Chapter 13 Chapter 12 Triumph.1

1 Decomposition diagram of "The Long March" 2 Unrequited ambitions and endless vows We finally walked out of the secret passage of "Long March" and escaped from the prison and the special detention room.The prison was indeed rebuilt from the county's war preparation warehouse.Later we learned that there were so many political prisoners that year, and the prisons were full, the county went to other places to learn from the experience of expanding prisons, rebuilt the grain depot into a special prison for political prisoners, and created that special detention room.We still didn't eat that day, and they still didn't let us drink a sip of water (humanitarians had no harvest in the grain depot).We are inspired by our discovery, excited by our escape plan, our hearts are surging, our enthusiasm is boiling, the waves come, the tides come, our bravery rushes up, the mountains are heroic, the water is heroic, we rush out of the eight trigrams.We crouched there without saying a word or moving while the sentinel came down from the towers to supper.After the sentinel had dinner, he switched on electricity in our detention room, making our surroundings bright and glowing. He called out, "Call us if you want to confess!" and went down from the sentry tower again.From the perspective of the entire Anti-Japanese War, due to the enemy's strategic offensive and external line operations, we are in a position of strategic defense and internal line operations, and we are undoubtedly in the enemy's strategic encirclement.We must emerge from this encirclement, there is no other way of life.We started to act.I first stepped on a support of the high stool to the front of the portrait of Chairman Mao, and picked up the first four portraits to prove that the following were the simple characters and parts of the four characters "red, black, gold, and more". First, and then took Hongmei off the stool, hugged and kissed each other in a hurry, then started to remove all the portraits of the chairman of different sizes and different directions, walked over and followed the "Long March" "After setting up the password, he walked to the door in two steps.We did not expect that we could escape from the prison so smoothly. We did not expect that the outside of the iron door of the special detention room was not locked. It was still the old gate of the grain depot that was preparing for war, and even the words "two seven eight warehouse" were still on the edge of the iron gate.We didn't have time to look around carefully, and we didn't have time to listen carefully to the noisy voices in the half-closed door of the house opposite us, or the noise of a few soldiers playing poker there.After Hongmei opened the button with her slender fingers, we came out of the gate. The sentry at the gate was asking another sentry to bring him a glass of water. The soldier said you can pour it yourself, platoon leader, The company commander was playing in the house, and then the sentry walked to the house west of the big iron gate with his gun on his shoulder. (When the enemy is paralyzed, it is when our army attacks and wins.) It was at this time that I pulled Hongmei, who was trembling, out of the special detention room, and buckled the door button like this, and cated at the base of the wall. When they got to the gate, they crawled out from the gap half a foot above the ground under the big iron gate.It was the middle of the lunar month, and the moonlight was extremely beautiful.As soon as we climbed through the iron gate of the prison and stood up from the ground, we felt the cool and shady moonlight sprinkled on our faces, bodies and necks when we raised our heads.The moistness and softness in the eyes is like medicine seeping into the sick eyes.We began to walk eastward with the gate of the prison on our backs, and the grass under our feet and the trees around us were wiped out one by one behind us. When we felt that the sentries could not hear the footsteps at all, we ran towards a hillside Wake up, sweating profusely and panting (the mission is urgent/the horses are whipped/looked up/the stars and the moon shine on the earth/the sun is bright in the Ming Dynasty/it is dark and windy tonight, the enemy is everywhere, the grass and trees are full of soldiers, the wind is rumbling, and the head is broken What a waste of blood!) When we got to the hillside, Hongmei couldn’t run anymore, so we stopped and saw clearly that we were in a locust forest on the hillside.In May, the smell of pagoda tree is strong and sweet, rushing from all around. There are moth-eaten fallen leaves, whirling and fluttering in the moonlight, falling on the ground with a subtle mixed sound of crackling and chirping.Looking out from the cracks in the leaves, the full moon rising in the sky is as silvery as snow and as round as a disk. You can actually see the mountains, trees, rivers, human figures, rabbits and sheep shaking in the moon.The pagoda forest is extremely quiet.We heard the footsteps of rabbits, sheep, and people walking at the foot of the mountain in the moon, and heard the crickets and other insects in the trees, arguing with each other like drums in battle, filling the whole world with them. Yelling and rowdy.We know we are safe.We glanced in the direction of the prison at the foot of the mountain. We didn’t take a closer look at the overall view of the prison. We only saw the direction we came from, the line of moon shadows along the dry river embankment, the shadow of the moon and the original road. There was not even a single figure, so our breathing calmed down immediately.We immediately glanced at each other with gratitude and congratulations, and we threw ourselves into each other's arms, hugged each other into our own arms, kissed and caressed wildly, hugged and bited wildly.When I kissed her with my lips, I wanted to bite off her soft lower lip and swallow it.When I went to touch her head, neck and chest, she bit the flesh on my shoulder through my shirt, making my shoulder hot and swollen, the pain was unbearable, and it was very pleasant. Bite off a piece and swallow it.We didn't say a word, just breathed, just kissed and touched, just rolled and bit each other on the ground.It seems that we escaped from prison to come to this woodland, to caress and do things without saying a word.On the ground were grass and leaves with no ankles, dried branches and last year's withered pagoda tree leaves.They were already quiet and drowned by the lush greenery of early summer, but because of us, they began to exhale their breath again, chirping, talking and laughing, having new youth and life, and a new life. There is one I forgot the name of, but it is actually a well-known foreigner once said 100% great, wise, and correct words: The most precious thing in life is that when they look back at the end of their lives, they did not waste it Years and regret.Right now we are practicing this sentence.I pressed Hongmei under my body (maybe Hongmei rolled me onto her body).All the insects died down, staring at us, listening to us, smelling us.They even tried to touch us both.I stretched my hands from under her clothes to her breasts as she wished, and her mysterious breasts, which are very familiar to me but strange because we came out of prison, are in my hands Drenched in sweat, jumping and swinging, as if eager to escape from my hands, and as if eager to get into some part of my body through my hands.The moonlight overhead is cool and clear.I saw her eyes bright and bright.At that moment, we forgot that there was a prison behind us, that we were no more than two miles away from the prison, that we forgot what we thought and said before we got out of the prison, and that we forgot the direction, route and goal of our escape. , forgetting that we are not only revolutionaries and statesmen, but I am also a genius military strategist and fortune teller, forgetting the future and destiny, the complicated revolutionary situation and the imminent tasks and goals, and forgetting that the rich and evil in the country Right, forgetting the international imperialist revisionists, forgetting the surrounding terrain and landforms, the situation and the enemy.We were desperate, we forgot everything, and we did such great, honorable, and right love affairs in the moonlight, by the prison, in the woods, and on the hillside a few moments after we escaped from the prison.Three days ago we were borrowing Taoer from Cheng Gang to go to school naked in her house, but we felt that we hadn’t had that incident for three months, we hadn’t seen each other for three years, and it was necessary to meet suddenly Do that first.This time we don’t need revolutionary music, we don’t need naked mutual admiration and teasing, and we don’t need her whipping and pinching somewhere on my body like a stepmother to a child. We can’t even untie the buttons, We didn't even say a word of seduction, and we just rolled together and did it, agonizingly, heart-to-heart.We finished that task in the shortest time, as short as half a chopstick and a drop of eaves water falling.After finishing that matter, we still didn't say a word or a word. After tidying up in a hurry, I instinctively took her hand and walked quickly up the mountain along a shadowy path in the woods.When we did that, we neither had the ecstatic joy of the past, nor the hasty, short-lived regrets and complaints of the past.We felt that we escaped from prison because of that matter. If we didn’t do that, we would not be able to calm down our hearts, and we would not be able to calmly think about the revolution and destiny, the situation and life.After we finished that thing, we completely calmed ourselves down, such as drinking enough water when we were thirsty, resting our feet when we were tired from walking, soaked in rain when it was dry, eating enough when we were hungry, and walking into the house when we were hot. Shady place with deep shade.When we climbed up the mountain, although our steps were in a hurry, we didn't feel the slightest panic or fear. It seemed that someone was chasing us at this moment, and there was no regret in taking us back.We've done that.We climbed to the top of the mountain.The top of the mountain is full of transparent moonlight and silence.The two of us came out of the woods, stood on a high place full of stiff rocky ground, breathed a long sigh of relief, turned around and looked down the hill for a while, and then calmly saw the bright windows and the loosely arranged rows of prisons. house.In the moonlight, the red tile-roofed house was earthy brown, as if a few piles of loess were lying under the mountain.At the end of the few rows of houses, the vague courtyard wall and the barbed wire on the top of the wall are shaking like the shadow of a square frame that appears and disappears from time to time.At the last corner of the square frame, there is a row of four brick kilns protruding from the flat ground. It seems that two brick kilns are putting out the fire, and many people can be vaguely seen—neither to say, they are all prisoners, Carrying buckets up and down the kiln.The milky white smoke rising from the roof of the kiln turned into a heavy blue color under the moonlight, and was melted away by the moonlight before it rose much.Looking in front of the kiln, one mile or two away, there is a dark village sleeping quietly and soundlessly, like a piece of house and woodland that was randomly thrown there.We are a little thankful that we were not thrown into those prisoners to make bricks, tiles or kilns.After all, we are revolutionaries, after all, revolutionaries who have provided successful experience to the rural revolution in the whole of China. After all, we have transformed Chenggang Town from a feudal village with a backwater into a new red revolutionary base.Our revolutionary experience has been promoted to the whole county and region more than ten times, and the leaders of the province have personally written "editor's note" on our experience materials.After all, Cheng Gang Town is the revolutionary pearl and lighthouse in the rural areas of northern China. After all, we are a pair of talented and rare rural revolutionaries.Of course they shouldn't treat us like ordinary prisoners and let us go to kiln. Maybe one day, they will be glad that we didn't practice fascism on us when we were in prison, and regret that we didn't give us food and water when we were in prison .We were almost the county magistrate and director of the women's federation of this county.I became the county magistrate, whoever I want to live in this prison must squat in.At that time, the iron and soft sides of the dictatorship of the proletariat were all under my instructions, but now we entered by accident.Once we go in, must we say that I will never be the county magistrate?Can't Hongmei become the number one of the County Women's Federation?The world is unpredictable, and the future is unpredictable. In the long history of Chinese revolution, how many predecessors have not been in prison?Are they great because they have been in prison?Li Dazhao, Qu Qiubai, and General Ye Ting described in the textbooks (the door for people to come in and out is always closed, and the hole for dogs to crawl out is always open). It is precisely because they have been in prison that their life history is more brilliant and brilliant. It is precisely because they entered the prison from the revolution, and then entered the revolutionary torrent from the prison, that they later became the leaders of the army and the country, the role models of our latecomers, and the great role models that will last forever and shine forever.If they had no history of going to prison in the torrent of revolution, would their fate be what they are today?We are not sad for being in prison for a night and a day, and we are not angry for being monitored, hungry and thirsty in a special detention room full of revolutionary talents. Perhaps this short history will gain new meaning in our future struggles. Meaning, the loss of our fate can also be doubled to make up for it.It's a pity that it would have been better if this matter came a day late. Secretary Guan announced our appointment in the county one day late. We are the real county magistrate and director of the Women's Federation.We are the county magistrate and director of the women's federation. Would they dare not give us food and water in that prison?Do you still dare to spread gossip about "The Long March" on the way to the door?The moon moved from the northern sky to the southern sky, and the silence on the mountains became more and more overwhelming. The wilderness in the distance was dark and deep, and the sky was thick and dark. I don't know if it is the wheat field that is beginning to fill or the wild grass that is knee deep.We faintly saw the grass or crops on the ground swaying in the wind, just like the sea surface I saw rising and falling when I was in the army.I'm still holding Hongmei's hand.Her face was gray and gray, like rain and fog, but her fingers were icy and cold.In the final analysis, she is a lesbian, an immature revolutionary, and has a revolutionary vulnerability that is swayed by gains and losses.I think that as a big man, her leader and comrade-in-arms, a revolutionary with great ambitions, a rare excellent lover for her and a person who guides her revolution, and a statesman with a broad mind, I must put her back Hold it up, let her feel that it is no big deal to go to prison, and there is nothing terrible to escape from prison. This is nothing more than a small joke made by the revolution and the revolutionaries, and a small misunderstanding occurred. The "Left" and Right opportunist mistakes of the "Left" and Right opportunism are exactly the same. Without those wrong lines of "Left" and Right opportunism, would our party be as mature and great as it is today?In the same way, if we don't make a little mistake or take a little detour in our revolutionary career, and the revolution doesn't make some jokes and misunderstandings with us, will we be mature and strong?Will we accumulate a lot of revolutionary experience?Will we make tens of thousands of people cry at the memorial service held for us after dying for the revolution?Will it make them admit that we really are politicians and leaders who have done a great job in the rural revolution?I must comfort my Xia Hongmei, educate and inspire my Xia Hongmei, she is my soul, my flesh, my body, my heart, my bone marrow and spirit.I pulled Hongmei's hand even tighter, squeezed her fingers in the palms of my hands and rubbed them together.I said, "What are you thinking?"

She said, "Nothing." I said, "Have you ever seen the sea?" She said, "No." I said, "One day I will take you to Qingdao to see the sea, and I will take you to Beijing to see Tiananmen Square. "She looked at my face: "Is there still that day?" I stared into her eyes: "How can there be no such day?" She said: "Aijun, what do you think we are doing when we escape? Doesn’t it make the crime even worse if you catch it?” I said, “You blamed me for the short time we did just now?” She took her hand away from me, “Is that the only reason we escaped?” I said: "Of course not. We still have to go home and blow up the Cheng Temple and the archway to fulfill my childhood revolutionary wish; you have to go home and see if someone has discovered the entrance of the cave. Yes, we will tell the truth Our fault, fighting for the leniency of the revolution, gave us the opportunity to re-revolutionize and make new contributions. If the hole is still as tight as before, then the Secretary of the Guan closed us for that purpose, and we can use other methods and attitudes We are here to deal with them." Hongmei was a little anxious, she looked up at the sky, identified where we were and said, "Since this is the case, why don't we hurry up and stay here? Why can't we come back before dawn?" Do it!" I said, "You have to ask me to find out the direction. Do you know whether we are in the east or west of the county seat? Should we go south or north when we return to Chenggang Town?" After saying this, the confusion on her face My anxiety faded away, so I turned my eyes from the top of the woods, and saw a large blurred light spread on the ground in the night sky ten or twenty miles away, and occasionally there were arcs of electric welding flashing in the night sky a few times.I asked, "Are there any machinery factories and auto repair factories in the county?" Hongmei said, "Yes. There is also an agricultural machinery factory, but all of them have ceased production." The more paralyzed the more people engage in night battles, this is determined by the laws of revolution and struggle—needless to say, it must be the county seat." Then, I went to a tree and touched the bright side of the tree facing the shade and the astringent side facing the sun. On the other hand, it is judged that the prison is just in the north of the county, and we are in the south of the prison, and Chenggang Town is in the north between the prison and the county.The prison, the county seat, and Chenggang form an acute triangle, and Chenggang and the prison are very likely to be on the two ends of the shortest side of the acute angle.That is to say, the geometry I learned in middle school is still engraved in my mind. When I served in the army, I did not forget the basic common sense of directions and points in common subjects.Now we are on the hilltop next to the prison, not farther from home, but closer to home.We could have arrived at Chenggang overnight, and before dawn, we would come back unseen along the road and stand on the stools in the special detention room of the prison.Out of the enemy’s cell through the thorns and thorns/Looking far away, thinking of Cheng Gang/It arouses our high morale/The party has placed infinite hopes on us/My relatives and comrades have sincere words/Thousands of reminders give us infinite strength/Fiery red hearts are warm One’s chest/be bold, be cautious and keep in mind/rely on bravery but also rely on ingenuity/strength/the party’s words are the guarantee of victory/Mao Zedong Thought will always shine/be courageous and resourceful/resolute/seeing the road is blind/let it go There are layers of barriers on the top of Weihu Mountain / No matter how long the downhill road is thousands of miles / No matter how many guns and bullets rain / Fortifications are everywhere / As long as I use my wisdom to calculate properly / I will be able to walk on thin ice as if I am walking on the road / In the past two days, I have felt the enemy's situation in misty rain and confusion/need to flee and investigate carefully so that I can know everything well/know myself and the enemy without panic/every battle is guaranteed/everything is guaranteed/Besides, I need to make my childhood dream come true/Destroy the archway of Chengsi Temple and wipe out the feudal remnants/Since I have devoted myself The revolution is complete/dedicated to the party with utter loyalty/think twice when escaping/can kill two birds with one stone/can kill two birds with one stone, but not hesitant/do not hesitate/go through the forest of swords/overcome all difficulties and go down the mountain/Mistake the opportunity to destroy the plan/I am sorry for myself and the party/Mistake the fate and destroy the revolution /I'm sorry for the people and Cheng Gang/The high mountains can't block the road/The danger can't hurt the heart/We will never lose our minds when we make revolution/We have the sun in our hearts when we make revolution/We have the sun in our hearts/Through forests and seas and across snowy fields, we must be proud/Express our pride Aspirations to face the mountains / May the red flags and five continents spread out from all over the world / Even if it is a sea of ​​fire and knives, I will rush forward / I can’t wait for the snow to turn into spring rain / Urgently make the night into tomorrow / Usher in the spring to change the world / Usher in the morning glow Ring / Usher in the bridal chamber with flowers and candles to reflect life / Usher in a new future and write a new chapter / Sprinkle blood to write the spring and autumn / Aspirations are not rewarded and vows endlessly / But wait for that day to drink celebration wine / Watch the red flags spread across the world.I said: "Hongmei, go to the northeast quickly." She said: "You can't go wrong, right?" The direction went.Leaving prisons, woodlands, and county towns farther and farther behind us.We didn't even take a detour. We climbed over a mountain ridge and entered the car road leading to Chenggang from the moonlight path. We also stopped a tractor transporting coal on the road. We drove for more than ten miles, saying that our husband and wife are both county towns. A factory worker, because his mother was sick, hurried home overnight without even eating dinner.The driver was in his 40s, deeply moved by what we said, not only gave us a ride, but also let us eat his dry food.He said: "It's not uncommon for a child to run dozens of miles home overnight to see his mother these days, but it's rare for a daughter-in-law to go home without a bite of food, and it's rare to walk dozens of miles home to see her mother-in-law. Eat my dry food." Class affection, brotherly love touches the heart; brother-sister love, class affection makes people sad.We said a lot of selfless thanks to the driver, and the two of them ate all the three white flour steamed buns in his pocket for dry food (one day I will be the county magistrate again, and I will definitely let the driver be a county magistrate The director or deputy director of the factory. I wrote down his name, his name is Liu Hongli, a member of the Liulin Brigade of Kunei Commune, a primary school education, and a poor peasant).Because of the ride for more than ten miles, we returned to Chenggang Town as scheduled.It was late at night, and Hongmei and I stood in front of the Ercheng archway, looking at the sleeping village, at the poles and trees on the roadside of Chengqian Street, at the manure and cesspit at the door of each house, at the idle There is an old millstone in the middle of the street, and there are cows and cow haystacks in the cattle pen of the second production team. The moonlight is as clear as water, and they are evenly distributed on every house, every inch of land, and every thing in the village. .The fishy and sweet smell of ripe wheat from the fields behind us floated over in green and white colors, which made us feel a lot of hurt and sadness of the frustration of the revolution.We knew we couldn't stay in the village for too long, we had to go back to the prison before dawn, to stand on the high stools in the special detention room.We hoped to get back sooner, perhaps the sentinel was dozing off, or the pre-dawn chill would cause him to return to the house, so that we could crawl under the iron gate again.The revolution has not yet succeeded, and comrades still need to work hard.Time is to us like a handful of wheat facing a long and infinite hunger. If we don't grab it first, the consequences will be disastrous.Hongmei and I stood under the archway for a few seconds. In just a few seconds, I urinated on one of the pillars of the archway, and she squatted on the other pillar and urinated. Both of us People broke up.She said, "Where can I find you?" I said, "You must be careful when you get home, and don't disturb anyone when Tao'er is with her aunt (she gave Tao'er to her aunt when she left home) ), came out to the courtyard wall of Cheng Temple, and clapped my hands three times if you couldn’t see me.” She said, “Aren’t you going home to see your mother and children?” Look at Tao'er at the window, don't wake her up. Just remember to bring me matches." She walked to the tall tile-roofed house on Chengqian Street. 3 Bombarding the Headquarters I turned into Chengzhong Street from the archway, and walked straight to the brigade headquarters.The footsteps of the revolutionaries startled the dogs barking a few times, and then the barking became quiet again, and the village streets were deserted.Moonlight streamed on the street.I went to the entrance of the brigade department, took off the door of the brigade department, and then took off a warehouse door next to the toilet in the brigade department.The warehouse contained 200 kilograms of explosives and detonators issued by the county for the construction of water conservancy projects and the digging of canals and holes.I took out 30 rolls of oil-paper-wrapped half-kilo explosives from the warehouse, took three detonators, two sets of fuses and a pair of new scissors, and installed the warehouse door and the elm gate of the brigade headquarters, Then he strode towards Cheng Temple. (There is no other way out for the revolutionary cause: the only way out is to use violence to expand the base area, liberate the whole of China, and eventually liberate all mankind.) The thick and moist fragrance of explosives rushed from my arms into my nose, which made me very energetic and high-spirited at that moment , the palms were dripping with sweat, and the heart was beating.In order to calm down my excited heart, I really want to sing the part of Yang Zirong fighting the tiger up the mountain with my voice, "Crossing the forest sea and crossing the snow field, I am so angry", or Zhao Yonggang's song in "Battle on the Plain": "In the past few days and Japanese invaders circling in Pingchuan / Transferred to the fortress village to fish into the ocean / Japan, Wang, and Jiang colluded fiercely and arrogantly / The folks were in dire straits and suffered trauma / Listening to the relatives sleeping peacefully in the house / Looking forward to meeting, looking forward to meeting but afraid of being alarmed Aunt / The safety and well-being of the people must always be kept in mind / I don’t feel that thunderstorms are over and the sky is full of stars.” I think this song is completely written for me, and the words are slightly changed. It is a portrayal of my heart: dealing with the enemy for a few days On the mountain/transferred to Chenggang Town to fish into the ocean/the insidious enemy is still arrogant/causes us to be framed and heartbroken/hearing the relatives in the village sleep peacefully/look forward to meet, hope to meet but are afraid of disturbing the mother/the people's love Keep safety and security in mind at all times / But I can only see the sky full of moonlight above my head.When I walked to Chengsi, I wanted to sing but didn't dare to sing, so I thought about how to change this phrase.When I started to think about the words, my heart always jumped in other directions. Later, when I thought of the sentence "transfer to Chenggang Town and fish into the ocean", I suddenly stopped at the word to be changed, and the panic in my heart eased. Slowly calmed down.I didn't expect that these words could calm the heart of a person holding explosives. I am somewhat grateful to the literary warriors who wrote the lyrics.I want to give them a salute, I think it would be great if they could see how I buried the explosives in Cheng Temple calmly, and it would be great if they could witness me blowing up Cheng Temple with their own eyes, what a moving and spectacular scene it would be Orgasm.How simple it is for me, an excellent engineer, to bury explosives, install detonators, and connect the fuse.It took me less than an hour to complete all this in Chengsi.I stuffed explosives and detonators into the crevices of the back wall and the four corners of the corners of the main hall of Chengsi. Finally, I put the remaining explosives and detonators into a cloth shirt, carried them on my shoulders, climbed from a pagoda tree by the courtyard wall to the courtyard wall of Zhongjie courtyard, and climbed down from a cypress tree to the courtyard wall. Explosives were installed under the pillars of Chunfeng Pavilion and Lixue Pavilion in the compound in the previous section.A few minutes later, explosives were placed under the front wall pillars and rear wall corners of the main hall of the Daoist hall of the Zhongjieyuan and the two chambers of "He Feng Gan Yu" and "Scorching Sun and Autumn Frost". A mouse ran out from under the wall and stepped on the detonator under my feet, which made my heart beat like thunder and sweat burst from my face.After a false alarm, I slid a roll of dynamite down the rat hole.The Cheng Temple is extremely quiet, the milky white moonlight flutters in the temple, and the shadows of the trees dance, full of mystery.I buried 28 rolls of explosives in 22 places in Chengsi. I put the last few rolls of explosives and a pair of detonators in my trouser pocket.Gently opened the doors of Zhongjieyuan and Qianjieyuan, and as soon as I came out, I saw Hongmei standing in the shadow of the gate tower of Chengsi. "Why don't you clap your hands when you come?" "I heard you inside." She said, "I'm here to give you a whistle." "How's the situation?" She lowered her head, her face pale in the moonlight. Qingbai, "The matter is exactly as you said." After saying this, she paused for a while, and looked up at me again, as if she was looking at a person who made her cry her heart out, who she could confess to and ask for forgiveness , she spoke slowly and sadly, "Aijun, the matter is really exactly as you said, Taoer is still at her aunt's house, and when I get home, I go to the Xiaxiang first, although the door lock is still locked , but the window opened as soon as it was pushed, and hurriedly opened the door and walked into the room, turned on the light, and saw that the blanket on the bed seemed to have been moved, and the pillow also seemed to have been moved, the cupboard door was open, and every piece of clothing was It's still there, but the quilt pressed against the hole at the bottom of the cabinet seems to be different from the previous one.Before, I always put a peony flower on the quilt facing the door of the cabinet, but this time the flower was obviously facing east.At this point, Hongmei burst into tears again, remorse really hung on her face like a gray cloth woven of earth, and the tears of remorse overflowed and fell to the ground.The moon has reached the south of the village, and the stars are already sparse.On which street in the village, the breathing and chewing of an old cow sounded along the ground, like the wind blowing the grass branches and dead leaves.At that moment, I was staring at the face of Hongmei who was pouring tears like rain, wishing I could slap that face, wish I could bite that face.This is not only because she exposed our affairs, but more importantly, in three or two days, maybe only one day, I will be announced as the county magistrate, and she will be announced as the deputy county-level women's federation director.But now, all previous efforts have been wasted, in vain, just like the embankment of fate, built with untold hardships, blood and sweat, really burst because of the ant nest and rat hole, washing away every earth and stone on the embankment disappeared without a trace.This situation not only prevents me from being the county magistrate, but also prevents her from being the director of the county women's federation. After all, we have been revolutionizing for many years, and we are still farmers now! !Their household registrations are still in Chenggang Village in the Palou Mountains.Thinking of when I was a farmer, my hands were shaking on my legs, and a half-bitter, half-fishy smell with some brown sugar rose from my hands.I knew it was the smell of dynamite sticking to my hands.When I smelled that smell, I realized that my hands were clenched into fists at that moment, and the sweat and the smell of explosives were squeezed out from the seams of my hands.I wiped the sweat and the smell of explosives on my trousers, touched the explosives and detonators in my two trouser pockets, and looked up at the sky.The morning star is already hanging at the head of the village, and there is also the red star that can be seen on Palou Mountain every summer in the second half of the night. ball of fire.As long as the red star comes out, it means that the first half of the night has passed, and the second half of the night has come for a long time.Hongmei was wiping the tears from her eyes with her hands, and smoothed back the hair on her forehead and ears.She said: "Aijun, I want to seal the hole as soon as you do." I said: "Did you remove the quilt to see if the wooden board at the bottom of the cabinet has been moved?" She said: "Look But I can’t remember how the boards were placed.” I said, “Have you checked whether there are Cheng Tianmin’s footprints or handprints on the window sill or on the table?” She was stunned: “I’ll go back and look now. Right?" I said, "Forget it. Thieves are old and cunning, and he will wipe off any footprints." She said, "Then you say that our revolution is for nothing?" Her question was like a log. A stick fell across my head, stuck in my throat.I stared at her face, it seemed that there was no sadness on her face just now, only the regret and annoyance of the failure caused by carelessness before the success of the revolution remained.This regret made her face milky white, just like the moonlight at night, she completely melted into the moonlight, if not for her pink shirt and shiny black hair, maybe her face would have become a soft moonlight up.Needless to say, a revolution does not allow its revolutionaries to look forward and backward, nor to allow its participants to be discouraged by setbacks.Lessons are precious wealth for the future of the revolution, and struggle and war are the best medicine to make up for lessons.I said: "Of course we can't just ruin our future and ruin our revolution. Why should I blow up Cheng Temple and the memorial arch? Our last gift to the revolution. Right now, your father-in-law has sent you and me to prison, and ruined the future of a county magistrate and director of the Women's Federation. Do you think we can just blow up Chengsi? It's not cheap Cheng Tianmin?" She said, "What do you think?" I said, "If people don't attack me, I won't attack; Didn’t they sue us for adultery? Didn’t they tell us that we should be cut to death? Well, we’ll commit adultery, and let him go to death. Let’s bury the last two rolls of explosives under the pillars of the Ercheng Archway. When I came back, I would break into the Houjie courtyard of Chengcheng Temple, do that in front of Cheng Tianmin, let him see with his own eyes that you and I are committing adultery, let him witness how I, Gao Aijun, love you Xia Hongmei, how you Xia Hongmei love I highly love the army, let him know clearly that we are not only a pair of revolutionaries, but also a pair of revolutionary lovers and people who love each other until death, let him see the true love and strength of revolutionaries, let him feel how completely revolutionary we are And thoroughly. Let him understand that we are a pair of crazy revolutionaries. Let him regret suing you and me, let him die in regret!" When I said this, the first half of the words came from my mouth The planner said to Hongmei, the second half of the words were squeezed out from between his teeth because of anger.I think Hongmei might not approve of my plan. After all, she is not a thorough revolutionary like me. After all, the enemy she faced when she did that was her old father-in-law, Cheng Qingdong's real father. .However, she listened to me without immediately objecting or saying no.She glanced at my face as if trying to read from it whether my words were full-fledged plans or sentimental vengeance and hatred.She stared at my face half-cold and half-hot under the moonlight for a few seconds, and said firmly what only the most outstanding women in the world can say: "Aijun, at this point, for the sake of the revolution, we can only do this. In this way, a majestic, great and earth-shattering plan was born and put into practice (all our plans should be implemented in action as soon as possible, if we don’t say it, it means we don’t say it).That's the way it is, revolutionaries are giants of action, not dwarfs of words.For the sake of revolution and struggle, we decided to take out our last weapon, first do that in front of Cheng Tianmin, and then mercilessly blow up Cheng Temple and the archway.我们很快把最后的炸药埋到了牌坊下。我们从牌坊下胜利凯旋般走回来，她拿着剩下的半盘导火索绳跟在我身后，走进程寺大门时，革命斗争的严峻和庄重如云如雾样罩着我们俩。我们感到了伟大时刻到来前的紧张和神秘，感到了从失败中挽回的胜利和喜悦把我们的血液变得大河奔腾滚滚流，心如战鼓样咚咚跳。前节大院中老柏树的影儿又黑又粗，像庞大的死尸横在院落里。红梅在我身后把大门关上了。院落里聚起了一股奶白潮腐味。闻着那味儿，我心里有些慌，可想到我是一个革命者，我正在进行的事儿是伟大革命的一部分，也许会被后人误解，可更可能被后人载入史册时，那些恐慌就转化成激动和力量，使我平静且使我感到兴奋了。我们进了中节院。中节院的葡萄架如一个帐篷样盖在头顶上，只有院子四边葡萄藤没有铺到的地方，月光如石灰粉样在撒着。我看见了我埋在道学堂大殿下的炸药了，有一截儿露在外边，雷管也似乎塞得浅了些，导火索像一根绳样沿着墙下半卷半伸着。那些导火索的长度是我精心算过的，我计划点燃的步骤是中节院、前节院，然后从寺里面跑出去，到后节院的大堂外围点，最后才是二程牌坊的双柱下，待这些全都点燃后，所有的26处炸药上的导火索大约都已烧到了还有一尺五寸长，这一尺五寸的燃烧时间，足够我和红梅从从容容爬到耙耧山脉的端梁上看这北国风光的万里火花了。只是那个雷管塞得浅了些，我想过去再往里塞一塞，可在红梅关上中节院的大门后，朝那道学堂走去时，后节大院的门叽哇一声被人打开了。 “谁？”程天民穿着白裤衩儿和没有扣扣的白绸布衫（解放前地主富农好像都穿这绸布）立在门框下，一下就认出了红梅来，他慌忙去胸前扣着扣儿，又语调惊缓的连声问：“是红梅吧？你咋在这儿？那个是谁？”红梅木在葡萄藤下，没有敢说话。不消说，这时候到了动手的时候了，不动手待程天民大唤一声，招致来了村人就又一次要把到来的成功断送了。我看见红梅在扭头瞅着我。我朝程天民快步走过去。 “她不是你的儿媳妇夏红梅，”我冷冷热热道，“她是一个优秀的革命工作者，农村工作的革命家、政治家和领导者，她是我高爱军最亲密的朋友和夫人，是我生死与共的战友和同志。”我这样说着就到程天民的面前了，他的脸正被三节院门框的月影遮挡住，使我看不见他的脸上有啥变化，只看见他正扣扣儿的手硬在了他胸前的扣儿上。就在他这一怔一硬间，我一个箭步飞上去，便把他夹在了胳膊的弯儿里，左手立马捂在了他嘴上，把他的那声还未及出口的惊叫堵在了喉管内。我没有想到他原来那么轻，就如一捆干枯的柴禾样。没想到我在部队为防帝反修学到的擒拿术这当儿一股脑儿都又复苏在了我的手上、腿上和脚上。就像夹着一团棉花样，我把程天民夹拖到后节院东讲堂的门前时，红梅还木呆呆地立在中节院的葡萄架子下，那半盘准备当绳子用的导火索不知啥儿时候落在了她的脚下边。我说：“红梅，快把绳给我。”她仍然呆着没有动。我唤：“斗争到你死我活的时候啦，你还愣啥儿？”红梅被我从木呆中叫醒了。她突然弯下腰，拾起那大半盘的导火索，跑过来塞给我，又立刻朝启贤堂大殿西侧跑过去，转眼就又从西讲堂的一间屋里搬着一把椅子，拿着一条枕巾跑出来。她把椅子放在后节大院的中间，把毛巾塞给我，说声用这个，便又踩着刚才的脚印往西讲堂的北屋跑去了。我不知道她又要干啥儿。我接过枕巾时嗅到了一股黑油污腻的头发味，便知道了那西讲堂的北屋是程天民的住处了。我看着红梅跑进了那间屋子里。屋子里的灯光从窗里透进院落，方方正正如倒在院落的一块白亮的薄木板。我劈劈啪啪把目光收回来，三下五下将枕巾塞到了程天民的嘴里去，把程天民往椅子上一放，便快刀斩乱麻地把他的手背到椅后捆住了。我捆程天民时就如一个母亲要给孩子喂奶样顺畅和自然，他60多岁了，似乎除了脑子还活着，身子都没有水分、没有力气了。他这个年龄，这把身子本该好好养着的，可他却偏要向我和红梅宣战哩，企图把革命者送进监狱去。没有办法，实实在在是没有一点法儿，这是他的阶级立场和意识形态决定的。意识又是物质世界发展到一定阶段的产物，是社会斗争发展到这个时候的必然结果，是他的大脑这个高度组织起来的特殊物质的机能，是他长期在社会活动中形成的不可教育、改变的资产阶级司令部。现在这个司令部向我们明目张胆地宣战了，也取得了他没有料想到的胜利和收获，但我们不会坐以待毙，也要让他取得没有料到的失败和懊悔。我捆了他的手，捆了他的身，把他的双腿捆在了两个椅子前腿上。程颢、程颐的得意弟子朱熹这个宋朝的反动哲学家，贩卖和发展了程颢、程颐的臭学问，写了那么多的书，说了许多话，如今大家都忘了，都不记得了，但有一句话我们还没忘，即“以其人之道，还治其人之身”。我们是这样学的，也是这样做的。我们只能这样。如此而已，岂有他哉！革命的专政和反革命的专政，性质是相反的，而前者是从后者学来的。这个学习很要紧。革命人民如果不学会这一项对待反革命的阶级的统治方法，他们就不能维持政权，他们的政权就会被反动派所推翻，反动派就会首先在乡村的中国得到复辟，革命的人民就会遭殃———这是被历次经验教训证明了的。今天，我们又在程寺的后节大院开始实践着这种理论和学问。我不知道为啥我在捆绑程天民时他一动不动，没有反抗，没有挣扎，枕巾后边的喉咙没有发出呜呜噜噜声。也许他早料到了这一天，也许他的年龄告诉他越反抗就越没有好下场。反抗———失败———再反抗———再失败。他知道他逃不出这样的逻辑和规律。他这样一生大都在反革命的幕后唱戏的人，耍阴谋当是一把好手，但果真面对面的让他和我们真枪实弹地对着干，他便束手无策了。这就是许多地主阶级、封建资产阶级的通病，是我们摧垮它们，专政他们的有利条件。你看，程天民坐在椅子上，手被反捆着，既不挣扎，也不反抗，看着我好像是我被他捆了，如要看我一场好戏样，瘦黄的脸上在月光下强自镇静着，双眼不愠不火，不争不怒，只是比平时睁得大一些，眼白多一些，额上的皱纹比往日深一些，脖子拉的比平时长一些。还有啥变化？哦，他的白绸布衫被我弄成一团了，在五花大绑的导火索里，向一团抹布样，且有一只鞋也掉在了三节院的门口上，光着一只脚倒还真像革命者的俘虏哩。没想到你有今天的结果吧？没想到革命会最终专政到你的头上吧？没有想到我们会以其人之道还治其人之身吧？人不犯我，我不犯人；人若犯我，我必犯人。我必加倍地犯你侵你打倒你。这是斗争的规律，这是革命斗争的方法，这是战斗的手段。拿枪的敌人死去了，但那些不拿枪的敌人依然存在，在某些时候他们会更残酷，更无情地向我们发动进攻。对这些不拿枪的敌人，我们只能以严酷还以严酷，以残忍还以残忍。We have no choice.我们别无他法。老镇长，程天民，程二伯，你就坐在这儿等着看我和红梅在你面前做一场那事吧！你就看着我和你儿媳在你面前一丝不挂地云山雾雨吧！你就不停地后悔你不该去县上和关书记那里状告我们通奸吧！红梅咋还不从西讲堂里出来呢？我朝西讲堂北屋走过去。进了那间半大不大的屋，看见红梅正在撕程天民床上的一个蓝布褥。我说你干啥？ “你快看，”她指着撕了半截的褥子说，我本来是来搬床的，可一揭褥子觉得不对劲，一摸褥子里边像是书，撕开一看，原来藏经楼上的“二程著作”和朱熹的书全都被他缝进这褥子了。我闻到一股热暖暖的灰霉味，像冬天时谁把一堆湿过的麦秸扒开了。顺着那味看过去，就见靠窗的床铺，已经被红梅挪开了，那床上撕开的褥子里，果真是铺摆着一层线装书，且每一册书为了不被汗湿和潮坏，都又用塑料薄膜包起来。我把褥子提起来像提着布袋倒粮食一样把书倒出来。那一本本、一套套又窄又长、一律是旧蓝布颜色封面的竖排、繁体、石刻影印的程朱的书籍便哗哗啦啦地落在了床上和地下。 、《外书》、《文集》、《易传》啥儿的，躺在那黄朗的灯光中，像没有睡醒样，有的从塑料袋中掉出来，卷着页儿，宛若在眨着蒙蒙的眼皮儿，有的还安安稳稳在袋子里，如压根都还在被窝里。它们不知道它们的主人已经被捆在院里了，不知道它们今天也要寿终正寝了。我把那些书都从塑料袋中抖出来，发现除了说过的，还有《经说》和《粹言》，有《上仁宗皇帝书》、《三样看祥文》、《颜子所好何学论》、《为家君上宰相书》等程颐的单册儿，还有程颢的《上殿札子》、《答横渠张子厚先生》和《颜乐亭铭》等几样单本。那些书有的是一本，有的是一种好几本，然而每一本都整整齐齐、没有被人翻看的痕迹。我自小就听说程天民是会背他祖先的许多著作哩，说他解放前在镇上作校长时，就整天读《二程全书》哩，这些书一页不卷他读啥？我朝屋里四下看了看，没想到程天民的屋里和百姓家里一样乱，除了这边的桌和床，身后的一个长条桌上放了一个竹篓水瓶，两个饭碗，几双筷子，桌子下是锅和菜盆儿，旁边是一个木板箱。我把那个木箱打开来，木箱里面除了被子和衣服没有别的啥。我把一个抽屉拉开了，抽屉里有毛笔、钢笔和一瓶蓝墨水，还有一个旧砚台。我把另一个抽屉拉开了，那个抽屉里面整整齐齐摆着几本毛主席的书，全都用红纸包了封皮，封面上用毛笔写着柳体《毛泽东选集》和第几卷的字样儿。在那《毛泽东选集》上和抽屉边，还摆着袖珍本、塑料皮的《毛主席语录》和《毛主席诗词》及几个毛主席像章啥儿的。