Chapter 2 One: Fox Love

I have been in a corner of the world, and I have seen the plateaus burned by fire in autumn. The flame several meters high, like the bloody tongue of an ancient giant, lingered silently on the withered and yellow earth, rolling past endlessly. No matter what it is, it cannot escape the fate of being reduced to ashes. Wherever it passes, the world is like death. At that time, I was sitting in the center of the flame, watching my body softened into particles surrounded by the boiling air, floating in existence and non-existence.Everything I have experienced in the world, I think at this time should be downplayed as a joke, retreating far away in the wilderness of time.Whether you are sad or happy, you cannot have your own tombstone alone.

But I was wrong. March 15th, early morning. Boyin Building, Downing Street, London, is the most expensive property in the world, and the price is outrageously high.Two thousand years of global thieves "Tao and Art Joint Research Committee" released a number of survey results, showing that this place ranks first in the list of "Ten Places I Most Want to Rob in My Life" by well-known thieves. It also performed outstandingly on the list of places to grab, and it is on a par with the seven-star hotel "Arabian Tower" in the United Arab Emirates.In an environment where the unemployment rate is falling all over the world, the surrounding security companies have maintained a strong growth in job demand. It can be seen that there are quite a few brothers on the road who act according to their words.

It was dark at this time, and the lights were still bright.Dutiful security guards were patrolling back and forth in the lobby, suddenly there was a soft "click", the huge glass door slowly opened, and a man in a long black trench coat walked in.This person's face was hidden in the shadows, it was difficult to look at it carefully, the only special thing that could attract attention was a faint golden layer on the skin.The security guard went up to meet him, inspected it carefully, and confirmed that what the other party presented was a genuine 24-hour special pass for VIPs.So he nodded, pressed the start button of the passenger elevator, and watched him disappear.

In this building, there are business tycoons with a lot of business and a wealth of wealth passing through the building every day. The foundations under the name of "OLDMONEY" rich and wealthy family also operate here. It is not uncommon for someone to come back in the middle of the night to deal with urgent matters. However, this security guard has worked here for more than five years. He has outstanding eyesight and a photographic memory. , known as a human flesh camera, but at this moment he doesn't remember seeing this person at all. The elevator went straight to the nineteenth floor.The heat sensor lights were turned on one by one, and the man walked to the door of a huge conference room at the end of the corridor, stopped and bowed.He heard an old hoarse voice say: "Qin Li is here, sit down."

He bowed cautiously again, and the visitor just walked in. There was nothing in the room, except for a huge long black table in the center, sinking under the dim yellow light.There were no empty seats on either side.Men and women, old and young, all looked solemn.The atmosphere is stagnant like a piece of cellophane, which can be broken with the tip of the tongue. silence.silence. Silence floats in the air, hatching more little by little.Finally, the person on the left side of the long table stood up slowly. This man was wearing a beige suit, low-key and luxurious, with a narrow face and bright eyebrows. Turned out to be a fine person.He coughed twice, and drew the eyes of everyone around him to his family before he said: "The inheritance of the family should be obeyed. We, the Qin family, have no objection to this. However, my father died only a year ago, and his body It is not corrupt, I need to guard it cautiously, and the investment environment has improved over the years, the value of the ancestral property has expanded rapidly, and my younger brother is in charge of it alone, and I am really exhausted and unable to spare. Please make it clear to the elders."

All the heads that were leaning towards him turned 180 degrees and looked in another direction.There were four people sitting behind the long table.They lined up in a row, unable to see their faces clearly in the dark.One of them nodded slightly and was about to speak, but the companion beside him pressed his finger and fell silent again.The man didn't wait for a reply, so he sat down with a slight smile. The person sitting next to him was the one who had rushed back just now. They turned their heads and said something to each other. After a while, a woman's voice in the middle on the right came through the air, quick and clear, and said like a series of firecrackers: "The Qin family is seeking wealth for the clan, since it can be excused, then the Bai family will fight for the family, and this generation of males will only be orphans." .This trip has shocked the whole world, and the turmoil is quite vicious. If he does anything good or bad, wouldn't the Bai clan want to destroy the family?" The woman was hiding in the dark, with a frail face with a broken face. His eyes were as cold as cold stars, and everyone couldn't help shivering as they swept around.Impatient, he got up and fiddled with the remote control of the air conditioner.

The main content of these two speeches does not sound very positive.The others didn't seem to respond well, so they continued to chatter, and gradually there was a snoring sound from the crowd, and the faces of the four high-ranking men behind the long table were somewhat ugly, so they asked, "Where are the Zhuang sisters?" .” Immediately someone answered: "Zhuang Que is in Chicago mediating the big disputes among local gangsters, and he can't get out. Qin Li attended the meeting, and Yu Zhuanglian independently carried out the priority investment public relations of the Middle East countries in Arabia. The bid will be unveiled tonight and has been submitted to the elders." It will be reported."

The four sighed each, and the person sitting in the middle said slowly: "Since we are so hesitant, we have to follow the ancestral practice, abandoning mana power for a hundred years, and have been diligently working hard. It is expected that there will be no serious problems. This time, the trip to the pool of life selection, accompanied by Di Nanmei , let's leave it to Mrs. Bai." I have a special ability, that is, I can stop on the spot in the bustling crowd and start to doze off. It takes a little theatrical flair to pretend to be sober without being distracted.And judging from the strength of my mother's slap on the head, my dream of attacking the entertainment industry in this life can be stopped, not to mention adding two huge supercilious eyes, "Why are you so dazed, the famous store in front is changing seasons!" , Hurry up and give me a seat."

This mistress, with one hand on her hips and one hand pointing to a fashion store not far away, is wearing a water-green long dress and is carrying a fake big-name handbag. It is none other than my mother. I wanted to tell her that the store was nothing special, that the design was going from bad to worse, that it was useless, and that there was absolutely no need for such a grand treatment, but her ears were instantly closed, and her eyes were staring straight.What can you say to such a worthless person?Just obey, obey.I swayed and ran out humming a song.The ecstasy smell of vegetation growing in the distant mountains in early summer travels through the hustle and bustle like a gossamer. Occasionally, it enters my nose vividly.

At the same time, something also came into my eyes - a figure that I would not have expected to appear here even if I broke my head, came from the opposite side, swaying leisurely, seemingly without any intention, but the moment I passed by, my fingers touched my arms.Suddenly, lightly, the touch of the skin that has been touched shows a strange reddish purple in an instant, like the setting sun in the west, misidentifying the hometown and remembering it. The purple air is coming from the east.That person's seal is so brightly colored. There are two words calling softly in my ear, it is my name.

"South America." "South America." I haven’t heard the voice for many years, it’s as strange as a tree growing on the Hanyang Mausoleum, the memory about it seems to be withered and dying, but when I dug out the root, I can still see a little bit of water color on my finger, it’s still there is alive. In the evening, after my mother happily showed her harvest today, she felt that it was not enough, so she asked me, Zhong Lele, "Ninny, come and try this blue flower dress, your skin is fair, you must look good." I nestled on the sofa, buried my head in reading National Geographic magazine, without even lifting my eyelids, "That's an apron, you gave it to the aunt next door to cook." She was surprised, "Really?" Put it under her nose and smell it here and there, as if she has a special ability to distinguish the style of a piece of clothing by smell. While she was studying the apron, I turned sideways and touched the touched place on the shoulder with my hand. Sure enough, there was a scorching heat rolling in the bottom of my heart. I verified Ziyin's body, and the last trace of luck burned out. My face changed slightly. My eighth mother-in-law did not hide this little trick. I suspected that she was actually a top martial arts master buried in the market, so I came over immediately to investigate, "What's wrong with you." Finding the mark exactly, he gasped exaggeratedly, and wandered around the room looking for plasters, band-aids, and Yunnan Baiyao dish soap.I didn't bother to care about her, so I got up and went to the balcony.The sky is gray and blue, with stars in it, and it looks like tomorrow will be another sunny day.Someone told me that at the farthest point of your eyes, when you close your eyelids and then open them, the star that first enters your line of sight is your guardian star. Try it out.Phew, there are only two lighthouses there.Why do I want a lighthouse to guard me. After thinking wildly for a while, I suddenly heard my mother yelling outside, "Ninny, go and open the door." I didn't move. Already heard: the knock on the door was neither too fast nor too slow. Pause every third beep.As if waiting, but also as if hesitating. Three more times. Every sound seems to pass through the door wall and hit my heart. The decibel level of my mother was adjusted to the prohibition standard of the Environmental Protection Agency. Accompanied by a slipper, with excellent strength and angle, she just played a unique skill of flying from the crack of the balcony door, and hit the back of my head.Damn, why didn't she practice darts when she was young. Had to go out. The inner door opened. Through a security door, the man in the corridor smiled at me, as expected.The flame marks on the arm suddenly ached like needle pricks. We looked at each other in pairs, and the surrounding world seemed to be empty, transpiring and precarious.Only his unfathomable eyes remained in the world.Definitely cover me. Gently draw a circle with the right finger, turning into a blue phantom, passing through the iron gate soundlessly, and escaping at a high speed to form a light blue attack circle. "Asshole, why are you using the Lan's Sacrificial Art? It hit me on the nose." I sneered, "Abandoned in vain? What did you come to my house for? Our two families have been feuding for a while, have you read the book? Do you know what the feud means?" The guy squatting at the door covered his face, his eyes were exposed between his fingers, and he stared at me resentfully. Hearing what I said, he immediately yelled, "Bastard, how many years ago did that happen, you need to remember better!" Okay, since you left, one of the four is missing, this rule has been cancelled, did you not read the briefing I sent you, or my brain is flooded..." Hearing what he said, it seems that this is true. As for the briefing he said...I believe that I have moved too frequently in the past two years...Unexpectedly, I feel a little guilty.Hurry up to welcome him into the room. At the same time, my heartless mother has already entered the bedroom to make a mask. Unless life and death are at stake, I will never see her appear again within an hour. Find some iodine and cotton to heal his wounds, but he was pushed ten meters away, almost smashing the wall of our house. This kid saw that the curtains were drawn, so he was lucky, and the boss suddenly shot cotton That kind of buzzing sound, turned around crazily for a few times, like an automatic pottery machine, and soon changed into another face, with clear eyes and bright eyebrows, really handsome, but those two eyelashes are thicker than my broom Long, clatter clatter all over the ground to sweep the soil.There are as many comics as there are comics.I looked at him curiously for a long time, and asked, "Why have you changed? You didn't like handsome guys before." Bai Qi twisted his neck, and gave me a blank look, "I rang the doorbell in the lobby below for a long time and there was no response, so I had to go around and break a wall to come in. It was probably captured by the surveillance camera. Change to be a good person to avoid trouble." Breaking only one wall?Based on my understanding of this elder brother, he should not be so gentle.Thinking of this, the floor under his feet trembled slightly, and there was a noise similar to howling ghosts and wolves.I held the hope of just in case and asked Bai Qi, "Which wall are you talking about?" He buried his head in the world, turned on the refrigerator and came back. He had already started to eat the salted crispy shrimp left over from our dinner, and his eyelashes were caught between two clothes racks.Hearing my question, he innocently pointed a shrimp head out of the window, "Here, I stood on the square and slapped the outer wall of your building." Before he could finish his sentence, my screams had already echoed, and while rushing into my mother's room, her face was white, and she fell asleep lying on the bed.She wrapped the quilt with someone, tied a piece of iron silk to the window, threw it straight out, and vaguely heard her muttering in the air, "Oh, it's windy, baby, go and close the window." Evil landlady, she still wants to send me on this matter. Who is abandoned in vain?For 800 years in the clan, he has been known as the number one in business intelligence and has an infinitely low IQ. No matter how much I make a fuss, he is still eating shrimp with peace of mind, not knowing what happened.What?You don't know, well, it's nothing.It's just a slap in vain, knocking down one side of the building. There is an office building over there, and no one is there.However, everything collapsed, and the past was unbearable. This power fluctuation was passed on, and the adjacent apartment buildings could not be kept safe for a long time. The idiot who lives here, once something goes wrong and there is no elevator, he even forgets how to walk.It's better to rescue the neighbors. With my bare hands and my shoes on backwards, I rushed out of the corridor. Sure enough, all the lights in the corridor were off, and the dust filled the air. I lived on the highest floor, and there were loud muffled noises above my head from time to time, and the floors were about to collapse. Yes, when it collapses to a certain height, the whole building will crash because the supporting structure is completely destroyed, just like the bean dregs cake I made very unsuccessfully yesterday, it will collapse into a ball forever.No matter how ridiculously expensive the rent per square meter was before, the only thing worth some money now is the steel bars that have finally seen the light of day. I turned around, but Bai Qi stuck his head out and asked, "Hey, why do you put a mound of feces in your refrigerator? It seems to be very fragrant." In his hand, he was holding the ball of unpaid ambitions The okara cake to die for. I threw myself up angrily, "Xiaobai, do you have to wait until the fire burns your eyebrows before you know what happened?" He raised his eyebrows with difficulty, and looked up suspiciously, "Is there a fire? Really? Really?" Thinking that the Bai family has held the military power of the fox for 1,300 years, the old man worked hard to support him, and he didn't have time to die. Finally, he finally hoped to give birth to a son, and it turned out to be this breed.God! ! ! After calling out these few words, I pulled Xiaobai over, "Here, will the gas gather to form glue?" As soon as something related to brutal violence was mentioned, this guy immediately straightened his back and raised his chin arrogantly, as if he was delivering the acceptance speech for the best practitioner on the Oscar stage, and said slowly: "The one who gathers gas and becomes glue , I am born with the root of wisdom..." When he finishes blowing this general method, we should stop saving people and bury people instead.He grabbed his eyelashes and hurried away, and when he reached the end of the corridor, he kicked the glass wall into pieces, and Bai Ai's huge body was thrown out with a whoosh, and he instructed loudly, "Go up and see where it's cracked, and repair it if it's cracked." repair." An hour later, Bai Qi and I stood on the small square under the building and looked up. It was pretty good. Two Leaning Towers of Pisa were glued together. Hong Kong is such a bad place. One has no creativity, and rectification is conducive to the development of community culture. Bai Qi was choked by the ashes, but he was quite satisfied with the result of his hard work. He pointed and clicked, "Look, the transparent support effect on the corner over there is very avant-garde. Look at this wall again. There are a lot of broken lines, but the surface presents a smooth gel-like effect, which highlights the internal structure and is full of post-modernity. It really is a master's work, hahahaha." When I said these words, it was like several thunderbolts on a sunny day, which made my eyes dazzle, "Xiaobai, do you actually have research on architecture?" He shook his head honestly, "It was about last month that my father forced me to eat books in a hurry. I must have eaten two more books about architecture. Those words came out of my mouth, I don't know what they mean." After appreciating it, I was in a good mood, and suddenly remembered that my mother seemed to be hanging in the air, and the real soul was gone on the top beam.Seeing that there was no one around, I quickly jumped up and walked around the glass exterior wall of the building, with sharp eyes, and shouted to remind me from below, "It's on your head, on your head." Sure enough, the grandma's sushi was hanging above me impartially. The stuffing in the bread was so strong that it was still drooling in sleep.It is really admirable. Before I could attract the attention of others, I carried my old lady on my back and hurried down to the ground, and waved to Xiaobai from a distance, "See you later." In a blink of an eye, he stepped forward, with one hand stuck to the wall, his body in the air Swaying, "See you later? I forgot to talk about the business for a long time. I'm here to pick you up to choose your life pool. You are the one who has been ordered." Choose life pool. At the top of Fox Mountain, the Tianmen opens every seven hundred years, and it is for the Fox Clan.On that day, the four elders of the clan, Tiandi Xuanhuang, opened an altar to offer sacrifices, prayed for the clan, and selected the person who was appointed—that is, the decider of the fate of the fox clan for 700 years. In these two short sentences, there are many ambiguous words, but many frightening words are used, such as, seven hundred years, four elders, sacrifices, prayers, and the worst thing is: destiny! I pulled my abandoned little hand and blew my eyebrows at him—blowed his eyebrows and stared, "Tell you, my destiny is to serve this dead old woman Guixi, and then go to open a dating agency as a full-time matchmaker, don't bother me , or burn your hair off." He was unmoved, and calmly said after me: "If you can burn my hair off, you can go to be my old man's successor. It will also save me from eating one or two thousand books a month, and eat my stomach It’s broken. Hey, hurry up and pack your luggage, don’t work hard and I’ll catch you.” Xiaobai never lied in his life, and I really couldn't beat him, so it would be a lie to say that he was not discouraged.Dumbly took the old lady to the apartment lobby to have a look, the elevator failed for granted, the building administrator was calling the Urban Construction Bureau to look at the dilapidated house, countless neighbors poured out, tents took tents, half naked half naked , were all terrified.I entered the safety ladder without saying a word, and struggled to climb up. Along the way, I heard the snoring in the quilt roll and the sound of the little white eyelashes rattling and sweeping the dirt on the ground. The most ecstasy. My mother is old. No one knows this better than I do. Every minute I watched the loss of her life, as indistinguishable as the passing water.At any time, when she laughs, when she cries, when she is lying, when she is in a daze.Her limited vitality is turbulent like a thin bowl of milk, which is constantly spilled and then evaporated.In the end, I will be left with an empty bowl bottom, blue and white porcelain, cold. I doted on her for that.As if she doted on me. It was a long time ago, humans like to say, a long time ago. Bee Club, the nightclub where she used to work. At that time, it was the hottest place in the city, singing and singing every night, and the towers were lit up. If she ever had a dream in her life, I guess it was to be the most popular girl in that occasion. Of course, she has seen the bitterness and blood and tears in it, but the fate of being swept away by the little boy after the glory seems to be better than cleaning the filthy floor after drinking for the rest of her life. That's her job. She must have thought that.Unfortunately, most of the ideals will not be successful. That nightclub closed after three years.Her only harvest is a child picked up from the garbage dump in the back alley. it is me. Xiao Bai sat down in the living room, and began to eat the bean dregs cake that he had been holding in his hand. It was covered with dust, but it didn't affect his appetite at all. He squeaked and praised constantly.Considering his physical strength, I didn't bother to tell him that it contained a large dose of arsenic, which was intended to poison rats.While eating, he asked, "Hey, how did you escape from Fox Mountain thirty years ago? How could you not be found after so many years of searching?" I widened my eyes, "What? How did I escape? Didn't I get kicked off by your father?" He was no less interested in gossip than my mother, and immediately came over, "What? My dad kicked you? But the elders said that you ran away by yourself, and turned into a baby in order to dissipate your mana so as not to be tracked down." history!It's a novel written by those in power!This is a stark example.Filled with righteous indignation, I murmured such a sentence, rolled my eyelids, and found that Xiaobai had frozen into a film film full of interest, staring at me burningly, I had no choice but to explain, "Actually, it's nothing, I'm just playing games with the Fox King, your father happened to be I bumped into it, misunderstood for a while, and chanted a powerful flavored wind sickness spell, and I was swept here to be a BB." He wondered, "What kind of game does the consequences of playing are so serious?" I was silent for a while, and finally told him, "Jing Ke assassinates Qin." When Xiaobai let out a smirk, his mother woke up, her face was still covered with paste, and she came out of the bedroom. She was stunned for more than ten minutes, and then slowly said: "Ninny, I'm hungry." .” This is ten o’clock in the evening, and we went to eat at the end of shopping at seven o’clock in the afternoon.The appetizer chef's salad, the main course is pan-fried mushrooms in olive oil, lamb chops with herbs, and tiramisu for dessert. She ordered two, plus aperitifs and coffee. She was so stretched that I needed to carry it back. Right now, she was actually hungry again.I ignored her and just meditated looking at the sky outside the window.As a result, she was self-reliant, ran to the kitchen by herself, ran out again, with a mysterious smile like Mona Lisa, and soon there was a loud "bang", and I knew with my toes that she opened the microwave door again Boiled eggs. I went in listlessly to clean up the mess, the remains of eggs were all over the sky, stuck to the wallpaper floor, and couldn't be scraped off without a knife.If I hadn't been well-trained, I would have smashed my head to the ground and passed away.Turning to look at Xiaobai who followed, "Is there any way?" He swallowed the last bite of bean dregs cake without saying a word. He poked his fingers straight out and drew a circle in the sky. A low, sharp whistling sound faintly resounded in the center of the circle, spreading in all directions like a balloon explosion, blowing the whole world in a blink of an eye. The kitchen is included in the sphere of influence, and when Xiaobai's fingers hang down, not to mention mere eggs, even the old sludge accumulated on and off the stove for decades will disappear completely.The brightness of the entire kitchen is more than double that of the outside.He shrugged his shoulders, "Fengji Curse, it seems to be good for cleaning." Seeing that he seems to have the potential to become a new generation of family cooks, I immediately hit the snake with the stick, "Yes, yes, look at how beautiful the kitchen has become all of a sudden, why don't you live with us in the future .The rice I cook is delicious." Hearing the word rice, saliva rolled down his throat, which made me almost have the illusion of being coaxed, but the reality is always so cruel. After a moment, he said coldly: "In the eighth year of Huli Chengtian, I Leading the army to fight in Jinglong Field, we won a big victory, the enemy served more than a thousand catties of top-quality ingredients such as dragon liver and phoenix brain, and the elders of the tooth-eating clan begged for surrender, but they couldn't get it, hmph, not to mention the food you cook." The previous passage was vague, half-literate, half-literate, and non-literate, which made people suffocate, but I still understand a few keywords, such as the tooth-eating tribe.The top Yiya masters in the non-human world, the food they cook, the most advanced ones can bring back life and death——I remember this sentence has always been printed in the external brochures of the Yaya Clan. Its specific meaning is that it can Let the dead come back to life when they smell the fragrance, and you can also cook meat with only bones. (Note: The meaning here is made up by idiots and non-human beings, readers should not be misled) As if feeling that the blow to me wasn't miserable enough, Bai Qi clapped his hands and said, "Hurry up and pack it up, I'll pick you up in an hour." He lightly jumped onto the kitchen window behind him, and quietly disappeared into the night middle. Almost at the same time as he disappeared, another bolt of colorful lightning rushed towards the window, accompanied by howling like a weasel whose tail was stepped on, "Don't go on the window sill, it's dangerous." That's my mother.The whole person leaned on the window sill and looked out, then turned around with a stupid and confused expression, "Did you see someone jump out from here?" and gestured, "Just sitting in the living room The guy who ate the cake was dressed in white, tall, and his eyelashes were longer than his hair." I shook my head innocently and told her, "Judging from your description, you clearly saw ghosts, and your luck is low recently, so burn some incense." On the one hand, on the other hand, he was in a mess.Bai Qiyan must do what he says, and his mana is so deep that I couldn't match it many years ago. Counting for an hour, even if I use the highest level of Flying to avoid it, I will probably be intercepted halfway. It's not that I want to escape, the key point is that there is a mother who moves three kilometers per hour.What should she do. All my hesitation, hesitation and unwillingness were reduced to three words, which were nothing more than "what to do". I have seen countless human beings. Some are smart, some are powerful.Some are very beautiful. They are unscrupulous, occupy a lot of resources, and go to the farthest and most dangerous places. Write the most difficult book to read. Every inch of land and every drop of sea water in the world is stained with their wisdom, ambition, courage and the blood of others.Spoiling the ground, in exchange for a moment of prosperity. Humans are so cruel and decisive. Therefore, he can become the king of all living beings. That's pretty much the impression they gave me.So you can imagine how weird it was when I first met my mother. I was a baby back then.Lying in a dark, dank, narrow back alley, surrounded by stinking garbage, with nothing to do but look around.Thinking about Master Bai's chanting of the Fengji mantra was really wonderful, worthy of the culmination of countless years of skill, not only instantly rolled me out of Fox Mountain for countless kilometers, but also transformed into a fierce over-the-shoulder fall at the end, throwing me down Jiu Xiaoyun, pity me for my little practice, which is just enough to save my life, and I don't care about anything else, even the fox-shaped original body has been transformed.Vicious, really vicious.Aren't I just playing games, even the old Fox King didn't say anything, of course it was retreating to survive the catastrophe at that time, and it couldn't say anything when it was angry. Fortunately, it seems that there are not many people here.I'll just wait slowly until Yuanshen recovers. The first thing I do when I go back is to make a slingshot and smash all the window panes of Master Bai's house. When I was thinking happily, I suddenly rose from the ground. This kind of feeling made me very uncomfortable. I obviously didn't use the flying technique, and I didn't read the wind control formula. I didn't even use my feet. How could I suddenly reach a height of about 1.6 meters on the ground?I later learned that human infants generally have such an imaginary flight experience, probably a little nostalgia for the loss of wings when they evolved from birds.I turned my head with difficulty and saw my mother.My mother is twenty years old. A product that was stamped "obsolete" on a God-created production line. But there is a pair of pure and kind eyes. Or pretend that I read deeply, so to speak, she has a pure and kind heart. How else would you explain her behavior?Picking up an abandoned baby of unknown origin and going home, I spent my only ten dollars on buying milk for her on the way. I was hungry in the middle of the night, and I was talking in my sleep, calling for tofu, loofah and shrimp.The next morning, I ran out to borrow money from my co-workers, but I still bought milk. I just couldn't believe my eyes.If it weren't for the sweetness of the milk in my mouth, it was hard to ignore, and I couldn't believe my own mouth. She just hugged me like that, smiling, wearing a pair of greasy twisted blue work pants, an old plaid shirt, her hair was braided, and she had a big face.Although I can't bear it, I still have to say that just by looking at her appearance, one can tell that her IQ index will never exceed ninety.When feeding me milk, the worker next to her who lent her money said anxiously: "Don't drink too fast, you will choke if you drink too fast, hey, you eat well, and you didn't choke." I stopped to watch my courage to eat milk, and the worker continued to persuade: "Suzhi, you should send her to the orphanage. Don't let her go until she is half dead by you. Did you pick up less before?" This statement is really dangerous. Could it be that this aunt has infant abuse?Although I am relatively resistant to ordinary abuse methods, human nature is full of colors and nature is amazing.Capsizing in the gutter is not good. With such a worried fox heart, I was carried home by her again.To be precise, it is not a home, but a corner of the attic on the top of the building. The roof is made of iron sheets, and countless rotten things are stuffed inside. In terms of clutter, it is no different from the garbage dump I was lying on. This good man named Suzhi probably remembered that he still had a job to do, so he hurried downstairs. I sighed and floated up.Swipe your hands and feet twice.According to this situation, I should be able to float back to Fox Mountain after spending half a year.But why should I go back?There are many relatives, but none of them really care about me. What do you do when you go back?Do you go to Houshan every now and then to study with Bai Qi and Qin Li?Or to be precise - eating books?I'm a picky eater, and I've never eaten as fast as Xiaobai and the others. Or I can just stay here, in the arms of people, with the warmth that I have never had in my memory. I didn't know that recalling the past would take so much time. When I recovered from my daze, the kitchen was as quiet as water, the clock was ticking like wings, and Xiaobai had returned. He stood by the door and looked at me with sympathy in his eyes. A little sympathy.It felt strange.Or maybe I'm misunderstanding. Yet he held out his arm, "South America, come." If you don't pass, you will probably be hit by his "Thunder Control" spell, making your two eyeballs dangle under your nose, right? Leaning in his arms, behind the clothes, his heart beats at a frequency I am familiar with, very slow, very slow, very slow, but it keeps beating continuously, as if it is a hope that will never die, although it is slim, it is It will definitely come.Also like going back to my childhood.Fighting with Qin Li's brothers, or Zhuang Lian's sisters bullying me, no matter how embarrassed I was at the time, I felt that Bai Qi would fall from the sky the next moment and cover me. There are four families of the fox family, the Qin family is in charge of wealth, the Bai family is in charge of soldiers, and the Zhuang family is in charge of foreign affairs.I don't know about Dick's Palm Shrimp.In the fox family, I seem to be the only one whose surname is Di. Why can I still be listed in the top four? It is said that my ancestors have made great contributions.It is said that in order to maintain the fighting power of the descendants of the Fox clan, the Presbyterian Council above the four gates will draw lots every 100 years to randomly specify which two surnames are enemies with each other.This bullshit rule is really bad for me-forever two punches and four claws.As for Bai Qi, Bai Qi has practiced for the 160th year and only his father can beat him casually.After knocking his opponent away, he has a peculiar, non-fox-like habit—he wants to hug me. Time in the world seems to pass more slowly. In just thirty years, it is more vicissitudes than hundreds of years.I vaguely recalled the golden ecliptic lotus on Fox Mountain, which bloomed in midsummer, shining brightly in the God Realm above the nine heavens. I begged in vain: "Let me stay for another twenty years, her body has been destroyed by labor in her youth, her life span is short, let me send her back to heaven, okay?" Xiaobai shook his head.The exaggerated part of the face gradually faded away, and the clean and mellow face that I was familiar with appeared - with gentle and narrow eyes, flashing purple light and shadow, unfathomable. He shook his head, "The Fate Selection Pond opens every seven hundred years, shocking the four worlds, and you don't choose the time because of the world. If you miss it, the consequences will be disastrous. The elders ordered me to escort you there to ensure a smooth trip. South America, it's time to go .” My mother is sitting in the bedroom.When I entered, she suddenly turned her face and called me very lovingly, "Daughter, come here." She had never been clever, and she did not have the kind of wit and wisdom that the world admires.However, he has a straight and fairy face, and after removing the heavy makeup, he smiles slightly, and looks like a fairy.I walked over, knelt down, put my palm on her face, and said, "Mom, I'm going on a business trip." After she couldn't clean, I got a job selling goods in a small shop to support her.Everyone calls me little sister, but I don't have a correct name.If she is willing, she can actually live a life unimaginable by any wealthy person in this world-not to mention turning stone into gold, there is no problem in robbing two banks at will.But she may not want to.No matter the cornucopia or the cash cow, she can't see it. Take more cash and go home, and make me kneel on the washboard to admit the petty theft.I am a majestic and noble fox, even if my mana is restored, it is useless. I am reduced to selling fake DG in foreign trade shops on the street, and I let go of my voice to the bustling people every day: "Pass by, don't miss it! One hundred yuan a piece." Depressed or not?Fortunately, she likes it very much. Such a job requires a business trip in the middle of the night?I'm worried about her asking back. But she didn't. She just looked at me happily.He rubbed his fingers against my face and said, "Be safe and come back early." Rising to the high sky shrouded in hazy starlight, my clothes fluttered, and it was extremely cold. I stared at one of the lights of thousands of families for a long time, and couldn't bear to stay away.Suddenly, there was a hot pain in my heart. I held my chest, extremely surprised.The hair on the back stood up, but fortunately, it was immediately smoothed by Bai Qi beside him. He smiled at me, "Does your heart hurt?" "I planted a green scorpion talisman on the hearts of you and your mother. If there is a big crisis for each other, no matter thousands of miles away, I will empathize with each other. At that time, I will send people from my family to solve the problem. You don't have to worry too much about her." Strange, I always thought that Bai Qi was a single-celled animal, why did he become so considerate after seeing him for a while?白弃对此置疑耸一耸肩，不置可否。嗯，也许是青春期已经结束了吧，难道他的愚蠢跟人类脸上的豆子一样，会随年龄消退的？ 未及想完，脑子上已经挨了数个暴栗。出手真重。我哀号几声，愤愤问他，“我们去哪里？是不是回狐山？是不是回去就可以把命选了？” 他摇摇头，手指在我手臂上下一掠，随眼而望，之前承赐的紫印痕迹仍在，而且颜色越来越深了，隐隐似焚烧。我很不爽，“喂，兄弟，以后打招呼不要这么热情似火。你的元神之印怎么拿出来随便玩？”他不以为然，“打你个头的招呼，不过留个记号怕你跑。”看看，什么叫声名在外。 他拉住我，“出发吧，选命池行程第一分站：九乌神殿。” 分站？interesting?原来闹半天我和小白踏上了伟大的F-1狐族世界巡回锦标赛兼铁人拉力赛程。第一站，九乌神殿，座驾：法拉利超时空版，驱动动力：狐狸爪子，人与非人两界的观众倾巢而出，乘坐着彩霞和大型热气球，围在赛道两旁对参赛选手不停欢呼喝彩，终点处摆着以纯金与无数魔力钻石所镶嵌成的奖杯…… 产生了这样的联想，直接暴露了我在人间的业余活动无聊，好死不死才会看那么多垃圾电视。遗憾地吧嗒了两下嘴，高空中稀薄的空气使我稍微有点发晕，忍不住叫起来，“小白，你飞慢一点好不好？我脚底摩擦很大，会起火的。” 他转过头来怪异地看着我，“南美，开玩笑要讲点技术，你第一次用风御咒的速度已经比这个更快。” I didn't say anything. 仍然怕。 但法咒的力量在血脉中游走鼓荡，沛然哗然。贯通发挥，无可抵抗。我亦深深领会。 或者只是不习惯吧。人间的三十年。好笑吗，为了完整体会人类的生命过程，我不辞辛苦地学习过爬，走和跑，用两条腿。由于进步速度惊人，我娘认为我是天才运动型，憧憬了三十年我在奥运会上举起奖杯的场景，至今还指望。我渐适应那种战战兢兢的行动方式，永远与土地连接，依靠，安全感十足。自由享受空间的快意，很容易被那样安全的踏实感冲淡，大概，狐本来也来自山林陆地，并不是天性就喜欢飞的吧。不然，我怎么会得上飞机恐惧症呢？ 小白显然没有具备任何航班服务人员的好脾气，通常你若自诉晕机，他们会带来一杯香槟，小食品，甚至长时间蹲在你座位旁边，听你说一些无意义的呓语，直到气流颠簸过去——如果你坐的是头等舱的话。他对于我愚蠢的恐惧表示彻底的蔑视之余，悍然在我周围发动了“雷动”咒，空气自外而内扭曲成一团，带着隐约的焦黑云色，在我四周疯狂旋转，伴随巨大的爆炸声，如果我不及时从爆炸中心点跑掉的话，身上很快会出现无数类似紫之印章那样的痕迹，最后变成一头脆皮烤狐狸，命也不要选了，让白弃直接拎回去清明祭祖吧。 生命处于直接威胁之下，就会发挥出超乎寻常的力量，人与狐狸，概莫能外。向着雷暴中唯一的出口，一鼓作气飚出数百公里，我停下来大喘气，身后小白气定神闲的姿态看在眼里，真是不平。他怪有趣地看着我，“南美，你真行。” 我认为这是一句反讽，谁知是正评。原来我埋头猛闯之余，沿着唯一可走的方向，不但快速而且精准，据小白说已经来到九乌神殿的上空，至于我是如何做到这一点的，那才真是天晓得。 装模作样按下云头——这是西游记里我最喜欢的一个动作，虽然我会飞，但只是靠咒语驱动风的力量，决计不可能跑去按人家云的头。为了这个原因，我甘冒被全族人人诛之的风险，承认猴子比狐狸高级。 有法术，的确是一件相当神奇的事情，按常识来说，从地表A地搭坐飞机，无论哪个航空公司的，往任何一个方向飞上一两个时辰，都会到达地表B地。撞上山或掉进百慕大都算。但不是喔，我这么自助飞了一会，落地一看，眼前是任何人类都不会看到的场景。 九乌神殿。 听到九乌神殿，普通人大抵都会肃然起敬，联想起天上九个太阳交相辉映的盛况，那时候世界上一定不会有南极北极这种地方，爱斯基摩人大约是在哪座山上讨生活，抓到什么都丢进海里活煮，连盐都不用加。 事实上，此神殿与人家太阳伯伯没虾米关系，真正有关系的，是九只好大的乌龟。 传说中非人界创世神的九只宠物龟，是不是绿毛或金背不知道，但千年万载，时间使乌龟变成立于不败之地的先知，配享神殿，供粉丝膜拜。 我一直以为这只是传说，今日竟亲眼得见。 面前的神殿，通体纯黑色，其造型乃是九只石头乌龟尾部相接成一个空巢，高十余米，团团相向为一个合抱，各向九个方向伸长脖子，高昂起头，眼珠突出，大阔嘴巴含笑，状甚鬼马。 正中那只向右一路依次缩小，一直到最小的乌龟脖子上，开了一个很小的门，高不过五十厘米，宽仅三十厘米。朱红色诡异醒目。上面以寥寥几笔线条，画了一个奇怪的符号，粗粗一看呢，很像是一只尾巴绕住脖子的小狐狸。 我疑惑地绕了一圈，想必这是一个异界空间，神殿外无边无际的黄沙旷远，目不可及。有一轮微红的残阳如永恒一般悬挂在天边。我蹲下来摸着微冷的地上，胡乱问小白，“这是哪个沙漠？撒哈拉？罗布泊？” 他不回答我，上天下地到处乱看，尤其在那小门前打望了一阵，忽然蹿过来对我说：“糟糕，殿门已关，我们要多等一晚了。” 他说要多等一晚，就要多等一晚，没有其他解释。我好心提议走远点去找个酒店住住，唱唱卡拉OK消遣一下，所收获的不过是一个白眼。 于是依着石头乌龟坐下，我靠着白弃的肩膀，眯缝眼看那一砣半天没动静的残阳，无比怀念一客咸蛋黄裹明虾。口水蜿蜒而下，滴答到腰间，白弃忽然说：“我也在人间住过。” 我很好奇，“你住哪？洛城？东京？上海？我觉得中国内地比较好，人是多一点，不过热闹……” 他转过头来看我，狐之贵族特有的清亮眼神水一样流淌过我头脸，“不，那是人类的元朝。大都的乡下。有个种田的农夫，特别喜欢做菜。” 会做菜？那不是好吸引你？我嗤的一声笑出来，想起他刚才吃豆渣蛋糕的投入神情，心中微感后悔——昨天上街采购，实在应该下重手提高我家恩格尔系数的，以食诱，说不定可以把他拖多两天，我也可以先帮我妈妈找个好阿姨。 小白对我的忽喜忽叹不置一词，静静坐着，良久才答：“是很吸引，所以那年我爹遣我去珍谷存军费，回途我冒了犯军纪被抽筋的危险，跑去那人家里，住了一年。” 我下巴一掉掉到了胸口，抬抬回去，怪叫一声，“什么？那次你突然失踪，原来是去人家家里吃饭了？你不怕死吗？” 他点点头，说出了几个好震撼的字，“吃比死更致命。” 我倘若是他爹，说不定马上要气绝当场。堂堂狐狸，跑去人家家里当宠物，所贪无它，不过是一个寻常农夫手制的寻常饭菜，何况那是元朝，蒙古铁蹄过处，农业凋敝，百不遗一，会有什么正经东西可吃，大是疑问。不过转头看到小白在橙色光霭中微微出神的样子，我也释然，一定有什么值得他那样做，我不理解，并不意味着可以否定。 他不知道在想什么，又是好久，慢吞吞说：“我住了一年，然后有天，这农夫在路上得罪了几个蒙古人，给活活打死了，尸首拖回家里，几乎认不出来样子。” 他声音漠然，浑无半点感情，只是像我这样与他血脉相熟的，才听得到其中的森森寒气，是雷霆之下，血腥之上，狐之斗神独特的幽微怒意。 握住他的手，那是一双很好看的手，坚硬犹如金钻，灵活犹如闪电，我忽然打了个寒噤，“小白，你不会去杀人，为这个农夫复仇吧？那是犯天条啊。” 幸好他立刻就摇头，“没有。”他站起来，在空中翻了个筋斗，仰头呼出一口气，说道：“物竞天择，强者为胜，人类与非人，向来如此，打人不死，被人打死，我不能插手。” 最后一句话，倒像是为了说服他自己，重复了两遍，一遍比一遍肃杀而低沉，在这一刻，我终于发现，多年暌违，白弃已非纯然我记忆中的那个白弃，不老的躯壳之后，有什么东西慢慢变化，已然使我陌生。 那一晚再没有说话，我缩在乌龟神像的避风处——其实压根就没有风那票东西——睡了又醒，醒了又睡，醒来的时候我总是想，我娘现在在做什么呢，她吃了饭没，会不会孤单？而小白的背影，总是在远远的天边线踟蹰。 直到天色已明。 咸蛋黄包虾现在变成了一只火焰烧鸡团。天地间明净许多，但黄沙万里，仍无涯可见。小白站在我面前嘿嘿发笑，“南美，擦擦口水，看你睡成那个傻样子。” 我尴尬地讪笑两声，站起来伸了个懒腰，“咱们去哪？”满怀希望地等待他说去吃早点，没有鲍汁凤爪，天九翅盅，豆浆油条也好好好，我实在饿得要死了。 结果他指指那只最小的乌龟上红色那扇门，“喏，你进去这里，我去吃饭。” 这种天上人间的对比，简直叫人恨出鸟来，我顿时怒发冲冠，“有没有搞错！！！我也要去吃饭！” 天杀的白弃好整以暇对着我摆手，“不行不行，你要去选命池啊，古老相传，去选命池前是要爬一次九乌神殿的。” 我白眼一翻，“做虾米？” 他摊手，很无辜，“不晓得喔，你进去就晓得了。” 有诈，有诈啊。我扁着嘴，脚下一步一步往后退，估摸着可以退出他的大规模杀伤攻击范围了，猛然一翻身，扒拉着胳膊我就跑，飞速窜出一两千米，脚下仍是大漠无垠，身后不见风吹草动，不由得疑惑，难道是小白感念旧情，故意放我一马？不敢确认，赶紧用风动诀，看能闪多远是多远，一诀力尽，仍然安然无事，我几乎确定小白是友非敌了，结果刚一落地，四周流沙由静而动，四围汹涌，浑如海啸，狂卷而来，我大惊之下，脚尖用力想要冲出漫天沙浪拥挤，却无处着力，忙要用飞天术，刚离地两米，一大片沙直端端起来，好大一只肉沙掌，拍苍蝇一样拍过来，当场把我拍到地上。扁了。 一旦把我搞趴，小白就出现了，站在旁边捧腹大笑，笑出了眼泪，哼，看我倒霉有那么好笑吗。他过完瘾了蹲下来，慈爱地摸摸我的头，“南美，你刚才那几个应变，嘿嘿，动作优美，连接流畅，很不错很不错，哈哈哈哈。”我费力地把头从沙堆里伸出来，呸呸吐了几口沙子，怪叫一声，“这是怎么搞出来的？”小白把我拉起来，押着往九乌神殿那边走，“沙动，地字系列里的一支，地字你学了多少？” 我悻悻，“肯定没你多。” 他捏我脖子后面的骨头，顺着脊背下去，感叹一声，“真幸福啊，骨头还是软的，不像我，地字一学全，弯腰都卡卡响。” 居然说我幸福，被塞进那扇莫名其妙的门是哪门子幸福？含着眼泪我把头伸出来喊了一嗓子，“给我打个包啊，我要吃咖喱鸡饭。” 喊话时候，我双手扒在那朱红石门上，大半个身子已经隐入内面，脚下空空荡荡，并无依凭，也就是那一刻，掌心所触，猛然有如初溶钢水，烫不可抑。我锐叫一声，双手一松，掉了进去。 一直掉，一直掉。起初惊慌过后，我试图定在空中以观察一下环境，谁知法咒罔效，掉者如故。风声过耳，四周乌漆抹黑，半点光亮也无，我叹口气，心想莫非白弃他爹要狐驭殡天了，遗产继承人写的却是我？不然白弃干啥要带我来这里灭口。遐想中，我不期然发现自己坠落的速度慢慢减低，最后低到了要自己扎个马步，气沉丹田，才能勉强降两公分的地步。我啼笑皆非，无辜地在空中盘旋了一下，正琢磨着何去何从，忽然看到不远处的沉重黑暗里，有一只眼睛正凝望着我。 从人类审美角度观察，这算是一只相当漂亮的眼睛，形状如杏子，眼白清净，眼仁纯黑，睫毛长而浓密——没错，连睫毛都有。对着我猛看半天，活像壁灯。我抓耳挠腮没法判定，干脆一脚踹了过去。很走运，我听到了一声惨叫。而且不是我自己发出来的！ 我立刻大喜，“谁呀，谁呀，出来见个面吧。远来是客，我掉得不容易啊。” 就有声音在很近很近的所在，缓缓说：“咦，银狐来了。” 我是一只银狐。 降生时天有大雪。 我母难产。 我生她去。 循环不爽。 因而不晓音容。 这是小白告诉我的。那时候我们正值百年静定期满，入修行道，天地玄黄四长老驾回狐山，给我们做体检。我第一次注意到，族中大小，只有我的毛发，通体银润，如霜如雪。小白的真身则是紫色。妖艳华贵，骚包非常，摊到他身上，实在是太TMD浪费了。我如此愤愤不平，小白被我唠叨得没法，才告诉我，“你已经很了不起了，你是银狐啊，七百年才有一只好不好，出生还下雪呢，而且为了生你你娘都挂了，知足吧。” 没说完他就给他爹牵了去，留下我一个发晕。身后是我一个人住的洞穴。孤零零的。 不知何方神圣，将我真身说破，洞天即刻别开。原先有一只眼睛所在的地方，忽然亮起来。一个小小的方块，干净利落地白着。接踵似无数路灯在下午七点钟似的，四周次第闪亮，一路绵延，我这才看清楚，这敢情就是一口井。抬头不见天日，下不见底。深黑井壁包围，此时浮现出大大小小的光块。我倒像是进了一只灯管里了。 奇景迷我，一时间眼花缭乱。稍镇定，我细细探察，四面八方光华里，原来都反映着我的影像。咿，什么时候现了真身了，那秀颈灵眸，似笑非笑。银华如雪。毛色体形，都是记忆里自家的样子，不过那神情讽刺，世情通透般，真是陌生。我小小吓了一跳，不由得嘀咕：“这是我吗？” 不期然就有人答：“不是你。” 这声音似是那声音，从脚底下沿着无限的虚空蜿蜒到达我身边，冷冷地说道：“这是七百年前来此洗身的狐族选命者，是你血亲罢？” 我摇摇头，喊了一声，“不认识啊。”空虚中腰背用力撑着，久了便酥软，于是拿尾巴去抚抚周身，那声音便“咦”了一声，“身体这样软弱？谁叫你来的？” 你在暗我在明，原来自摸都会被看到的，我于是愤愤，“我才不想来，喂，你是谁？” 那声音任何变化都没有，缓缓答道：“我是此间的主人之一。” 我顿时笑出来，“乌龟啊。” 在人类社会，称呼人家——尤其男性——是乌龟，说不定就会出现流血事件。而眼下我明明是说实话，对方居然也发飙了。 我猛然再次急速下落。速度之快，眼前成片成片光影相连，风驰电掣，全身的血都涌去脑袋里开会，那感觉难以形容。直到“当啷”一声，到了底。七荤八素，七荤八素，稍微定神，我一寸寸去摸身后的墙壁，触手凉而平，似玻璃质，搜摸良久，一无所获，我这边厢饿得要命，心里气鼓鼓的，急起来，干脆一头向身边最亮的一块光斑撞了过去。 啊啊啊—— 头撞破了，好大一块包从额上拱起来，如此惨重，我乱喊一气也是情有可原。不过听惨叫的规模，吃痛的人，仿佛不止我一个。 面前的光斑，影影绰绰的，翻转起来，门轴上没擦油一样的慢，嘎嘎嘎嘎，掉了个个儿，妈呀，出现在我眼前的，竟然是一只小乌龟。原来那块光斑，是它的壳来着。 严格地说，这不是一只真正的乌龟，这是一只人头乌龟，还长头发，梳两小辫子，乌黑黑的眼滴溜溜地看着我，跟我一样没好气，“你撞我干吗？” 我解释，“我也不是故意的，我就是想出去。” 顺便问它，“刚才是你跟我说话吗。” 它摇头，指指我脚下，“那是三儿，我是漠漠。” 我低头仔细看看，敢情我踩着的也是一只乌龟壳，而且相当之大，不晓得头在哪里，会不会也是一脸郁闷。 推而广之，四面八方的光斑，如出一辙，我从一堆乌龟外爬进来，掉进了一堆乌龟里，这可真是兜兜转转天注定啊。 这么胡乱发感慨，漠漠拿脚点点我，“别啰嗦了，赶紧吧。” 我很火大，“赶紧做什么？” 漠漠歪着头，很奇怪，“你不知道？以前来的银狐都知道的。” 看我不像是吃多了来这里逗它玩，它奋力站起来。吹了一声口哨。啧啧，乌龟吹口哨，多么难得，我应该抓一只出去巡游世界的，怎么都要发一票吧。 口哨声回荡狭窄井膛，分外响亮，余音袅袅许久不消，扶摇直上，我注意到声音传达到的地方，有七块纵行排列的光块逐一变色，本来是白，渐次成纯红如血。再次安静的时候，漠漠问我，“都准备好了，来，朋友，该你答题了。” 题目是这样的：在我眼前，次第而上铺开那七块红色光斑，分别代表着珍宝，才智，幸运，寿命，感情，美丽，荣耀。 如果要放弃其中一样，你会先选择什么。 选命不是说要去选命池吗？莫非可以在这里就搞定？漠漠不给回复，只虎视眈眈地瞪着我的嘴。要答案。乌龟硬上弓啊。 掂量着那七样玩意儿，我愁眉苦脸，看起来样样都重要，其实样样又不重要，尤其是现在，我终于转过头问漠漠，“能不能给个蛋炒饭我选。” 不出所料，这个要求被大力地否决了——真的很大力，娘啊，原来乌龟咬起人来是这么痛的。 蛋炒饭没得吃，真令人心碎，我赶紧选了珍宝。不能吃的，就是最没价值的。 以为这就买定离手了，荷官漠漠却一点没有到此为止的意思。 继续问：“剩下六样，再放弃一样。” They come, the security.选就选，怕你啊。张口就说：“寿命。” 她看我一眼，“不怕死？” 我耸耸肩，“要死临时来，怕什么怕。” 漠漠乌龟对我的大无畏精神多少有点佩服，点点头，说：“继续，下一样你能够放弃的是什么。” 我抬头看看那些闪亮的红色光斑，已经熄灭了两盞，心里忽然微微一沉，但还是很快说：“荣耀。” 不用解释，没有喘息。continue. 我的额头泌汗，伸手摸了一把，咬牙说：“才智。” 漠漠乌龟可能想调节一下现场气氛，问我，“当笨蛋没关系？” 妈的，连当短命狐狸我都不在乎，难道我还会在乎当笨狐狸？ 但是继续放手，继续继续放手，下一样，该是什么。 我的汗越出越多，明明这个里面不热的。 隐约想到，这不是百万富翁电视节目直播，在后者中无论场面多生死攸关，其实都不过儿戏，倘若败北，无非是回家努力上班，或改走犯罪路线，一百万总有机会赚得回。 这一样一样的放弃，是真的，要我一样一样在放弃。 我沉吟良久，说：“幸运。” 漠漠显然吃了一惊。是，我也同意，幸运是最难放弃的东西。无论你有多么愚蠢，迟钝，资质低下，道德败坏，要是老天爷有那么执著，非要让你在九天之上，俯视万千比你优异一百倍的人，你就当之无愧。 但是，我是一只怪狐狸。 就算要一天到晚倒大霉，早早就翘辫子，又笨