Chapter 2 second quarter

With this blame on her back, she left the dance academy. From then on, she was no longer a white-haired girl doing splits and jumping on stage.A pair of legs, still pedaling. All day long, I only lowered my head and silently stepped on the machine to sew the uppers.It's been another year and a half. The team leader brought stacks of black cloth or white sails from the cutting bed to the workshop and divided the processes one by one.Her pink world, her bright and beautiful outlook, were all replaced by black and white.The same thing, forever. The women had figured out her background early in the morning, and the men also had faces that were dull and selfish: when they heard her stories, they thought of her lewdness...

Feng Gong followed the law and moved around behind her, taking advantage of the situation to take a peek.Chairman Mao's words: "Be open and aboveboard, and don't engage in conspiracy and tricks." Every man should not let the world know that his heart is eager to try and move around. Therefore, this shoe factory has a nice name: "Yuejin Shoe Factory". Big-character posters and slogans are posted all over the factory: "Criticize Lin Biao and Confucius!" "Criticize deep, criticize thoroughly, criticize down, criticize smelly!" "Speak more at the study meeting!"

"Be united, not divided!" It's a very progressive unit. Shan Yulian could only feel wronged and thank everyone for helping her to reform her mind and start a new life from now on. Her splendor, her splendor, is gone forever—she didn’t even have a chance to contribute to the revolutionary model drama. Looking up, the big fan has not been turned on all year round.Every fan blade is full of dust.Every machine has stubs glued to it.Every corner smells of special glue.Glue, an insulator, cannot pass electricity, and cannot penetrate water.She was trapped inside a giant white sneaker.

Whenever she sews a bunch of shoe uppers, she puts them in a cardboard box and carries them to another department. Everyone is doing the same work, and women have to support half the sky on their heads. Shan Yulian gritted her teeth with difficulty, she couldn't believe she couldn't do well.The most important thing is that she can't fall down and make those who look down on her look down even more. Suddenly, a pair of helping hands came. "Comrade, let me help you." Among the comrades she saw, someone easily lifted the heavy cardboard box for her and carried it over.The man's proletarian sensibilities were particularly striking.Also a greeting:

"Aren't you feeling well?" Shan Yulian replied flatly: "I'm on my 'period'." As usual, the women responded with selflessness and honesty.Class friends are gender-neutral. She is back in her workshop again. The man turned around. The man turned around. The man turned around. With just one look, she couldn't look away.He is a handsome and strong young man with broad shoulders and full of physical strength.When he turned around, it seemed to cover the entire shoe factory, filling the space, incomparably stronger, like a red sun. Shan Yulian seemed to have seen him somewhere.

This was the first encounter in her life. She remembered a sentence just now: she frankly told him that she was in the "period" period.Suddenly, her face flushed.Without saying anything, her blush spoke for itself. The needle that Ben was running through the shoe went through her finger in one stroke.Unprepared, it hurts like never before.in mind. She pedaled immediately, and in a panic, the needle only penetrated deeper.In the end, he had no choice but to lift up and pull out with difficulty, and the blood stained the white canvas red for no reason. Shan Yulian's eyes were wet and red.She must have seen him somewhere.Caught off guard, she falls in love with him.

How did that happen? Who can tell?It is an uncomfortable feeling to meet again in the past.The shock it brought, unexpectedly lasted for a long time.The bleeding stopped, but the heart was still beating.uncomfortable. The man didn't care, and went to help other comrades, and then left.His performance is neither humble nor overbearing, unyielding, he is a popular and professional model worker.Even the back is alluring. Shan Yulian stared at his back. She was dumbfounded. Who is he? "Comrade Wulong, Comrade Wulong, you have to work hard!" Wulong galloped in the arena. He is particularly tall and mighty.A red vest was attached to the body, and the muscles were ripped out. The bare part of the body shone with a copper luster. Even in a room without sunlight, the luster was still reflected in Shan Yulian's pupils.

His every movement is so powerful.The basketball seemed to be glued to his hand, he led it all the way, handed it all the way, and finally he made the shot.The ball swished straight down to the ground, jumped up again, once, twice, three times, all bouncing on her heart. When he laughed, he had big white teeth. Like a light cavalry, riding an invisible horse, on the battlefield, a hero. His red vest has "Red Star" written on it. She was still staring at his back.His short, coarse hair was like a black horse's mane on his neck.His handsomeness is extraordinary.Apart from him, no one in the world can play basketball so well.

The basketball game being held in the Workers' Cultural Palace, the "Red Star" team played against the "Rebel" team. Those who attended were laborers.Comrades from Yuejin Shoe Factory came to cheer for the leader of the "Red Star" team. They learn to use all the slogans, laughing, and cheerleading from the sidelines: "Red Star, Red Star, take out your red heart for revolution!" A comrade in his forties who guards the baking cabinets in the shoe last department every day has a cigarette butt dangling from the corner of his mouth, and he is reluctant to throw it away.As soon as the enemy scored a goal, he spit out a mouthful of thick phlegm and shouted nervously:

"Make up your mind, not afraid of sacrifice—" Everyone else agrees: "Overcome all odds and fight for victory!" For this reason, the "Red Star" team scored ahead of the "Rebel" team in the last few rounds. Wu Long was in a heroic posture, wiping his face with a towel that said "Good morning to you".Among the female workers in the workshop, one gave him water, and the other gave him a pack of pastries, which were green.Qing Tuan, boiled water with green vegetables and added glutinous rice flour, formed into a giant meatball. "What stuffing?" Wu Long took it and asked casually.

She hastened to answer: "Lard and sesame." I'm afraid he won't eat it.Stare straight at him.Wu Long picked up the oily one and devoured it in two mouthfuls.She just felt relieved. But seeing this situation, Shan Yulian left the court. She wandered around the Workers' Cultural Palace for a while, staggered several times, but did not go back. After the race was over, a group of people wiped off their sweat and took their bicycles to go home.The energy was vented, and they didn't have time to develop an affair between men and women—maybe, they didn't catch up. Shan Yulian was by the door, waiting for him to come out. She saw him come out haughtily.That little red vest suddenly came into view, so quickly, it appeared!In a hurry, she held a pair of white sneakers that she had been carrying for a long time in her hand—it was a finished product in the factory, and held it up to him. "For you!" Wu Long saw that one of her fingers was wrapped in rags, it was an injured hand.Look again, think again, ah, it's her. Only then did I see clearly what kind of girl she was.With a clear and clear white face and charming eyes, she looked at him quietly, her eyebrows were slightly drawn into a character splayed, her upper lip was thin and her lower lip was fat, as if she was ready to be kissed at any time, and she would not dodge it.Wu Long shook his head, trying to shake this feeling away. Even though she was dressed so loosely and plainly, he still knew that there was a soft body and a soft heart inside. She smiled shyly.A little flustered, if he doesn't want it, how should she step down? Wu Long hesitated for a moment, unable to resist this temptation, he stretched out a pair of big hands and took the white sneakers. She waited for him to take it, what seemed like a long time.Time passed very slowly. "thanks!" As the sun sets, people's faces gradually darken. Shan Yulian was very happy, and her life suddenly became more fulfilling.There are songs from far and near: "Honghu Lake, the waves, the waves beat the waves..." Wave after wave, touching her sweet heartstrings. She begins to fall in love with the world. During the hectic, tiring, and boring day, as long as you catch a glimpse of each other from a distance, everyone is as innocent and self-satisfied as a newborn baby.Even the dull black and white seem to be painted with bright flowers—stolen. However, the good times don't last long. I just said a couple of innocuous words, so I'm still trying to figure it out, can I say a few more? When will you speak?What opportunity to speak? In the factory, everyone acted as if nothing had happened, did not say a word, and remained calm. Suddenly one day. Suddenly, movement came. --sports! It was originally a moonless night.Somehow, the moon came out and hung in the dark blue night sky.Yinguang wanted to step in, but something happened inside, so it had no choice but to retreat outside the door.Because the door is tightly closed, the two worlds are isolated. After a whole day of operation in the shoe factory, the machines were finally moved away at night. Even though people were exhausted, there was an open space in the middle and a simple high platform was built.The criticism meeting has begun. The half-failed lights, like the eyes of a dying person, sweep around a large circle of objects, half-human, half-ghost in the secluded place, all of them have no expression, their mouths are tightly pursed, the situation is simply irrelevant People are heartbroken, let alone on a high platform? A man's voice burst out from the chill, and he couldn't tell who was who.He declared impassionedly: "Today we are going to expose a person!" ——Shan Yulian's hair was pulled out in a mess.There is a sign hanging around the neck: "Woman", in big black characters, and a big red "X". "The movement has come, and the struggle in the factory has also begun. If you don't do it, you are really behind. So let's expose the car worker Shan Yulian first. Our comrades saw her embezzling state property with their own eyes. You! Come out and tell everyone." Someone actually came forward to testify: "This whore is full of petty bourgeois sentimentalism, hedonism, and lust! She dared to secretly give the country's sneakers to Comrade Wulong, the leader of our 'Red Star' team." "Okay. Comrade Wulong, come out and express your opinion!" Wulong was in the crowd, and he was surprised when he was called by his name.He has to stand up and make a statement. Little things turned into big things. Wu Long couldn't bear it, but due to the situation, he hesitated a bit: "I--" "Quickly express your opinion, if you don't express your opinion, you are willing, especially in favor. Maybe it's an accomplice!" Wu Long only took out the pair of sneakers and surrendered automatically: "I don't know the origin of this pair of sneakers. I didn't accept it enthusiastically at the beginning, but... Shan Yulian's behavior is deviant. We should also have opinions on her, let her reflect and reform, so that she will not make mistakes in the future. " The activists in the factory were not very satisfied when they heard this.At that time, whoever is more vicious will have a clearer stance.Immediately someone shouted: "It's too much to straddle the fence, we must draw a clear line!" Everyone uttered one word, and the leader led the shouting of slogans. Every time he shouted, the muscles on Shan Yulian's face trembled, and then they twisted irregularly. "Down with class enemies!" "Marxism-Leninism does not tolerate any personal affair!" "Fight her! Fight her!" Wu Long continued firmly: "As a person, I have always listened to the party. I have a good family background. My father was originally from Guangdong, a tricycle puller, and my mother was a poor peasant. I have a deep affection for the party and I obey the organization. Everything takes the country as the main premise and has no selfishness for children. It’s embarrassing for the organization. My feelings for her are just class feelings—she hasn’t shaken my heart!” Wu Long speaks really well, and he speaks with integrity.Everyone applauds this old man.Worthy of being a model worker. After all, he did nothing wrong. Then, it was her fault. The women who usually looked at her disliked couldn't help but expose: "Hmph! I've heard that this whore has a problem with her style of work. She used to fool around with the leaders and is a bad woman. We demand a thorough investigation of her history!" Men naturally like to listen to privacy, so they ordered: "Shan Yulian, tell yourself!" When she first heard the past events being brought up again, her heart was pierced like a knife. Why don't you let me go? Tears rolled down in broken threads, shame and anger were unbearable.I have to defend myself!She raised her voice: "No, no, no, I didn't. I resisted, he forced me! I didn't, I'm not a whore!" In the darkness, a woman jumped out from the crowd, and pulled her hair vigorously—I couldn't tell who she was, maybe it was a comrade sitting in the workshop next door, who had also chatted a few words.At this moment, regardless of enemy or friend, we must fight her hard. "What are you doing dirty!" "Yes, my skin is thicker than the soles of my shoes. I also like to seduce men on weekdays!" The one who pulls the hair is really pulling, tearing off a lock at once.The one who pokes the skin is really poked, her fingernails are so sharp, one poke makes a hole.Shan Yulian couldn't suppress it: "You really want to reform me, and I'm convinced. It's not my fault if you want to turn over old scores! I'm also bitter!" Losing her reason, she rushed to Wu Long's side and begged him sternly: "Comrade Wulong, you have to confess! I just gave you a pair of sneakers! You have to save me!" Seeing that the scene was chaotic, the leader immediately ordered: "You, come out and wake her up!" Wu Long hesitated. "alerting"? The crowd shouted: "Hit it! Hit it!" The leader looked directly at him: "If you don't fight, kneel to us! Adulterers and prostitutes fight together! Are you loyal to the party?" The innocent Wu Long was persecuted.Gritting her teeth, she stepped forward and slapped Shan Yulian several times.For fear of being soft-hearted, the shot was very heavy-based on the principle of the sacred revolution. Shan Yulian tilted her wounded face in astonishment, no, that feeling was heart-wrenching. She closed her eyes resentfully, refusing to look at him again.Why?She just likes him.In exchange for a great humiliation, dignity.Her heart hurts again.Trembling all over. Did he owe him something from his previous life?Could it be that he has to repay in public in this life?She simply hated it.Can't hear anything.The next villain we're going to expose is... and the next one is... Shan Yulian only felt thousands of roars in her ears. If she sees him again, she will ask him to return it! At that time, a group of bad elements with various crimes, just like actors, did not have to go to work, just "rushing to the scene", rushing from this stadium to that movie theater, then to the factory, and then to the school, in the group " tour" to show that the revolution was in full swing. Every time a meeting is held, they are charged up, the charges are read, and then the verdict is read. The formation is used to frighten the honest people-no one dares to talk about the object indiscriminately and disturb the relationship.Conversations between men and women, without a few quotations mixed in, are often dangerous. In the end, Shan Yulian and the bad elements were driven onto a large truck. In her carry-on luggage, there is a net bag to catch sundries: an enamel mouthwash cup, a glass bottle for boiling water, and some clothes.Their final fate is to be sent to the countryside for labor reform. Shan Yulian had no choice but to go on the road with a group of people with different backgrounds but the same destiny.destiny. Because everyone has "confessed" a lot recently, when they calm down, no one wants to talk. A person appeared in the distance. He was holding a bag in his hand, which was made of rough yellow paper, and it contained three steamed buns. The steamed buns were also slightly yellow, whether they came from the heart or were polluted on the outside. Wulong approached. He originally wanted to pass the three steamed buns to Shan Yulian.This doesn't mean anything. In the great era, personal selfishness is a tiny bubble in the ocean, and no one knows tomorrow. But he misses her—not her, but the ins and outs, mysterious and hasty, no matter what his plans are now, they both have to live.Immediately, the two were close to each other.China is so big... Deep in her soul, she was always expecting the unexpected.However, when she saw him approaching from the corner of her eye, she felt extremely lonely, too remote.It was because of him that he was so desperate. His hand holding the steamed bun, in full view of everyone, stopped it with difficulty. Shan Yulian calmly looked into the distance, deliberately not aware of his presence or absence. The truck drove away. Wu Long held the three steamed buns tightly, they were fermenting and expanding, and he could hardly hold them anymore. The tide is over. He hated himself for being useless. He also had a period of elation and pride, and he was also a hero.But not even the strength to protect a woman.The shadow of the truck was gone, and he continued to walk backwards, looking straight ahead, as far as the end of the world. ——He will never see her again. She thought so too. I will be reduced to a strange land. The Pearl River Delta was originally an ancient bay with many islands, surrounded by intermittent mountains and hills such as Gudou Mountain and Luofu Mountain.The sediment carried by the Xijiang, Beijiang, and Dongjiang rivers has accumulated continuously, forming a plain. Here "there is no snow in three winters, and there are always flowers in four seasons".Working farmers all grow rice, sugar cane, and fruits. Cantonese people, when they open their mouths, it's like teasing each other into a quarrel.When we meet each other in the morning, we take pleasure in greeting the Lingshou Hall, which is a folk custom. The weather was muggy. The sun in the south is blazing.The roads in Huizhou were full of dust, and there were unrepaired buildings everywhere, which was devastated. Dogs are so hot that they stick out their tongues. Shan Yulian squinted at the dog. "Duh! Duh!" she snapped it.But it didn't bother to move.She didn't bother to move either.Just sitting in the shade of a tree by the side of the road, with the cloth skirt lifted, the door seems to be wide open, and the cool breeze blows slightly from under the skirt. Shan Yulian rolled down the three-bone flesh-colored stockings with one hand, drenched in sweat, so hot. To cool off, he put the basket of yellow skins under his feet temporarily, and exchanged half of a watermelon with the woman next to him.It's pork kidney melon, with a small waist. When you chop it with a knife, each person holds half of it and eats it spoonful by spoonful, snoring.There are a lot of melon seeds, take a mouthful, spit out a handful, and spray them all on the dog, with a very high hit rate.The dog had no choice but to avoid them and fled. "Jinhua, your melon is not sweet enough. My yellow skin is still ripe." "You're a yellow bark tree brother—it's true if you don't cook it or eat it." "Pfft! You are a regular customer." Jin Hua said: "Hey, don't be joking, Chen Zai's sister told me that there will be a lot of Hong Kong visitors at the Guangzhou Autumn Fair, if you are willing to do it, you can go to Liuhua, or get the guest information and room information from the message board in the hotel. Number, just get the business." "How much do you charge?" "I heard that there are fifty or sixty yuan every time." "The wind is tight." "Do it twenty times and you will close the mountain." "I dare not." Shan Yulian said, "It will be a disaster if the Public Security Bureau catches her." "What's the matter? Let him punish you if you catch them. Those chickens come from all over the world. How many are you caught? Loosen your belt, it's better than working as a long-term worker." "Punishment for what?" "Will you be fined, or locked up for a while—whether you still parade? Women are doing this now. Do you think it was so old-fashioned when 'Grandpa' was around?" Shan Yulian remained silent.Ah, it has been many years, and I am already twenty-six or seven years old.Although Jingchai's dresses do not hide their beauty, but they are sent to such a rural place to sell yellow skins?There is no prospect, I have been surviving, and I can't find a partner.The environment has trained her to be different from her predecessor.She can only protect herself. Almost also consider going to Guangzhou. Just then, a van arrived. There were six Hong Kong passengers in the car, and they went to Huizhou to play. The car braked suddenly, and there was a Hong Kong passenger who was in a hurry to go to the toilet.The public toilet on the side of the road is in a terrible situation, but he can't help it, like a small assault vehicle, rushing towards the destination. "Small".