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Chapter 7 Section VII

Pan Jinlian's past and present 李碧华 5024Words 2018-03-19
Take off her clothes. Take off your clothes. Shan Yulian's weak hands grabbed him again.Crisp and soft for a while.It's too scary, where did you fall into the bottomless pit?He was strong and rough, and she didn't know what method to use. She couldn't avoid twisting and gritting her teeth, alas, how could she survive?Her past life and present life were confused, she moaned and begged: "Dada! You... forgive me..." Simon ordered her: "look at me!" Shan Yulian didn't even have the strength to open her eyes.He stared excitedly at her face and reaction:

"Do you have another man?" She was as angry as a gossamer and said vaguely: "--Have." he asks: "Whose woman are you now?" Shan Yulian convulsed, she reached out to grab him in a panic, and entangled him.Thoughts flew to her previous life, who else did she have?She just has him, the only person she can trust in front of her.She sighed rapidly: "I'm your woman! Dada! I'm an adulteress, don't ignore me, you have to get more involved! Ah——" The tip of her tongue was cold, and her starry eyes collapsed in shock. She didn't even know where Simon was.

Weary as hell. This night is too long. A ray of light shines on the exhausted people. When Shan Yulian woke up, she didn't know she was a guest in the dream, and she was startled, it was a completely strange environment.An extraordinary place.There is a man by my side, but who is he? ——Spent the night like this? Looking around, ah, the messy battlefield seems to have been made on the carpet, on the opium bed, against the wall, standing, sitting and lying...all have been made. She is very ashamed. Shaking his head blankly, under the sun, he didn't understand why he was so lewd.Have you ever said anything to blush?

She didn't know what to do, she just hurriedly packed the sundries scattered all over the floor into her handbags, throwing them in disorder. Don't dare to face the gradually bright day. As soon as he stood up, there was still a stabbing pain of numbness, and his feet went limp, making it almost impossible to walk. She saw a tired, pale and handsome man lying on the ground.She was a little lost. Let's go. do not say goodbye. The door closed softly. In the twilight of the morning, she waited for a taxi downstairs. After waiting for a while, the taxi didn't come, but she had some time for her to look up at the top floor, the Cangchun Pavilion.Is she wrong?There is no way to save it.

It's like escaping, and taxis don't wait.He hurriedly went on the road alone, and returned to his "home" under the glare of the sun. Later, Simon woke up too. He doesn't like the sun either. He has no day, no tomorrow. After tossing and tossing all night, he was tired and pale. After the medicine was over, he was also a little bit lost.Like a broken house. What about the beautiful woman in ancient costume who tactfully and happily last night? She walked away. After such a good night, he began to feel nostalgic, which was a feeling he had never felt before.Who is she?A woman who called him "Dada" in a heartbreaking voice for no reason, slurred her tongue, half-spoken her tongue, and spoke incoherently for a moment.

She was nowhere to be seen.No one is there, he is suspended.He got up, opened his Baiziqi, took out some medicinal powder from a certain box, sniffed it hard, and penetrated the central system, so as not to be at a loss.The only reliable thing is "medicine". He scattered all his long hair.How simple and primitive, the whole person was high, leaning on the opium bed, tilting his head back, and sighed. He is rich and famous. After returning from England in 1981, he began to fight in Japan.small role.One day, he saw a series of portraits of Sayoko Yamaguchi, she was crouching on the tatami like a snake demon.The horizontal plaque reads "Sit on Flowers and Drunk the Moon", and he feels that this is the way he wants to go.

But back then he was not qualified to use Sayoko Yamaguchi. In order to climb up, he also accompanied men.Go through the back door.I only tried my best to indirectly get a post about the Kuanzhai Fashion Design Exhibition.I have seen her from a long distance, she is the chief model in Japan, and he is determined to invite her to wear his clothes after he becomes famous. When he became famous, he was first in Hong Kong, then opened up the silk weaving market in Hangzhou, and then returned to Japan. The evil Sayoko Yamaguchi is old.She is in her thirties and forties. She has faded out of Tianqiao, done a few stage plays, and faded out of the world of flowers and brocades. She said that her favorite clothes are traditional kimonos.Through everything, through everything, and finally return to the original position.

Simon himself was getting old.Any design is casual, those half ancient and half modern, not ancient but not modern images, silk, silk as soft and warm as skin, a living material, has always lingered in my mind. His whole body is high. What exactly are you chasing after? Some men, at this age, in their thirties, suddenly understand a desolate truth: "It's better to go back and sleep with your wife when you spend a lot of time and money. Although there is no fun on the pillow, you don't need money to sleep until dawn." He also Confused, he wishes he could be better and enjoy life.He's happy, sure, but not content.

Sometimes the women who are sent up are all beauties, fat and powdery, and they will be pleased in every possible way.Today, it is a capitalist society, everyone should do what they can and what they need, and they just want to get a little support from him.Everyone is mean. Simon always laughed at these whores: "I don't know what's in my heart, I'm not good at anything, but this one." The structure of women in the world is the same - the difference is the "reaction". Yes, this time, the woman who broke in mysteriously was very different.He couldn't tell what the difference was, he only wanted the two of them to be involved in one place and not to be separated.Strange, he didn't even know who she was, so he wanted to die.My heart is full of her amorous feelings.

He sighed again. When the medicine took effect, he laughed, suddenly seeing that the world is very colorful, but people are very weak. A layer of soft white silk is hallucinated in front of my eyes, and I hear music from a deep and remote place. One is playing the pipa, the other is playing the yueqin, the other is playing the zither, and the other is singing a tune, all of which are faintly transmitted from afar.Ci'er was written on silk for Ji'er.The words are unclear, the only difference is: Between men and women, it comes like a spring dream and goes like a morning glow.After a moment of brilliance, there must be a lot of fate, so I can only chase after it.Do you want to keep chasing?It's just a chance encounter, where can I find her?

But the weather is getting colder, and the winter solstice is approaching. In the blink of an eye, the years have changed secretly, and people are getting old. A sound of "Peng"—— A fire from heaven came across and burned the black and white characters.Ashes and ashes, nowhere to be found. Men see their own tomorrow. He is a gray-haired old man, dry, stupid, incompetent.The flesh gradually rotted and melted, leaving only a skeleton, which opened its big black mouth and devoured the handsome and young man. He jumped up.Suddenly saw a strange piece of paper, in the world, under the bed, beside the table.He picked it up, squinting his eyes suspiciously.Hey, it's a map full of numbers and marks. Shan Yulian opened the door hastily, but there was no one around.The hour maid has not arrived yet.In the garage, the car that was abandoned last night had parked peacefully, it can be seen that Wu Long turned his head back later. She was not in the mood to think about it, just "calm".I don't know if my husband is back? Hastily went upstairs. In the small room next to the garage, there are tired eyes that haven't been closed all night. Yes, he waited all night until she came back. There must be no accidents, so he was relieved. There is something to say, but let it weigh heavily on your heart.Through a crack in the door, one could see her face and body for a moment.Wu Long felt that although he hadn't gained anything, he hadn't missed anything either. "A friend's wife, don't bully", let alone a brother? One should drink water and think of the source. How easy it is to count on it! — but even if he was reckless, he finally narrowly won. Then he turned around and considered his next step. Who knows deep down in my heart, do I regret my uselessness?At least, he's on the road.Laugh at yourself. Shan Yulian immediately turned on the hot water, and went to take a bath with all her strength, trying to put the absurdity of last night into running water. He took off a set of broken and broken Xiangyun gauze and piled it on the ground, unwilling to take a second look. She has a guilty conscience. Wu Ru stayed up all night and finally escaped from the clutches of those women.I came back as soon as possible, and brought a bag of birthday bags.While testing softly through the door: "Honey, did you sleep deeply last night? I called back, but no one listened for a long time." Shan Yulian panicked, not knowing if she was showing her feet, and even more guilty, she hurriedly wiped her body dry and came out to deal with it. When Wu Ru was a freshman, she saw that the shrouds that belonged to the grandmother were piled up on the ground, and they were broken and torn. She must have been very dissatisfied and used it to vent her anger.He didn't know well, and he was very guilty. She came out and was waiting for him to speak, but he felt guilty: "Honey, it's all my fault!" Oh? Shan Yulian only felt that this honest man was very clever. Usually, people who hit three times without turning back, and those who turned around four times, would have to strike first. So I made another arrangement, and in order to make up for it, I blocked his mouth first and then counted.When I got to the kitchen, I made a plate of fruit and came out to escape for a while. Shan Yulian made progress. The plate of watermelon was dug into small balls, which were placed in a glass dish very delicately and beautifully, and served up.Fruits in summer are also edible in late autumn, and they are seedless-she also drinks water and thinks about the source. She said almost flatteringly: "Let's eat watermelon!" He also said almost flatteringly: "Let's eat longevity buns!" The two ate with a guilty conscience, each harboring ghosts. Wu Long came upstairs, carrying his luggage. When Wu Ru saw her as a freshman, she also greeted him affectionately: "Aaron, you also come to eat birthday buns, and I pre-ordered yours. You are welcome, you are my own." He spoke very calmly: "Brother, I want to go back to Yuen Long." Wu Ru didn't worry about anything else, he just said: "There are birthday buns now, why go back to Yuen Long to eat them?" "No—I want to go back to Yuen Long for a while." "Why?" Wu Ruda raised his head in astonishment. Wu Long explained in a trivial way. "Downtown is so noisy. I can't sleep well. I just like being a country boy." Just then, the phone rang. Shan Yulian was like a bowstring being stretched, when the bell rang sharply, she was startled.She wanted to listen, but she had to answer the phone, she didn't know who was calling, most likely it was his mother, she had to listen to her son's voice every day, and disturb their married life by the way, don't have too many opportunities to be intimate. She picked up the receiver and changed into a submissive tone: "Hey--" There was three seconds of silence on that end. She asked again: "Hey?--" Finally, she heard it, she heard a voice, all too familiar: "Whore! I'm Dada!" Shan Yulian's heart bounced up to the Nine Heavens.After repeated shocks, she trembled, her face changed suddenly, and she threw the phone down with all her strength. Fear gripped her. Her adulterer has found out about her.How did he find out?How is he prepared? She dared not breathe, for fear that all the ugliness would be revealed.Fortunately, the husband and lover are still in the conversation.Wulong bid farewell dignifiedly: "Brother, you have always taken care of me, and I wish you well too—you should spend more time at home with my sister-in-law, arrange more programs, and go out to have fun together, so she won't be too bored." Wu Ruda nodded while listening.Suspicion suddenly arises: "Is sister-in-law bored? Scared?" "I don't know." Wu Long said, "Or women need coaxing." "Have I coaxed her less? Oh—" Wu Ru was stunned, "I see, you mean she—" He couldn't go on, because he didn't dare to delve into it. Wu Long immediately covered up for her: "She wants to see you more." Wu Ru didn't wait for him to cover up, neither listened nor tolerated, so he yelled: "Honey! Come out!" Once angry, get up in a hurry, there is no time to pause: "What are you doing when you're bored? Have you found any other friends? Why didn't you ask Aaron to accompany you to buy new clothes? You, you, you..." All of them? ? ? The sound was so loud that I was surprised. Shan Yulian had never been interrogated like this before, this man who had been spoiling her tremblingly, shouted loudly because of green suspicion.And his brother, the culprit, now stays out of the matter and doesn't say a word. She came out pretentiously and sat on the armrest of the sofa beside Wu Ruda.Seeing her face, the dwarf became half shorter again, and his shouting voice gradually weakened, turning into soft words. Always timid. Well, it's my turn to make trouble. In order to hide her guilty conscience, the villain had to file a complaint first. She blushed from her ears and turned purple in an instant. Pointing at Wu Ruda, she cursed: "Who did you hear right from wrong? Did you catch me with a sore foot? Did you see it? Did you hear it? Did you smell it? You only know how to bully me. I haven't doubted you yet, you last night If you don't come back, where are you going? Are you bored? Have you found other friends?" Wu Ru Dalian hastily said: "I didn't, I—" "Oh, that's my fault..." The more she spoke, the more disturbed she became, a little unrestrained, and a little self-hatred, with mixed feelings, and burst into tears. Angrily, he rushed out the door very aggrieved. Leaving behind Wu Ruda, who was once full of doubts, he and Wu Long looked at each other in dismay.For the sake of face, it is not easy to catch up. Only stubbornly persevered, not willing to lose his prestige to show his brothers: "It's up to her! Women can't be indulged. She'll come back dead in a while—if she doesn't come back in a while, forget it!" The manly money that was put on display soon became a "painted skin".He looked at Wu Long standing by the door: "Hey, the limelight, why are you leaving? Everyone has to leave, and I am the only one left!" The whole person seems to wither away: "Brother didn't do this. You have to give me some time to find someone to take your place. Come in and eat birthday buns! Let's go!" Everything is played by women. However, the woman is also resentful, and something is playing with her fate. So he ran out alone and walked a long way.Where is the destination?Where can I go?The world is so big that there is nowhere to live.She remembered that since she was a child, she never had a place to stay. She was always transferred from A to B, and then transferred to C.Later we arrived at Dingdi.In the end? Hong Kong is such a prosperous place with a population of five or six million, but who can rely on to take care of her? ——The most basic, who will feed her?A woman, even if she looks good, is useless. She is so depressed, why is she rushing to seek refuge with a ignorant adulterer? Where can I go? Unknowingly, he was driven to Huang Daxian, where incense is at its peak. She had heard of "Huang Daxian" early in the morning. When I came to the temple, I was surprised how I got there. It's full of smoke and seals.Along the way, under the smoke and candles, and the windmills whirling around, we saw devout men and women coming to pay homage and make vows to return the gods.It seemed to be driven by some kind of force, yes, there must be a traction that she couldn't resist.Following the crowd, he took a stick, knelt down in the open space in front of the hall, and begged for a stick. Then, she followed the crowd and walked to a small alley with stalls on both sides. There is a stall whose business is relatively deserted, so the lottery is soliciting: "Miss! Come here to patronize the lottery." The woman was moved by the man, and she couldn't help but stepped forward.It was a gloomy, expressionless old woman.When Shan Yulian saw it, she looked a little kind, but she couldn't remember. "I seem to have seen you before." "How could it be? This is the first time we meet here. Please sit down, miss. What's the lottery?" Shan Yulian sat down: "fifty-four." The old woman spread out a small piece of pink paper, looked at the woman, and read the words to herself: "Fifty-fourth, Zhuang Zhou's Butterfly Dream—"Zhuangzi sleeps soundly into a butterfly dream, fluttering into the flowers; after picking the heavenly fragrance, he is still in the warm pillow of the high bed.' This is a good lottery!" When Shan Yulian heard it, it was actually a "good lottery", thinking of these entanglements, she couldn't help smiling bitterly.Everyone only said that Huang Daxian was effective, so it turned out that she was lying to her! The old woman continued: "Miss, you come here, yes, you can fulfill your wish, but the dream is still a dream. Alas, why make things worse? Why don't you just stop and forget all the sins of the previous life!" She persuaded her earnestly, but Shan Yulian was startled: "What wish do I have? What injustice do I have?" The old woman shook her head: "Fangui. Let's drink tea!" Shan Yulian didn't know why, so she had no choice but to take out the money. Just as she opened her handbag, she looked up and saw that the entire stall, and the familiar lottery solver, were all gone, leaving only a few broken wooden boards. She was taken aback. All the way home, apprehensive. go home".In the end, didn't the woman go back to her husband's house in humiliation? These mysterious truths: a dream of sex, it is easy to stop.It's just the most primitive way of people's livelihood - because if you know that there will be no results, don't do it.She is no longer a daughter under the red flag. When she grows up, she understands that "fear of death is not a rebel" will not work, because it is these people who often die.It's hard to live such a stable and rich life... Stop it, that's right. She went home suddenly enlightened.
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