Chapter 11 eleven

Luo Bin did very well in his first semester of high school.Although he was fascinated by painting and seldom did homework when he was in junior high school in No. 17 Middle School, his academic performance was among the top in his class. When he graduated, he scored 85 points in physics, 99 points in chemistry, 85 points in English, and 80 points in Chinese. 100 points in politics and 80 points in sports.Everyone loves this report card.Naturally, as soon as he stepped into No. 11 Middle School, he became the target of the head teacher's plan to focus on training. He was appointed as the representative of the chemistry class, and a group leader was specially assigned to him. He was asked to first recruit the Red Guards, and then further Cultivate him into the group. "Take care of yourself, Luo Bin." The head teacher said confidently to him, looking at him with gentle eyes.Luo Bin was quite moved, "Okay, I must be strict with myself." The head teacher said: "I have seen your grades, and I like your grades very much. Work harder on yourself and try to get into the group when you graduate from high school. You It is a student introduced by Teacher Li Xiangling, and Teacher Li specially asked me to take care of you."

So, it can only be said that Luo Bin himself is not up to date. When Luo Bin was in junior high school, the reason why he got good academic performance was that his father kept waking him up all the time to study hard, and what he learned was his own.The second is (this is the most important thing) that the female classmate he secretly fell in love with had a good grade.He then wanted to surpass her, forcing her to think he was smart.This is the real motivation for Luo Bin to learn.It's a subconscious drive, great!The female classmate, surnamed Shang, named Xiaoyan, was tall and tall, with a beautiful sporty cut, an oval face, regular features, and a pair of crescent eyes that were black and bright, which confuses his heart.The only shortcoming is that the skin is a little darker, which may be born so, and the youthful rosiness is revealed in the black, so this shortcoming can also be regarded as a sign of health.Shang Xiaoyan's face has a noble temperament that other girls don't have (this is Luo Bin's favorite)!Shang Xiaoyan's father was a prominent figure in the province before the Cultural Revolution. He held great power and was a few ranks older than Luo Bin's father, but he was defeated just like Luo Bin's father.However, the noble temperament on Shang Xiaoyan's face was not knocked down.Shang Xiaoyan is the main player of the school's table tennis team. She can hit a flimsy table tennis ball that is one-third smaller than an egg. Another advantage of Yan is that she has good grades. She loves to study and likes to answer all the questions raised by the teacher.Her beauty is obvious to all the students in the class.Everything about her, including her short hair, pouting indifferent demeanor, clothes, etc., made Luo Bin secretly admire her.In the classroom, Luo Bin only pays attention to her expression, only to catch her eyes.Back home, standing in front of the "booming" peanut shell stove, holding the spatula and turning it in the cast iron pan, what I thought about was Shang Xiaoyan's eyes and mouth.While holding a pencil on the bank of the clear Xiangjiang River and concentrating on sketching the boat, as I was drawing, I suddenly stopped to stare at the white clouds floating in the sky and was distracted thinking about Shang Xiaoyan.At that time, Luo Bin was 15 years old, but he fell into the net of his first love, like a wild animal in a trap, unable to extricate himself.

Today's middle school students also fall in love, but they are ten times more courageous than the middle school students at that time.At that time, Luo Bin only used a pair of not very charming eyes to express his love, hoping to collide with her charming and alluring eyes. As long as he understood the lesson, he would turn his head and dare to Look for her gaze, like a hound looking for food.She felt his gaze, so she also turned her head, and the two eyes met together like a clear spring, and Luo Bin felt an indescribable sweetness and wealth.Luo Bin wanted to express his love to the girl he admired many times, expressing that he was willing to be with her forever.He always felt that the content in those eyes was very colorful, like the underwater world, full of things that confuse him.He felt that those eyes, like his own, concealed the torrent of love.Maybe it was an illusion, but this beautiful delusion ruined his high school life.During the month when junior high school was about to graduate, Luo Bin tried to stop her several times, telling her that he loved her.But maybe it was Ai Decheng, anyway, he was not brave enough to express his love... On the day of graduation, Luo Bin felt that if he did not confess his love today, he would have no chance.So he hurried to the corner of the street outside the school gate and waited for her.He vowed to stop her no matter what today, and tell her his two years of love.It was raining lightly, and the streets were wet.Luo Bin stood under the eaves in front of a store, staring at the sidewalk and the dilapidated school gate in the rain with a heavy heart.He has been thinking about how to say the first sentence since yesterday, and he is still thinking about how to say the first sentence.He decided to go straight to the point from the very beginning: "Shang Xiaoyan, I want to talk to you." He felt that this sentence was plain and natural, and would not embarrass the other party, let alone embarrass himself at the beginning Jing He had a sense of nervous happiness, he waited for her to come out from the school gate.She came out, holding a red cloth umbrella, and walked slowly towards the place where he was waiting.However, he blushed and hurriedly hid in the store, until her slender figure passed by the door of the store, and then he came out quietly, stared at her back and lowered his head in embarrassment. "I'm as timid as a sparrow," said he, obliged to bow to his timidity, "I'm not a man."

This kind of submission naturally led him to express his love by writing letters.It was this letter that discredited him, made him lose his head in high school, and made his high school life look very gloomy.On a Sunday one month after Luo Bin entered high school, he lay down on the table and wrote a love letter to Shang Xiaoyan, who was still in high school in the 17th middle school, "Our love is like a flame in a deep mountain".On the way home from school the next day, he stood in front of the green door of a small post office, looking at the blue sky and hesitating for a long time. Finally, he gritted his teeth and put the letter that had been glued on. He took it out of his schoolbag and threw it firmly into the green mailbox.Under the double psychological pressure of relief and agitation, he waited for her reply.But a week later, Mr. Gao, the teacher in charge of his junior high school, and a classmate who used to be very good with Luo Bin were waiting for him.During the two years in junior high school, Teacher Gao never visited his house, and he never thought that once he entered his house, he would be obsessed with the courtship letter he wrote to Shang Xiaoyan.It was noon when chrysanthemums were in full bloom in the courtyard. The family had just had lunch, and Luo Bin was about to wash the dishes. When he looked up, he saw Mr. Gao walking in, wearing an old military uniform and a whitewashed old military cap.Standing beside him was his classmate Li Guomin who was leading the way for him. "Luo Bin." Teacher Gao called him, and then stared at him strangely.As soon as Luo Bin saw Teacher Gao's solemn face, he knew that the end of the world was coming, "Mr. Gao Gao," he stammered, and his face turned red.Teacher Gao responded abruptly, and then said, "I'm looking for your father." Lao Luo came over, greeted Teacher Gao with a smile, and said, "Sit down, Luo Bin, make a cup of tea for Teacher Gao."

"No, no, no." Teacher Gao stopped Luo Bin and said, "Old Luo, that's what happened..." He showed Luo Fu's father the love letter that Luo Bin had written to Shang Xiaoyan. "Look first, let's talk about it later." The father wiped off the smile on Kuan's face, put on his reading glasses, and carefully read his son's naive courtship letter.Teacher Gao waited for Luo Bin's father to finish reading the letter, and said coldly: "Shang Xiaoyan's mother came to the school and said that if something happened to Shang Xiaoyan, or if she was beaten on the road... Luo Bin would Take full responsibility." "He dares!" Lao Luo shouted with a livid face, glaring at his son, "You bastard! Either this kind of thing came to the door, or that kind of thing came to the door. I'm going to kick you shit to death." After finishing speaking, Lao Luo angrily kicked his son's leg. "You are shameless." Teacher Gao smiled, "Don't hit him, Lao Luo." Teacher Gao said, "It's mainly for education. Hitting is not the solution to the problem." Lao Luo said sharply: "If you don't hit him, he will remember! This dog Shit is too outrageous." Luo Bin didn't care much about his father's beating and scolding, and he was only momentarily frightened by Teacher Gao's visit. What he felt most ashamed was that Li Guomin saw all of this. In the end, he became a witness to his first love being rejected, beaten and scolded.Luo Bin has been hesitating in love since then, and even feels disgusted with the girl who gives him frequent glances. This has a causal relationship with the devastating blow to his first love.

Although this letter did not fall into the hands of Luo Bin's high school head teacher, the scandal flowed into No. 11 Middle School through some channels and into the ears of his high school head teacher. The head teacher in high school is a young woman who thinks she is upright and a good teacher.Whether it was prudence or otherwise, her mind could not bear that her pupil should dare to fall in love before she was in love.In order to show that she hates such things, and to prevent such things from happening again, one afternoon before school, she walked to the podium step by step with a big face that no one loved, and stood in front of the blackboard to examine the There are 48 male and female students sitting. "I have something to tell my classmates today. It's about moral character. There is a male student in our class. I don't mention his name. I will write a courtship letter to a female student in his former school!" He justly criticized the matter and said, "Students, you are only fifteen or sixteen years old, and when you are still being raised by your parents, how do you know how to fall in love? Besides, your task now is to study, and you are still growing up. stage..." She paused on purpose, and gave Luo Bin a hard look, "I thought he was a good student, but this only proves that I was wrong... This kind of obscene behavior, no matter what, is never allowed to be brought to our place. Come together as a class! Everyone should be ashamed of this kind of behavior, especially the female students. You must be more vigilant and never be fooled by people with unhealthy thoughts..." Luo Bin lowered his head, his face flushed, and a The heart broke into eight petals.He felt that all his classmates were looking at him with contempt, as if the despicable side of his soul had been exposed in broad daylight.

His group leader was removed, as was his chemistry class representative.He became a dirty cat that even Yang Xiaohan dared not pay attention to.He and Yang Xiaohan became classmates again.Yang Xiaohan entered No. 11 Middle School as soon as he graduated from elementary school. He joined the Red Guards in No. 11 Middle School and joined the Communist Youth League. He is also the labor committee member of the class.He was a labor committee member when he was in elementary school, and a labor committee member when he was in junior high school, and his male classmates called him "labor committee member turtle" behind his back.For some reason, Yang Xiaohan seldom came to his seat to talk after the head teacher deliberately attacked and isolated him in class.Luo Bin brings a novel to read every day when he comes to study, and he also reads it in class.As soon as school was over, I hid in the studio of the art group with a broken curtain hanging on the window to paint a plaster statue of Gorky.During his two years in high school, Luo Bin had almost no contact with his classmates.There is a very strong lock on his heart, which firmly locks out the friendship between classmates.He neither fights with those male classmates, nor pays attention to those female classmates who are laughing and joking.He uses reading to kill his spare time.His high school life was colorless.Later, he always used a pair of gray eyes to criticize the people around him, and sneered at all kinds of things that happened around him, which had a deep relationship with his high school days.