Chapter 8 Chapter 8 Failure and Celebration

1 Yugong Yishan There is a fable in ancient China called "The Foolish Old Man Moves the Mountain".It is said that there was an old man in ancient times who lived in North China, that is, Beishan Yugong.There are two big mountains to the south of his house blocking his way out, one is called Taihang Mountain and the other is called Wangwu Mountain.Yu Gong made up his mind to lead his sons to dig the two mountains with hoes.An old man named Zhisou laughed when he saw it, and said that you are too stupid to do this. It is completely impossible for you father and son to dig up such two mountains.Yu Gong replied: After I die, I will have my son, and after my son dies, I will have my grandson, and there will be no end to my descendants.Although these two mountains are very high, they will not grow any higher. If they are dug up, they will become smaller. Why can't they be leveled?God was moved by this incident, and he sent two gods down to earth to carry the two mountains away. 2 The celebration that finally arrived was as slow as an old cow and a broken car, and it was not as fast as my love tunnel.I thought that the old head of the regiment would return to the county with the vigorous work style of the army and immediately appoint me as a national cadre in the town—this is an important step for me to become the mayor of the town, the county magistrate, the district commissioner, and even the governor , but after he left, there was no news for three days, no news for a week, half a month passed, and there was still no news of my promotion.I'm a little disappointed.After Wang Zhenhai wrote several inspections, he was still his secretary and mayor of the town, and after a long wait, I was still my village party secretary and a member of the town party committee.After all, I am still a rural cadre at the lowest level in China.Needless to say, as an experienced revolutionary, I will not show impatience when the situation is reversed, and I will not easily suffer from revolutionary impatience.I kept my face as if nothing had happened, and in that winter, apart from holding meetings, fighting people, reading and reading, I still worked hard to accumulate fertilizer, and I still carried forward the spirit of the old fool, digging holes every night.At the end of winter, my underground bridal chamber was dug, and even the three air holes in the bridal chamber and the kang-like bed were also dug.On that day, the sky was high and the clouds were light, the spring was bright, and the sky before dawn was transparent and bright. I poured the last load of soil into the ditch, and when I was about to sleep for a whole day, Secretary Tian in the town woke me up from my dream. up. "Secretary Gao, please treat me." I rubbed my eyes and turned over. "Revolution is not about treating guests to dinner, or painting and embroidery." Tian Ban said with a half-smile, "That is, that is, I know that becoming the deputy mayor is only the first step in your long march, and the snow-capped mountains and grasslands are still behind. "I got up from the bed in a jiffy, and the drowsiness disappeared all of a sudden.Facing Secretary Tian with a mysterious face, I said what are you talking about?He said that you are the deputy mayor of Chenggang Town, and the approval document has arrived in the town. Let me give you some news first.I can't believe it, but I know it's true.At that time, I wanted to shout wildly, to somersault on the ground, but my mother was feeding the pigs in the yard, and my baby Hongsheng and my girl Honghua were going to school with their schoolbags on their backs.I thought it was just before breakfast, so I suppressed my excitement and said to Tian, ​​I invite you at noon, if you want to eat pork head meat and beef offal, let's buy it in the street.Tian said: "Noon? Now everyone has had lunch. What did you do last night? You slept in the dark, with black and white reversed." Walking out of the house, the sun was already hanging over the tree at the head of the village. On the top, the yard is filled with the warmth of yellow and the tender smell of sprouting green grass.Mother was pouring pig food into the pig trough and said: "Aijun, the rice is covered in the pot, go and eat." I looked at mother, looked at mother's white hair and said, "Mother, I will be the deputy mayor The approval document has come down, from now on your child will be a state cadre." Mother stood there for a long time and looked at me, as if she no longer knew her child.Later that day, I gathered the whole team of the Cheng Gang brigade branch to Cheng Qinglin’s home (Qinglin’s father could cook), and bought cooked beef, cooked pork, pork offal, and offal from the state-run restaurant. The radish and cabbage for the winter, the vermicelli and vermicelli were obtained, and a few catties of bulk white dry wine were poured, and a total of nine dishes and three soups were cooked.Together with Secretary Tian, ​​we drank from the late afternoon until dusk, and from dusk until the moon rose.Holding a glass of wine, I told everyone that the appointment of me as the deputy mayor (although I am not out of production, I still have an agricultural household registration for the time being) is not the growth and progress of Gao Aijun, but the harvest of the struggle of the Cheng Gang brigade, and it is a symbol and victory of everyone's common progress .I encourage everyone to be more united and fight together in the future. In the shortest possible time, do everything possible to push Wang Zhenhai from the position of secretary and mayor of the town. Mei is the deputy mayor and the director of the Women's Federation of the town government, Cheng Qinglin is a member of the town party committee and the branch secretary of the Cheng Gang Brigade, and the rest of the branch members, by analogy, are promoted one level or two levels.At that time, if the family had difficulties, such as younger brothers and sisters needing to arrange work; for example, if they wanted to change their agricultural hukou to non-agricultural hukou, it would not be difficult.Everyone is cheering for me to be the deputy mayor, and they are all anxiously waiting for me to become the mayor or the secretary of the town party committee immediately.Of course, it is best to be the secretary and mayor, or the mayor and secretary, and hold all the party and administrative power in your hands.Everyone was excited, high-spirited and high-spirited. After drinking five catties of sweet potato dry wine with a temperature of 56 degrees, they became very drunk.Secretary Tian passed out drunk under the table, grabbed my hand and said: "Deputy Mayor Gao, one day you will become the mayor or secretary of the town. I dare not dream of becoming a deputy secretary, but you must make me a regular. Don’t let me be a secretary for five years, and my household registration is still in my hometown in the mountainous area.” I patted my chest and said to Tian: “Don’t worry, if I, Gao Aijun, don’t count, then am I still a party member? You still call him a leading cadre of the party. How can I be a revolution if I don’t believe my words!” Secretary Tian drank another half bowl of wine with tears in his eyes.Finally, a large piece fell down.I don't know if Hongmei and I are drunk or not.I think we were half drunk.From the time I heard that I finally became the deputy mayor to the moon rising with the smell of wine, the blood on my body was like the Yangtze River and the Yellow River that never ceased to flow.The spring rain nourishes the seedlings, and the sunflowers bloom toward the sun.The scenery of the northern country is covered with ice and snow for thousands of miles; it is rainy inside and outside the Great Wall, and the river is rushing up and down;Look at that red dress wrapped in plain clothes, it is extraordinarily enchanting and beautiful.The country is so delicate that it has attracted countless heroes to compete for their waists.Qin Huang, the Han Wu, is a little less literary, Tang Zong, the Song Zu, is a little less coquettish, the generation of the proud, only knows how to shoot the big eagle, and all of them go, counting romantic people We still have to look at our present, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo... Every blood star, every wave, is hot and burning.As long as Hongmei is in sight, as long as Hongmei is also looking at me——we can't help but peek at each other at the dinner table, flirting with each other; our strong eyes collide with swords in the air, crackling and catching fire, making the white The smell of the wine is filled with the longing and desire of the two of us, pink; the miscellaneous aromas on the table are filled with our anxiety and uncontrollable pink.Under the table where everyone clinked glasses and celebrated, my feet and Hongmei never stopped for a moment, either she stepped on me lightly, or I lightly kicked her; she didn't take off her shoes and stuff her feet into my trouser legs Here, I tucked my feet into her trouser legs and pinched the flesh on her calf with my toes.After finally getting drunk, we can have nothing to worry about.Let Qinglin's father and mother take care of the revolutionaries who fought against me. I told them, you two elders, please rest assured. When I was the mayor, Qinglin was the deputy mayor. When I was the county magistrate, Qinglin was the deputy county governor. Governor, I have become the governor of the province. If Qinglin is not a district commissioner, he must be the county magistrate or secretary of the county party committee.Qinglin's parents couldn't believe my words. They said that in this life, if Qinglin could be the deputy mayor and the secretary of the village branch like I am now, it would be enough, and he would be my right-hand man in vain.I said that you are short-sighted, and the sparrows don't know the ambitions of the swans.While they were dumbfounded, I took Hongmei's hand and came out of Qinglin's house.At that moment, Haoyue was really in front of her head, and she was in an infinitely good mood.Walking out of the gate of Qinglin's house, Hongmei threw herself into my arms, and forced the tip of her tongue into my mouth (my soul and flesh, she always knows when I need her most), frisky for a while, and then Hiding back as if fleeing, it made me feel empty in my mouth and in my heart. "Tonight we have to live together even if we die," she said, "From now on, half of the town government will be your government. We can't keep stealing like thieves." At that moment, I heard a voice from Chengzhong Street. The sound of footsteps (how can you be desperate? Does the revolution allow you to be desperate? Emotional, childish and ridiculous).Without saying a word, I hurriedly dragged her into the back street.She said where are you going?I said don't ask, just follow me.It's time for me to show her my great love project, and it's time for me to give her (my soul and my flesh) that huge project as a love object.I have become the deputy mayor. Although I am not out of work, I am still an official leader of the country and the party. The love hole is coming to an end. What about his promotion, our victory and my inseparable revolutionary companion?We arrived at my house through the silence of the night.Mother’s voice came from the window: “Aijun, can you still eat? After eating, mother will cook it for you.” I said: “Go to sleep, mother, I will cook it myself.” Mother said: “After running for a day Don’t dig when you’re tired, go to bed earlier.” I said, “Don’t worry about it, you can lead the red students to sleep.” (Mother, mother, my great mother——the first hole was dug to the second When I was more than ten meters away, one night when I just climbed out of the cave entrance, I saw her standing on the cave entrance with an oil lamp, "Aijun, tell the truth, what are you going to do, mother has been down there several times." I was taken aback, and I said: "Although there is no panic now, the situation is more complicated than the chaos. In what month did you not hear that people were killed? Did you not hear that counter-revolutionaries were shot? Are you a child?" Revolutionary leaders, how many people are watching from behind...Even Chairman Mao has called for digging a deep hole, can we not leave a way for our family?" I said: "Mother, if you don't understand the revolution, you have already learned it. The boat can no longer get down, and you will become a counter-revolutionary. Our family must dig such a hole. With this hole, I can go to the revolution with confidence and boldly, and work hard to be the mayor of the town, the county magistrate, the district commissioner, and the secretary of the provincial party committee. ...Your baby may become one in this life." Niangmumu stood there dumbfounded. That night, she sat at the entrance of the cave for a long time after I fell asleep, and the next day, there were a few more bundles of corn stalks in the pigsty. The opening of the hole is more tightly sealed than before.) Now, a newcomer is going to enter the hole, and she will be the protagonist and owner of the hole.I lit the lantern, and took Hongmei's hand and walked towards the entrance of the cave.The moonlight is like water.The courtyard was damp and cold, and her hands were scalding mine like a few boiled fish.As she walked towards the pigsty, she scratched the itchy flesh on my palm with the tip of her hand, and I squeezed her fingers hard, telling her that the great, holy time has come, and all distractions are for this A moment of disrespect and foul play.When we opened the wooden door of the pigsty, the two white pigs looked up as usual to see that I was lazily lying down again.Go to the southwest corner of the pigsty, put the lantern on the ground, move the bundles of corn stalks aside, and the hole is illuminated with a bang under the moonlight and light.Suspicion clouded Hongmei's face.From the dead silence in the village, one can hear the snoring of chickens and dogs, like a spring springing from the sand.She stared at the opening of the hole, looked at the wooden frame on the hole, the pulleys and the ropes extending into the hole, the soil baskets and the digging tools scattered in the hole, and slowly raised her gaze to my face.I said: "Follow me down." I first put on the lantern and went down into the cave, and then helped her step down one by one, and then we stood on the bottom of the cave.I kissed her on the face and said, Hongmei, if you can find a second person in this world who loves you like me, I will die right before your eyes.As I said that, I stretched out the lantern into the cave, and under my light, the straight and warm tunnel was displayed like a cloth bag full of wind.The cloud of suspicion like the thin gauze curtain on her face disappeared, surprise was half red and half purple hard on her forehead, eyes, eyebrows, nose and upturned chin, her mouth was half-opened and half-closed, as if trying to close and close again Will not go down, there is a smell of raw iron, cold steel and catkin cotton at the corner of her mouth stiff.She was struck by a miracle, crushed by a force, stunned and bewildered.Forget whether it was day or night, whether she was in heaven, hell or on earth.I said, "Follow me and walk inside." She stood still, the stiffness on her face still frozen.I took a step inside and stopped: "This cave is 550 meters in total." I said, "A few more feet will lead to your house. From now on, you and I want to do things, so we don't have to go anywhere, don't be afraid of being seen, don't Afraid that the revolution will not allow it, I will go in from my house, and you will go in from your house, there will be a house and a bed in the middle of the cave, and we can live a married life together without fear of heaven and earth." She was still half-ashamed .She couldn't believe what had happened in our love, what a huge change and sublimation had taken place.She couldn't believe that standing in front of her was not only a great revolutionary, but also a rare lover.The lantern swayed slightly in my hand, and the muddy light flickered on her startled face.Against the backdrop of the authentic mud wall, her face began to turn pale and dark red after a huge surprise from being stiff. Her mouth was half-opened, as if she wanted to say something, but she couldn't. She wanted to close it, and then closed it for a while Not close.She just stood at the entrance of the cave, looking at me and at the straight tunnel extending in, without moving for a long time, not for a year, and not uttering a word for half of her life.I began to half-bend again, and led her into the hole.In this season, the ground temperature overflows to the depths, and the earthy smell in the cave is thick and pure, warm and sweet, strong and strong, just like the smell people smell by the river before the wheat is ripe.Hongmei followed me very carefully, stroking the walls and roof of the cave with her hands. Every ten meters, I asked her to stop at places with air holes, straighten her waist, and told her whose house each air hole belonged to. Under the foundation of the wall, in the tree hole, under the millstone, and in the corner of the wall where Cheng Tianqing put his bed.I told her why there must be air holes, and why these air holes must go through the cracks in the foundation of the house; I also told her that I have been digging this tunnel for two years and a few days, how many baskets and shovels have been worn out, How many earthworks were scattered by me in the ditch behind the village, and I said that if someone went to the ditch to take a closer look, they would find that many aquatic plants were suppressed by the bright yellow soil.It's a pity that no one looked carefully.It's a pity that the aquatic plants became more and more prosperous, and soon drilled out of the loess and covered the loess again.I said Hongmei, listen, every air hole here is like a flute, like a musical instrument played specially for us, sometimes you can hear the sound of someone moving the bed, pulling the table, chopping wood and smashing stones from the air hole The sound of quarreling with their family, said that once, I heard Cheng Tianqing's grandson and granddaughter fighting, screaming and making noise.I kept talking and bowed to the seventh air hole, and then said Hongmei, put your ear here and listen, it is Cheng Qinglin's shabby house.But Hongmei didn't put her ear on the blowhole.Under the air hole where she could raise her head and straighten her waist, in the space just enough for two people, she looked at me stupidly, with tears in her eyes, and she said: "Aijun, let me see you!" hand." I stretched out my right hand without the lantern.She touched the old callus on my palm with her slender fingertips, and the teardrops on the eye sockets jingled and fell down (what a wonderful and profound love, just for these two tears, it is worth it for me to dig this hole), It hit my wrist like a worm crawling on my heart, making me feel as if my heart was soaked in warm water.At this point, I couldn't restrain myself anymore, and my blood vessels were about to explode.I wish I could go to the eighty-nine-square-meter bridal chamber right away, on the kang-like bed, but when I dragged her to the center of the cave, my head hit the top of the cave. On the morning, the pain poured like cold water into my frenzied mind.She said, "Does it hurt?" I said, "Nothing." She said, "You can't wait for that?" I smiled.She said, "What did you say when you first arrived at the cave?" I said, "You didn't say anything." She said, "You said something." I said, "Oh, I seem to tell you Take off your clothes, the cave is warm in winter and cool in summer.” Sure enough, she took off her clothes while walking along the cave.Every time I took off, I threw it on the cave, and every piece of clothing was like a blooming flower.I started to walk backwards into the tunnel, watching her unbutton and undressing.Look at her under the bright yellow mud wall, under the bright yellow light like the mud wall, her naked upper body is as thin and white as silk, like a nude painting floating in the yellow.I also started taking off my clothes.She said: "Take off your clothes too." I stepped back and took off my clothes, but when I put the lantern on the ground and took off my undershirt from my head, she had already stood Under the other air hole, her slightly sore waist stretched out straight, making her full breasts stand upright under the roof of the cave like two sheep's heads on the top of the mountain, and in the secret place between her legs, It bloomed vigorously in the hole like a black chrysanthemum.My eyes froze in the hole.It has been a long time since I read books or newspapers to see her naked.I saw a lot of loess particles on her breasts and belly, dotted on her white skin like stamens, and saw that the stretch marks on the flat triangle under her belly were gone, and it was as smooth and bright as silk Mile.I smelled the thick earthy smell, and the half-white and half-red woman's fragrance was flowing like the smell of peach blossom and pear blossom.I knelt down to those colors and smells.I forgot that I was the incoming deputy mayor, that I was a genius revolutionary, statesman and rare military strategist.I knelt down and passionately kissed the black chrysanthemum to celebrate our love and promotion, another victory of the revolution and the galloping and advancing of Cheng Gang's historical wheel.I kissed her stomach and lower abdomen, the triangle area under her lower abdomen and the black chrysanthemums with overflowing petals, the fresh and soft white ground beside the chrysanthemums, and the healthy thighs that were tightened because of her straight waist The flesh was tight and smooth, and I kissed her fingers and nails that I scratched tightly in my hair because of excitement.I still wanted to kiss the ten toenails on her feet that were as bright as ripe grapes, but when I lowered my head, I saw her feet were buried in the empty soil of the tunnel that I didn't clean, so I had no choice but to raise my head, Swallowed her grape-like nipples into my mouth, down my throat.She was burned by my kisses and kisses. In the cool tunnel, her whole body was hot and soft, falling down like a puddle of burnt mud, paralyzed on the slightly wider walls of Cheng's and Hong's courtyards Under the air holes of the foundation, there is a loud pink cooing sound in the throat.I knew she was out of control, and I also knew that I couldn't hold on to the soil bed in the bridal chamber.She spread out in front of me like a new white reed mat casually spread out, and I rushed towards her like I was eager to lay my body on the cool mat in the hot summer.The ground was wet and cold, and her body was hot and scalding.When I rushed towards her, her suppressed thirsty cry flowed under the light like water squeezed from a crack in the stone.I said Hongmei, don’t be afraid, call you if you want, call you if you want, this tunnel is your home, and no one can hear you call the house down.Saying this to her quickly, I moved her legs, got her into the position I wanted, and then I thrust my hard into it.At that moment, in that frantic, holy, and wonderful moment that made people tremble all over, her joyous cry burst out like never before, and it was spurted out of her wet mouth with her heavy breath without any scruples. , pointed and thin, smooth and smooth, flying in the tunnel like a red ribbon.The floating soil on the tunnel wall and roof was shaken.Shaking the lights around us.The sound flowed along the tunnel towards both ends, and was quickly absorbed by the soil in the cave.In her cry, I felt the toughness and greatness of a man, and the strength and relaxation that are rare.I thought I would let her cry out forever, until she was exhausted, her voice was hoarse, and she had no strength to call out anymore, but I seemed to be hit hard by her sharp cry, and she was so happy Ji's call was overwhelmed, I don't know why, I was cold and hard to guard against, I suddenly collapsed, fell down suddenly, and all the strength in my body was gone like water.I collapsed on her body.Her third scream was only half blown out before it slowly died down.We looked at each other with infinite regret.The flickering lights rattled like millipedes crawling in the tunnel.I said, "Am I sick?" She said, "What's wrong?" I said, "The same sickness as your man Qingdong?" She said, "Aijun, don't mention Qingdong at this time, okay? ?” I said, “Do you think I have that kind of disease?” She said, “Why do you have that disease? We have been holding back for too long, and suddenly there is a place where we dare to let go. Maybe it will be all right. It will be all right in a while." We sat there quietly for a while, holding hands and comforting each other for a while, feeling the coolness of the ground and the cave wall pouring down on us like rain, each of us There are goosebumps like rice grains.I handed her one of her clothes and said, "Put it on, and you will be in the bridal chamber after walking a little further." She threw the dress on the cave floor and said, "I don't wear it. It's been a few years. No chance to be as bold and naked as a married couple.” (I love her, my soul and my flesh!) We started walking naked into the hole again, towards our bridal chamber.Because of the ecstasy and collapse just now, we both calmed down.When walking deep, I no longer look backwards to appreciate her nakedness and whiteness. I stretch the lantern forward with one hand and hold her behind with the other, like leading a sheep walking on a cliff. The soft broken soil under our feet makes the soles of our feet itchy and comfortable.We walked through the back street of the process, from the corner of the apse of Cheng Temple to the tree hole in the front yard of Cheng Temple, to the foundation of Cheng Qing'an's house, to the foundation of Cheng Qinglian's house, to the foundation of Tian Zhuangzhuang's house, to Chengzhong Street The stone in the middle of the street was rolled down, and then we arrived at the three-meter-wide, three-meter-long, and two-meter-high bridal chamber.The four walls of the bridal chamber had been dug out to be slippery by me, and the ground was flat on the ground. I had already sprinkled a thick layer of white lime on the four-foot-wide and two-foot-two-high kang-like soil bed left to the north to make it The lime and soil dissolved, reducing the moisture and making the bed a dusty white.On the four corners of the bridal chamber, there is an air hole leading to the wall foundation of the backyard of Cheng Tianqing's house; Down.I put the horse lantern on the earth bed, and the light became more faint in the cave house.The entrance of the cave leading to Hongmei's house was opened on the east wall of the bridal chamber. Under the faint light, the entrance of the cave was lying flat like a dry well.Hongmei stood in the bridal chamber, covering her legs with her hands, raised her head to see the cave wall from the cave ceiling, and then the soil bed from the cave wall, and finally she set her sights on the entrance of the cave leading to her house. . "Aijun, when will we be able to pass?" "Quickly, digging for another half a year, and it will pass after seven or eight months." Hongmei looked at me, she squatted down, her legs were tight The ground is crowded together, with two arms crossed and hugged on the shoulders, the person is like a white floating ball under the soil bed.I said, "Are you cold?" She said, "Aren't you cold? Come and hug me." I squatted on the ground and hugged her in my arms.She was smooth all over, and there was a layer of rice grains on my body in the smoothness, which made me feel more comfortable and joyful than ever before.When we were naked together, she was always so agitated and crazy, and she was always hot like a fire.This time it was the first time that the coldness of her body was sent to my warm blood through my skin, the first time she was in my arms like a ball, her hair brushed on my face and shoulders, exhaled The breath is blowing in my neck.Her hands were tied around my neck, and the hard cold layer on the surface of her breasts squeezed against my chest.The two soft pucks on my nipples are lodged in my chest ribs.We were glued together at the feet of the bridal chamber, knotted together, two people were like one person, two fleshy bodies were like one human body, under the erratic light, we warmed each other for a while, looked at each other for a while , she said that I wanted to find someone to quarrel with Qingdong, and move to live in Xiafang.I said, then I will dig the hole under the closet in the building, I miss you, go to your house from the tunnel, knock on the closet and you will go to the bridal chamber; if you miss me, you come to my house from the tunnel, climb up to my courtyard Cough, or tap on the window.I will come to you through the tunnel.I also said that if the situation changed, or if the real enemy plotted against us, or if the Third World War broke out, we could use this tunnel to escape.She said, I can't see so far, I can't take care of so much, I just want to miss you, find you through the tunnel, see you in this tunnel, and hold me like this, I count this life If you didn't live in vain, even if you didn't participate in a revolution in vain.I said, "Hongmei, do you think I can revolutionize to the position of county magistrate and commissioner in this life?" She said, "You will be the county magistrate and commissioner, won't you dislike me, Hongmei?" I said: " We are revolutionary partners, a natural pair, and my revolution without you is like having no engine. Why would I spend two years digging this hole if I can leave you?" She said: "Aijun, you have to be confident, you are a genius Revolutionary, your genius is no worse than Lin Biao, even better than Lin Biao..." I went up and covered her mouth: "You just say that if I continue to revolutionize, can I become a county magistrate and commissioner?" She said: "As long as you grasp the direction of the revolution and stand on the right political stand, as long as you have the strong revolutionary enthusiasm you have now at the age of 40 or 50, you will definitely be able to be the governor of the province in your life." I looked at her infatuatedly. eyes.She asked, "Do you not believe it?" I said, "Yes."

She asked again, "You said that I will continue to follow your revolution, what position can I be in this life?" I said, "It's possible at the county level, prefectural level, or provincial level." She kissed me affectionately and with a smile Said: "Without your Gao Aijun's Qingyun straight up, soaring to the top, I, Xia Hongmei, would not have thought about the county, prefecture and provincial levels. I understand this reason. If I didn't understand this reason, our relationship would be so deep? You Will you consider me your revolutionary partner?" I said no more (my soul my flesh).When she said that, her eyes were hot on mine.We have been sitting together on the ground together for a long time, and we have been liberated from the coolness of the cave.The topic of revolution aroused our enthusiasm.I felt the blood that had just ebbed begin to rush through my veins again.The power came back to me.The cold receded from her.The little green spots like rice grains on her body receded into her skin again.Her whole body began to be as white and smooth as before, warm, soft and elastic as before.Her tits started bouncing against my chest again, like a rabbit trying to get out of its hole.I said: "I am the deputy mayor now, and I have just completed the first step of the Long March." She said, "After the first step, the second step will be easy. You have already walked the grass on the Long March." " I said, "Being the deputy mayor, I have more opportunities to have meetings with his mother Wang Zhenhai, and I have more chances to overthrow him." She said, "I saw the sour face of the director of the Women's Federation. I can’t even eat, so I’m definitely better than her.” I said, “The revolution has given us such an opportunity, and we would be foolish if we couldn’t seize it.” She said, “The revolution is good, but the revolution has given us such an opportunity. You and I were forced to the ground." I said, "Look at the soil on your body." I pointed to her swollen nipple on the left, where a grain of soil like a soybean stuck to it, like a growth on the nipple. A new nipple came out.She looked down at the soil particle, and wanted to pull it out by herself, but she put it down again when her hands were in the air.She said, "Get rid of that dirt for me." I said, "Are you telling the mayor to get rid of that dirt?" She said, "Major Gao, you put the dirt on my milk." Get rid of the dirt." I said, "My God, can you move the county magistrate?" She said, "High Commissioner, use your tongue to lick that dirt off." I said, "My God, you Calling the High Commissioner is like calling your baby." She said, "Governor Gao, use the tip of your tongue to lick the dirt off my nipple." I said, "A governor can do such a thing Is it?” She said, “The governor is also a man. Governor Gao, please lick that dirt away with your tongue.” I said, “You call me a revolutionary.” She said, “A genius revolutionary, you are The bright star rising from the land of China, the spring water on your tongue nourishes the thirsty people and the earth, please use your spring water to wash away the loess on my nipples.” When she said this, her tone of voice There are yin and yang, there are setbacks, half reciting, half praising; half begging, half being coquettish, eyes burning on my face, hands stroking my body and between my legs, swimming .I was greeted by her magnetic voice, my throat and lips were parched again, and I couldn't wait to do that.But I endured my thirst and urgency, and I wanted to soak in her revolutionary words for a while and enjoy them for a while.I pinched her two ears and lips with my hands, and put my wrists on her shoulders, like holding the red and golden face of a Bodhisattva. "I am not only a genius revolutionary, I am also a genius politician." I said, "Don't you ignore my political talent?" She continued to fondle my lower body with one hand, and the other He raised his hands upright in front of her breasts, moving slowly and carefully, so that the grain of soil would not fall off suddenly: "Dear revolutionary and politician Comrade Gao Aijun, please use your tongue to touch the dirt on my nipples." Lick the loess away.” I said, “I am not only a revolutionary, a statesman, but also a genius strategist. If I am not a strategist, can I dig out this hole?” She clasped her hands between her breasts and under her nose , with his head half hooked and half lowered, his eyes slightly closed, he knelt in front of me, "My most beloved great statesman, genius military strategist, unprecedented revolutionary, young and promising mayor, talented county magistrate, A commissioner who is dedicated to the public, a governor who is red and professional, full of organizational skills and leadership skills, my most beloved, most loyal, and most trusted emperor——Comrade Gao Aijun, now, your subjects, your People, your servants, your revolutionary sweethearts and life companions, your future lover, lady and empress kneel before you, with a grain of unclean loess stuck to her nipples, begging you to base revolutionary love The tip of her tongue and the nectar, go and lick the dirt on her nipples—to celebrate another success of the revolution in Chenggang, and to celebrate the beginning of your great promotion from the village head to the town head in the revolution, please bow down Noble, wise, head full of revolutionary consciousness, go and lick off the sticky dirt from the great breasts of the great women who emerged in the revolutionary wave!" She finished this passage as if she was reading and chanting, tempting She bent down to see that the soil particles were firmly attached to her nipples and would not fall off, so she crawled on the ground, picked up my thing with both hands, kissed it lightly, and then kissed it again.She kissed my prick three times, straightened up on her knees, and pushed her nipples up against my face.I think I should have swallowed that loess into my stomach.Looking at her high breasts, the teats on the ends of the breasts and the bean-like loess sticking to the nipples, I said: "Albania, the heroic people, has become a great socialist lamp in Europe, the Soviet Union The revisionist leading clique, all kinds of traitor and scab cliques, and the Yugoslav Tito clique are nothing compared to you, but you are mountains towering into the sky." I said, "Please don't call me a revolutionary. Don’t call me the mayor, the county magistrate, the commissioner, or the governor of the province. We are all from all corners of the country. There is no distinction between high and low. We should care for and help each other.” All my efforts are to be the masses servant, be your civil servant. ”说到这儿，我开始用舌尖去舔那粒黄土了。我舔了三下，才把那粒黄土从她的乳头上舔下来，一股甜美的泥腥气息，立马温满了我的嘴。不等我干裂的嘴唇离开她热烫的乳头，我便如吞金咽银样将那泥土咽进肚子里，腾出我的舌尖，立刻就在她的乳头上一下一下舔起来。她的乳头在我舌尖的湿润下，挑动下，变得比原来更加饱胀了，如紫葡萄突然长大一模样，圆圆的闪着暗红的光。接下来，我把那葡萄含在了嘴里边，把她的半个乳房含在了嘴里边，狼吞虎咽地吮吸着。她在我的吮吸着、喉咙里有了桃红色的叫、沙沙哑哑，颤颤抖抖，如断断续续的红水喷在我的脸上、身上和心上。我已经无可控制了。血如洪水样朝我身上的那个地方流过去。她也无可遏制了，嘴里喃喃地叫着我的名字，叫着镇长、县长、专员，叫着革命家、政治家、军事家，让我快点救救她，“我不行了呢，高镇长，求你快些吧。 ”她这样呼唤着，人就瘫了一样滑倒在我面前，如跃上岸的鱼样仰躺在那儿跳动着，哆嗦着。我把她抱在了土床上。“爱军，你快些进来吧”，她说：“我要昏过去了，镇长，你千万别进来，进来我就死了哩。 ”她语无伦次地叫着，双手掐进了我的大腿肉里边。“我要死了哩，爱军，你千万别进来……可你不进来才是折磨我的呀，你千辛万苦挖这洞，难道不是为了我们在这能如夫妻一样快活吗？ ”我跪在了她两腿间那朵盛开的墨菊前。“你快进来吧，爱军，为了我，为了我们日后能在革命中专心致志，你快进来吧，你咋不进呢？ ”我咬住了我的下嘴唇。她说：“革命家，军事家，你……你快进来呀！ ”天呀天！地呀地！……我终于把我咬死的下唇松开了。我又一次轰然决堤了，无可奈何地倒塌下去了，就如山崩地裂样房倒屋塌了。她连连说了几句粉红艳艳的话，慢慢地声音低矮下去了。她终于不再说啥儿，像明白了啥儿样，在床上平躺着歇一会，喘了一口长气，折身坐起来，看了看我泄在床中间的一片污水儿，啥也不说，就那么默默地望着我。随着我的又一次倒塌，我俩的热情如被冰水浇了一样落下去，一下子洞房的寒凉就又袭将上来了。马灯的光亮也显得浑浊暗淡了。她就那么坐在我面前，脸上的沮丧是一种和土床一样的灰白色，有两滴泪从她的眼角浸着出来了。为了表示我的歉疚和无奈，我朝我脸上打了一耳光。那耳光声青青紫紫，在洞房中又沉又闷，如在瓮中一样。她看见我在打自己，脸上的灰白顿时惊住了。那惊住的灰白使我感到安慰和惬意，像我对别人做了错事别人反来给我检讨样，让我有些过意不去，又觉得这样更好，正中下怀哩。为了让她为自己的眼泪和不言不语更加内疚，我又跪在她面前，轮换着用双手狠狠地抽打自己的脸，让耳光如雨点样落在我脸上。等她从惊怔中醒过来，我的左脸右脸已经各挨了四五耳光了。她像犯了天大的错样，和我一样跪着抓住我的手：“爱军，你干啥呀爱军，我说你了还是怪你了？要打你打我，你别打你好不好？ ”听了这话我越发的挣出双手去我脸上抽打着，打我的脸，捶我的胸，去拧去掐我的大腿和我的物件儿。我说：“我让你不争气！我让你不争气！我辛辛苦苦挖洞你就这样报答我。 ”我越这样说着打着，她就越惊恐自责地去拉我。她越拉我，我就越发狠命地打自己。我感到脸上、身上、大腿上，到处都是热热辣辣的快活和疼痛，感到她自责的哭声像温水样浸在我心里。就在她的哭声中，在我劈哩啪啦的抽打中，她慢慢对我说：“爱军，设法把广播喇叭通到这洞里，先前在野外，有广播的音乐和歌曲播放着，你就变得厉害哩，没有广播和歌曲播放时，你不也总是不行吗？ ”我不再打我了。我把她朝我怀里更紧地搂了搂，然后，马灯里的煤油将干了，灯光摇晃一阵，洞房便如坟墓样一世界的黑暗了。3辩证的矛盾矛盾的普遍性或绝对性这个问题有两方面的意义。其一是说，矛盾存在于一切事物的发展过程中；其二是说，每一事物的发展过程中存在着自始至终的矛盾运动。有人这样说明过矛盾的普遍性：在数学中，正和负，微分和积分。在力学中，作用和反作用。在物理学中，阳电和阴电。在化学中，原子的化合和分解。在社会科学中，阶级斗争。在生命中，生与死。在人中，男与女。在文学中，真实与虚构。由于事物范围的极其扩大，发展的无限性，所以，在一定场合为普遍性的东西，而在另外一定场合则变为特殊性。反之，在一定场合为特殊性的东西，而在另外一定场合则变为普遍性。矛盾的普遍性和矛盾的特殊性的关系，就是矛盾的共性和个性的关系。这一共性个性，绝对相对的道理，是关于事物矛盾的问题的精髓，不懂得它，就等于抛弃了辩证法。