Chapter 14 fourteen

Xiaoyue slept on the bed, cried for a while, thought for a while, fell asleep after thinking for a while, woke up and cried again, her eyes were already red and swollen like rotten peaches.Monk Wang cooked the meal and brought her a bowl, but she didn't say anything or turn it over. Monk Wang asked three times, "Do you want to eat?" He slammed the rice and the bowl under Xiaoyue's bed.At the end, he came over and swept the rice on the floor, and poured it into the wooden basin together with the rice in the pot and carried it to the cowshed.When I arrived at the cowshed, I realized that the cow was already dead. He wailed a few times, and went to the field alone, crying.

As soon as Dad left, the yard became very quiet. When the wind picked up, the dead leaves of the vines on the gatehouse hissed.Only then did he and his mother walk in quietly.Caicai also slept for two days, and hei was so thin that there were two holes in his eye sockets, and his eyeballs were terribly yellow.His head was still hurting, and his mother used cupping jars on both temples, and three red blood spots were pulled out between his eyebrows. He stood pitifully by the bed, but couldn't say a word.Caicai Niang said: "Xiaoyue, you heard from my aunt that you want to get up and eat. If you don't eat and lie down like this, your father will feel uncomfortable and your aunt will be in a panic. It's over, it's over, young man In my opinion, this is not necessarily a bad thing. Will they dare to make love in the future? You will recognize who is what from now on! You have to get up, in the yard Go around and eat something; if you hurt your body, how will the two families live? Your father and I are lights in Fengdi, he coughed so hard, and my bronchitis broke out again It’s a gourd man without a mouth, don’t you want you to carry it? You are indispensable in the family! People in the village let them gossip, everyone knows that this is a crime committed by each other, as long as you get along with him I dare not fart anymore."

Xiaoyue just listened, still silent.Cai Cai Niang asked Cai Cai to cook some rice porridge. Cai Cai lowered her head, staggered and couldn't walk steadily, but she went anyway.The porridge was ready, brought it, and placed it next to Xiaoyue's pillow, but Xiaoyue just refused to eat, tears streaming down her face silently. Monk Wang came back from the field and saw this.Then she cried again, and Cai Niang said: "Uncle, what's the matter with you? Don't say anything, don't say anything!" "Did you know? There was a roar on the construction site, trying to knock on the door, and the wild thing scared away!"

"He deserves it, the wolf will eat it!" The two old men sat silently on the steps. After sitting for a while, Cai Cai Niang and Cai Cai went back wiping their tears. Xiaoyue heard their words on the bed, her vision went dark, and she passed out.When I woke up, my head hurt.Over the past few days, she watched her father coughing day and night, and Cai Cai's mother came to see her three times a day, and Cai Cai's appearance made her deeply regret her wrongdoing.She thought: These two families are really pitiful. One has no outsiders, the other has no insiders. They have depended on each other for decades, and she has always been the link between the two families. Rather, it would be a blow to the only hope they had held for many years. If things really got worse, how could the two families be better? How would father go to see Cai Cainiang? Didn't he just help? For this family, for having her as his future daughter-in-law, how much less sleep did he have, and how much more horsepower? Could it be that if this continues, everything will be in vain for him? He was originally Being too honest, being humiliated by some people, can he still live with confidence and strength?

"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry!" However, when her confession occupied her heart, when she recalled over and over again the benefits that had been done to her in the past few years, she also thought of his shortcomings, mistakes and disadvantages. "Why don't you live up to it? Why do you say you can't wake up? You are so dead! You are so unresponsive! I can't warm your cold stone with enthusiasm!" Now, I heard that the door was driven away. Menmen, is he really a bad guy? Where did he go? No father, no mother, no siblings, where does he eat during the day? Where does he sleep at night? What a pain in his heart!?

Xiaoyue thought of Caicai for a while, and Menmen for a while.When thinking about the benefits of talent, one happens to think of the benefits of being talented, and when thinking about the disadvantages of being talented, one happens to think of the disadvantages of being talented.She didn't know how to think about her own heart? She couldn't close her eyes for a whole night, and at the end, she beat herself and twisted herself: "It's all my fault. Why am I not a man? Since I am a woman, why am I not a woman like Old Qin's niece?!" After getting up the next day, she ate a little, then walked out of the door and walked to the mountain ridge behind the village.Buried on the mountain ridge was her mother who could not see Ming Ying.She sat on her mother's grave, staring blankly at the weeds on the grave, at the empty sky, at the Danjiang River under the mountain ridge.The river is flowing unhurriedly, one eddy within another, flowing down; the river is still good, and can flow all the way to the boundless sea.

What is the sea? She couldn't imagine a specific result. The sun was shining on her, it was scorching hot, the damp ground was steaming, and the bees were buzzing in the grass. She lay down and fell asleep hugging the stone of the grave, feeling in a daze that she was hugging her mother's head. " Suddenly, a burst of chaotic shouts woke her up. She raised her head and saw more than ten wooden rafts coming down the Nadan River.The formation is very spectacular, with long snakes in one word, row after row connecting head to tail, each row is equipped with bamboo baskets high, and there is one person standing at the head of the row.The one standing in the first row was the door.

Door door! He stood there, holding a long penny in his hand, his feet were forked, his hair was disheveled, and his naked upper body was shone by the sun, like porcelain light.Ah, why is he in the river, why is he standing in the row? Where did he come from? How could he lead so many people to where? Xiaoyue didn't believe this was true, she rubbed her eyes again and again, Ah, that's him, he didn't run far, he didn't die, he was still standing straight on the wooden raft in the wind and waves! On the bank of the river at the entrance of the village, the villagers stood, cursing him loudly, swearing at him, spitting at him, throwing stones at the center of the river to beat him, yelling for him to come back and explain the matter clearly, and threatening him where to go again Why do you want to sue him for black deeds.The door just ignored and didn't turn around, standing straight at the head of the row.The villagers became more and more angry and ran along the river bank along the wooden rafts. The stones, tiles, and curses flew towards the center of the river together.

Xiaoyue closed her eyes, unable to bear to watch this scene. "I killed him again, I killed him again!" But she couldn't figure it out, where was he going? He really became a broken jar, what kind of black deed did he really go to?