Chapter 33 Epilogue: A person who can talk while walking

It was really a coincidence to meet An Yiru. I forgot whose link I saw her in, and was attracted by words like "sea butterfly". Open her leaves, and see these words: Butterfly in the sea-give me a pair of hands to rely on you; give me a pair of eyes to see you leave.Just like a butterfly cannot fly in the sea, no one has the heart to blame. She must be very young, I thought, but not a wayward child.I also liked her writing, so I quietly made a link. Go to see her, but don't leave a word. Sometimes I don't go for a long time, because I feel that reading her texts requires peace of mind.That is the time to burn incense and clean hands, and play a zither.

It will also be because of a guilty conscience, because I don't have such a deep understanding of the poems and lyrics she recited.Some of those people who have come through the dusty years from her pen are not familiar to me, or I have only heard of them. I have always claimed to love classical literature, but I just tasted it, and my impetuous heart could not sink down.Those books that I always say I want to read are always just idle. But she, let me see a Yiren by the water inspired by ancient poems. It doesn't matter if you know too much, what's rare is that she has so many things to say, and she is so unique.

To say she is talented is a bit vulgar.But that's all I can say. So, after a long time, one day I couldn't help but said that I liked her writing. Then I saw her saying: He Die Wu.We don't talk, we don't even leave a message, it's so clean.Look at her writing, the joy that is flourishing like a flower, and the sadness that is as clear as a water drop.Just silence.I could feel her coming, there was an invisible channel between each other.That door, whether there is one or not, opens and closes.whatever you want.Her expression is simple and beautiful, like a woman who is beautiful enough without makeup, and with a white jasmine flower in her temples, her whole face is full of spring.

Seeing her say that, I really feel helpless.Joyful and melancholy. I was really happy and wanted to say something to her, but I just didn't know how to say it. So I looked at her blog from the beginning, read her scribbled words, and knew that she was born to write. I have been looking forward to all her writings being written.Although I can see what she is talking about every day, I still like the solidity and simplicity of the words on the paper.It's like a person with a beautiful face and excellent temperament, or the flowers in the pot are finally rooted in the earth, adding a character and charm.

One day, she left a message saying: I really want you to help me write the preface of the poem.I look forward to your lily-like text. I thought she was joking, but then one day, she texted me by the bonfire in Shuhe saying that the new book wanted me to write the preface. It turned out that what she said was true.When I questioned myself, she said she had great confidence in me. So, while reading her words, I wrote down some of my feelings. In fact, Nalan Rongruo's words have been liked for a long time. When reading poems, I responded with a sentence "you get as much as you understand".It is An Yiru, let me get more.

I have also read a lot of commentaries on poems.Some authors, while grasping the poems, show off their erudition and pedantry, and at the same time play tricks to make people wonder. And An Yiru's expression is just right.It's like the feeling when reading "Looking Zhang? Ailing's Pictorial Words": it is a whisper written to myself or one or two confidantes in the quiet night.It's not a show, but it can make you wake up a little bit in shock. Ordinary people read poems, or listen to songs, watch movies and TV dramas, and what moves them is often the real emotion of the same people who have fallen into the world.

If you want to be accompanied by tolerant words, to indulge your sad emotions, to indulge yourself and not save yourself, then simply don't read it. And An Yiru's interpretation of drinking water words is already a transcendent aesthetic journey of spiritual harmony. I know that what Rong Ruo gave An Yiru was the touching and companionship of the soul across time and space, not the shackles. She said that Rongruo "bold and unrestrained is the spirit of extroversion, while sadness is the spirit of restraint".Contrary to Rong Ruo, I feel that reading her words, I can feel the tranquility and softness of Jiangnan women, but there is Wang Yang's free and easy in this gentleness.

Because of this, the more written her interpretation, the more open the artistic conception.Not sticking to the trivialities of the original words, but seeing the sorrow and indignation caused by it, and the meditation on the fate of the world.Just like Nalan became more and more attached to love, pursuing it like faith, but his pursuit of worldly affairs became less and less, until he regarded it as something outside his body.In this way, he is full of unrestricted and uninhibited in his affectionate and gentle. And An Yiru, too.She reads poetry, immersing herself in the aesthetic conception created by it, appreciating the ancient people's full of interest, but she will not fall into its sad and resentful feelings.

Because after she loved this man, she was no longer nostalgic, only nostalgic.Just like an old friend who knows each other and cherishes each other, but also has a low-key attitude that ordinary friends don't have. It seems that he has given him a lifetime privilege, which is more sparkling but frank than the three silver needles that Yang Guo bestowed on Guo Xiang. This is the best time for An Yiru and Rong Ruo to meet again.Not too late.This is the moment.The love in my heart is beautiful, but there is no suffering and confusion.Love, at this time, brings only joyful freedom and relaxation, knowing and cherishing each other, but not being bound.

is to understand.It is a tacit understanding.It is waiting for you in the rain, whether you come or not, the love is the same. Poems are supposed to be read like this. I agree with An Yiru's saying that "poetry appreciation is a matter of competition". Her taste is beyond doubt.Such a taste, talent alone is not enough.It takes a person to gradually drift away and gradually understand the precipitation of the years. Just like she said: talent is more charming than talent.For example, it is like the difference between the long sleeve dance of the Han people and the Huxuan dance of the barbarians. One needs to be concentrated and appreciated before the dance starts, and the other is a soft rain of peach blossoms that splashes the sky and the earth, and talent needs people. I haven't understood it yet, but I'm addicted to it.When talent and talent merge into one, what we see is talent and will shine.

This girl's talent is as natural as her beautiful face. When I read her words, I often think of those two sentences--Aijun has a haze at the bottom of his pen, and a poetic spirit in his belly. Then I started to feel depressed, sighing how I could be her friend in such a frivolous and self-righteous way. I can't wait to read poetry and books.However, even if she has read poetry and books, she can't keep up with her talent. But she said: I don't think I am outstanding, I just think that we are all peaceful people. She is so unassuming and considerate. She also had a passage that touched me deeply: It’s not easy, isn’t it? There are some things that you just know.When I grow up, even my parents have become others, who can be trusted but not relied on.What's more, I never thought it would be helpful to show the situation. The world is like this, and people's hearts are like this. It's just a joke. Really, that's it.There are some words, if you tell someone who knows you well, you will feel the warmth of knowing you.But if you don't understand, you will feel more lost and sad.It's better not to say it. There is also this sentence, you can trust your parents, not rely on them.Gradually, it is necessary to give them support in turn. For the person who is in love, maybe you can rely on it.But not always, not everything, not always reliable.Just this moment and that moment. Therefore, many times, many things have to be taken care of by yourself.She has such responsibility. Yes, this little girl, she eats, travels, and stops by herself; she also reads, plays the piano, and talks by herself.She shows her talent confidently, but she is not arrogant; she is aloof, but she does not care about herself;Therefore, she will wantonly enjoy the joys of life, be greedy for all the prosperity of this world, and be willing to sacrifice herself for love, but she will definitely not be fettered by the little love in the world of mortals. I have always felt that whether it is love or friendship, the ultimate goal is not the destination, but the real state should be understanding and tacit understanding--to find someone who can talk while walking. An Yiru is the one who can walk and talk with you no matter what time and mood you are in. (full text)