Chapter 36 Thirty-six

As soon as Du Changfa left Yanjing Food City in the car, Li Chunqiang said to Xiao Tong who was sitting alone in the back seat. "Now that we have contacted them, your task is considered complete. You have done a good job in this section, and we will give special thanks to you when you solve the case in the future. Basically, you don't need to work on the next stage of work." Participated. When we need your help, we will find you again, ah." Li Chunqiang's praise and thanks, to Xiao Tong's ears, seemed too routine.But he didn't care, he didn't do it for a few words of praise and thanks.To be honest, his devotion to this case now is completely from the heart.If he agreed to be an undercover agent at first just to make Qingchun happy, then now, he feels that this job has made him mature gradually.Compared with the past, his thoughts, feelings and attitude towards life are also very different.Things that I didn't believe in or care about in the past, such as patriotism, justice, responsibility, etc., now don't feel empty, and they are very heavy in my heart.

He didn't expect to meet some old classmates by accident in the food city.He really wanted to cry when he saw his classmates.Everything in the past is unbearable.He was sensitive to the fact that these old classmates and old friends had obviously confirmed the rumors about him and the rich girl Ouyang Lanlan to Yu Wenhuan. In their eyes, there was both surprise and envy, but also indifference and contempt.In the eyes of some people.He changed suddenly and became a pompous young man who haunts high-end restaurants and luxury restaurants.In the eyes of others, he is an "addict" who sells himself for glory and lives on "soft food".Those disdainful eyes made him feel like a light on his back.He really wanted to tell them what he was here for.They would not have thought that he was also going through life and death for the country and society!The contempt on his classmate's face made him even feel that this undercover mission, which he had been taking as an extra burden in the past, has now become the only honor that can allow him to regain his self-esteem and inner balance.

So he showed unprecedented enthusiasm in front of Li Chunqiang.He leaned his body between Li Chunqiang and Du Changfa who were sitting in the front seat, and volunteered to ask for instructions: "Didn't you ask me to invite Ouyang Lanlan to come today and pretend that she will help you bargain? By the way, I asked her to inquire about Lao Yuan for me Their reaction to today's meeting, so she may still look for me in the next two days. Should I contact her again?" Li Chunqiang said: "Don't take the initiative to look for her. If she looks for you, there is no need to avoid it. If she says anything, you can tell us in time. In addition, you should stay at home until the case is over. We will not look for her." Don't look for us, and don't look for Captain Ou. You still have to prevent them from following you. If they find out that you are in contact with the police, you will be in trouble. Okay!"

Xiao Tong let out a groan in his throat. They drove him home, dropped him off at the street corner, thanked him again, and slammed the gas pedal away.Xiao Tong knew from the conversation between Li Chunqiang and Du Changfa on the road that they went directly to report to the "boss"'s house. Xiao Tong stood on the street and looked at his watch, it seemed that it was not too late.He didn't go home, but stopped a passing "Noodle" and came to Ou Qingchun's house. When he went upstairs, he listened carefully to the movement in Qingchun's father's room door. There was the faint sound of the TV set inside. He hoped that the old man was watching TV alone in the room.He gently knocked on Qingchun's door, and then waited anxiously for half a minute.Qingchun opened the door and was surprised to see him standing in the dark, why are you here so late?He suppressed his voice and said, please keep your voice down, let me in, don't let your father hear you.

Qingchun let him into the room, she was already wearing loose pajamas like tulle, she was as pure and beautiful as an ambassador, so that Xiaotong felt very sexy.His eyes lingered on her in a daze for a while, and for some reason he suddenly thought of those prostitutes in the Imperial Capital Nightclub. It was so over-smeared, and everyone likes to wear the kind of black leather shorts, revealing the fleshy waist, which can't arouse his interest at all, and sometimes even makes people feel disgusted.He thinks that Qingchun's heroism when she was wearing a police uniform, and her current whiteness and elegance, are the ones that will really make a man's heart flutter.He believes that men's hearts are all based on some kind of fantasy.

Qingchun was also watching TV, she let him into the living room, let him sit down on the sofa, and asked: "Why are you so sneaky, didn't you go to Yanjing Food City with Captain Li today?" Xiao Tong said yes, and sat down on the sofa, and briefly described the situation when he met them in the food city just now.Qingchun asked: "Captain Li and the others sent you here?" "Ah, no, I came by myself." Xiao Tong said, "I was afraid that you would miss this, so I came here to tell you." "Be careful if someone follows you. If someone comes here with you and asks the neighbors during the day and finds out that I am a policeman, the case will be troublesome."

Xiao Tong was sullen, and said with lowered eyelids, "You know you care about the case." Qingchun smiled: "I also care about you. If you are going to be exposed, you will be the first to be unlucky. I'm not trying to scare you. The current drug trafficking case is characterized by guns and drugs. Drug dealers are all holding their heads up. Guys who play their lives, it can be said that they dare to do anything." Xiao Tong said: "I paid attention when I came. I got out of the car all the way, and walked in all by myself. There was absolutely no one following me."

Qingchun said: "It's not a big mistake to be careful, you know?" Xiao Tong said, "Ah." Both of them turned their eyes to the TV, but they didn't seem to be paying attention to watching it. No one could find a suitable topic for a while.Qingchun asked, "Drink water?" Xiao Tong shook his head, he said: "Qingchun, we have been together for so long, there are some things you have never said to me directly." Qingchun turned to look at him: "What did you say?" "Do you really like me?" "What do you say?" "I said you liked me earlier, but you never said it yourself."

Qingchun paused for a moment, then asked back: "I don't like you, so I brought you here to hang out?" Xiao Tong was basically satisfied with this answer, but he still felt unsatisfactory, and asked again: "Then, do you love me?" Qingchun watched TV and didn't answer. Xiao Tong said, "Should I not ask that?" Qingchun tilted her head and asked back, "You came here so late to ask this?" Xiao Tong twitched a bit, and said, "I'm always on the verge of being up and down, and I need you to give me an answer. Do you love me?" But Qingchun didn't answer for a long time, and after thinking for a long time, he said, "Do you want to know? Then let me tell you: You must give up the drug completely, completely! I will answer you. This is the most important thing in your life now." An important task, before you complete this task, you should not think about anything else. It is unrealistic to think about it.”

Xiao Tong's face turned red, then turned pale again, and he whispered timidly: "I, I have already quit." "No, you just got off to a good start, and you can't say that there is no possibility of relapse. It will take time." Xiao Tong hesitated for a long time, and said hesitantly: "If, if, Ouyang Lanlan and the others insisted on forcing me to smoke, they used this to test me. I smoked a little in order to cheat their trust. This, this can't be considered a relapse, right? .Of course, I mean hypothetical." Qingchun smiled, "Stop making excuses like this. Don't play tricks on me, don't forget what I do."

Xiao Tong murmured and didn't dare to continue.Qingchun suddenly asked with a serious look: "Didn't you get addicted again?" Xiao Tong shook his head like a rattle, "No!" Qingchun smiled and said, "Don't scare me." Xiao Tong's excited mood when he came here is gone now.It wasn't until he left Qingchun's house that he realized that the clothes on his back were soaked with sweat.He wanted to explain to Qingchun the process of being forced to take drugs in the nightclub in the capital, but the two sentences between him and Qingchun broke his courage.He thought that even if Qingchun could understand him, if she knew that his addiction had come up again, she wouldn't love him anymore.It's not hard for someone with a drug addiction to get some understanding and sympathy, but who's to love! He took the subway for a while in despair, changed another bus stop, and when he returned to his home, he realized that his stomach was empty.In the evening, he hardly cared about what to eat in Yanjing Food City, but he didn't feel very hungry.There was only one thought tossing in his mind, that is, while the case was not over and he was alone at home, he would get rid of the drug addiction that Ouyang Lanlan and Lao Yuan had forced out this time as soon as possible, and return to Qingchun's house Before that, restore the results of detoxification to the original level. He knows that this time the drug rehabilitation is more difficult than the last time, because the last time was in the drug rehabilitation center, but this time he has to fight alone.This is a test of your willpower.He kept warning himself, and encouraged himself.Over and over again, I made all kinds of psychological preparations for the pain I would face.Instead of looking for something to eat, he fidgeted and waited with dread for the addiction to come.In order to avoid the onset of drug addiction when performing tasks, he had already smoked one before going to Yanjing Food City in the evening, and six or seven hours had passed since then. Swear: the one in the evening is the last one, never smoke again, never smoke again!At one o'clock in the morning, he began to feel dizzy obviously, his ears were buzzing, as if he was going to be deaf, tears kept streaming out, and his nose was filled with clear snot.His whole body felt tense and cold, and the skin of his limbs seemed to have countless small bugs crawling back and forth, which was extremely itchy.And there was a pain in the bones that I couldn't figure out the source of.He endured it with all his strength, calling Qingchun's name while moaning.He tossed and turned in bed all night, and fell asleep exhausted at dawn.He didn't sleep well, and his sleep was intermittent and ambiguous.In a daze, he came to the Cherry Villa again. The sky was overcast and rainy. He heard Ouyang Lanlan's miserable cry in the rain. This cry made him suddenly realize that the Cherry Villa had become a ruin in a monster movie. The sound of the wind is bubbling, and the fox is running like a snake.Ouyang Lanlan, her skinny father, the potbellied Lao Huang, the greasy-faced Lao Yuan, and the green-faced Fang Jianjun all came here like wandering spirits.Desolate houses and ruins, cold rain and green smoke, the sound of footsteps in the empty valley, and the bells and chimes of wild temples ringing in the distance.The desolate bell was getting closer and faster, so that it was deafening at last.When he woke up, he realized that someone's car alarm downstairs had broken down, and the alarm sounded endlessly.He got up and looked at himself in the mirror, maybe he had just walked out of that terrible ghost dream, what he saw in the mirror was a haggard face that could not be distinguished from a ghost! At this moment, the BP machine rang, pulling him back to the real world.It was Qingchun who called and asked him to call back.Not only could he not be excited at this time, but he was struggling.The awakening of consciousness is the beginning of another hell trip for him.He was so sad that he was at a loss again, and there was only a voice in his head that was getting stronger and stronger, which was his own voice: "Suck one, take one, take one..." When he finally The moment he decided to smoke another one, the consciousness of struggling and resisting that was still lingering in his mind instantly collapsed.He stumbled towards the cabinet, opened the drawer, took out the golden box that Ouyang Lanlan gave him, took out a cigarette without delay, lit it tremblingly, and took a deep puff of smoke impatiently into the bottom of my heart.He closed his eyes, and even he could feel his eyelids trembling uncontrollably.He smoked heavily, choking his stomach with each puff.The taste of heroin quickly penetrated and diffused in every cell of the body.He finished the cigarette in just a few puffs, and he lay on the bed, feeling comfortable.But when he got back to normal, he regretted it again, and swore again that this was the last one, and he would never smoke it again, never again! Qingchun asked him to go home for dinner today on the phone, Qingchun's enthusiastic voice made him feel sad and happy, and he asked bitterly: "Why did you think of asking me to go to dinner?" He felt that he was no longer qualified to enter his dream happy. Qingchun said, "Today is a holiday." "What holiday?" "You college student, you don't even know this, it's a very fashionable festival now." "Oh, I know, it's Christmas." "Come, tonight?" Xiao Tong didn't know what answer to use to avoid his conflicted mood, he said indiscriminately: "Your father is so orthodox, let you celebrate this foreign festival?" "Don't say it's this festival when you come. Today happens to be my father and my mother's wedding anniversary. I celebrate it for him every year. Just say I told you." "So I can't send you a Christmas card?" "No, those cards are also very expensive now. Besides, if you want to give it away, you have to give it to my father. He doesn't pay attention to it. There is no need for us to engage in these red tapes." Xiao Tong said: "This is red tape. It is very romantic to send a card to someone you like and write a few words of blessing." Qingchun smiled and said: "Okay, I appreciate your romance. If you are free, you can go there early and help my father prepare. In addition, you still have to pay attention to whether anyone is following you." At this moment, Xiao Tong's mood gradually settled down, and his face became clearer.Although Qingchun despises romance, and only asks him to go early to help "prepare" the wine and so on in a practical way, it gives him a kind of warmth like living at home together.The red tape was removed, but it seemed intimate, so he happily agreed: "it is good!" In the afternoon, he dressed up early and was ready to go to Qingchun's house.Before going out, he hesitated again and again, in order to prevent addiction, he still smoked half a cigarette to make the bottom.He smoked the cigarette when he was fully awake, and his mind was full of contradictions, self-blame and guilt.But he still smoked, and just after smoking, he heard the door was knocked rhythmically a few times, he hurriedly put the remaining half back into the locket and put it back in the drawer.Open the door, no one is outside.A bouquet of red roses lay on the ground.There is a unique ribbon tied on the bouquet of roses, and the knot of the ribbon is a swallow made of flower paper.Underneath the flowers was a Christmas card in an envelope. He knew it was Wen Yan, and he seemed to have vaguely heard the sound of slender footsteps going downstairs quietly.He opened the Christmas card, which was designed very simply, with only a Christmas tree and two fairy-tale bells on it.Between the tree and the bell, there is a line written by hand: "Crying Christmas, be with you." He watched it for a long time, half understanding.Back in the house, I was in a hurry, but I couldn't find a bottle to put the flowers in. Just in case he came back too late, he took another cigarette in the gold box with him before leaving home.He took a bus first, then went to the store after getting off the bus, bought a pocket-sized baby bottle specially designed for feeding small animals, and then changed to the subway.Along the way, he looked left and right until he was sure that no one was following him, then he went straight to Qingchun's house. Qingchun hasn't left work yet.Her father probably knew that he was coming, so he didn't show much surprise or enthusiasm when he saw him.He let Xiao Tong into the house and asked him how he is now and whether he is still taking the medicine.Xiao Tong said he was fine and was still taking the medicine.He handed the bottle to Qingchun's father, and then squatted next to the cardboard box to play with the cat.He said that the little thing grew up without seeing it for a few days. Qingchun's father sat on the bed, watching him play with Xiao Hei like a child.Asked: "Xiao Tong, Uncle is not by your side these days, no one cares about you anymore, have you ever thought about that?" Xiao Tong turned around, feeling a little flustered, so he covered it up by asking knowingly: "What?" His father looked at him without saying a word, the meaning was self-explanatory, Xiao Tong stammered and said: "No no." Father nodded, "Ah, that's good." Xiao Tong turned his head and continued teasing the cat, but his mood suddenly became gloomy.Qingchun's father's questioning and expression cast a tangible and invisible shadow between the two.Xiao Tong didn't see him for a few days, and he didn't know where this estrangement and relationship came from. The father said again: "I heard that you used to have a girlfriend, are you still dating?" Xiao Tong said: "Uncle, I didn't have a girlfriend before. There used to be a neighbor girl who was kind to me, but now I don't have any relationship." After he finished speaking, he looked back at his father. The father's eyes could not tell whether it was doubt or numbness, and he looked at him motionless.Xiao Tong avoided looking like a thief.My father said: "Yes, you have a girlfriend now, and you are a little younger, not to mention that you still have this disease. It is not easy to get rid of this disease. It takes a long time and strong perseverance. You have to do it with all your strength. Go all out. Falling in love at this stage will distract your energy. Besides, it’s hard to say whether you can completely get rid of the root of your disease, how much determination and perseverance you have. Before your disease is cured, you will find a woman My friend, you are not responsible for other people's women. If you are not well, it will also harm her. Do you think this is the truth?" Xiao Tong lowered his head, listened in confusion, and echoed vaguely: "Yes, yes." Fortunately, Qingchun's father stood up and said, "Let's cook." He felt relieved. When helping Qingchun's father cook, Xiao Tong tried his best to be obedient and diligent, but he was no longer as active as before; he didn't dare to let go of small talk, so the inside and outside of the kitchen seemed a bit dull and silent.Even, there was a little nervousness, they burned chicken feet and pork belly, made cold dishes, and made dumplings.The dumplings use two kinds of fillings, pork leek and pork fennel.Father said that he loves the taste of fennel, Xiao Tong said he also likes it, father said that the current quick-frozen dumplings have no taste at all, it is not that kind of feeling at all, Xiao Tong said that is right, the dumplings are still delicious made by oneself. After the dumplings were made, they were placed on a clean newspaper and laid out in one piece. His father said to Xiao Tong, if the garlic is gone, go buy some. You can’t eat dumplings without garlic.Xiao Tong quickly agreed, put on his coat and went out.His father shouted again behind him: "Bring some more bottles of beer!" He went downstairs.It was getting late, and the buildings stood arched under the afterglow of the setting sun, casting huge red and purple shadows.And all the scenery facing the sunset looks extraordinarily delicate.Xiao Tong's state of mind at this time was moved by this delicate and colorful color, and he felt that life was so beautiful after all, but at the same time he felt sorry for himself and felt endlessly sad.He thought, because "it's only near dusk", there is naturally a kind of sadness that cannot be shaken off in the setting sun.In the past, he would never have thought that he would have such a sunset mentality in his youth, and seeing a rosy glow would also arouse his nostalgia for life. If he hadn't seen Li Chunqiang at this time, he might have thought that he had lost his youthful vigor.Jealous and fierce.Li Chunqiang's jeep was parked conspicuously on the side of the road, and he and Ou Qingchun were standing beside the car and chatting.He holds a bouquet of ripe roses in his hand.Smiling and handing it to Qingchun.Qingchun also smiled, and after saying something, she stretched out her hand to take the bouquet of roses.Seeing this, Xiao Tong felt jealous.He hated Li Chunqiang so much!I also hate Qingchun.With his chest up and his head up, he walked fiercely past them, not saying a word but showing off with his face.They saw him.Qingchun asked Xiaotong why are you going?He still glared and said nothing, and walked away with his head held high.He heard Qingchun call him, and Li Chunqiang asked Qingchun: "Did you call him here?" Qingchun didn't answer.Xiao Tong could feel her chasing up from behind.At this time, I heard Li Chunqiang calling again: "Qingchun!" Xiao Tong glanced back, Li Chunqiang called her calmly.Qingchun looked back nervously, but did not stop, and still chased after him. Xiao Tong strode forward.Turning out of the buildings, Qingchun caught up and asked out of breath, "What are you doing, why are you losing your temper!" Xiao Tong didn't answer, just walked away.Qingchun tugged at him, and shouted aggrievedly: "What are you doing!" Xiao Tong said: "Why does he keep pestering you! He clearly knows about my relationship with you, so why does he still pester you! He is still a people's policeman, and he still doesn't talk about the three major disciplines and eight phonetic notations!" Qingchun couldn't laugh or cry: "He drove me back, why not?" "Why did he send you flowers, why do you want his flowers?" "It's a holiday, let me tell you comrades, what's wrong!" "Christmas gives 'poinsettia', why does he send this flower, who doesn't know what roses are for!" Qingchun also put on a straight face, "What's the relationship between me and you now? Why can't others send me flowers? There are a few Chinese people who can figure out what flowers to send for Christmas, and it's too much for you to lose your temper like this." Bar!" Xiao Tong was greatly shocked in his heart, he said tremblingly: "He doesn't understand, but you understand, you don't have to!" Qingchun said without giving in: "We work in the same room. I don't want to refute others' face and ruin their happiness. This is not my principle in dealing with others. Please don't interfere with me in everything. I won't take it as a big deal for the child to give you this." After Qingchun finished saying this, he left him and turned back, while Xiao Tong stood by the roadside in a daze.He thought of the roses that Wenyan had placed in front of his house, and was speechless. He bought garlic in a trance, forgot to buy beer and walked back.When he got home and saw that Qingchun was still unhappy about what happened just now, he took advantage of her father's absence to apologize to her.He said that if you are still angry, it is my fault, I am small-minded, and you should be more open-minded. Qingchun's face relaxed, and he said, "Xiao Tong, I'm afraid that hurting your self-esteem will not be good for your recovery, otherwise I'd be in a hurry with you. I have been working with Li Chunqiang for seven or eight years, and I have only been with you for a few years. God? I just thought you were good and you are so unreasonable, please don't let me down so much, please." Xiao Tong bowed his head and said nothing, Qingchun smiled and said, "I don't know whether you are cute or annoying!" Father came to the house with cold dishes.Greet them to set the table for dinner.He said, do you know that today is Christmas in the West, which is equivalent to the Spring Festival in our country.I didn't understand it when I married your mother. If I had understood it, I wouldn't have chosen this day.Xiao Tong and Qing Chun pretended to be surprised and said, that's a coincidence, today's dumpling meal is right, we are eating it during the foreign festival. There was no wine during the banquet. They clinked glasses with drinks and said best wishes to each other.Xiaotong and Qingchun first wished the old man good health and a happy spirit.Then the old man wished Xiao Tong to persevere in finishing the university courses and strive to pass the academic qualification test. Xiao Tong smiled flatteringly and said thank you uncle.The old man congratulated Qingchun again, wishing her to become more and more mature in her thinking, and stop doing everything on a whim like a child.Qingchun clinked glasses with his father, took a sip, and said nothing. Xiao Tong picked up his cup and said, "I wish you Qingchun..." The old man interrupted, "You are younger than her, don't always call her by her first name, you should call her elder sister. I said that you young people are more knowledgeable now, but less polite. This is not good." Xiao Tong looked at Qingchun, and it took him a long time to call out: "Sister, I wish you, I wish you happiness forever and ever!" Qingchun clinked glasses with him, looking at each other, she said: "May you always be as persevering, passionate, pure and honest as you are now." After she finished wishing, she took a sip and said: " I hope you don't forget the promise you gave me." These few blessings from Qingchun, like sharp nails, were driven into Xiaotong's heart one by one.He forced a smile on his face, drank the drink in the cup, and said, "I will always remember these few words." Next, we started to eat vegetables and chat while eating.Just as Xiao Tong hoped, the conversations were all about irrelevant topics.From NBA to A-A, from most-favored-nation treatment to Palestine-Israel relations, and to Hong Kong after the handover is still so difficult.My father said that I can go with a tour group organized by a travel agency, and there are new ones besides Hong Kong.horse.Tai, you can go there, it's very convenient now.Qingchun said, but money, Xin.horse.Thai.It costs tens of thousands per person to go around Hong Kong. Besides, you can’t even buy a souvenir when you go out. This is another sum of money. My father said: "You are still young, and you will always have the opportunity to go abroad in the future. At my age, I don't want to, and I don't want to go alone." Qingchun said, "I'll go with you." Father shook his head: "Spending 20,000 yuan just to watch something new for a few days, I haven't liberated my mind to this point yet." Xiao Tong said: "I will work hard to earn money in the future, and I must let Uncle and Qingchun go abroad. I will go with you." My father said: "When you earn enough money, I will be too old to walk." Xiao Tong said: "I will go out to look for a job in a few days. I can do whatever is hard, tiring and dirty. I don't believe I can't earn tens of thousands of dollars after working on it for three years. Then I will definitely let my uncle go out." !" Qingchun snorted, "So many laid-off people are still unable to find such a high-paying job. Don't do anything to get your fancy." His father said: "Xiaotong has the heart, so we took it. Xiaotong should also find a job. I don't point at you to earn money to let your uncle and sister go abroad. I just want to see you earning your own living and living a normal life. It’s not easy, it’s good.” Xiao Tong wanted to say two more words of determination, but he stopped.Because he suddenly felt a little tight on his body, he thought it was lucky that he brought a cigarette.He said you drink slowly, and I will cook the dumplings.But before he got up, Qingchun's father had already stood up and told me to go, you must have mixed up the two stuffings. Father said and got up and went.Seeing his father leaving, Qingchun moved closer to talk to Xiaotong.But at this moment, Xiao Tong's ears were buzzing, and he heard her discussing with him about finding a job for him, sometimes clearly and sometimes vaguely.He tried his best to deal with it, and he didn't know what he said casually. He stayed up until Qingchun's father came back with dumplings, and then he said he would go there for convenience.The old man said, take a bite while it's hot to see if it's done.He reached into the plate with his chopsticks, his hands were trembling and he couldn't pinch them repeatedly, beads of sweat dripped from his head like water, and his breathing became uncontrollably heavy and rapid.He no longer cared about Qingchun and her father's skeptical eyes, he threw his chopsticks as if he couldn't hold back his urine, said indiscriminately "I'll go to make it easier", got up in a hurry, and walked out the door.Neither Qingchun nor his father responded, leaving a deathly silence in the room behind him. He entered the door of Qingchun's father's unit, rushed into the toilet, pushed the door backwards, and hurriedly took out the cigarette hidden on his body, but remembered that it was not lit.He opened the door again and rushed out of the toilet, rushed into the room, rummaged around, and finally found a box of matches on the bedside table.He even broke two of them, and when he finally hit the third one, he couldn't escape seeing Qingchun and her father appearing at the door of the room, staring at him in horror and despair.His face was pale and he was trembling all over. Although his self-esteem suddenly collapsed in front of the physical pain, his heart could still be strongly stabbed by the feeling of shame.His hands were no longer in control, and he couldn't help himself, lit the thick cigarette in front of them, and smoked it shamelessly.His tears rolled down his face and fell to the ground.At this time, there seemed to be no sound in the world, and everything turned into nothingness. He walked lightly as he wanted, only vaguely hearing Xiao Hei's sharp cry from inside the cardboard box.