Chapter 47 47. Back to the Light

Ma Min never expected that that day would be the last day of his wife's life.Ma Min thought later, during those two days, his wife The spirit is so good, it is not like a mental patient at all, so hard when kissing, so hard when having sex, Stepping into orgasm twice in a row, isn't it a kind of flashback?In books, there are often descriptions like this, a sick person Dying, suddenly he seemed to be recovering from an illness, and his spirit was very clear, but in the end, he came back to life, and died that night or within two days. Ma Min later told Zhou Xiaofeng that if he had insisted not to go swimming that day, his wife would not have drowned, and he would not have been in conscience.

With a sense of responsibility, the psychological pressure will not be so heavy.But Zhou Xiaofeng didn't see it that way, "She doesn't go swimming, but Being hit by a car while going out to buy groceries is not out of the question. "Zhou Xiaofeng replied confidently, "It's fate, and it hasn't changed. There is no question of conscience." "Now her family members are blaming me, saying that I killed her." Ma Min said sadly, almost crying. Ming refrained from crying, the flesh on his face twitched. "I really can't bear to think about it. I don't want her dead. What does it matter to me if she dies?"

What good?On the contrary, no one cares about Tiantian, and no one prepares food for Tiantian at noon. " "Then you can hire a babysitter for Tiantian, that's easy to solve." Zhou Xiaofeng said. "After all, the nanny is just a nanny. My daughter loses her mother when she grows up. This puts me under psychological pressure." Zhou Xiaofeng thought of Peng Xiao: "Should I tell Peng Xiao? Shall I call her?" "No," Ma Min said, "I know there will be no result between me and her." "Don't talk so pessimistically. Maybe God just let your wife die and arranged for her to come into your life. This is

Fate, treat it like this, Ma Min.I think Peng Xiao is very suitable for you..." "Don't mention her. "Ma Min said, "I I'm so sorry now. " This is what the two said under a camphor tree outside Ma Min's house on Sunday afternoon, and Wang Shan drowned on Saturday At five o'clock in the afternoon, he drowned between two piers under the Xiangjiang Bridge.The residents of Shuiluzhou told Ma Min that where to go At this time of the year, a woman was also drowned, and the body drifted to the side of Moon Island and floated up by itself. At around three o'clock on Saturday afternoon, Ma Min drove his wife and daughter to the water island instead of going to Moon Island.

On Luzhou.It was a windy day on the river.Shuiluzhou is also a place where Changsha people like to swim.land and water today Few people swim on the island.The sun appeared and disappeared, and the sky gave Ma Min the feeling that it was bright and dark.Ma Minzhu I noticed that there were a few cars and motorcycles parked here, and there were few swimmers.Ma Min locked the car and took his daughter My son and wife walked to a bath shed together. Naturally, they were doing what they did yesterday, storing clothes and renting lifebuoys (i.e., cars). tyre).Ma Min carried the car tires and led his daughter to the clear Xiangjiang River.Ma Min put down the black bulging wheel

Unborn, took a handful of water and sprinkled it on his chest, patted it, and looked at the sky where the clouds were floating layer by layer. At this moment, the sun refused to come out in the clouds. "It's a bit cold." Ma Min heard his wife say.Ma Min turned his head and looked at Wife, his wife was wearing a dark green swimsuit, her face looked a little pale compared to yesterday, and she stared at him with big eyes. "It won't be cold after a swim." Ma Min said, "Some people still swim in winter." "I'm not cold." The daughter said happily, "I'm not cold at all."

Ma Min looked at his daughter and smiled, and led her to the deep water area.After a while, the daughter's feet couldn't touch the ground anymore. So she swam forward, and Ma Min walked in front of her and led her to swim forward.After walking a few meters, Ma Min had no choice but to move forward. Swimmed because the water was up to his chin. "You've improved again today," Ma Min felt that his daughter's swim was too late today. The distance was a little longer than yesterday, and he couldn't help but praise, "Not bad." The daughter didn't speak, and continued to swim forward vigorously, with her two small eyes staring straight ahead.Ma Min heard his wife say, "Don't

Swim so far and come back. "Ma Min glanced at his wife, she was still standing there, almost a dozen or so distances away from them. meters away.Ma Min was very happy, which proved that her daughter had made great progress in swimming. "You've really traveled a long way up. Ma Minyou defended his daughter and said, "It's okay, it's okay." " The little hand of the daughter paddling in the water finally grabbed the tire of the car, "How is it?" The little wet face of the daughter An absolutely proud description fluttered on the egg and looked at him, "I swam far today, little daddy?"

"Swim far," Ma Min said admiringly to his daughter, "You are just as strong as your father when you were young. You will be successful.Dad was just like you when you were young, doing everything to the best of your ability.you will be better than dad Dad is more promising. "When Ma Min said this, he suddenly saw his mother's face flashing in the sky. Ma Min blinked In a blink of an eye, the mother's face disappeared of course, and there were still layers of dark clouds in the sky. "I want to make more money than you." The daughter said, looking at Ma Min very seriously.

"What are you doing with so much money?" Ma Min said, thinking back to his daughter. "I don't know how to make so much money for you, stupid treasure." Ma Min's teeth were almost grinning.His wife swam over with a solemn and pale expression on her face. Paleness in the face of death - Ma Min only felt it afterwards, and he didn't feel it at the time.wife climbs too The tires were black and bulging, and the whole face was exposed to the water.Ma Min said: "Ma Yantian can be a female swimmer in the future. Will. " His wife smiled numbly, very slowly, not a natural smile, but a smile that catered to him.

This smile is very mechanical, and there is neither life nor joy in it. "Is that so?" said the wife. "Ma Yantian, do you want to become a good swimmer and win gold medals in the Olympics?" Ma Min guided his daughter and said, "Appear in front of people all over the world?" "What is appearance?" My daughter didn't understand the meaning of the word "appearance". Ma Min explained: "Appearance means that people all over the world can see that you, Ma Yantian, won the gold medal in the Olympic Games. Someone will go up and hang the gold medal on the base of your neck.At that time, Mom and Dad will be very proud. "Ma Min said When these words were spoken, he glanced at his wife, feeling that his wife was not listening to him talking to his daughter, but looking at the river.wife The child's pupils were very gray, as if there was nothing in them.At that time, Ma Min's attention was all on his daughter. Unexpectedly, his wife was about to leave them.Ma Min continued to say to his daughter: "If one person succeeds, the world will accept his success." recognize your grades.You have to study hard, don't worry about your parents, and strive to be the first in every door in the class, do you hear me? " "I know," said the daughter. They took a breath and went back to the beach, where they rested on the couch as usual.Ma Min looked at the sky, the sky was gray. Ma Min thought, why did he see his mother's face just now?Ma Min turned his gaze to the other side of the river, where there was a gray White residential buildings, river embankments and roads, cars and motorcycles speeding around.There are too many people in this world, Ma Min thought.wife Lying on the couch next to him, his thoughts are no longer in this world, his eyes are more diffuse than the dark clouds in the sky, his face is He also looked sickly pale and ugly.Thinking of how energetic she was yesterday, Ma Min thought she might be tired. "You are very Are you tired? " Ma Min said. "I'm so cold." The wife said uncertainly, looking at him. The river wind was very strong, and it was a bit cold when it blew on my wet body.Ma Min cast his eyes on the broad river, and Looking back to his wife's face, "You won't be cold if you swim hard." Ma Min said, "Life lies in exercise." "Is that so?" said the wife in an unsure tone. "Of course, life is metabolizing in motion." Ma Min said, "Machine will rust if not in use, let alone people. People Without exercise, people will become bloated and stupid, and all parts of the body will shrink and degenerate, without fighting power.you can't Because I am very tired from running outside every day, in fact, I am full of vitality, and every molecule in my body is healthy. " "Is that so?" "You don't always say 'yes' all the time, yes or no, just do it." "You accused me again." The wife said, with an angry expression on her face, "I am always accused by you." Ma Min said: "I care about you. I accuse you because I hope you know how to speak. Say 'yes' all the time. People will become 'yes' and lose the language ability to communicate with others. " "You do good." The phrase "you do good deeds" contains a flat negative meaning at this moment. "I'd rather hear you say, 'You're doing good,' than 'Yes' is certain. Ma Min smiled, "That's what people want to do, to choose between affirmation and negation."Me and Xiao Zhou Feng is such a person.The time given to us in this world is very short, and we are still hesitating all day long, you see What's the point?I'm not talking about you, that's who you are.So anyone like you can't find their own value value. " His wife glanced at him with a look of hatred and anger!Ten minutes later, she left this place with this look. The world of the jungle.In her family, there is the meaning of the jungle, isn't it?she has more than once Saying "I really want to die" is an angry word, but today she found the home of this sentence.can this be said A kind of wish fulfilled?When she died, Ma Min felt that she hadn't struggled!She carries a gray heart, a resentment His gaze went away. "You do good deeds," the wife said again, with the same tone and intonation as she had just said. "I don't want you to tell. I know how to do it myself." "You know how to do it, you won't be like this." Ma Min bit her words and said, "You don't know how to do.I'm not talking about you, you are a woman with no thoughts of her own.when you were sixteen, because of that The coach wants you to commit yourself to the egg athlete, you actually go to sleep with the athlete, and the result..." "I don't want to hear You blame me. "The wife gave him a look, "You are so annoying" (this was the last sentence she said in her life) After finishing speaking, She stood up angrily and walked towards the river. The daughter has been playing with the sand and swaying her little buttocks. When she sees her mother walking towards the water, she walks happily Come on, go swimming.Ma Min said: "Dad still take a rest, you wait for Dad to finish smoking." After Ma Min finished smoking, he smiled at his daughter, held her hand affectionately, and walked towards the water. The father and daughter walked forward slowly. swimming.The wife was swimming in the middle of the river, with only half of her head above the water, her eyes watching them.Ma Min took her daughter to swim to her When he was by his side, his wife ignored him and swam to the thick concrete pier.Ma Min watched her swim, but did not chase after her. He knew she was angry with him, he just accused her of shortcomings, and his wife was very disgusted by his accusation, Ma Min was a little bit I don't want to swim anymore, thinking that my feet can land on the ground here, but it turns out that I can't.The daughter was bored at this time, so she rested with her arms around the base of his neck.she In fact, in the half hour of entering the water, she used up her strength today ahead of schedule.Ma Min felt his daughter's body was heavy, so he Ask her not to wrap his neck around his neck, and ask her to learn to use backstroke instead of rest.Daughter doesn't know what backstroke is, still hoops at the base of his neck.Ma Min regretted not bringing the car tires, so that the father and daughter could rest on the tires. "you learn Dad stepped on the water like this to see. " Ma Min said to his daughter, "Father has lost his strength." My daughter followed his example by treading water, but instead of treading water, she stepped on his legs.When father and daughter are playing like this, he thinks Ten years ago, when he and his wife were in love, they often came to the Xiangjiang River and sat on the cold stones or on the beach to enjoy the moonlight. At that time, the wife was very young and very beautiful.Out of the corner of Ma Min's eyes, he suddenly saw his wife standing 20 meters away from them. Ma Min deeply remembered that his wife didn't call for help, because it delayed him for a few seconds.when he realized When his wife was drowning, he said to his daughter: "Mom is dying. Hurry up, you swim to the shore. I'm going to save my mother." "Father, I'm afraid, Daddy, I'm afraid." The daughter said nervously, but instead hugged him tightly. Ma Min immediately swam to the shore.When his feet could touch the ground, he quickly rushed to the shore with his daughter in his arms.he took the girl Put the water up to her waist, "Go ashore by yourself." After Ma Min said to his daughter, when he turned around to look, he saw With no trace of his wife, the waters became very calm.He anxiously ran forward a few steps, rushed forward, and rushed to his wife. Swim vigorously to the place where the son drowned.He dived into the water and felt it. The water was very deep, and he finally landed on the ground with his hands all over the place. I touched it, but found nothing.Feeling terrified, he hurriedly stepped up to let out a breath, then sank down to grope again. "Father, Daddy, Daddy," the daughter cried on the bank, "I want Daddy, I want Mommy. mom and dad. " Ma Min surfaced, took a breath and dived down again to find his wife.Ma Min thought, you can't just leave me and your heart behind. Dear daughter.You didn't even yell for help, why are you so afraid of yelling for help? !He surfaced and heard The daughter cried and called him daddy. He glanced at his daughter, but he didn't want to answer. He took a breath and dived down to find...