Chapter 107 chapter Five

"Do you want to use the orthodox dwarven cooking method?" It was Isaihand's voice.Then came Nelia's voice: "How do dwarves do it?" "No other seasoning is added, only salt is used to adjust the saltiness, and it is baked directly. And don't bake it too crispy, so that it will have a chewy texture." "I'm a little worried! What kind of chewing texture are you talking about, Esaihand?" From the crackling of the campfire, Alvnaid's voice came: "Hahaha, I have traveled with him, so I know the taste. The level is almost the same as that of human beings. "

"Phew. Why don't I do it. Why are all the first-class chefs among us missing?" "What's wrong with you? Sister Nelia. Why didn't you think of me?" The moment Renee spoke, the corners of my mouth slightly raised.Because Nelia doesn't know how to cook, of course she thinks other women don't know how to cook.Hahaha. "Huh? Ah, yes! You can cook, can't you?" "Of course. Well, my dad said that the dishes I cook are the best in the world, but that should be because he is my dad, so he said that. But the customers who come to our store have also tasted it, and they don't like it. No one said it was bad."

"Great. I'll leave it to you then." Ok.Without Gerente and me, the biggest problem for our group seems to be the lack of a cook.This can be really nerve-wracking.I suddenly felt a great sense of mission!At this time, Shan Sen said: "What's the matter with the two of them? Although I don't want to say such things, but they must be dead, right?" "Shansen! Please don't talk like that!" "Uh, Nelia. Because..." "Didn't Alvnaid say they were never in the lake? Darlanian must have taken them. It must have been!" Huh?what does this mean?At this time, there was a sound of footsteps, and at the same time Ghisien's tired voice sounded: "Shan Sen. I can't help it."

"Gicien." "It's your job to get Karl to come here. He won't even listen to me." "However, it may not work for me to go. Although Carl doesn't look very stubborn, he is actually a super stubborn person." There was a sound of sitting down.I turned my head and opened my eyes, and Giseon sat down on the ground.The campfire flushed his face dark red.On the opposite side of him, Shan Sen and Nelia were sitting, and beside them were Alfred and Athelhand. I saw Shan Sen turn his head and look into the distance.I followed Shan Sen's gaze.In the distance, you can see Lake Reborgne and a figure sitting by the lake slightly bent over.Is that Carl?

The moon hangs in the sky, embellishing the lake with silver.Although the moonlight kept splashing on Karl's shoulders, he sat there motionless, looking at the black lake.Only his back can be seen from here.After Shan Sen sighed, he turned to Alfred and said, "Are you sure they didn't drown?" Alfred, who had been sitting by the campfire, said with a tired expression: "Yes. I have observed the entire lake, but I can't feel the traces of the two of them. It can be seen that they are not in the lake. If they drown, there should be traces of them even though they are dead."

"yes." "Perhaps Jaronte's divine power may become weaker when he dies. But Xiu Qi's OPG, whether he is alive or dead, I should be able to feel it. However, I can't feel it at all. Not OPG. Ah, maybe it’s because I can’t feel it yet, but I’ve tried my best.” Shan Sen patted his head, and replied: "Yes. I know. Then, the conclusion should be that Dalanian took the two of them away! Hmm." Giseon glanced at Carl's back again, and then said as if sighing: "But how long does the Fairy Queen want to keep them..." "Will she send it back?"

"That's not known." At this time, Renee said in an uneasy voice: "The person who was caught in the fairy kingdom, that..., um..." "I heard that they will come back decades later. Are you going to say this? After coming back, the world has changed, and my children are already old husbands. Is this kind of story?" "Is that really the case?" "I haven't been caught before, how would I know? And those are all 'once upon a time' stories, not 'a few days ago' stories." Nelia's feeble answer made Renee shut her mouth.But why do these people turn a blind eye to me?What are they talking about?I felt ridiculous, and was about to grab Shan Sen's shoulder, but my hand passed directly through his shoulder, which made me almost faint from fright.

"what!" I glanced down at my hands.Hands are still hands.And Shan Sen's shoulders are still shoulders.I cautiously wanted to press Shan Sen's shoulder again.I slowly stretched out my hand. Although I even felt a familiar feeling when I stretched out my hand, my fingertips felt nothing at all. "what!" I stretched out my fist as if I wanted to beat him, but the fist just passed through Shan Sen's body.And Shan Sen didn't seem to feel anything. I looked at Nelia.She looked at me directly, but the focus of her eyes was not on me. I approached her and yelled right in front of her, "Nelia! I'm going to tell you something I always want to say: You're a beautiful woman! You know how much I usually lie, don't you?"

But Nelia didn't move at all, only with an uneasy expression on her face.She didn't even feel anything at all.She was just talking to Renee, fiddling with ingredients for food. Suddenly I sat down on the ground and said, "Oh my god! I'm so sorry, Alvnaid, you got it wrong. I seem to be dead. Hmm. It's not that bad though. I can't talk to you guys though. , but I can still look at you the same as when I was alive. Well, I think I am very grateful to be able to do this. I should be happy." After I finished speaking, I realized that I had said something ridiculous in a ridiculous situation.

I can't help but smile.However, it seems that not only my soul is laughing at myself, but another person is also laughing at me. "Pfft ha ha ha ha! Xiu Qi, why don't you try that method that has been very effective for a long time?" "You mean, slap yourself in the face?" As I said that, I turned my head to look, only to see Gerent laughing behind Ghisien's back.Gerent held out his hand with a teasing expression, and said to me, "Do you want me to fight for you?" "No thanks. We're not dead, are we?" "As far as I know, we're still alive."

"You're not dead. Can't you feel it?" Another voice followed Gerente's words.I looked up a little, and Dalanian was sitting on a low branch. She sat cross-legged on a branch, looking down at me gently.Although the tree was not illuminated by the light of the campfire, Dalanian could still see clearly.After I looked around at each of my companions, I looked at Dalanian. "Well, although I haven't died, I don't feel like I'm really dead. So, what is this place?" Dalanian pointed to Renee and said, "That girl over there said that this is the kingdom of fairies." "The kingdom of fairies? But why is it exactly the same as reality?" "Is it exactly the same? People in reality can't feel your existence, can they?" "Well, yes. So, what exactly is Fairy Kingdom?" Dalanian said with a smile: "The kingdom of fairies is next to the kingdom of reality. Sometimes it can be said that it is the farthest kingdom from reality. In fact, if you insist on using the distance used in the kingdom of reality to describe it, the concept will be It's getting weird. But your language is all used in your real society, so I can't explain it to you." "yes?" "Xiuqi! Look!" I heard Geraint shout and turned to look to the side.Then, I immediately fell down laughing. "Pfft ha ha ha ha ha ha ha!" Githion had a worried expression on his face that worried about us.The red glow of the campfire added to his distressed expression.But Gerente's head popped out of his chest.Gerent poking his head out of Ghisien's chest, giggling at me, this scene is not so much strange as it makes people want to laugh out loud. Seeing me laughing all the time, Gerent shrugged his shoulders, pretended to be Ghisien's voice, and said, "This is the kingdom of goblins. It's our neighbor. But it's different from our dimension. The goblins are Just as we can walk the earth, we can walk between dimensions. I heard so." "Hahaha. It's so difficult, I really can't understand it. What is the real dimension, and what are different dimensions? I don't even understand what a dimension is." After watching Renee's seasoning and nodding happily, Gerent coughed a few times and said, "Hmm. Do you want me to explain it to you? But I don't quite understand it either." I turned to look at Darlanian. "By the way, may I ask why you can sit cross-legged on a branch like that?" "Hehe. This is very similar to a question asked by humans. It's really hard for me to explain. I can only tell you, don't judge everything by what you see with your eyes." After Dalanian finished speaking, she suddenly floated into the air in the posture of sitting on a branch.But she doesn't even have wings, how did she do it?Ah, because this is the kingdom of fairies!Wait, so what? "Can I fly too?" "Try it." "Wow ah ah!" what!what!At the moment when I was determined to float upwards, Lake Reborgne suddenly began to descend.Then all of a sudden I was floating up to the top of the mountain.And that was also temporary, I rushed up all at once, and even the peaks of the brown mountains became black spots under my feet.Is that Central Avenue?Even at night, you can still see the winding mountain roads among the mountains.And I also saw torches shaking in several places.It seems that someone is moving along Chubu Avenue at night.After a while, I saw a place in the central woodland where countless fireflies flickered and gathered, which looked like the imperial city of Byzos. "Wow ah ah ah!" However, all the mountains, rivers, and land immediately became very flat, and the surrounding sky began to turn dark purple.Surprisingly, there is a blue line drawn on the other side of the sky, and above it are mixed red and blue clouds.And far to the east is a round, dark horizon (Huh? The horizon is round?), and behind it, the sun is just beginning to rise.The moment the sun burst out, the eyes felt very dazzling.What's going on?Why does the sun rise at night?I looked up, and the stars were emitting a frightening glare.Not at all like the stars seen on the ground. These stars glow white in the unknowable black sky.Uh ah ah ah!I'm about to hit the stars! "Go the other way! Go the other way! Turn back!" Boom.Although there was no such bang, I felt as if I heard it when the ascent suddenly stopped. "Could it be? No—would—would—!" Wow!I started to rush down to the ground quickly, and the speed was as fast as when I came up, so fast!I fell super fast and saw Baixos again, the central woodlands, the central avenue with the torchlight gathering, and then Lake Reborgne.I saw the heads of my companions at dinner, and among them the frightened face of Geraint looking up at me, and at that moment I went down into the ground. "Whoaah!" 80% of my head is going to be smashed!But I didn't hit any place, it seemed that I went straight into the water, no, it should be said that I fell into the water all at once, as if I was falling directly from the air.It was as if I suddenly covered myself with a quilt, and the surroundings became very dark in an instant.There was no light at all, so I couldn't see around, but sometimes I could see vague shapes like mud clods or rocks.How can you see those things without any light coming in from this place?Could it be that I just thought I saw those things?Regardless, I knew I was descending at an alarmingly rapid rate as I looked at these blurred images. But not long after, I felt that the surroundings began to turn fiery red.I thought it wasn't that there was something fiery red, but that there was indeed some kind of light coming out.I was so scared that I quickly closed my eyes, and then opened them again to look, but I only saw a more intense red light.And I found that in the red light, there were no rocks, dirt, or anything around me at all. "Oh..., my mother!" It turns out that there is lava all around! The lava was burning fiercely.After the lava rose up, it sank down again, and it was still choppy.I think it's literally the vegetables being thrown into the boiling soup.All around me was a blazing lava soup, and I was about to fall into the fiery red molten and wriggling lava. Yellow, red, and golden lava liquid swayed and swayed as if about to explode.I whiz past a spout of yellow lava.Then there is a large pattern of what looks like gold flecks.But the surroundings suddenly turned red again.That light literally burned my eyes out.How much distance did I drop?The scorching lava is almost white now.ah ah!I shouldn't have fallen aimlessly like this!So, I rushed back up again. "To the ground! To the ground! To the surface!" I was on the surface in a blink of an eye. I used a different posture from when I fell. I curled up my whole body, bent my knees, and swung my arms downward, and then I suddenly stood on the ground.As a result, I heard Gerent's terrified screams from beside me, lost my balance for a moment, and rolled directly to the ground.I roll on the ground?etc.I am not going into the ground now, but rolling on the ground? I looked up in panic, only to see Dalanian's smiling face.Dalanian said: "You just need to do as usual. When you walk normally, you don't walk thinking that the ground will sink, right?" "As usual?" "Yes. You just walk like you normally do. If you want to fly, you fly. If you want to go underground, you can go no matter how far. If you want to walk on the ground, you can go. You can walk on the ground. In other words, you just need to move your steps as usual. Because the priests of Deferi did not have strange thoughts like you, they can always stand in place..." "Wow ah ah!" Gerent left nothing but screams and went to the sky.
Geraint kept me standing there longer than I thought possible.During that time, because I kept hearing his screams, I felt that the eardrums of my ears became a little strange.But after getting acquainted with it, Gerente actually started to show amusing and funny moves. "Xiuqi! Look!" "I'm getting dizzy. Gerente, please..., don't..." He is now buried in the earth from the waist down, and walks as if in a stream.His imagination is really rich!Although I also tried to do that, but every time I tried, I could only drill down into the ground, and only then rushed to the sky when I was afraid, and so on and on.That's because I really can't imagine the motion of "buying half your waist in the ground and walking cheekily" correctly.I can talk about it, but I can't picture all the situations in my head.So, I decided to act as usual, and I was able to stand on the ground. In fact, this is not an easy task.Because whenever, every time I think about being able to go underground, my body loses its sense of reality and sinks directly into the ground.So in order not to let this kind of thought surface, I started to find topics to talk about randomly. "Fairy Queen, when will you send us back?" I was trying to never look to the side (because next to me, Geraint was walking in mid-air with his head on the ground, floating upside down. It made me want to throw up), and I asked Darlanian.And Dalanian looked at me quietly at first, and finally said: "Please explain to me." "Explanation?" "You said that I ruined Xiao Heng? And that Xiao Heng loved me? You were not there at the time, how could you say that with confidence? There must be some reason? Please tell me the reason." What should I say?After thinking for a while, I turned my head away.I watched Gerent float up in a lying position and then go straight to the sky, then sighed and said, "Just now, I was talking nonsense, I'm really sorry." "That's not the answer I want from Xin." "Yes. Well, I'm not Hendrick. But a person can more or less guess the inner thoughts of others. Although it's difficult to guess 100% right, we all live like this." "You all live like this? Do you want to be like elves?" "Spirits? Well, because we don't have the kind of coordination that we are born with, so of course we have to try to achieve coordination while guessing each other's mind. From the point of 'if I scold him, he will be upset' From simple truths...to more complex concepts and sharing of ideas, we all have to try and do it." "So, you can guess what Xiao Heng is thinking, can't you?" "I don't know what to say to you, but I'm as human as Hendrick, so I can probably say this: I understand him better than you, the Fairy Queen. Of course, there are three hundred years between him and me. years, so it's by no means an easy task." Darlanian looked at me calmly.I turned to look at my companions who were sullenly eating their dinner.I saw them all looking so hard to swallow, it made my heart ache.Carl, on the other hand, ignored the voices of everyone calling, and still just sat there looking at the water. I walk over to Carl. The one who followed me was Gerente. He originally raised his arms horizontally and kept turning in circles after floating in mid-air, but now he followed me directly while turning in circles.Uh.He looks like a dragonfly!No, I really don't know what to say about him.Because there is no creature that flies in circles at the same time. I stepped down in front of Carl. Karl sat with his back to the campfire, his face darkened.He hugged his legs and sat hunched over, looking at the lake with a cold and stiff expression.His eyes were squinted as if in sleep, and the cold wind from the lake made his hair flutter.His face was blue from the cold, only his lips were moving, and he was muttering something to himself.What is he talking about? Gerent came down beside me.He watched Carl's lips, and began to read the words one by one according to the shape of his mouth. "Ying om... Hey. Ah Ann... Ann." I said with mixed emotions: "Please send them back, Dalanian." "Ah, yes. That's right. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!" "Are they still alive? They are obviously still alive!" I felt a lump in my throat.At this time, Carl spoke again, and Gerent read out according to the shape of his mouth: "Yi Zhe... Oh Yang, crooked... Om, hey?" ... The feeling of choking in my throat wanted to disappear in an instant.I can't stand him!Gerent looked at me with a curious expression, but I made an expression of not knowing.Carl's 'You stinky bitch, get them back! ' said to himself, I'm afraid it will be a secret between Carl and me until death. At this moment, Dalanian flew slowly above my head.I couldn't help it all of a sudden. "Can't you see that?" "What's the meaning?" "Can't you guess what Karl is saying and how he is feeling?" Dalanian was still floating in the air. She glanced at Carl and then at me. She shook her head and said, "He seems to be missing you and hopes that you will go back soon." "That's right! Why?" Darlanian stared directly into Carl's face again.Although me, Gerent, and the Fairy Queen were watching him, Carl couldn't feel it at all, and just sat there facing the unanswered water, sending out questions that couldn't hear the answer.Darlanian looked at him and said, "Because he loves you?" "So you can see it. So you can guess what other people are thinking. Can't you?" Dalanian nodded. "Yes. I can see it. But so what?" "Don't you feel any change?" "Variety?" "Although it's ridiculous to say this, do you have any sympathy for Karl in your heart? Do you think you should send us back?" The moment I saw Dalanian's expression, I wanted to just yell.Because Dalanian turned out to have an expression that really didn't understand what I was talking about.Yes, this is the goblin.Now I'm finally sure. "It's hard for me to understand what you're saying. He's clearly talking to the air, why do I have to feel his mood?" The problem lies in this!I didn't answer, just shouted this sentence in my heart. Because of this!yes.She couldn't feel Hendrick's eagerness, so she couldn't understand him.No, it's not about ignorance.It's just that she can't feel his eager heart, can't boil together in her heart, can't produce that little resonance.She only wanted to understand Hendrick with her head, which was why she was still unable to understand him, and even hindered him. "But Hendrick always ... tried to understand you, and loved you in this way." Geraint couldn't help saying this, and Dallanian kept her mouth shut for a while.I looked at Gerent, who was sitting cross-legged in mid-air, propping his chin on the back of his right hand, and said: "No. He loves everything in the world, so he will love you too. This is a great love." "What do you mean? What do you mean by that?" "By the way. He's a man who can't think of himself as a singular. Of course he doesn't have the kind of desire and love that almost wants to take it for himself. Huh, hoh, hahaha! This is really ridiculous! He gave you the kind of love he could give no one, and you didn't know it!" "what are you talking about!" Geralt looked at Dalanian with a happy expression, and said, "Has Hendrick ever asked you anything?" "what?" "I'm asking you, did Hendrick ever ask of you anything? Did he ever ask you to get to know him? Or did he ever ask you to be? Did he ever ask you to change anything?" Darlanian opened her mouth and said nothing.Jaylen nodded and said, "I don't think it was even once. The love we usually talk about is actually a kind of destruction. It is an act of actively destroying the other party. From this point of view, your words are correct. We Maybe it really was the spark of destruction." "destroy?" "Yes. It is to not let the other party maintain the original appearance, and try to make the other party love yourself no matter what. This is not to hope to share the other party's happiness and joy, but to hope that the other party can be happy with me and be able to I like to live with myself. This kind of love can't understand the little joy that the other person knows. From this point of view, love and hatred are almost the same. Anyway, this kind of love is trying to change the other person. " "I, what I said to you..." Gerent suddenly showed a serious expression, and said: "In the human world, what is the saddest love, do you know?" "what?" Gerent said seriously, "It's unrequited love." Uh.I just wanted to burst out laughing, but no one seemed to laugh with me.But Gerente continued seriously: "Then, what is the most terrible disease for human beings, do you know?" "me……" "It's unrequited love." I couldn't take it any longer.I suddenly covered my mouth and turned away.While I was shaking my body and laughing until I burst into tears, Gerent continued to say seriously: "Do you know why this happened? Because unrequited love and unrequited love can't change each other. So Sad after being sad. This is a very bad problem. If it is unrequited love, in fact, all you need is to feel that love. But because you can’t affect the other person, you have to be sad and painful because of this. I hope the other party can come too. Help me, miss me, love me, but this kind of expectation will not come true, so there will be problems in the end. If you have a bad personality, you will act badly, but if you want to be sympathized, you may really get sympathy." "Here, what do you mean..." Gerent suddenly turned his head to the side and said, "You are the same as us here." "What did you say?" "Love seems to be found in all races, maybe it also has sparks. You should also hope that he will change. Right?" "Change……?" "You don't want Hendrick who loves the world, but Hendrick who lives for you. You can't afford him to love the whole world. In fact, who can! But you want him Can change all you want. In the name of love, you don't allow him to exist the way he is, you want to destroy him and rebuild. Right?" Dalanian made no answer.She just looked at Gerent palely.Geralt nodded and continued: "You are not trying to change your love according to his appearance, but want to change him according to your love. At least, as far as I have heard, it is this look." Dalanian stammered and said: "So, what are you trying to say, what is real, real love?" "You should love each other for who they are." "So, then, what's the difference between this and not caring about the other party? If you just let him go, it's the same as not caring!" Dalanian's whole little body shook with rage.However, Gerente said lightly: "These two are difficult to distinguish. I don't have the confidence to clearly distinguish the two. It's like it's hard for us to distinguish whether God loves us or doesn't care about us. So I can't know whether Hend Whether Lek doesn't care about you or tolerates you, he even makes you change arbitrarily." Gerent spread his arms and said: "But you can think of it this way, Hendrick is a man who is capable enough to drive the Dragon King to the north. You should be very clear about this. Because you have seen it directly. In this way Why would the person let you hinder him all the time?" "what?" This time, Dalanian's whole body froze.Gerente said calmly: "His ability is enough to contain you in a simple and easy way. But he didn't do that. Why did he let you do whatever you want? Because of this mistake, even Hendrick's life goal It was all destroyed. It was a painful mistake! But the day I heard that Eight Stars were destroyed, he still held you solemnly in his chest when he left." Dalanian's body began to shake.Gerent's expression became a little worried, but he didn't interrupt what he just said. "I heard that Hendrick held you and walked past Lutanio when he left that day. What did he say at that time? What happened after that?" Dalanian could no longer stand still.Seeing that she was about to fall to the ground.I rushed forward to catch her who was falling. I can handle her.Because this is a world where you can do it if you want to.I got down on one knee and took Darlanian in my hands. Darlanian fell into my palm, groaning. "Little Heng..." My ears seem to be red.Do I not become Hendrick in this way?I shook my head, and when I was about to speak, I saw Gerent put his finger close to his lips: 'Don't say anything. ' Darlanian was weeping.The little tears were so hot that I was taken aback. Darlanian cried, "Why don't you... say anything?" I looked down at her silently.Suddenly, I felt a strange feeling.
What's the matter? I am walking. There are stone walls on the left and right sides, and torches emit oval light at intervals, shining on the stone walls and the floor.Even with the light of the torches shining, it still felt quite dim.I feel a chill. I heard patter, patter, footsteps.Seems like even the floor is made of stone?I looked down.Huh?What's the matter with my shoes?And what about my clothes?I was wearing a long robe, and I was walking down the stone passage with Dalanian in my hand. Now Dalanian sits on the palm of my hand.But the clothes she was wearing were different. The moment I was about to ask her what was going on, she looked up at my chin and said in a trembling voice, "Why don't you say anything? Are you angry? Are you disappointed?" Papa papa.Only the sound of footsteps resounded through the empty passage.Dalanian's soft voice seemed to be swallowed up without a trace by the emptiness of the passage.I keep walking. "Please talk!" cried Dalanian sharply.Only then did I open my mouth and say, "After going back to the castle..." Huh?This is not my voice, is it?And why should I say that?But my mouth continued to make the sound I heard for the first time, but this sound seemed familiar. "After returning to the castle, please do your best to build the strongest protective barrier." Dalanian opened her mouth wide and said with difficulty, "What did you say?" God!Me, I'm not that seventeen-year-old, disheveled-haired candlemaker!I am actually wearing a robe now, looking down at Dalanian with sad eyes. My human body carries incredible infinite power. I am actually Archmage Hendrick! "Please do your best to build a protective barrier that nothing can penetrate." "What's the purpose of this...?" I could feel a great sense of frustration, of the collapse of the world, of betrayal.But how come I haven't fallen yet?Friendships are broken, and a lifetime of effort becomes meaningless.But I haven't fallen down yet, because I'm still walking.As much as I wanted to stop and cry, as much as I wanted to sit down and yell, I just walked in silence.If I were Shuki Niedfa, I would definitely not be able to do this.However, I am Hendrick, so I keep walking. "This time I will send you away quietly." "This time?" "But the next time I see you, I will kill you." Dalanian looked up at me with a pale face.And at this moment, I can also feel Hendrick's killing intent.Those who felt the killing intent couldn't stand it, and they almost went crazy.And it was a killing intent that was even more uncomfortable because it couldn't be done.The desire to kill someone who can't be killed and another feeling, the two feelings mixed together, I feel like my brain is about to burst. "You mean...?" "Well, if you want to live, please build a protective barrier that can stop me, the strongest protective barrier in the world - the kind of protective barrier that even crazy dragons can't break through. Let me tell you, I will Becoming scarier than a crazy dragon. At least in the way I feel now, that's what would make me look like." My hoarse voice didn't make the passage ring.It seemed to be just fragments of words, thrown fragments.But it already made Dalanian tremble with fear. Suddenly, Dalanian looked up at him and cried, "You kill me now!" I looked down at the Fairy Queen, who had cut off all hope from me, but could not hate. Darlanian, who was sitting on my palm, clenched her fists and raised her fists, shouting, "Kill me now, if you think I'm hateful, if you think I'm hateful, kill me!" Me! Why don't you kill me!" I felt that my eyes had become hazy and blurred, so I quickly raised my head.Stupid Goblin Queen.Do you think I'm going to kill you?Do you think I will hate you? Dalanian continued to shout towards my chin: "Why! Why didn't you kill me! You said you were going to kill me next time? Now let me die by your hands! Since I can't die by you In your love, I will die in your hatred. Kill me with your hands!" "No, I won't kill you now." "Why? Didn't you say you hated me enough to kill me?" "I can't. I can't kill you now." Dalanian was suddenly quiet.After I took a few more steps, I felt a strange feeling.Is this murderous?What's the matter?I looked down, and her appearance was simply frightening to watch. Dalanian looked pale and dejected.Her little lips were blue and pressed tightly against her teeth.Dalanian slowly raised a trembling hand and pointed it at me.This time is definitely not short, but I can't say anything.Dalanian's mouth struggled to speak, "Are you for the elves?" What?What are you talking about now? "If I die, if I, the Fairy Queen, die, it will bring serious harm to the fairies. Is it because of this? That's why you don't kill me, right? Is it because of this?" 因为达兰妮安的身体不停在颤抖，所以连我的手掌也抖着。我吞了一口口水之后，才好不容易说出话来。 “你说的也对。达兰妮安。可是……” “你不要管妖精这种种族了！” What?这话真的是你说的吗？这真的是从你这个妖精女王嘴里说出来的话吗？能够在所有次元像自家后院般穿梭自如，甚至可以到神的次元随意闲逛的妖精女王，这是你所说的话吗？ 达兰妮安疯狂地摇头，她的水色头发凶悍地飘散开来。她摇头喊着：“妖精这种种族，你就别管了！尽管随你的意志去做！你想杀我吗！你就照你想做的去做啊！我会让他们和我断绝关系的。我会让妖精们即使没有我也可以活下去。现在安心了吧？你不用担心什么了吧？那么你现在可以放心把我杀了！” 达兰妮安如今跪在我手掌上，把两只手臂往左右张开，昂然挺胸，紧闭了两眼。她傲然地抬高着下巴。从她微微颤抖的嘴唇里，传出了更加低沉的声音：“快杀我。” 那声音是哭泣沙哑的声音。妖精女王啊，达兰妮安啊，你所要求的是我不可能做到的事啊！ “我做不到。” 达兰妮安闭着眼睛，不断摇头。我原本想说话，但还是再继续走着。随即，达兰妮安便睁开眼睛，说道：“为什么呢？为什么不把我杀了呢？我毁坏了你的所有希望。我等于是毁了你。你不是说恨我恨到想杀了我！” 我为何要你去建造一个最强的防护屏障，难道你不知道吗？我是怕，说不定我，会让我的手沾到你的血，我怕发生这种事，难道你不知道吗？ “呃呵，呵呃。你真是残忍。你，你让我对你乞求爱，如今就连我求你亲手杀我，连这愿望你也不肯听吗？为什么呀！为什么！” “我无法这样做。因为……” 我又再吞了一口口水。在我心深处，长久以来压抑着的热情好像在沸腾着。我吐出股热气，说道：“因为……，我是……，我……” 我突然感觉嘴巴僵住了。 what happened?What exactly is going on?这毛骨悚然的感觉是？是杀气！It's abominable!在哪里呢？就在这一瞬间，传来了一阵喧闹的脚步声。 “伊尔斯，快停下来！呃！” “亨德列克！” 两个人的高喊声同时传来。接着就看到在我眼前，伊尔斯正要冲过来，而在他背后的莱恩伯克跌倒了。莱恩伯克被贺滋里的手给扶了起来，同时高喊着：“抓住伊尔斯！抓住他！” “这个耍法术的！今天我一定要杀了你！” 伊尔斯尖剑直指着我，正要冲过来。在他身后的骑士们都慌张得想抓住他，但为时已晚。我让达兰妮安浮在空中。摇晃的火把火光使人眼花缭乱。可恶，现在如果送达兰妮安出去，就会没有时间挡住伊尔斯的剑。可是我的嘴巴还是忠实地讲出了我的心情。 “到妖精之城去！” “小亨！” 达兰妮安留下尖叫声，消失不见了。然后在下一刻，伊尔斯脸上就浮现了可怕的笑容。眼前净是他的剑映着火光闪烁的模样。hateful! '你曾经爱过吗？''我已经遇到我爱的人了。''那么请你爱我的全部吧。''我只爱现在这里的这个亨德列克。''我会帮助他……是因为你的关系。''为何你什么话也不说呢？''杀了我吧。''因为……，我是……，我……'我蹲坐在湖边的草地上。 耳边传来了啪啦啪啦的波浪冲击声。真是令人难以相信！山中竟然也可以听到波涛声，在我手掌上的达兰妮安现在站着在哭泣。而我也是在流着眼泪。站在我身旁的杰伦特好像什么也不知道的样子。他只是站在那里，不过，却静静地笑着。 达兰妮安不停颤抖着肩膀，头垂下来，呜咽着：“为何……你什么话也不说呢？” 达兰妮安很伤心地抽泣着。我感到一股哽咽的感觉，低头望着她。而她依然颤抖着肩膀，说道：“你干脆……杀了我吧。你……” 我费力地打开好像在燃烧的嘴唇。 “我做不到。因为……” 周围好安静。好像什么都不存在了。存在的就只有我和达兰妮安而已。达兰妮安愣怔着把头抬起来。 她正眼直视我的脸，举起纤细的手，擦拭了一下眼泪，努力试着抬头看清我的脸。而我的嘴唇就像火烧般热烫。达兰妮安的眼睛不知何时又再度噙满了泪水，可是她根本没有想到去擦拭，就这样一直抬头望着我。虽然她是在抬头看着贺坦特村的十七岁蜡烛匠继承人，但我却已经不是我了。 “因为……，我是……，我……” 杰伦特默不作声地低头看我屈膝蹲在地上。达兰妮安则是默默无言地抬头看我。我在妖精国度里屈膝，三百年前另一个人讲到一半没办法讲完的话，可是却一定得讲出来的话，虽然是我不敢代为讲出来的话，可是除了我以外，没有人可以代为讲出来了，我很确信地说道：“因为我……爱你。”