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It was just normal

It was just normal

安意如

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Chapter 1 like a dream order

It was just normal 安意如 1954Words 2018-03-19
It is the gold well of the potter's wheel, full of falling flowers, red and cold, when they meet suddenly, it is difficult to decide what is on their minds.Who saves?Who saves?From then on, the pattern of lamps and shadows. 【A meeting】 The most well-known "encounter" in the poem is Qin Shaoyou's famous line "Magpie Bridge Immortal", "When the golden wind and jade dew meet, they will win but there are countless people in the world".At least, when I saw the word "encounter", the first thing I thought of was Shaoyou, and then Rongruo.The two poems with different styles are just like these two men who have completely different experiences and encounters.

This short passage is very similar to Rong Ruo's life. The first part is full of flowers and red cold, with uneasy eyes and thoughts, and the second half is melancholy and melancholy. Because of unsatisfactory love, Rong Ruo's words are always sad and heartbreaking. This sad and beautiful poem has aroused the admiration of countless passionate people in later generations. They think that he is "deep in love and can't live long" and "heaven is jealous of talents". A poor poor Romeo. Although he only lived for thirty-one years, another eleven years were spent in love with several women.However, compared to the countless talented people in the past who have lost their lives, Rong Ruo is really not a tragic man.He has everything a man should have.He has a wife who loves him, a concubine who admires him, a lover who will never die, and a group of friends who are close to each other; he also has a prominent family background and a noble blood.His despised father arranged for him a life of rich clothes and fine food, so that he would not have to worry about life for the rest of his life; his own talent and unique status made him prosper in the exams and have a smooth career, and was selected by Kangxi as a close servant at a young age.Compared with Shaoyou, who was famous all over the world but didn't get a Jinshi until the age of thirty-six, was relegated many times shortly after becoming an official, and finally died in exile, I don't know, how can we say that Rong Ruo's life is a tragedy?

The tragedy is that God gave you ambition, gave you ideals, and gave you the talent to realize your ideals, but never gave you the chance to realize them all your life, and broke your ideals for life.Du Fu, who starved to death with the world in mind, is a tragedy, but Li Bai is not; Qin Guan, who has no fate, is a tragedy, but Rong Ruo is not.What's more, even if it is a tragedy, how can it be attributed to "God's will"?Is it possible for a person to clap his hands and claim that he has no responsibility at all? Rong Ruo, he is just not happy, and his state of mind is desolate among the brocade bushes, this is due to his character.Pain was not imposed on him by society or family.The cage built by social morality and family responsibilities traps everyone living in the world.Whether you want to break free or accept it willingly is a personal choice.

Rong Ruo's reunion was in the human world, at the edge of the golden well surrounded by railings, in the late spring when the flowers are full of steps.The eyes of the young lovers are flowing, it is an innocent first sight.The reunion of Shaoyou is in the sky, it is the annual Qixi Festival, on the temporary magpie bridge of the vast Milky Way.For a couple who will live forever but never be reunited, whether they see or not will be forever desolate. But why, after the reunion, the ending in the world is "from then on the pattern of lamps and shadows".After the reunion, the ending in the sky is "if the two loves last for a long time, how can they be in the same day and night".

The reason for unhappiness is that after traveling less in the world for a long time, I know how to hope for happiness and no longer cling to getting it; if everything is in order, it is easy to cling to regrets and always worry about not getting it. At the beginning of encountering love, there will be no end to love, but the same encounter, the funeral is often completely different. Note: Shaoyou is Qin Guan.The full text of Qin Guanyi's reunion like a dream order People are drunk in the ten thousand-zhang dome, and the stars and shadows are crumbling.Guimeng was separated by the Lang River, and was shattered by the sound of the river.Still sleeping, still sleeping, explaining that waking up is tasteless.

【Star Shadow Pendant】 If you read Nalan's poems carefully, you will find that bold and unrestrained is the character of extroversion, while sadness is the spirit of restraint. "Thousands of tents are in the sky, people are drunk, and the stars and shadows are crumbling." The infinite scenery is amazing.People still stay in the magnificent and desolate "star shadows are crumbling" before returning to their senses, and the cruel reality of "returning dreams across the wolf river" is approaching.The sound of the waves of the Bailang River resounding outside the tent shattered the already hard-to-fulfill hometown dream.

The strange thing is that what Wang Guowei described as majestic at first reminded me not of Xiao Zhuang in "drinking horses by the suburban river at dusk", but Li Yi'an's "green, fat, red and thin" Qing Liao.Perhaps the image revealed by Rong Ruo himself is just like this. People are intoxicated, but not completely intoxicated.In the world, there are always people who wake up alone at night, with the loneliness of sitting alone on a cliff.Even if the scenery outside the Great Wall is amazing, the scenery of the retinue Shengjia cannot match the longing for the hometown in my heart.

Novalis said that poetry is an infinite nostalgia for homeland, and if this poem is the most appropriate annotation.In fact, it’s not just about Rong Ruo. The thoughts of leaving home and the homeland are simply the main theme in the minds of ancient literati.The pain of the skin made the literati and poets come up with such shocking words as "farewell to life and death". People at that time were too weak and lacked the ability to gallop, so parting was a major one.Along the way, Guanshan is blocked, farther and farther away from my warm hut, and I walk day and night, eat and sleep in the open, but the future is endless. I don’t know when I will reach the destination, and I may be overwhelmed by unexpected difficulties and dangers at any time. .In all kinds of anxiety and anxiety, I realized that I was so small in front of the world.This kind of confusion is not imagined by people who can travel all over the world on planes and trains.Guimeng's pain of being separated from the Lang River by the sound of the river is not worth mentioning in the eyes of modern people.Why dream? Direct video or phone calls are enough. You can talk as much as you want. You don’t have to hope pitifully to return home in your dreams.

Today's people are used to controlling their own world within the scope that they can control, so why not do it wisely and securely?When a large city can accommodate tens of thousands of people, and you can come and go freely, the concept of hometown is also blurred.As long as you want, you can stay away from someone forever; or turn around and throw yourself into the sea of ​​people. Today in the southern hemisphere, tomorrow you will appear in the northern hemisphere.The blood of the hometown is lost in the modern people. Like listening to an ancient opera, watching a shadow puppet show, and reading poems left by the ancients, such thoughts often arise.There is no stone forest steel tower, no endless work and no pressure to dispatch.In the scene of Tao Li Fangfei, people are singing and singing, and the time is so long that it can be wasted.Even if they mourn, they still seem to be childish children who don't understand the sorrows of the world.

When I read this poem, I will feel a little lonely, dripping quietly. Note: Novalis Li Yian
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