Chapter 31 31. The man in the dream

Ma Min has not had sex with his wife for a long time.Sexual demands on him since she was mentally ill and started taking sulpiride After being very numb, he developed psychological barriers in sexual life towards her, and always felt that he was with a mental patient During sex, he felt nauseated, so he seldom touched her.Now, his wife has sprouted this desire, and he Of course I was a little surprised.The wife came over and looked at him with unnecessary shyness in her eyes. "Sleeping every day up? "he asks. "Asleep," she continued to look at him with that shy look.She approached him and slowly sat on the edge of the bed.

"I just told a story and she fell asleep," she whispered. "What story are you telling?" "Tell the 'Wolf' story." "You have told this story a hundred times." Ma Min said, "Tell some meaningful stories to teach her to be a human being. Let her be educated after hearing the story, so that she knows how to behave when she grows up. " "She just wants to hear the story of the princess." "Every girl wants to be a princess. On TV, princesses are very beautiful and airy, and they are influenced by TV every day."

"What's wrong with Luo?" His wife worried, "Maybe you are not allowed to watch TV every day?" The two talked a few words about their daughter, and Ma Min put his hand on his wife's back to caress her.The wife wore a short pajamas, Ma Min lifted his clothes, touched her back directly, and then moved his hands to the front, kneading her breasts.Ma Min didn't There is a sexual drive, but he has to fulfill this obligation.I am still her husband now, he thought coldly.wife in his caress Touch it, and take off your underwear.Ma Min looked at his wife's body, unable to arouse any emotions.Of course her body doesn't

It's as flexible as Peng Xiao's, and it's not as delicate as Peng Xiao's figure.All he had in his head was a kind of depression, A kind of helplessness. "I don't have a sex drive now," he said. "I'm just a money machine now." His wife's sexual desire is not very strong either, she saw that he was not impulsive and said: "That's fine. I went to bed. " Seeing that his wife didn't blame him at all, Ma Min felt a little sorry, so he couldn't help asking her: "What are you doing today?" How could there be such an idea?Usually, you always ask me not to touch you.what happened to you today "

"I had this dream at noon." "What dream?" My wife told me about a dream in this regard. "The man in the dream hugged me tightly." The wife described it. Ma Min felt really sorry, she was so useless even in her dreams, she just had a dream of a man hugging her, the dream ended. It can all be done embellishing, and no one will blame or anything.You can't condemn a woman for dreaming, can you? This is a physiological phenomenon, or even a physical reaction.Ma Min thought. "Who is the man in your dream?" He asked Say. "It seems to be the one named Long," she said, trying to recall the man who came to her dream during her nap, "the face is blurred

Yes, it seems to be you again.I can't tell. " Ma Min felt that her dream was too fruitless, so she couldn't help but give her a pitiful look, her face was still full of sympathy. A piece of yellow confusion, like a desert. "It's the one named Long, it doesn't matter if you say it's him." Ma Min He comforted her and said, "I wish you were dreaming of him." The surname Long is a young man Shanshan has known since she was a child. She and him grew up as childhood sweethearts.they are in a dormitory He grew up in the same class, was recruited to the provincial gymnastics team, and participated in the national gymnastics and Asian Games.

Fucking games or something.When the surname Long was fourteen years old, he won a silver medal in the horizontal bar competition at the National Games. At that time, he won a bronze medal in the "Pentathlon" at the Asian Games.This is the most brilliant achievement in his life, from then on he started It started to go downhill in great strides.He drinks too much, doesn't know how to cherish himself, his eyes are no longer fixed on the road to success, but It was staring at her. The members and coaches of the gymnastics team knew that the surnamed Long was pursuing her viciously, so instead of training, they stayed with her.

beside.He always wanted to give her his love, just like we want to give flowers to someone.but she Afraid of him, afraid of his sad eyes staring at her--those dark snake eyes, afraid of his Desperate like a love that burns like fire.He's lovesick for her, she passed out in the gym and vomited blood more than.The players and even the coach sympathized with this young man who had won a shiny bronze medal in the Asian Games, It is a pity for this young man to go on like this.So they had the idea of ​​sacrificing her and keeping him—her grades were mediocre, She didn't even make it to the top 20 in the National Women's Gymnastics Competition, while Long won the silver medal in the National Games,

They were counting on him to win a gold medal.So the coach talked to her and pointed out the many advantages of the dragon like a guide guiding the journey. "He won the bronze medal in the Asian Games, have you ever won it?" The female coach asked her earnestly, "We trained him to This level is not easy, Wang Shan (wife's name). "Wang Shan looked at the female teacher she had always admired in confusion. Subconsciously, she knew what she wanted to say. Sure enough, the female coach slapped her thigh and went straight to the point: "His lovesickness can only be cured by you. He is alone in the room now, you go."

She blushed to her ears, and she knew what this meeting alone meant.She was not yet seventeen at the time, but He understood that the purpose of this meeting was to offer his body to him.At that time, Shanshan listened to the coach very much. Yes, the coach has already spoken, and she has to move in that direction.She went, and went with a kind of fear. Long sat on the bed with a pale face, and there were several apples on the table.It's a night in autumn, a lukewarm night superior.She was wearing a dress with a lotus pattern and a pair of sandals on her feet.When Long saw her coming in, he got up to help

She made tea, but she didn't even drink a sip of it that night.Long peeled another apple for her, but it was not ideal, so she took it Yes, eat slowly.He stared at her, those two bright black eyes staring at her without blinking.she blushed, I'm afraid and I don't know why.He came up and hugged her tentatively, but she didn't resist, because the coach and teammates hoped She obeyed his will, hoping that after he had gone through this with her, he would recover and go to the National Games to win the gold medal.he put her Pressed on the bed, he lifted up her dress and hurriedly pulled down her briefs, pressing her face Can't wait to bury it, and do it very excitedly.She has no pleasure in any way, she just begs him to hurry up, She thought she was treating him, she was just a Asking him again and again, "Are you okay?" This was Shanshan's first sexual experience in her life. He told Ma Min one night: "I'm not seventeen years old, I'm just eating ten years old. I don't understand anything at all. Love, I only know that I am afraid, but I did that kind of thing in a daze. " Later, this man surnamed Long had sex with her twice, and then she didn't want to have sex with him anymore.because he didn't recover Come to think of it, that is to say, he lost interest in the green playground at all.He can't hold anything in his mind, Apart from pretending to be her, he doesn't care about anything.He was naturally reprimanded by the coach, but he didn't care, and still slept late, Still indifferent.The coach was very sad, scolded him, and even blamed him in front of his teammates, but he showed no regrets Changed appearance.In a fit of anger, the coach kicked the young man out of the gymnastics team, so the young man and Shanshan naturally broke up. up.But this young man surnamed Long has always been a shadow in her life. Her teammates—most of them later Leaving the Sports Committee to do other things——When I saw her, I told her about the surname Long, what happened to the surname Long, and what happened to the surname Long? Long’s opened another store, the one named Long got divorced, and the one named Long found a woman ten years younger than him, and the one named Long now Holding the mobile phone in his hand, standing in the middle of the road and hitting the mobile phone, he looked so angry and so on.This keeps her from getting rid of This history, because the witnesses of this history are always following it, and I am very interested in it, thinking that she is also interested in it. Mention this long-ago story to her.In fact, when Ma Min treated her rudely or coldly, this People will suddenly come to her mind, embracing the warmth of the past (history is always warm), wandering in her mind. What she misses is not that person, but those beautiful years! "I think the most interesting time in my life was when I was in the provincial gymnastics team," she often said fondly, "At that time, I really didn't want to worry about it. I ran around all over the country, flew around the plane, participated in the competition, and once flew to Korea. country. " Ma Min had been jealous of this man, because he took the first step to possess her.It was a day after marriage, When Ma Min talked to her about her past, and asked her to tell her about her past, she foolishly mentioned to him her experience in the provincial gymnastics team. Those times and that man.He was extremely jealous after hearing her first love story, but the days of jealousy were not It is very long, but it also lasted for a year.Later he figured it out and felt that he had no reason to blame her at that time.now When Ma Min remembered that she had dreamed about a man surnamed Long, he smiled with interest and said, "Go and see if he still loves you? He He loved you that way at that time, he is sure he still loves you now. " "I won't go to him." The wife shook her head and said. "I believe that man still loves you. In this world, besides me, there is another man who loves you." Ma Min Looking at her, "He actually loves you more than me, I think. If you marry him, maybe you won't be crazy" "I What did you know at that time?That's the coach doing my job, and I have nothing but fear of him. " "Are you still afraid of him now?" "I'm not afraid now, because now I'm grown up." "Since you are not afraid of him, you can go to play with him, it doesn't matter." "I'm not looking for it." The wife whispered. Ma Min knew that his wife would not look for a man surnamed Long. He knew that a woman like her would never take the initiative to attack a man. But this is the case, and they also use various masks to resist the men's attack.If she is a cheerful woman, she also Ma Min caressed her face sympathetically, this kind of sympathy contained disgust at the same time. evil.Ma Min really wants to get rid of her to pursue his own happiness, Ma Min wants to say "Let's get a divorce, I'm already very upset with you ", but when the words came to his lips, Ma Min turned his tongue and said: "Go to sleep.I've been very tired these days, and my mind is empty. " The wife glanced at him, got up meekly, put on her clothes and went out.