Chapter 8 chapter eight

At that time, I didn't know that the story was far from over, because An Xin stopped narrating when talking about Mao Jie's departure.She was silent for a long time, depressed, so I had to change the subject and try to cheer her up again. "Would you like some coffee? I'll make it," I said. "I'll do it." An Xin stood up for me and went to the kitchen.As if to escape this dimly lit living room full of too sentimental memories.An Xin has lived with me for nearly half a month, boils water and cooks for me every day, and seems to be more familiar with how to make coffee than I am.

I went into the kitchen and helped her wash the coffee pot and coffee cups. Neither of us spoke, only the sound of water splashing and the slight resistance of the electric coffee guard.Anxin made coffee, took a cup I was washing in my hand, and said, "Let me wash it, someone knocked on the door." I put down the glass and looked at my watch. It was past ten o'clock, who would come?I walked out of the kitchen, across the living room, and opened the door.The lights in the corridor were on, but I saw a person standing in front of the door, and I asked: Who is it?The people outside the door stepped in without waiting for my permission almost at the same time as I asked the question.

"its me!" My head was swollen like I saw a ghost, my lips were numb, my legs were stiff, and I was sweating all of a sudden. "... Zhong Ning?" That's right, it is indeed Zhong Ning! Zhong Ning smiled triumphantly, and raised my ear when he came up: "I've been knocking on the door for a long time, why did I just hear it! Didn't expect it to be me! I guess you won't guess!" I blocked the door stiffly and almost forgot to give way: "Didn't you...don't you go to Inner Mongolia? The plane is delayed?" I almost wondered if this Zhong Ning was real. Two hours ago, I sent her to the airport clearly, and watched her and her sisters walk into the ticket gate talking and laughing.The real Zhong Ning should be still in the sky at this time, or just landed at the airport outside Hohhot.

Zhong Ning said solemnly: "Didn't you tell me to come back sooner, I didn't follow your advice and come back sooner!" Seeing that I was still in a daze, she burst into a smile and said, "I didn't get on the plane at all. I called our customer in Inner Mongolia at the airport and asked him to accompany me. I told the people at the airport that I had something urgent. I can’t go anymore, the airline people still have to put me on the plane! At most, I won’t refund the ticket. What’s the matter, I have lost my ticket and sacrificed my strongest and strongest son just to come back to accompany me You, why don't you seem to be happy!"

Seeing the stunned look on my face, Zhong Ning threw the bag on the sofa triumphantly, wrapped his arms around my neck, and hung his whole body in the air. She smiled and ordered: "Hold me over!" She was hanging heavily on me, I was unprepared and almost let her fall down, so I quickly and subconsciously caught her legs and hugged her up.Then, the unavoidable situation finally happened, and An Xin walked out of the kitchen with a cup of coffee.The two women seem to be destined to meet in this small living room, their eyes are facing each other, they are so close at hand, I wish I could get in through a crack in the ground beside me.

Zhong Ning seemed to have forgotten that she was still hanging on my body with all four feet off the ground at this moment, looking at An Xin aggressively, although her voice was not loud, it was in a provocative tone: "Yo, who is this?" yes?" Holding the coffee pot in one hand and the cup in the other, An Xin stood at the door of the kitchen in a daze.Of course she saw the relationship between Zhong Ning and me - Zhong Ning put his hands on my neck and let me hug him like this, what else could it be!Zhong Ning must have figured out An Xin's role at this time - what else can a girl do if she stays here in the middle of the night!Zhong Ning turned her head around, and suddenly raised her voice and yelled into my ear, I could even see my bewildered face in her fierce eyes.

"Who is this she is!" As soon as I let go of Zhong Ning, I wanted to save the situation in my heart, but at the same time I desperately wanted to smash the pot. At this moment, I completely relied on a subconscious reaction to make a sound: "She, she is my classmate." , come to Beijing and come to see me by the way." I don't know whether this answer belongs to quick wit or stupidity.An Xin was the first to calm down and make a normal gesture. She put down the coffee in her hand and said to me calmly: "Ah, you have guests, I'll go first." Zhong Ning stopped her: "Wait, don't leave! Are you his classmate?"

Zhong Ning's voice was stern, her attitude towards An Xin made my heart feel like it was on fire, I really wanted to rush up and beat her up like a gentleman, but I didn't move.I just yelled, "Zhong Ning!" Zhong Ning turned his head and glared at me: "What's the matter, I can't ask?" I also glared angrily: "This is my guest, can you be more polite!" We were all in a hurry, only An Xin remained calm, picked up her backpack without any expression, opened the door calmly, turned around and said goodbye to me, and went out, the door was gently closed superior.

That "goodbye", I could hear it, it was very cold, so cold that it made you feel that there was some resentment. An Xin left, leaving me and Zhong Ning alone, and my heart was not as tense as before.Now it's just the two of us, and I can lie as much as I want, invent explanations without scruple, and continue to carry out righteous indignation gestures to the end! ——He is my classmate. We haven’t seen each other for more than a year after graduating from university and went back to my hometown. He came to Beijing to see what’s going on with me!You should spread the word about your attitude towards me tomorrow and let our classmates know, so you shouldn't say it as a joke!Why are you hurting me by saving some face for me, huh?

Zhong Ning squinted at me, then searched around the room without saying a word, searching east and west, as if to find some evidence of adultery.It turned out okay, she didn't arrive at anything, and she didn't even have any doubts. Finally, she finally said: "You guys, I know you want face. If you want face, don't do such shameless things. Let me tell you Yang Rui, I can tolerate you in everything. If you say that you don’t want to get married for a while, you can do as you like. But there is one thing, don’t always think that you are smart and no one will find out what you do. Paper can’t contain fire, there is nothing impenetrable Wall, if you want to be unknown, unless you do nothing, be careful and don’t let me catch it, if you catch it, don’t regret it!”

I stopped talking, and Zhong Ning slept here at night.After the lights were turned off, she made a request, but I was not emotional and acted passively.Zhong Ning struggled for a long time but failed to mobilize my enthusiasm. She was a little annoyed, and pushed me vigorously and asked, "What's the matter, what's wrong with me! Don't even think about it, I won't even get on the plane, I just ran Come back to look for you, you are fine, what are you doing hiding here in the middle of the night with a woman! I saw if I could not be in a hurry with you. In the end, you got angry. A while ago, I went to other places and went abroad again. Who knew you What did one person do in Beijing!" Actually, I'm not angry, I'm just confused, just want to feel at ease.I thought, my image in her mind was completely ruined now, and it must have broken my heart, just like how Mao Jie felt towards her back then.She just didn't slam the door as hard as Mao Jie when she left. In the morning of the next day, Zhong Ning and I went to work together, attended the meeting of the project preparation office of the Guoning Taekwondo Hall, and listened to the designers of the design institute talk about the graphic design plan.Zhong Guoqing also came, and the plan was mainly to tell him.I sat on the side absent-mindedly, and stayed until the meeting ended at noon. Zhong Guoqing wanted to invite a few designers to have a meal, and said that some problems could be discussed while eating.Zhong Ning invited me to participate, and told someone that he felt dizzy and uncomfortable, and wanted to find a place to stare for a while.Zhong Ning thought that I made her mess up last night, so she let me do whatever she wanted very loosely, and did not forget to say a few words of compassion when we parted. As soon as I left the company, I hurriedly called An Xin on my mobile phone.No one answered the phone in the Communication Office of Jingshi Sports School. Finally, someone answered. I asked him to help find An Xin, but after waiting for a long time, he told me that An Xin was not there.I know she's there, but she doesn't answer my calls.I didn't bother to eat lunch, so I drove straight to the Beijing Normal University Sports School, and then went straight to the Taekwondo Hall after arriving at the sports school.Sure enough, Anxin is here, washing the mop in the water room.She knew that I was standing still, and deliberately didn't look back.I said: "Are you angry?" She said: "No." I said: "I love you." He turned his head and wanted to leave the room with a mop with water in it, and she said: "The person you love Too much." I stopped her and yelled: "No! You should listen to my explanation!" My voice was a little rough, and I stood down with peace of mind and looked up at me, but I didn't know what to explain. I didn't dare to look at her like this, I looked away, lowered my voice, and said the same sentence: "I love you." An Xin shook her head, I could see that her calmness was intentionally shown to me.She said calmly: "You know Yang Rui, I just want to live in peace, I don't want to get involved in any right and wrong, I hope you can let me live quietly like before!" In the last sentence, An Xin was finally a little excited. She tried her best to suppress it, and her voice was already a little shrill.After she finished speaking, she took the mop and rushed out the door.I still wanted to pull her, but at this time someone came and asked An Xin to go to the practice hall to help carry things.An Xin followed that person.I stood in the water room without going out, listening to them walking away while talking outside the door. That night, very late, I called her after I was sure that An Xin would return to the sports school after class.Uncle Zhang answered the phone as usual, and when he heard my voice, he said in a rough voice: "Look for An Xin? She's not here!" Before I could say the second sentence, the phone was hung up.I also dropped the phone and cursed fiercely: "Damn it!" I couldn't tell if I was cursing Uncle Zhang or An Xin. I didn't look for peace of mind anymore.A few days later, I received a remittance slip from the post office. The remittance amount was five thousand yuan.I know, An Xin and I are over. This is the first real love and the first real failure in my experience with girls. It's hard to explain the feeling for a while.In the first few days, what I felt most strongly was the kind of uselessness when my self-esteem was accidentally bruised, but in the next few days, it was the joy and warmth when I was with An Xin that frequently appeared in my mind.Every thing, every detail, I think of it, I can't think about it, I can't control it, after thinking about it, I still feel that among all the girls, peace of mind is the best.Maybe it's just like what Liu Minghao said, An Xin is from a small place, and she doesn't have the same taste as a girl from a big city. The innocence, hard work, hard work and non-snobbishness of girls in small places have a special sense of freshness for those of us who have hardly left Beijing, or to use Liu Minghao's words to describe me, that is: "It's just as good as it may be." Here." I try to ask myself not to think about peace of mind, to devote myself to work, and let work occupy my energy and space for thinking.In the company, I try my best to get along well with everyone, not show my "son-in-law" appearance, and respect Bian Xiaojun.Seeing Zhong Guoqing, he respectfully called him "Mr. Zhong" like everyone else.The relationship with Zhong Ning is also as normal as possible, neither humble nor overbearing, avoiding quarrels, serious when it should be serious, relaxed when it should be relaxed, not indifferent to her, and not too passionate. At the press conference celebrating the topping out of the Guoning Building, I met my dad. I haven't seen him for a long time.He posted more blessings than before, and he presided over the press conference that day, and he couldn't hide the triumphant expression on his face.As soon as the press conference was over, he called me aside, took out a passbook and stuffed it in my hand, and said, "Here, buy a diamond ring for Zhong Ning, this is what the man must buy. That's what your dad did for you." You can give me a gift when you get married in the future, I will give it in advance." I opened the passbook, and there was 10,000 yuan in the passbook.Whole.Although my dad's current salary is higher than in the past, 10,000 yuan is still not a small amount for him. I want to push it back: "Dad, what are you worrying about, we are early." My dad glared and scolded me: "Why are you so stupid, you kid? This is only given when you are in love. Do you understand! Diamonds are forever, and one is left forever, which represents the purity and eternity of love. I gave it at this time, and it won’t be so romantic when I really get married. When I get married, I just live with pots and pans.” My dad can even catch the words in the advertisement. It can be seen that during this period of working in a private company, his thinking, personality and language style have changed a little.My dad insulted me a few more words, turned around and left.I took the 10,000 yuan passbook and stood there in a daze. The next day I went to Guiyou Building and picked out a diamond ring with less fancy carvings. The price is auspicious: nine thousand nine hundred and ninety-nine.I paid the money.The diamond ring was put into a small blue velvet box, tied with a ribbon on the outside, and then grandly packed in a delicate small bag, giving people a special temptation.The moment the salesperson handed over the small bag to me, An Xin's face suddenly flashed in my heart, and I imagined how it would feel if I bought it for her. A few days later, one evening, Zhong Ning called me and told me to go to her house for dinner, and I took the diamond ring with me.Zhong Ning and his elder brother Zhong Guoqing live together. They live in a villa in Xiangjiang Garden. I have been to that place many times, and the guards are all familiar to me.Zhong Guoqing was there that day. Before eating, I took out the velvet box in front of Zhong Guoqing, gave it to Zhong Ning, and said, "I give you something." What are you giving me, we are both old and married.” When I opened it, it was a diamond ring. I was a little surprised, and asked happily, “Hey, what do you mean by giving me this?” I said, “It doesn’t mean anything, Just to give it to you." Zhong Ning smiled, approached me, and said, "I need you to bring this to me yourself." I thought about it, there seemed to be such a rule, so I held up Zhong Ning's left hand and put the diamond ring on her ring finger.She was very happy, and she tilted her face aggressively, which meant that I should kiss her. I kissed her.She kissed me too.Her brother Zhong Guoqing said with a smile: "Ahem, cough, don't be so nasty in front of people, okay?" Zhong Ning ate very happily at that meal, not only had a good appetite, but also took the initiative to tell a lot of jokes, even some pornographic jokes.Very yellow very yellow kind.Huang Delian couldn't bear to listen to Zhong Guoqing, and said: "Why are you so disgusting? It's okay for a man to say this, but you don't think it's too cold for a girl to say this." Zhong Ning said: "What's the matter? I don’t have any outsiders in my family, so let’s make fun of it.” Zhong Guoqing shook his head helplessly at me, and said, “Her carelessness has been exposed in front of you.” Zhong Ning curled his lips and said, “Ask Yang Rui, He or I have more problems." I said, "What's wrong with me?" Zhong Ning said, "What's wrong, you don't know what's wrong!" I knew what she was referring to, so I had no choice but to pretend to be a fool and stop being serious. . After dinner, Zhong Ning went to the study to answer a call from one of her girlfriends.Chatting between girls is always going on and on.Zhong Guoqing lit a cigarette and chatted with me in the living room. He first asked me: "What do you think, when do you plan to do it, you guys?" I didn’t expect him to ask this at first, but then I thought about it, I’m here to give a ring today, and I brought this topic myself, so I hastily replied: “I haven’t thought about it yet, we’re still too young, and Take it easy. We're under forty-five together." Zhong Guoqing's attitude was very serious, and he said: "Ningning and I, our parents are gone, so I can be regarded as Ningning's parent. I suggest you think about this matter early. I am for both of you and for the company. You and Ningning If Ning Ning becomes a husband and wife, many things in the company can be handed over to you. Guo Ning company is getting bigger and bigger, and now I am short of people. I also know that it is not good for private companies to engage in family management, but there is no The method, it is not easy to find a capable person these days, and it is even more difficult to find a loyal one. Everyone wants to be their own boss. Once their wings are hardened and they can fly solo, they will still turn against me! Our current competitors all followed me, and they were all fattened up by me. Some people look honest and diligent, but they secretly corrupted the company’s money and let me find out. Or I’m tired now. Although Ningning loves to be in charge, she is a woman, and she is still She is a little tender, plus her temper, she has accumulated too many grievances in the company, and it is not a solution after a long time. I will wipe her ass. If you become a member of our family, you will definitely help me. Don't be too busy. You have been to college, you are a man, and you are also smart. You follow me to study hard, and you will be able to practice in a few years. In the future, I will entrust you with the daily operation of the company. tired." Zhong Guoqing spoke seriously, and I listened seriously.I can't listen to his earnest words.And to be honest, Zhong Guoqing is ten years older than me, and it's the first time that he and I are so heart-to-heart like a confidant of the same generation, and I'm very moved by speaking so deeply, so sincerely, and so confidingly. My fledgling professionalism was thus reinvigorated.I immediately made a statement: "Brother, I'll listen to you. You can decide what to do with Zhong Ning and me." This ring of mine, this sentence of mine, I didn't think of it beforehand, and in a daze, I made a lifelong betrothal with his sister Zhong Ning. The wedding date was discussed again by Zhong Guoqing and my dad. Of course, my dad didn't have any opinion, and let Zhong Guoqing take full control of the decision. It was finally set on a Sunday a month later. Although it is not a festival day, but the calendar says the time of day Well, it's time to get married.And relatives and friends can also spare time on Sunday. As soon as the wedding date was decided, Zhong Guoqing had another talk with me, and the place was in his office.His office is next to Zhong Ning's, the area is much larger, and the executive desk is more elegant.Zhong Guoqing sat upright behind the executive desk, serious and solemn, so that I had to look serious when I was sitting opposite him. The atmosphere seemed to be talking about work, but in fact we were talking about marriage and marriage. We were talking about housework. . Zhong Guoqing said: "I am just such a younger sister. She is my only relative. Now I entrust her to you. Can you be responsible to her to the end?" I hesitated for a moment before saying, "Do my best." Zhong Guoqing looked at me a little dissatisfied, as if wondering what my somewhat ambiguous answer meant.He may have thought that I would be very excited, swear, and blushed, but I didn't, my face was very calm, and there was only one statement that did not make people overly clear and reassuring, so he emphasized his tone, and said: " In the past, I heard that you were very close to a girl who was a temporary worker at the Jingshi Sports School, do you still have any relationship now?" I was taken aback. I didn't expect Zhong Guoqing to know about An Xin. I didn't expect him to mention this to me.I froze for a moment before asking, "Who did you hear that from?" Zhong Guoqing looked at me expressionlessly, and said: "Now that you are settled with Ningning, you must pay attention to your behavior in this regard. I have been in the business circle for so many years, nothing else, just have many friends, It's not easy for you to hide anything from me. I don't care about your past affairs. From now on, don't bully Ningning. Besides, everyone knows your relationship with Ningning now. If you don't behave properly, it won't be Do you want me to lose face? People in the business field can lose anything, but they can't lose face. " I bowed my head, speechless.After Zhong Guoqing drank the stick, he gave me a "carrot" and changed the subject: "After you get married, if you want to live in Xiangjiang Garden, you can live there. Anyway, a house more than 400 meters away is enough for you. If you If you want to live alone, I will buy you another apartment, an apartment or a villa, you can choose it yourself. Even if I am an older brother, I will give you a wedding gift." Of course I don't want to live with Zhong Guoqing, and Zhong Ning also wants to find a place to live alone with me.Therefore, Zhong Ning and I went out to look at houses whenever we had time in those days. Later, Zhong Ning took a fancy to a villa in Fucheng Garden.When Zhong Ning went home and told her brother, her brother also frowned. Zhong Ning said dissatisfiedly: "Brother, this is my marriage, this is the only time in my life, I don't want to make do with it." Zhong Guoqing hesitated for a long time, and finally nodded.During those few days, Zhong Ning seemed very happy about this matter.She can't kiss me and her brother very well. I am also happy, to be precise, it is a kind of nervous excitement.But the nervous excitement will definitely not last long, and it will be unsustainable in a short time.For me, marrying Zhong Ning may only be regarded as a choice for life achievement and career development, rather than a true pursuit of personal feelings and family happiness.In those days, I tried my best to avoid thinking, to avoid questioning myself, and to avoid in-depth torture of my heart and emotions.Because it is difficult for me to answer the question of the importance of career achievement and emotional happiness even if I look around.Everything is going forward naturally with the process of things. I just think that this step will be taken sooner or later anyway. Although the marriage is not yet over, I have already moved into Xiangjiang Garden. In that villa of nearly 400 square meters, I have a comfortable room.The room is equipped with a large bathroom with a large bathtub. Lying in the hot water of the bathtub, if you look up a little, you can see the greenery outside the window. In terms of the company's business, Zhong Guoqing also began to cultivate me in a planned way.I am allowed to sit in on many important meetings in the company, participate in many big events, and introduce customers, large and small, to me so that I can accumulate knowledge, understand the situation, increase account information, and get acquainted with relationships.He gave me a vacant position as an assistant to the chairman of the Guoning Group, and I will no longer hold the position of the engineering headquarters of the Guoning Taekwondo Hall since then. So that day at the foundation stone laying ceremony of the Guoning Road Boxing Dojo, I showed up as an assistant to the chairman, and I was seated in front of my original superior, Bian Xiaojun, the project commander.When Bian Xiaojun saw me, he was more polite to me, one mouthful of Mr. Yang, so affectionate that I got goosebumps all over my body. Liu Minghao also went there that day, with a "guest" red flower hanging on his chest.The Longhua Architectural Decoration Company, which has many social connections and nominally holds 10% of the shares, attacked the Guoning Group, and finally won the bid as he wished, and got the large sum of nearly 8 million yuan. work.Those who attended the groundbreaking ceremony that day included the principal of the Jingshi Sports School, several heads of the District Sports Committee, and several past stars in the sports world.Everyone gathered around a leading cadre invited by Zhong Guoqing who had just retired but still had prestige. Everyone seemed to be celebrating each other and getting what they deserve. The foundation laying ceremony was very simple. All parties to the joint venture gave speeches, and then the construction contractor, that is, the boss of Longhua Company, expressed his opinion.And then a few words of congratulations from specially invited sports celebrities.Then the guests each took a shovel, dug a few shovels of soil, and threw them on the foundation stone monument, meaning meaning.Then the spotlight flashed and flashed, leaving a memory. Then, go to Wanjia Denghuo Restaurant to have a foundation-laying meal.When everyone got into the car, I whispered in Zhong Ning's ear, "I'm not going, I feel a little sick to my stomach, and I might have diarrhea. I don't want to eat this kind of social dinner either. A lot of people made a fuss It's like, boring." Zhong Ning glanced at me, I let the sun out for half the morning, my face was indeed a little flushed and sweaty, she said: "Then I won't go, your stomach is not good, I will accompany you to drink some porridge .” I said, "No, it's not good if you don't go. Your brother will be upset by then. Last time I had a headache, he said I had too many things to do. You should go." It's okay for Zhong Ning to say, she gave me a few instructions, and followed the group of people into the car.I watched the cars passing by, until they were covered by the dust raised from the construction site, and then disappeared without a trace, and then I turned back and entered the Jingshi Sports School again. Before it was time for lunch, I went straight to the Taekwondo gym that was about to be demolished. There was a class in the hall, and I saw the coach. Before I had time to be polite, the coach yelled at me: "Hey, I heard that you are the owner of our club now. Seeing you, my teachers and students For the sake of one day's love, in the future, I will have something to eat." I smiled, not interested in talking to him, I asked, "Is An Xin here today?" "Who is it?" "Relax, that handyman." "Oh, she's gone early. What do you want her to do?" "Gone? Did you go out today?" "She fired us here. It's been a few days ago. If others don't know, you should know." "Fired!" I was taken aback, "Why?" "I don't know. It's a club. I heard that this girl is more romantic outside. After all, our place is a club run by the state. If something happens to her outside, it will have a bad influence on our place." I got it for a long time, turned around and left.The coach seemed to say something behind me, but I didn't catch it. I quickly ran to the hut where An Xin lived, and the door of the hut was locked.I poked my head through the crack of the door, but it was so dark that I couldn't see anything clearly.I ran to the office of the Beijing Taekwondo Club and saw the manager Ma of the club coming out with a lunch box. It seemed that he was going to eat in the cafeteria.I know that Manager Ma hopes to continue to serve as the manager of the new joint venture Guoning Road Boxing Club, but in fact, Guoyu Company is not satisfied with him, and he was not included in the list for the foundation-laying dinner today.He and I were the first to invite Guoning Company to come in. Now it seems that it is really a bit of a smuggling.I ignored the pleasantries and comfort, and hurriedly asked, "Manager Ma, why was An Xin fired?" "Anxin?" Manager Ma was about to make out with me, when I came up, he asked me with a straight eyebrow, and after reacting for a long time, he said, "You mean the temporary worker here, what's the matter, do you know him?" I explained indiscriminately: "Ah, it's the younger sister of a classmate of mine. What mistake did she make and get fired?" "Ah, it was proposed by your Guoning company to open her. You are now our sports school's investment partners, partners, and major shareholders. We have to respect your opinions." "It was proposed by Guoning Company?" I seemed to be hit by someone with a stick. I couldn't tell whether I was stunned or sober, but I felt a sharp pain in my heart! "Why? Who did she offend?" I knew what was going on, but I still asked subconsciously. "I heard that this girl's life style is not very good. In society, she belongs to the kind of girl who compares others randomly. Maybe she is still earning money outside with her face. If we know about this kind of person, we can't keep it. .” There was a tight breath in my chest, which made me almost speechless: "Why... why do they say that about him!" Manager Ma obviously didn't have any real evidence, so he made a general and positive analysis: "You people in Guoning Company have a lot of contacts in society. I guess someone may know something about her." I almost shouted loudly: "Then you, you should also investigate clearly before you talk! Why do you get fired when people say that you didn't even investigate? What do you eat when you get fired?" Manager Ma was stunned, as if he felt that there was no need to be so angry about a classmate's sister, but he still patiently explained: "She is not a regular worker here, and it is impossible for us to go around and investigate her. She came out, of course we believe in the shareholders. On the other hand, if we lose her, your company will not invest in us again, isn't it a small loss. " "Where did she go?" I was desperate. "I don't know, I've been gone for more than a month." I understand, counting the time, not long after Zhong Ning met An Xin at my house that night, An Xin was chased away by them.It's been over a month since this happened, and I don't know anything about it.I was only preoccupied with getting married, choosing a villa, and buying furniture. Little did I know that An Xin's life had actually been ruined by me. I'm sick and I'm angry!I am so sorry for her! I didn't go back to Xiangjiang Garden that day, I went back to my hut.I didn't eat lunch or dinner, so I didn't feel a little bit hungry.I just feel angry!I am so angry that I can't do anything!I can only shut myself in the room alone, thinking about peace of mind. At around eight o'clock in the evening, Zhong Ning called me, and I called back.From the surrounding voices, one could tell which restaurant she was eating at.Zhong Ning said, "Where are you, why is your phone off all the time?"I said I am at home.She asked: In Xiangjiang Garden?I said: No, I'm not going there anymore. I hung up the phone. Half an hour later, Zhong Ning came and knocked on the door. I opened the door, turned around and sat back on the sofa without looking at her.The room was dark without a single light turned on, Zhong Ning turned on the chandelier with a snap, and asked loudly, "What's the matter with you, who recruited you again? No wonder my brother said you have a lot of things to do, you are just a thing many!" I drank water and ignored her, but she snatched my cup away and doubled her voice: "Please tell me clearly, what are you going to do!" Then I raised my eyes and stared at her, holding my breath and slowly asked: "How do you know, that woman works in the Taekwondo gym, who told you?" Zhong Ning probably already guessed why I was like this, and said without changing his face and heartbeat: "If you want people to know, unless you don't do it, what's the shameful thing between you and her that I'm afraid I will know, huh?" I suddenly yelled, "Who said that!" Zhong Ning was taken aback, and I was also taken aback, I have never yelled at Zhong Ning before! Zhong Ning stared at me, tears came out.She trembled angrily and said, "Okay, I've been trying to save face for you by not revealing this matter, but you got angry at me instead. That's fine, I'll wait for you, Yang Rui, and you won't tell me about this matter." Make it clear that if you don’t admit your mistakes to me, we’re not finished!” Zhong Ning finished crying with her voice, slammed the door and left.It took me a long time to suppress the urge to break up with her. Later I found out that the "informer" was Liu Minghao.Zhong Ning asked Liu Minghao about my relationship with girls, starting from the diaper era, all the way to An Xin.Liu Mingfa didn't dare not to say it. If he didn't say it, he couldn't get the project of Guoning Taekwondo Hall. That project was very important to whether he could get the 10% dry stock.According to Liu Minghao's later explanation: Everyone has to live. Yeah, I have nothing to say.Everyone has to live!This is an era in which material survival is of paramount importance. I also went to find Liu Minghao. I didn't go to Liu Minghao for a few useless reprimands, I just needed Liu Minghao to tell me: where did An Xin go. Liu Minghao himself was blushing, I'm sorry for a thousand, and I'm really sorry for ten thousand.I said coldly: Don't do this thing anymore. If you become a whore, don't set up archways anymore. You drove An Xin away, and you brought her back to me! Liu Minghao said with a bitter face: "Her, I guess I went back to my hometown, but I'm sure I can inquire for you." The relationship between Zhong Ning and I was tense for a long time, and we didn't speak to each other.I didn't go back to live in Xiangjiang Garden, nor did I take care of the decoration of the new house in Fucheng Garden. I just went to work in the company as usual every day.There is nothing specific about going to work, I just read books and newspapers in the office, consuming it until I leave after get off work.My dad called me and scolded me severely. He scolded him, but I didn't say a word anyway.Zhong Guoqing also had a conversation with me, which was still so heart-to-heart and profoundly meaningful, and he even made a few self-criticisms: "The girl who asked them to dismiss the girl was the leader of the sports school that Ning Ning found, of course, I also know. It's a bit cruel to do this. I also persuaded Ningning to let her talk to you face to face and discuss the matter. But we have to make this matter clear. First of all, you are wrong. You and that girl are between you and Ning Ning handed it in after she recovered. It's normal for Ning Ning to overreact to this matter. If she doesn't like you, she has every reason to brag about you. In my opinion, you should take the initiative to apologize to Ning Ning. As for Ning Ning, I will also persuade her. Let's stop here, okay?" I didn't apologize to Ningning.Why should I apologize? She is the one who should apologize. Why should she make people feel at ease.I didn't apologize and I didn't move back.Ning Ning ignored me, as if I didn't know each other when we met in the company.The cold war between the two of us has lasted for a long time, and almost everyone in the company knows about it.Some people still think that I have a lot of backbone, and change their impression of me and think that I am a pretty good person. Our scheduled wedding date came and passed. Even my father and Zhong Guoqing, no one mentioned the matter of marriage.不过，我听宁宁的司机说，宁宁依然每天忙着装修富城花园的那处房子，依然忙着到处去选家具选窗帘什么的，窗帝的面料已经选好，让人做去了。家具也都买得差不多了。司机还特别告诉我，上次我在“力异”看上的一套健身器，她也跟人家订了货。 这天晚上刘明浩到我家来了，说是没事儿路过这儿上来看看我还活着没。他自己给自己彻了壶茶就坐下来开聊，头两句话一说我就听出他今天到此的身份是钟宁的特使。他说你丫要什么脾气呀，人家钟宁不管怎么说也是你们公司一老板，再说这事儿是你这边欠着理呢，你丫还牛X什么呀。钟宁也就是好你这口儿，喜欢你这种嫩小生，要不早把你给废了。今儿她见着我还跟我聊半天呢，说当初真想把你给废了，想想又觉得舍不得。我本来跟她说我今儿过来劝劝你，让你给她陪个不是去。你猜人家钟宁说什么，她说算了吧，我知道他是不会给我道歉的，杨瑞那脾气我还不了解，自尊心忒强。谁让他是一男的呢，给他留这个面子吧。你瞧瞧人家这胸怀，我以前还真没看出来，比他妈你强多了！ " 我没做反应。却问：“让你找安心，你找着了没有？” 刘明浩眨巴着眼，憋了半天才憋出一句：“你说我是告诉你呀还是不告诉你呀。” 我有点意外：“你找着了？” 刘明浩恨铁不成钢地说：“我要真告诉你了其实就是毁了你了，你说你跟钟宁都这德行了，怎么还惦记着你那个情儿啊！你为那么个泡不开的妞犯得着自毁前程吗！” 我瞪着眼通刘明浩：“你快说她在哪儿！” 刘明浩吭哧半天，迟迟疑疑，扭捏道：“我要告诉了你，钟宁知道了还不得跟我拼了。” 我说：“你放心，我不告诉钟宁。” “你真能保证不告诉她？” “我告诉她干吗呀，我有病呀！” “这可说不准，两口子好的时候，什么掏心窝子的都说得出。赶明儿你哪天被钟宁又腻乎上了，枕头边上再把我出卖了，我以后还跟国宁公司打不打交道了。” 我眼红着说：“咱们俩谁出卖谁了！” 刘明浩一时语塞：“好好好，我出卖你了，我是叛徒，行了吧？你也别再利用叛徒当特务了，安心的事儿别问我，我不知道。你说你跟这俩妞的事把我搏进去干什么！” 我说：“大哥，求你了还不行吗，我跟安心不会再有什么，我只想找她道个歉。她要有什么困难，我能帮她就帮一下，要不我良心上老是过不去。” 刘明浩笑道：“哎哟哎哟，以前真没看出你还能对哪个女孩儿良心发现呢。”接下来他收了笑，又叹了口气，自嘲了一句：“我现在才算明白过来，当他妈叛徒特务其实最辛苦了。好吧，那我今天就再毁你一道吧。告诉你，你那个安心呀，现在在三环家具城帮人家卖家具呢！”