Chapter 21 21. Flood

Ma Min sat on a wicker chair and smoked a cigarette, but the scene of his wife's illness appeared in front of him.This situation comes at an inopportune time to his mind.Four years ago, maybe even earlier, Shanshan began to have strange thoughts.At that time Shanshan was still very Young, of course she looked a little less attractive than when he knew her.He is doing renovations outside, and he does everything You have to be in place in person, budget for construction and decoration, import materials, call migrant workers, and monitor the work of migrant workers, fearing that migrant workers will

Material waste.A piece of plywood, as long as it is not cut reasonably, is a waste.This waste is not public property, But his own money.His ideal at that time was no longer to be a scientist, but to buy a house by himself. I live in the collective dormitory of the military factory. I live in a house with a stove on the corridor and no place to eat. The nanny and him The middle of them had to be covered with a piece of red velvet as a wall.His dream is to own a house with three bedrooms and one living room. He said to Shanshan: "If you want to buy a house, you can buy it all at once, and if you want to buy it, you can buy three bedrooms and one living room. In the future, I can also bring my mother here."

Live, her old man values ​​me the most, and I am a college student in my family.At that time, I was still my mother often hanging In the mouth, make her proud son.I also now have a light on her face. "At that time, his mother had not died yet, Ma Min also often does some shopping and takes his wife and daughter home.At that time, he had a three-bedroom apartment in his head. The house contains a spacious and comfortable home, and he is fighting for this home. One day, Ma Min returned to the cramped home in the dormitory of the military factory, and reported to his wife with a happy face:

"After finishing the project, we can buy a house as soon as we get the money. What location do you think is the best place to buy a house? I would like to hear your views. " The wife didn't answer him, but let out an indifferent laugh. "What do I ask you, my dear?" Ma Min said. Only then did his wife notice his description, and said with a confused expression, "What did you say?" "I'm asking you about buying a house. I want to ask you, what location do you think is better to buy a house?" "Don't buy a house, keep the money, don't buy a house." His wife looked at him and said, "Why buy a house?"

"I bought a house. If you divide the house equally in the factory, what year and month will you have to wait?" "I think you put your money in the bank. It's a good house to live in," said the wife. "Didn't you say that such a house is not suitable to live in? In such a house, you are afraid of having sex." The nanny hugged her My daughter went out for a walk, so Ma Min naturally said loudly, "You were still worried that the nanny couldn't hear you well...now you don't I want to buy a house, I just want to buy a house.I've made up my mind, don't try to change my mind. "

The wife's eyes were not looking at him at all, but at her own fingers, where she smiled for no reason. "What are you laughing at?" Ma Min asked her puzzled. "I didn't laugh," said the wife. "You're laughing," Ma Min pointed out. "You're obviously smiling. What do you mean?" The wife didn't understand him and said, "What do I mean? I'm not laughing. I'm thinking about my gymnastics team." "I'm telling you about buying a house, but you're thinking about the gymnastics team. You're really sick."

His wife stared at him with two yellow eyes. It was only that day that Ma Min noticed that his wife's eyeballs had changed color. In Ma Min's eyes, the eyeballs are brown, why are they now khaki? "Are you feeling unwell?" Ma Min said. "I don't feel uncomfortable." The wife said, "What about Tiantian? Where did the nanny take Tiantian? She didn't Take Tian Tian back to their village and sell it, it will make me anxious to death. " Ma Min thought she was talking crazy, so he looked at his wife in surprise, "What's wrong with you? You can say such stupid things, are you too tired?Don't worry about the optimized combination in the factory, I

Can feed you and Tiantian. " "What are you thinking, Ma Min?" Peng Xiao looked at him with a smile. "I didn't think about anything, I just took a rest." Ma Min raised his head and smiled, and glanced at the smile on Peng Xiao's face. "you Are you done enjoying it?Zhou Xiaofeng's so-called cultural relics are quite attractive to you. " "I'm done admiring it," Peng Xiao said, "I always want to take a look at things I haven't seen before." Then her pager rang.She sat on the sofa and picked up the phone. "Who played the tap machine with you?" He asked her.

"Boss Deng," she said. He was not very happy, to be honest, it took a lot of effort to lure her here, not to let her sit here on the phone.While she was on the phone, he thought about his wife again, and he felt that maybe she had started to have sex earlier. He was mentally ill, but he never thought about it in this direction.If only he knew that his wife had a strange mind earlier, then He could leave her, and at that time, everyone hadn't found out that she was sick Ma Min heard the voice of Peng Xiao talking to Boss Deng A little coquettish, she walked away knowingly to turn on the liquefied gas stove, put an aluminum pot under the faucet and filled it with half a pot of water, and brought it up.

To the blazing hearth.When Ma Min came out, Peng Xiao was still talking to Boss Deng on the other end of the phone.Ma Min feels her Thoughts are not here, her heart understands his intentions, so of course she feels that what she did is clumsy or something.the water is boiling, ma Min brewed two cups of tea and walked out with them.But Peng Xiao was still on the phone, and she had been on the phone for at least twenty minutes.Ma Minbaocha Put it on the coffee table, waited silently for her to finish the call before asking her: "Why did you call for so long? Does the boss really care about you? "

Peng Xiao smiled, "There is no way, he is the boss and you have to listen to his arrangements." Ma Min felt a little uncomfortable, "Drink tea," Ma Min pointed to the teacup, pretending to smile indifferently, and replaced it with a smile. The unhappiness on the face. "Zhou Xiaofeng's tea is very good. Like me, he is more particular about smoking and drinking tea." Peng Xiao glanced at him, did not speak, and cast his gaze to the front window.Ma Min walked over, turned on the Pioneer stereo, A cassette tape was inserted.It was his way of framing the conversation in his head and speeding up the emotion.he turned the volume up To the extent that it does not affect their conversation but is enough to enter their ears, "I like to listen to the song "Xiaofang"," he said. Come over and sit down and say, "I went to the countryside before and worked as an educated youth for a year." "Have you ever been an educated youth?" She looked at him incredulously. They found something to talk about.Ma Min said: "I graduated from high school in 1977 and caught up with the last batch of going to the countryside. I won't go to the countryside for a year.At that time, I was anxious to go to the countryside. I graduated from high school in July and went to the countryside in September. " "Is being an educated youth fun?" she asked him. Ma Min smiled proudly, "At that time, I was still young, and when I went to the countryside, I would act recklessly, and I would not be tired of being a human being. I want to recruit workers as soon as possible. He said, "In the end, within a few months of working, there was news of the college entrance examination, and I was in a hurry to go to the university immediately." Reviewing homework, at that time all the educated youths in the educated youth point were busy studying, and every room was lit with kerosene lamps at night, wanting to take the university entrance examination. " "It was fun back then, wasn't it?" "It didn't feel a little fun at the time, but now I think it's quite fun in retrospect." They talked about the educated youth, mainly Ma Min, and she listened.Later, when the tape was finished, Ma Min inserted a box of dance music The tape goes in, which is also in-depth according to the steps designed in his mind. "In 1978, Changsha danced The wind dances everywhere, and every night in Wuyi Square, young people gather to dance, put tape recorders on the road, or carry In my hand—it was still the kind of two-speaker tape recorder, jumping and jumping in a pile, here and there, laughing Dead people, blocking traffic. Ma Min said with great interest, "How old were you at that time?" " Peng Xiao glanced at him, "Ten years old." "Then you didn't understand anything at the time." Ma Min said, "I was nineteen years old at the time, and I was very excited to see such a scene, because During the Cultural Revolution, dancing was considered a bourgeois thing, and no one dared to dance.How stupid are we? " She smiled, showing two beautiful dimples. "Aren't you still stupid?" "I'm really stupid," Ma Min said, smiling, "Let's have a dance, come on, your dance is good." Peng Xiao said, "I don't want to dance." Ma Min went up and grabbed her hand and pulled her up, "Let's go to the ballroom to have a good dance at night." Of course the two danced shoulder to shoulder.This is a slow three-step dance, which floats beautifully from the speakers, Caressing their faces like a cool breeze.At first, there was still a distance between Ma Min and her breasts, and gradually He pressed his chest against it.He could feel the warmth of her breasts, he could feel the deep inside of her breasts The heart is pounding.With one hand, he put her head on his shoulder, dancing face to face. "I love you very much, I'm telling the truth, Peng Xiao. ’ he said into her ear, and he felt his voice fall well into her earhole. "I love you so much, I miss you every day, and I can't help myself." He straightened out the blueprint she drew towards himself Pull up, "I am willing to ask for nothing for you, I am willing to give you everything, I can even give you nothing for myself own daughter.Really really, I'm not lying, I only want you, I only want you.I love you so much. " If it were another woman, she might already be drunk.Such beautiful dance music is lingering in my ears, and they dance together, There is also such a pleasing sound that is injected into the earholes along with the music like honey.But Peng Xiao was not drunk yet. "You now Love me like this," said the woman in her mid-twenties, "when your passion is over—your passion rushes like a flood Come over, but when the flood is over, what is left?Have you ever thought about it? " "Think about it, you divorce, I divorce, and we get married again. I'm telling the truth." She shook her head, "You said it yourself, your wife is sick, and you can't separate from her." "That's what I said before, and now I've decided to separate from her." Ma Min said, hugging her tightly, "This In this world, I don't want anything as long as I want you. ’ he was about to kiss her on the lips. She turned her face away to keep him from kissing her lips.He simply stopped dancing and hugged her tightly, "I want to kiss you." He said. "Don't be like this, please!" she said, trying to break free from his arms. "That's what I want, I love you so much," he said, trying to turn her face to kiss her lips. But she broke free and sat on the sofa, turning her face away.Ma Min sat beside her and grabbed her one hand.She withdrew the hand. "You are now a flood, what will happen after the flood calms down?" she said, Turn your head and look at him, "I know you love me, but we are too fast. You are a flood now, after you calm down Why don't you think about it again? ’ she said with a raised face. I shouldn't give her my weakness, she knows my love is in the desert.He thinks she's running a marathon with me race. "Peng Xiao," sadness rose on his face, like a flag of surrender raised on the battlefield. "Peng Xiao, let me I see you more, I want to remember you. ’ he said very emotionally, ‘I could be wrong.I think it's hard for me to get you Love, I just want to see you more, I'm afraid of this kind of love that I can't get, I'm afraid I will go crazy, I just want to see you more A few glances. " "Ma Min," Peng Xiao looked at him, "don't say that." She stretched out her slender hand to grab Ma Min's hand, "I really don't want to today, and I will give Peng Xiao completely to you in a few days." Ma Min didn't speak, but the expression on his face slowly relaxed.He took her hand up, put it to his lips and kissed it, What he saw in his eyes was his wife, who seemed to be watching him from a dark place.Ten years ago, he often kissed his wife like this At that time, in front of the flower bed, under the moonlight, on the tree-lined road, as long as it was in a quiet place, he would pull Shan Shan's hand kissed.At that time he was an active young man enthusiastic about basketball. Time flies, he thought. "I dare not force you, I never force a woman to do or not to do anything, Especially you, the woman I love with all my heart. He said softly to Peng Xiao, "I hope our love will last forever, I am waiting for the day you said. " Peng Xiao withdrew his hand from his, but leaned his head on him, "You are a bad person." She said coquettishly, "You make me so confused, I don't actually want to be with you, I know I'm playing with fire!" "Don't talk about playing with fire." Ma Min lowered his head and said into her ear, while raising his hand, gently stroking her face and hair.Her charming eyes, shining with blue light, were slightly closed under his close watch.also simply put that Stretching her two beautiful legs, she said softly, "I want to sleep." "Go to sleep," he said, and he felt her eyelashes tremble slightly under his gaze...