Chapter 80 Chapter nine
Carl stood up slowly. I probably won't forget this until the day I die.The surrounding water swayed softly, and the light was divided into many channels, which came out from the water wall, and the light was bright and blue.The white glow of the marble is even cold to the eyes.In front of us is the Shenlong King who reappeared in front of human beings after three hundred years, looking at us with a stern expression.Just looking at his strong physique gives us a sense of oppression.But he was like a rock. We can't feel any emotion from him at all, we can't feel life from him, he just stands there. Standing in front of us is a human, Carl.But Carl is not dwarfed by comparison. He stood upright, looking at the Dragon King.His physique remained the same, with the marks of middle age causing his shoulders to sag.But he stood like an unyielding pine tree, facing the Dragon King. "I do not take your orders." "Are you trying to deny me my legitimate rights?" "As long as you stand in the way my heart guides me, I must deny it." "What is in your heart that guides you?" "We have to save a girl named Renee before we can get out." "Just because of this, do you want to deny me? Don't you know that I can end all your historical scrolls in one fell swoop?" No emotion can be felt in the words of the Dragon King.Even if the stone speaks, I am afraid it is more vivid than the current Dragon King. Carl suddenly made a tired expression. A drastic change appeared on his face.He seemed to have aged suddenly, and his face had passed the long years in a hurry.After the rapid passage of time was over, he actually seemed to be of the same generation as the Dragon King.We watched them with bated breath.Look at this dragon and this man. Carl's mouth fell open weakly. "Please don't play with me, Dragon." Nelia fainted on the spot. I hug Nelia.Although Nelia's body is light, I almost threw her to the ground because my hands were shaking too much.Gerent hurried to help me.Gerent and I helped her to her feet.And Shan Sen and Yi Luli also stood up.What can stand up like this change?What can we do if we line up like this against the Dragon King?It's like waiting in line for dinner!Although I can't be the master of the table.God, I thought of my dad.Maybe Dad's wife and son will die in the hands of the dragon.hateful! We are deprived of even the small freedom of breathing.I, Gerente, and Shan Sen all felt the heavy pressure of suffocation, looking at Karl and the Dragon King.Although the rocky face of the Dragon King has not changed much, Karl's appearance has completely aged.No, that feeling was more like his true face, which had been carefully hidden for a long time, was finally revealed. Iluli retreated a little behind with a calm expression, listening to the conversation between two different beings.Now even she looks like the Dragon King, like a cold rock.The human being, who was watched by both the elf and the dragon, was now raising his arms feebly. Cal pushes his hair back, then rests his hand on the nape of his neck.He kept his head down like this, turning his head from side to side.This is really presumptuous, he looked at the Dragon King gloomyly with a tired expression. "It's not because you can't get enough of hot people, Dragon. You don't forget things at all, so it's not because you forget. It's because you're boring, right?" I suddenly felt a strange taste in my mouth.What kind of lunatic would say such a thing?But that's what Karl Hutante said, and that's the kind of thing he would say.Karl lowered his arms and looked at the Dragon King.The Dragon King still looked at Karl with the same face.His mouth didn't seem to open, so Karl went on: "Yes, we have no way of guessing the three hundred years that have passed before your eyes. We can't imagine what your eyes have seen. But please think about it. Blessed mankind." Carl still folded his arms around his chest with an attitude of no one else, scratched his chin, and said: "What the hell is that? Is it the loneliness that destroys the body and oppresses the spirit? No. You don't care about such things at all. Because dragons don't understand loneliness. So is it oppressed by huge memories? This is even more absurd No. Existences that cannot forget things are not tormented by memory. I have seen human beings who suffer because they forget everything and only one memory remains.” At this moment, Karl stopped talking, and his expression seemed to be immersed in his inner world.The Dragon King looked at him speechlessly.After a while Carl shook his head and said: "Yes, absolutely not. So what is it? Probably as I thought, because of boredom?" The head of the Dragon King began to move slightly. If you look at it with good intentions, it can be said that it is a kind of gesture similar to nodding.The Dragon King said slowly: "That's right." "Sure enough. But don't treat me like a toy just because of that." "Can you really understand me, a being who can accept intellectual stimulation and has lived for three hundred years?" "No, not at all. Three hundred blooms, three hundred leaves, I can't understand it at all. But frankly, am I right?" "I am so sorry." Sorry, he actually said sorry?Now the Dragon King is saying sorry to Karl? I watched this scene with disbelief.But Carl showed no surprise at all.Because I was holding Nelia, I lost the freedom to faint.The blood on Shan Sen's face didn't know where it went.Gerent trembled as he watched the scene. at this time. The face of the Dragon King began to change.This is what I am familiar with.Great fatigue appeared on Shenlongwang's face.No, it should be said that it seemed that a demon with claws and claws flitted across his face in an instant.Destroys everything and ignores demons of any kind.The son of Ubine and Hoganes, time passed by his face in an instant, as if the ruins of the dragon king's rocky face appeared.His face was like... a stone statue of some ancient fallen kingdom suddenly appearing in the cracks in the sand of the desert. The Dragon King nodded. "I was trying to play with you...that's true. But I can't understand it myself. I'm talking about your inexplicable arrogance to the world." Carl nodded and said: "You still can't understand?" "Yes. How should I say this? In your terms, it should be known in the head but not in the heart, right? Although this analogy is very rough and far from the truth, there is no way around it." Carl crossed his arms and nodded. "It's...so different." "Yes, very different." "Then what are you going to do?" Hearing Karl's question, Shenlongwang raised his head and looked at the sky.Karl also followed his gaze to the sky, and I also looked up unconsciously. For some reason, I feel the light fading.The surrounding water began to turn a deeper navy blue color, and the original brilliant light began to gradually weaken.Dragon King said: "I want to ask one thing first." "what is that?" The Dragon King didn't answer Karl.He turned his head suddenly to look at Gerente.
so beautiful!When did I already have such an idea?It was not long ago when Shenlongwang's expression began to change.Now he gave me the feeling that a stone standing in place for three hundred years would not give.The stone just stands there.But Shenlongwang standing like a stone is thinking.He is watching, thinking.If he were a stone, he was also a stone standing in a waterfall.It is a stubborn stone that has been washed by water for hundreds of years, but its self-esteem is so strong that it does not know that it has been worn away.If there is a worn part, it is also willing to let the water take it away. He spoke. "Gerent Chimber, child of men, scepter of Deferi." "Huh? Ah, yes." Gerente replied in a panic.Karl looked at the Dragon King for a while, then took a few steps back.So the Dragon King was able to look directly at Gerente.Of course Geraint didn't really like this happening.Gerente was sweating coldly while looking at the Dragon King. "Can you tell me what is the most important thing in the world to you?" "Huh? Ah, is that what you want to ask? The most important thing in my opinion?" "That's right." "Ah, that's De Feli's will." "Derferi's will?" Although Gerent was flustered, it seemed that this question was not difficult for him at all. He said very naturally: "Yes. I have dedicated myself to De Feli, and I have gained the ability to choose a path according to his will. All the paths I walk have God's grace in them." "Is it more important than your life?" "There is no need to answer this question." The Dragon King asked quickly, and Gerente also answered quickly.Carl snorted boldly a little further away.How could this be?The Dragon King looked back at Karl, smiled at him, and then looked at Gerent again. "Very well, Gerent. You are the scepter of Defeli, the god of forking paths. So please choose. Divide you and your companions into two groups, you on one side and the others on the other.I only let one of the two sides survive. " His voice remained the same calm.When he complained, he could simply hide the true face of the person who was grabbed and stuffed between his teeth, but his voice was still very serene and calm, so the feeling of terror came later. Gerent froze. "what?" "Is this so difficult to understand? Let me say it again. If you die, I will let others go. If others die, I will let you go. Please choose whether you want to die or live." Gerent looked at the Dragon King with a blank expression, but the Dragon King didn't seem to feel the terrible words he said, and still looked at Gerent calmly. Gerent burst out laughing. "Pfft ha ha ha!" Both Shan Sen and I looked at Gerent with pale faces.What on earth is Gerent happy about?I can understand any other reaction from him, but he actually laughed? Was it because he was too shocked that his spirit had already begun to go abnormal? "Hehehehe, hee hee! This question is too simple. Of course I am the one to die." "You actually said it was simple?" "Haha! Yes! It's really very simple. No, what's going on? Why would the Dragon King, who has lived for more than three hundred years, ask such a question? Aha! That's it. Now I know why Karl said you were Playing with us. Hahaha!" Gerent laughed so hard that he wiped away the tears that flowed down his cheeks before hugging his stomach and saying: "Dragon King, the great Dragon King. Hahaha. You should understand humans. Humans usually answer the same question when they hear such questions. There is no need to ask Deferi. Of course I die. Please Let my friend go." Both Shan Sen and I looked at Gerent in dismay.The emotion on Shan Sen's face is hard to describe in words. Will everyone really answer this way? impossible.I shook my head slightly.It's because you, Gerent, are answering like this. Because you believe in all human beings, that's why you gave such an inexplicable answer.But somehow I wasn't confident myself that I could answer that way.Gerente now said with a very cheerful air: "Why are you asking me such a silly question?" The Dragon King didn't answer his question. "And what was De Feli's answer?" When the Dragon King asked, Gerente's face froze suddenly.He bit his lip and looked at the Dragon King.He said: "There is no need to ask such an obvious thing. Damn. Those people are not doing Deferi's will, but I am doing Deferi's will. If you want to kill me, it is the same as killing Deferi Same. Deferi will definitely want me to live." Shan Sen's face suddenly turned livid.But the Dragon King said very quietly: "Then you're violating De Feli's will? Violating what's most important to you?" Gerent was speechless all of a sudden, and could only look at the Dragon King.But the Dragon King just looked at Gerent quietly, without saying anything.Gerent murmured some inaudible words.After a while, his voice became more and more distinct. "Of course. I'm not Deferi, I'm Gerente." "What is the most important thing to you?" "Derferi." "Not Gerente?" Geraint scratched the bridge of his nose and said: "Hehe, this is impossible. Without me, I would not be able to serve De Feli. Please read the book "Contemplative Walks on God" written by Heitlocher. It is also available here. If my existence disappears, faith also disappears. If you want me to put it more simply, Deferi does not want to be served by some slaves. If slaves are required, human beings are not qualified. Because slaves do not Need to think." The Dragon King looked at him quietly.Gerente said slowly: "So... anyway... that's it. If there is no me, there is no belief in Deferi. Therefore, I must exist. So in order to serve Deferi, I must still be Jaylen, who is different from Deferi Te, this kind of Gerent can answer your question and choose to die, this is what I think." "Even if it goes against De Feli's will, you still have to choose this way?" "My life has been dedicated to Deferi, so at least my death can be left to Gerente's choice. I don't think Deferi will be angry because of it." Gerent finished speaking in a joking tone, and smiled at the Dragon King. "Teacher Deferi should give the student Jarond a failing grade." "Even I think so. Hahaha." "Thank you for your answer. So..." The Dragon King turned his head, this time he looked at Shan Sen.Shan Sen was taken aback, and at the same time looked at the Dragon King with the eyes of a formidable enemy.His hand began to wander around the hilt again, which made me very uneasy.Shan Sen's shoulders stiffened, making people feel a little scared.Simply put, he puts his whole body in a pose that, if provoked, he will immediately attack.But the Dragon King should have seen it too, but said without any change: "Shanson Fisher." Shan Sen looked at the Dragon King with uneasy eyes, and finally said in a somewhat angry voice: "Yes, please." Hearing that voice, I really wanted to forget everything in front of me and started laughing out loud.Shan Sen's tone sounded like a child's tone to an adult who wanted to snatch the toy from his hand. Expressing anxiety and hostility in this way is simply a comedy.Carl turned his head away, his stomach shaking, and Geraint suddenly stared fiercely at the sky.However, there was no reaction between Iluli and Nelia who passed out.Dragon King said: "What is the most important thing to you?" "Me? Yes. Are you asking me?" The Dragon King nodded.The opportunity to let us temporarily forget all anxiety has come. All of us looked at him expecting what answer Shan Sen would say.Shan Sen scratched the back of his head, his expression suddenly became serious. He was troubled and fell into deep thought.The Dragon King and we all looked at him quietly.Warrior Shan Sen.He spent his childhood in Hetante, and his growth process was accompanied by a bloody sword.What kind of life did he see in the gap between life and death?What is it that occupies the deepest part of his heart? After in-depth examination and thinking, Hetante's guard captain Shansen Feicifu finally answered the great Dragon King's question. "Hey, it's true. Generally, when answering this type of question, you should only be able to answer one or two. But I have many answers..." "Pfft ha ha ha ha!" Gerent put his arms around Carl and started laughing.Although Karl tried hard to maintain his majesty, it seemed that he couldn't help the corners of his mouth twitching.Nelia woke up to Geraint's violent laughter. She looked around as if dizzy, and found that everyone was laughing, so although she didn't know the reason, she also laughed.Seeing her face, I finally burst out laughing too. "Puff hee hee ha ha ha ha ha!" Nelia smiled again when she saw me laughing.It was as if she only found out where she was after this.She turned around in fear and looked at the Dragon King. Even the Dragon King had a slight smile on his face.He looked at Shan Sen quietly again and said: "Not just one or two?" "Yes. My hometown is also very important, and my motherland is also very important. Not to mention my family, and... well, I don't know what you think, but there are girls waiting for me in my hometown." "The waterwheel mill outside the city..." "Don't sing that to me!" Shan Sen strangled my neck and began to shake it.Carl breathed a sigh of relief when he heard Shan Sen's answer. Then the Dragon King looked at Carl and smiled again, and then said to Shan Sen: "Shouldn't there be two words in front of hometown, motherland, family, and girl?" "what?" "All this should be preceded by the word 'my,' shouldn't it? Because you're not talking about someone else's hometown, someone else's country." "Huh? Ah, yes. You're right." "So what should be the most important thing to you?" Shan Sen made a troubled expression and said: "Ah, that's right. If that's the case, it's me. The most important thing is myself." "But your hometown, motherland, family, and girls would be fine without you. Of course, the family and girls will suffer from losing you, but for them, the sun will rise again, won't it? They still exist without you, right?" "Huh? Ah, ah, you're right. Yes, you're right." "So, if I go out from here and destroy your motherland, what will you do? Then your hometown will be destroyed, and your family and that woman will undoubtedly die." Shan Sen opened his mouth wide and looked at the Dragon King.Suddenly sparks burst from his eyes and he took a step forward.We never had a chance to stop him.He stomped on the ground violently, gripping the hilt of his sword tightly. "Then I will use my whole life to stop you!" There is no anxiety or anything like that on Shan Sen's face now.Now there is only pure anger directed at the Dragon King.神龙王一动也不动地看着杉森。 但是一阵子之后,神龙王徐徐抬起了手臂。 “你说要阻止我?阻止神龙王?” 接着他的声音变成了雷声。他让整个世界都开始回响似地大喊: “你居然敢说要阻止我?” 他的喊声震耳欲聋,听了让人连站都站不稳。神龙王一下子变得巨大到充满了世界,我不但看不见天,也看不见周围任何东西。只有无限巨大的神龙王存在。四周只是一片漆黑,连脚都感觉不到所踩的地面了。无尽的狂风吹来,全世界都被卷了进去。只有我们跟神龙王存在这世上。他像是在云端大喊: “你!敢说!要阻止我!” 我一屁股跌坐到地上。怎么可能有这种事?Damn it!该死,世界都消失了,所有东西都不见了!只剩下,只剩下神龙王。我回头,看到杰伦特也是双膝无力地跌坐在地上,妮莉亚则是跪着,把头埋在双臂之中,一面发抖一面抽泣。卡尔的脸色变成像张白纸一样。 我就这样坐在地上看了看杉森。 杉森在颤抖。他紧咬着牙,死命不让自己的脚步往后退。他发出巨大的呼吸声,急促地喘着。但是他还是拔出了剑。他就这样在似乎会扯裂身体的强风中举起了剑。 他将剑竖在胸前,用尽全身的力气大喊: “我一定要阻止你!” 他一说完,全世界崩溃的响声立刻传来。 “你想死是吧!” How stupid!这样绝对死定了!我望着杉森,无声地大喊。这愚蠢的家伙!神龙王会把你弄得尸骨无存!粉身碎骨之后,你身体最小的一点碎片,也绝对会因为无法承担的巨大恐怖而发抖,不,连灵魂都会陷在恐怖中,永远不断呐喊! 我不知道我自己说了些什么。连自己有没有说话都不知道。但是我在压迫与恐怖中一面喘着气,一面看着杉森。这暴风像是要把世界全都吹成碎片,但是变成碎片的世界是不可能存在的。 然后杉森说话了,他尽全力大喊的声音穿过暴风传来。 “死也无妨!但你这家伙绝对无法屈服我的意志!” 一瞬间,所有的东西都恢复了原样。 连神龙王也恢复了原来的样子,而我们也还是在水里的建筑物当中。我低头看了看手,将手套脱了下来。啊,可恶,我的指甲断了。 因为我戴着OPG用力地抓地面,所以指甲断了好几处。我紧抓住发抖的手。 妮莉亚哭得不成人形,小心地抬起头来。她一面发抖一面环顾四周。确认了世界还是原样的她抽噎了几下,然后看着神龙王。 卡尔大大地松了一口气。但是他的脸上浮现一种无法形容的奇特表情。是满足?Is it pain?I have no idea.好像是两种情绪都有吧。 杰伦特低着头,大概是在祈祷吧。我虽然看不到他的脸,但是他的肩膀抖得很厉害。 伊露莉静静地看着杉森。我也转过头看着他。 杉森的脸是说不出地苍白。他的肩膀上下起伏,拿着剑的手臂颤抖着。我拼命想要停下来不喘气,一面望着神龙王,心跳得非常厉害,手也止不住颤抖。 “对你而言最重要的就是你自己。因为有你在,才能理解你的祖国、你的故乡、你的家人、你的爱人之类的东西。但你为什么要献出自己的生命?为了如果没有你这个个人,就什么意义也没有的东西?” “你说……你说什么意义也没有?” “是的。看看你的家人跟你的爱人好了。如果把你杀掉,这两件事物中间完全没有任何的连贯性。世上的所有事物都是不相关的东西。看看你的祖国好了。你的祖国跟海格摩尼亚一样是个国家,并没有什么特别不同之处。但因为有你存在,拜索斯才是你的祖国,对你而言才是重要的东西,不是吗?世上的所有事物其实都是毫无意义的巨大垃圾。但因为有你在,所以才产生了意义,产生了关系,产生了爱,不是吗?” 杉森擦去额头上的汗。他用苍白的脸望着神龙王。神龙王平静地说: “但是,你居然打算为了如果你不存在就失去意义的东西牺牲?” 杉森大大地深呼吸,调匀自己的气息。我舔了舔嘴唇。神龙王的话似乎没错。虽然我因为疯狂的心跳和发烫的脑袋,不能好好整理自己的想法,然而他说的话好像是对的。但是很奇怪。还是有什么东西不太对劲。到底是什么东西呢?杉森说话了: “可恶……你说的我都不懂!不要问我困难的东西。但是我很清楚我会怎么回答!只是因为我口才不好,无法说明而已。不过我就算死,也要阻挡你!” 他一说完,神龙王就慢慢点了点头。 “我了解了。你是诚实的人。” 诚实的人?杉森怎么个诚实法?他不但连自己的想法都说明不出来,而且还随口乱说话。杉森望着发愣的神龙王。但是神龙王已经没在看他了。 神龙王现在看的是妮莉亚。卡尔皱起了眉头。 “妮莉亚。” “别找我!” 妮莉亚开始尖叫。那尖叫声真的很难听,我们都吓了一跳。但是神龙王只是歪着头看她,她挣扎似地说: “不,不要对我做那种事!把世界全弄不见,弄成漆黑一片,还,还让风拼命乱吹!呜,呜,不要,不要做那种事!我忍受不了的。拜托!我如果再经历一次那种事,我一定会死掉!” 神龙王点了点头。 “我不做。请你放心。” “啊啊!拜托,请你别做!我还以为我死了。呜,呜!这,这种事我根本无法想象。别再做这种事了!” “我不会做的。” 妮莉亚一面不断流着眼泪,一面望着神龙王。伊露莉静静地走了过去,一扶住了妮莉亚,妮莉亚就用颤抖着的双腿吃力地站了起来。伊露莉沉着地望着妮莉亚笑。妮莉亚用茫然的表情看了看伊露莉,然后擦去眼泪。 神龙王说: “我要问称话,请你诚实地回答。” 妮莉亚一面抽泣,一面回答说: “你,你要问我觉得最重要的东西吗?” “不是。我要问你最憎恶的东西。” "what?" 妮莉亚惊讶地张着嘴,看着神龙王。神龙王生硬地回答说: “对刚才那个问题,我已经得到了答案,所以没必要再问了。我想问你最憎恶的东西。” 妮莉亚露出慌张的表情,看着神龙王。她用手指着自己的胸口说: “你……你问我?你问我最讨厌的东西?” 神龙王点了点头。妮莉亚眨了眨眼,环视了一下四周。她一个一个仔细地瞧了我们一行人的脸,然后才回过头去看神龙王。接着她就低头看着自己按在胸前的手。 “我,我最讨厌的东西……” 我吞了口口水,先看了一下妮莉亚,再看神龙王。神龙王完全没有露出焦躁的神色。妮莉亚好一阵子不说话,他也只是气定神闲地在那里等。他就是,对了,没错。 修奇·尼德法呀,你一定要了解这件事才行。神龙王跟我们是不一样的。他是不受时间拘束的存在体。为了一座大迷宫,他可以轻轻松松地等待五十年。所以他是完全无法理解焦躁这回事的。但无法理解焦躁这回事,也就是说…… 这一瞬间我望向卡尔。 Now I understand.我懂卡尔在讲什么了。我也懂得他刚才表现出的态度了。我点了点头,用更为平静的心望着妮莉亚。 妮莉亚开口了。 “我最讨厌的是……有人站在我背后讲话。” 神龙王歪着头。 "What does it mean?" 妮莉亚听了自己说的话,似乎觉得很慌张。她拼命地思索,然后回答: “就……就是那样。是的,我最讨厌有人站在我背后讲,讲话。” “似乎背后有什么意思在。可以解释给我听吗?” 妮莉亚突然深深吸了一口气。然后她开始大喊: “我最讨厌不正眼瞧我的人!” 她的眼神燃烧了起来。 “我讨厌逃亡,我讨厌被别人加害!我讨厌不知道何时会死!我讨厌在温暖的窗内坐着笑的人们。我讨厌自己一群人互相交换着幸福的视线,却对我非常冷酷的人!” 她的呼吸开始急促,但她还是毫不休息地继续喊: “我讨厌看到他们那样子,却只能转身离开!我讨厌离开时他们在我背后抛来的辱骂!他们充满着的幸福,却连一点点,一点点也不分给我,只知道自己独吞,只有自己一伙独吞,就只有自己一伙独吞! 我还讨厌将辱骂跟冷漠的话一股脑往我背后抛来的人!我讨厌因为讨厌他们,而像刺猬一样将刺全竖起来的自己。我讨厌必须翻过围墙,只能在黑暗中行走的自己! " 妮莉亚举起两只手,掩住了她的脸,说: “您满足了吧?是不是?现在满足了吧?我全都说给你听了。你还想知道什么?是的,我是个肮脏野猫般的丫头。只要有一尺的阴影,我就可以跑进去里头逃掉,就算被人赶,我也只知道像阵风似地逃走。是的。这就是我。” 我们都不知该如何是好,只能看着妮莉亚。妮莉亚开始抽泣。 这时神龙王说话了。 “你说的不是事实。” 妮莉亚抬起头,用悲伤的表情望着神龙王。神龙王微微笑了笑。