Chapter 26 Twenty-six

This time Xiao Tong hated Ouyang Lanlan to death, now he completely believed Qingchun's warning, every penny of this flashy house was full of sins.After hating, he fell into extreme fear.He didn't know if he was addicted, how big the addiction was, whether he could hold it back, and whether he could quit.He thought about it all the time.People are in the classroom, they are distracted, and their hearts are in a mess.Teachers and classmates have noticed that his expression is not right these days, and he is full of thoughts. When they ask him why, the answer is always in a trance.For this reason, Lu Lindong also had a special talk with him, advising him not to worry about the punishment of detention in school, but to let go of the burden and go into battle lightly.Have the courage to face mistakes, get up wherever you fall!He also told him the stories of several Yanda students who had gone astray in the past, but later realized their shame and were almost courageous, changed their past mistakes, and finally became a career.

On the first night when he returned to school from the villa, he hit the "pendulum" again.Unable to lie down on the bed, he went to the school lake to boil in the middle of the night.The next morning, everything returned to normal, except for dizziness, I could barely attend class.In the afternoon, it was a trial practice class.The students in the class were divided into different roles to simulate a live court trial.He took the high position of the presiding judge, but it was difficult to sit upright.I felt very tired all afternoon, my eyes were so dry that I always wanted to cry, and my eyes were often foggy.He suppressed one yawn after another, straining the muscles on his face.The classmate who played the role of the lawyers of both sides brought the most common self-righteousness and impassionedness among college students.The voice is sonorous.Even the clerk and other court staff are strict and dedicated to their duties.Only he, the presiding judge, couldn't cheer up. He even forgot to ask questions when it was time for him to ask questions. He even got the basic trial procedures wrong again and again.After stumbling and simulating a class, he got the lowest score in the whole class.The teacher still took care of his emotions, and everyone knew his punishment.

Only he himself knew it was a drug addiction. Originally, he swore to never see Ouyang Lanlan again, but at night he couldn't stand it anymore, so he called Lanlan tremblingly.He knew in his heart that he would soon become a disfigured, broken-hearted man. Ouyang Lanlan will come soon.He couldn't wait for a cigarette as soon as he got into her car.Ouyang Lanlan gave him a cigarette silently, and he couldn't wait to light the fire and smoke it. The cigarette was finished quickly. He leaned back on the seat of the car, and his whole body was conquered by the instant relaxation and comfort up.He closed his eyes and turned his face up, experiencing the climax of pleasure.After an unknown amount of time, he woke up and opened the car door to leave. Ouyang Lanlan called him:

"Xiao Tong!" He stepped out of the car door with one foot, looked back at her, and she said: "I love you." With the disappearance of the drug addiction, and with the sound of "I love you", Xiao Tong's heart was full of anger and thumped.He yelled viciously: "I hate you!" and got out of the car, slamming the door hard with a bang. At this time he swore again and vowed never to see this woman again. But three days later, when Ouyang Lanlan called him again, he still called back involuntarily and made an appointment to meet.He knew he was already a willless rogue.

He got into her car like the first time. He didn't look at her but still said impatiently: "Give me a cigarette." The accelerator kicked the car out. He begged, he begged.He said Lan Lan, I will do whatever you want me to do, okay, I won't scold you again, okay, I don't hate you at all, okay, please, please, please.His eyes were full of tears, Lan Lan stopped the car at a secluded side of the road after she had finished her good words. She said: "I want you to love me and treat me well, will you agree?" He froze for a long time, the only bit of consciousness in his mind was preventing him from being shameless.But this awareness is quickly washed away and overwhelmed by the pain.He stammered his promise:

"OK, OK." Ouyang Lanlan still didn't let go: "What are you doing?" "I, I love you, treat you well, okay?" "You swear." "I swear, I love you and be good to you! I swear..." Ouyang Lanlanjing was not overjoyed, she still looked heavy, but after all, she handed over the cigarette and sighed at the same time. After smoking and enjoying the pleasure, Xiao Tong became sober.Ouyang Lanlan drove the car back to school, she looked calm when Xiao Tong got off the car. Xiao Tong got out of the car, turned around again, and said hesitantly, "Give me a few more cigarettes, okay?"

Ouyang Lanlan said: "you swore to me just now, remember?" Xiao Tong was dumb for a while, and said: "I don't remember." He tried to explain in a concealed manner: "I was a little dizzy just now." Ouyang Lanlan sneered: "Then when you faint again next time, come find me again." She slammed the car away. He stood at the gate of the school in a daze, feeling that he was three parts human and seven parts a ghost. At dusk, his BP machine rang again. When he saw it, his heart jumped wildly, and he was called Qingchun.How much he looked forward to this call before, but now, he felt extremely guilty, and even lost all hope.

It was a call for a connection, and he made an appointment with her on the phone.Emotionally, Qingchun was in a good mood. She said, "Have you eaten yet? If not, I'll treat you to dinner." The location of the meeting was then arranged in a secluded small restaurant that was easy for both of them to find.Qingchun asked him to order.He said what do you like to eat?Qingchun said what you order, what I like to eat.He asked who invited whom today?Qingchun said of course I invite you, didn't I just say that.Xiao Tong didn't argue, so he ordered a few cheap dishes.He was no longer as relaxed and happy as when he was with Qingchun before, and even his smiling face showed a bit of embarrassment.

After the food was served, Qingchun asked, "What's going on in the past few days?" He said, "No." Qingchun asked: "Do you go to their house every day now, or sometimes?" He said, "Well, sometimes, sometimes." Qingchun asked: "How is Ouyang Tian's mood recently? Who has he been in contact with?" "He hasn't been home much, I rarely see him," he said. Qingchun asked: "What about Ouyang Lanlan, did she behave abnormally, or did she reveal anything to you?" He thought about it: "Uh, it seems that her father lost a business and was in a bad mood. He wanted to accompany her to go abroad for a few days to rest."

Qingchun asked seriously: "Want to go out? Where?" "I couldn't talk about it later. Who knows about them." Qingchun said: "If he wants to leave, whether it's going abroad or to another place, you must try to grasp it and inform us as soon as possible." Xiao Tong nodded vaguely.He changed the subject: "Last time you told me that your birthday was on September 25th. I'll invite you out for dinner when I arrive there, okay?" Qingchun smiled and nodded, "Okay." Xiao Tong hesitated for a moment, then asked: "You, can you tell me, when do you plan to get married?"

"Married?" Qingchun seemed to be puzzled by the wording, "married to whom?" "Aren't you engaged to that Police Officer Li? I want to give you a wedding gift." "Oh—" she seemed to have just remembered, "It's early, I don't want to get married too early." "Didn't you say that you are almost twenty-seven years old and can't wait any longer?" Qingchun was a little speechless and used a smile to cover it up.She said: "I will let you know when I want to get married. Do you want me to get married soon?" Xiao Tong didn't answer, his eyes suddenly filled with tears.Qingchun was taken aback and asked him what happened?He said: "I agree with you getting married sooner or later. As long as you are happy, I am happy." Qingchun asked: "Then why are you doing this? In fact, you don't want me to get married early, do you?" Xiao Tong's tears rolled down one by one, he shook his head and said, "No, I think I'm a useless person, and I'm not qualified to love anyone anymore." The lines on Qingchun's face became extremely soft, she even stretched out a hand and placed it on Xiao Tong's, her voice was full of tenderness: "Xiao Tong. Listen to me, you are a very good boy. I have always seen it this way. Don't give up on yourself just because you have been in the detention center for two days and received a punishment from the school. I never think you are a useless person. In the future, many girls will like you, I believe!" Xiao Tong wiped away tears, looked up at her, and asked, "Can you tell me, do you like me? Have you ever, ever liked me?" Qingchun avoided his gaze and didn't answer. He said: "you don't have to worry. I just said that I don't deserve your favor anymore. I just want to know how you feel about me in the past. " Qingchun was silent for a while, and said: "I said, you are a very good young man, all the women who have come into contact with you,...including me, will have a good impression of you,...But, you and I, now We are working after all, we cannot talk about this now." Qingchun's words made Xiao Tong meditate for several days. He even boldly inferred that Qingchun was not engaged to her boss.That boss may just be the same as himself, at best, a suitor of hers.And she still likes herself, just like he estimated before.The more he thought about it, the more painful he felt.When he saw the dawn of love again, he was already trapped in the filth and couldn't extricate himself. He couldn't tell Qingchun that he had become a big smoker! He also didn't tell her that he didn't go to Ouyang's villa anymore, he hadn't seen Ouyang Tian for a long time, and he couldn't get any information.He went to see Ouyang Lanlan just to beg for a poisonous cigarette with heroin! At noon on the second day after meeting Qingchun, Ouyang Lanlan came to him again.She asked him if he remembered his oath.He told her that he remembered his oath that he never wanted to see her again! Ouyang Lanlan stared at him coldly, and said: "You will come to me, maybe tomorrow, maybe tonight, if you can't stand it, don't worry about face, even if we make an exchange, if you give me affection, I will give it to you." If you have feelings, I will give you back the cigarettes." Xiao Tong made another oath: "I won't give you affection. I can get cigarettes without you. Don't think I can't do without your stinky money, your dirty money!" Ouyang Lanlan snorted: "The little money your parents gave you is enough for you to spend a few days?" Xiao Tong said: "It's enough, enough for me to smoke, and enough for me to quit. Anyway, I'm going to sell everything, and I don't ask you. You ruined me, and I will never forgive you in my next life!" Xiaotong said all the curses.If he wanted to relieve his hatred, he slammed the door of the car and walked away, leaving the pale Ouyang Lanlan in the car. He had heard before that there were many small drug dealers in wholesale and retail in Zhongguancun.You just have to stand on the street for a while and someone will come up and sell it.Several of his classmates had personal experiences.He counted the passbooks at home, and there were probably more than 80,000 yuan left by his parents before going abroad and sent to him later that he hadn't used up yet.If you run out of money, you can sell the TV.refrigerator.Air conditioning and everything of value.Finally, we must find a way to quit the drug.After quitting drugs and being a good person, he imagined that Ou Qingchun might still have the heart to accept him. In the afternoon, the department organized labor to level the playground for the school's autumn sports meeting and remove the muck.Counselor Lu Lindong deliberately carried a basket of soil with him to show affection.When working, Lu Lindong first talked to him about the football league that the school will hold recently, and asked him if he knew it.The subject changed, and he suddenly talked about Wen Yan. "Wen Yan came to me last night and told me everything about her and you. Later, I wanted to call you to come too, so it's fine if it's too late." Xiao Tong paused for a moment, then lowered his head and shoveled soil into the basket.Lu Lindong said: "She also told me about the situation in the nightclub. According to that situation, the school's punishment for you is indeed a bit severe. I went to the school security office after the two majors, and the department's general branch, and reported it. Reflect on this situation. See if you can revoke the punishment or change it, change your demerit, warn you or something. After all, you were drunk at the time, and you didn't grasp the propriety when you rescued Wen Yan, so you still have to be punished. Let the Public Security Bureau arrest you. Those who have passed must be punished. If the punishment cannot be changed... I think it will be very difficult, then you can’t get into the file, or let them agree to withdraw from the file when you graduate and leave school. This will be very difficult for you in your future work It won't have any impact. However, this matter will make it more difficult for you to solve the organizational problem at Yanda. You said why you drink those alcohols, I remember that you have never smoked or drunk. Hey, no matter how much you Two shovels." Xiao Tong shoveled the basket full.One after the other, they carried them on poles and lifted them up.The basket is very heavy, and his physical strength is obviously not as good as that of Lu Lindong.He concentrated on carrying the pole with all his strength, and he didn't care about explaining or thanking Lu Lindong's words.Lu Lindong didn't seem to care either, he bumped his pole rhythmically on the road and said: "Wenyan still has a lot of affection for you. She was also drunk at the time. When she woke up afterwards, she also regretted it. She was at my place yesterday, and she cried whenever she talked. She regretted that she shouldn't have revenged on you like that. She felt that you were detained by the Public Security Bureau and your punishment was all for her. She was very moved. She said yesterday that as long as you change your mind and break up with that woman, don’t go to that kind of place again, she Still willing to come back to you. She actually still likes you. " Seeing that he didn't make a statement, Lu Lindong skillfully changed the topic, and talked with him about the recent courses, the football team that the department will organize in the future, and the previous speech contest.He said that I was stunned that day, who would have imagined that you acted like that on stage, it completely embarrassed our department!But later everyone understood how you felt at the time. After finally looking forward to the end of the labor, Xiao Tong was exhausted and sat on the ground and did not want to get up. Lu Lindong dragged him to take a shower.After taking a shower, when the two parted, Lu Lindong asked solemnly: "Hey, I've been talking for a long time, you have to give me an attitude, what should I say to Wenyan and I?" There was no trace of blood on Xiao Tong's face. He said, "Ms. Lu, I thank you. Tell Wenyan that I am no longer worthy of her love in my current state. I will remember her kindness to me in the past. In the next life I will repay her like a cow and a horse. In this life, you beg her for me and let her let me go." Lu Lindong stared at him blankly, and first said angrily: "Is that rich girl's BMW 740 so attractive?" Seeing Xiao Tong's face, he stopped talking, thought for a while, and said: "Is that so?" , Wenyan, I won’t talk to her for now, you can think about it later. You are in a bad mood, let’s talk about this today, okay.” After breaking up with Lu Lindong, Xiao Tong walked out of the school without even returning to the dormitory, and came home by bicycle.He couldn't remember whether the savings bank closed at five or stayed open until seven at night.He thought that if he could withdraw the money, he would go to Zhongguancun tonight. Arrived home.When he opened the door, he felt that the lock was strange, and the key seemed to be spinning easily in the lock.He opened the door, and was stunned by the sight inside.His home seemed to have just been ransacked by thieves. All the drawers and cabinets were pulled open, and things were thrown all over the floor. The TV, video camera, refrigerator, and all valuable furniture were smashed.In the opened drawer, several bankbooks disappeared.He stood in shock in the house after the catastrophe, wanting to cry without tears. He called Qingchun's BP machine. Half an hour later, the police arrived.People conducting site surveys filled the house.Ou Qingchun and Li Chunqiang also came, and called him to the back room with serious expressions.Looking at the policemen coming in and out of the house, Xiao Tong's heart was already numb. Li Chunqiang asked: "Have you provoked anyone recently?" He bowed his head and said nothing. Li Chunqiang said: "This is not like a crime purely for the purpose of stealing property. The perpetrator obviously has a mentality of venting anger and revenge. Except for the passbook, he did not take away valuables, but destroyed them. You You must have offended someone. Have you had any enemies in the past?" Xiao Tong still bowed his head and did not answer. Qingchun said, "Is that the person you beat up in the nightclub?" After a while, he asked again, "Wen Yan? She wouldn't be so irrational, would she?" Xiao Tong knew who it was in his heart, and he knew who it was from the moment he opened the door.He told Ouyang Lanlan that he was rich, and he would sell everything without asking her.So she made him impoverished in an instant! Li Chunqiang's hand-held phone rang, and he answered it, loudly: "Ah, good, I see." After saying a few words, he hung up.He said to Qingchun: "It was sent by Du Changfa. The bank checked, and all the money in the passbook was withdrawn in the afternoon, and it was withdrawn with my account book." Yes, the money is saved in the name of the parents.If Xiao Tong wanted to take it in the past, he had to prove it with the account book. The account book and passbook were locked in the same drawer. Who did this, they repeatedly inspired him to participate in the analysis, but he could not say.As soon as he said it, Qingchun would know that he was taking drugs!He didn't want to imagine what Qingchun would think of him when he knew he was taking drugs.Although illusory, but in his heart, she is still the most difficult dream to let go.