer was very simple.Because Director Wang is the leader of the higher-level organ of the hospital, Director Wang lives here, and the leaders of the hospital went to the ward to see him in person. Therefore, Li Hongmei couldn't help caring for Director Wang. Talk to Director Wang about some concerns, for example, whether the food suits your taste, whether there are any requests, etc.Director Wang nodded and smiled, his eyes fixed on Li Hongmei's more beautiful eyes above the mask.Gradually, Director Wang and Li Hongmei became familiar.Once he said to her: Dr. Li, take off your mask, I am not an infectious patient.

Although Director Wang's words were very gentle, he still had the tone of a leader's order.Firstly, wearing a mask is for hygiene, and secondly, it is also a hospital regulation. Seeing Director Wang said this half-jokingly, Li Hongmei took off the mask while smiling.Director Wang finally saw Li Hongmei's true face in Lushan, and sighed, "Dr. Li, you are so beautiful, but you wear a mask every day. I really feel sorry for you." Li Hongmei blushed immediately after hearing Director Wang's compliment.She lowered her eyes and said gently: Director Wang, you can really talk.While laughing, Director Wang asked some about Li Hongmei's personal situation, for example, where is her hometown, what is her lover's job and so on.When Director Wang learned that Li Hongmei's lover was a teacher in the medical school, he inevitably said a few compliments.Li Hongmei didn't really feel happy. At this moment, she no longer felt that there was anything good about Teacher Zhang.They are still living in the tube building. After so many years, Mr. Zhang has only become a lecturer.Many people go to sea to earn money, or take official careers, and many people live better lives than them. The teacher Zhang in her heart is no longer the teacher Zhang she used to be.

The careful Director Wang seemed to have noticed what Li Hongmei was thinking.I stopped talking about this topic, but asked about her child, Li Hongmei could only shake her head sadly.Director Wang's eyes seemed to light up, and he naturally talked about himself. His wife had passed away a few years ago, and now he lives with his son who is in middle school.Speaking of difficulties, Director Wang lamented life over and over again. After a few times, more and more words were spoken between them.Sometimes in order to talk to Director Wang, Li Hongmei put Director Zha Wang's ward in the last one. After she entered the room, she naturally took off the mask.Then she talked to Director Wang in a relaxed mood. She didn't think much about it at the time. After all, Director Wang is an important leader of the higher-level organization. Naturally, there is no harm for her to know Director Wang.

During the chat, she inadvertently talked about her situation in the hospital. Because she was a college student of workers, peasants and soldiers, she was not taken seriously. Now, let alone major operations, even minor operations are not her turn.When Director Wang heard this, he looked sympathetic.After thinking about it, I quickly said: You can do my surgery, I trust you. Li Hongmei looked at Director Wang in disbelief. After being pleasantly surprised, she shook her head and said: Thank you Director Wang for your kindness. I am not in charge of this matter. Director Wang waved his hands very leadingly and said: I will tell your leaders about this matter.

Sure enough, before the operation, Director Wang put forward his idea to the director of the department. He said it was an idea, but it was actually an order.They were surprised and puzzled. They had never seen a patient willingly let a doctor with no surgical experience operate on him, but they still agreed to Director Wang's request.An important patient like Director Wang is usually performed by the head of the department. Although it is a minor operation, it shows the importance he attaches to patients like Director Wang. On the day of the operation, the director of the department was still present.Because of Director Wang's encouragement and respect, and because Li Hongmei has always been dissatisfied with those doctors who have been reused, she wanted to make an appearance for everyone to see. Therefore, she was well prepared for the operation that day, and the operation was a success.

After Director Wang returned to the ward, he said weakly to Li Hongmei, "Your surgery was done well. It's over so soon." Li Hongmei smiled gratefully at Director Wang.Her smile is genuine.For her own success, she was almost moved to tears. In the days that followed, Li Hongmei cared for Director Wang in every possible way.At this time, Director Wang had already surpassed the concept of a patient in her heart, and she even regarded him as a noble person.And it's not a noble person in the general sense. With this kind of mentality, her concern for Director Wang has a lot more content.She often walked into Director Wang's ward, and while sitting by the bed chatting with Director Wang, she peeled the fruit and sent it to Director Wang's mouth.Sometimes I also helped Director Wang to walk back and forth in the room a few times. In fact, Director Wang can already walk very well without the help of others.

Once, Director Wang was lying on the bed, impulsively grabbed Li Hongmei's hand, and said tenderly: Xiao Li, you are such a good woman. At some point, Director Wang changed the name of Li Hongmei. After hearing what he said, her face turned red again, and she also had a hot fever.Director Wang's hands were thin and soft, but still warm, she didn't move.Her mind quickly flashed back to the scene when she and He Erbao were sitting in front of the fire, and He Erbao grabbed her hand.There was a heat somewhere in her body and a lump in her throat that she hadn't felt in a long time.

The life between her and Mr. Zhang was nothing new. After get off work, she always had to cook in the smoky corridor, and then had a tasteless meal with Mr. Zhang.Teacher Zhang's situation in school made Teacher Zhang feel very bad. He kept moaning and sighing, then read books sullenly, and even seldom talked with her, as if the conversation between them had been finished before they got married. Even the life between their husband and wife is only once in a long time, and there is no passion at all in doing it.Li Hongmei lives in such exhausting days. For some reason, Director Wang held her hand. At that moment, longing for life surged in her heart.She even thought of Director Wang's age, he was fifteen years apart from her.Her face was always so red.

She herself couldn't tell when Director Wang let go of her hand, and what Director Wang said later, she was always confused. Two days later, Director Wang was discharged from the hospital.Naturally, she wanted to see Director Wang off, as well as Corey and the leaders of the courtyard.Director Wang patted Li Hongmei on the shoulder decently without losing his status and said: Doctor Li, you are my benefactor. The leaders looked at the scene in front of them with smiles, and the expressions on some doctors' faces showed jealousy and frustration. Director Wang said again: Dr. Li, you are welcome to visit my home in the future, and I have to thank you alone.

Li Hongmei didn't know what to say, she just blushed and smiled.A group of people rushed to send Director Wang to the car, watched and watched the car that was pulling Director Wang drive away, and finally disappeared from sight. Director Wang was discharged from the hospital, Li Hongmei felt empty for some reason.