Chapter 12 12. Mother

Ma Min was driving the car, and when he thought of Peng Xiao questioning Zhou Xiaofeng and saying, "That's how you see us women as inferior", he smiled sincerely. up.He felt that Peng Xiao was very strong in his heart, and a woman who was strong was naturally more attractive than a woman who was not strong.so strong There is always a kind of brilliance on every woman's face, which is the brilliance from the bottom of her heart—like a blooming rose—that kind of Brightness is something that men appreciate, and even love.The wife is not strong, maybe she was strong before, but she is not

Famous, she didn't even win a medal during those years in the provincial gymnastics team.Ma Min drove the car to the flying advertisement In front of the company building, Peng Xiao was already standing on the sidewalk.She was wearing a bright silver-gray Western-style dress, With a beautiful leather bag on his shoulders and a sporty cut, he looks very energetic.As soon as Ma Min saw her, he liked her in his heart.Ma Min Poked his head out, "Hello." Peng Xiao walked over with a bright smile on his face, opened the car door, and got in. "Where are we going to eat?"

Ma Min said, looking at her happily, her neck is very long and beautiful. Peng Xiao looked at his watch. In fact, she had looked at her watch when his car was approaching her. He also saw her watch. Perhaps it is a habitual action.Now she looked at her watch again, "It's still early, it's only a little over four o'clock, why don't you just have dinner?" She said, Turning her neck and smiling at him, two beautiful dimples appeared on her face. "Then I'll go for a drive," Ma Min said, "and then find a place to eat, don't you think it's okay?"

"Ok." Ma Min drove the car onto the road, and the image of his mother appeared in his mind, her mother's disheveled face It flashed clearly before his eyes.He cast his eyes to the front, and a car was approaching, and he moved the car out of the way.steam The car ran towards Yuanjialing.Ma Min turned his head and glanced at her beautiful neck, but his wife's picture flashed in his mind. A face with braces appears with a smile.The rear of a truck in front is emitting thick black smoke, Ma Min wants to overtake this truck car. "Ma Min, you're very chic today." Peng Xiao said beside him, "Your impression on me is getting better and better.

Yes, really.At first, I thought you were not a very good person, but now I find that your words are very funny. " Ma Min turned his head and glanced at her, "I have a good impression of you from the very beginning." Ma Min drove the car forward slowly, "I think you are very smart and beautiful. There are women who are smart but not beautiful. There are women who are beautiful but not smart, You are both smart and beautiful.I find it easy to pass time with you. " "Thank you for complimenting me." She smiled. Ma Min liked her expression very much.When he talks easily, he always has a smile on his face, and naturally there will be wine dimples on his face

It makes her oval face very beautiful.Ma Min likes to hear her laughter when she speaks, her laughter is not ordinary women Hee hee hee, but a natural rattling sound, as if the laughter came not from her throat but from her chest cavity.Ma Min likes her long neck, which is round, smooth and white, which makes her face look particularly energetic. Ma Min also likes her eyes, those two pupils are not the muddy yellow like his wife's, but two clear black pupils, Bright, with a charming green glow.Ma Min also thinks her nose looks cuter and cuter. Low, round nose with narrow tip, and two pink nose wings.Ma Min also thinks her lips are also pretty, neither big nor small

Thick but not thin but chiseled.Her teeth are well-grown, small and densely arranged together, very white net.He felt that if he could live with her, if she had no husband and he had no wife, how could they meet like this? Love each other, that is really happiness. "What do you think?" Peng Xiao asked him with a smile. Ma Min felt that she seemed to have figured out what was going on in his mind. "I didn't think about anything," said Ma Min, who turned the car into Yuanjialing. Take the overpass, make a big bend, and drive towards Shaoshan Road. "I just think the two of us seem to have a certain fate."

"Is that how you see it?" "I'm also very interesting when I'm with you. People feel more energetic and energetic. It's really strange." "I find it weird too, I've never been alone in a car with a man. But as soon as you waved, I came up. She finished speaking with a smile, "Am I being too obedient?" " "This is a kind of attraction, it should be a kind of attraction." "I knew you would say that." "Really?" Ma Min glanced at her, "Are you really so smart?" Peng Xiao smiled. "You are really charming, Peng Xiao." Ma Min said, looking at the vehicles driving on the street, "I thought I would never

I'm in love..." Ma Min was about to say "Now I feel like I'm in love again", but Peng Xiao said it for him first These words seemed to be intended to prove to him that she was "really so smart". "Now you think you're in love again, don't you?" She smiled, "Didn't you have an illusion?" Ma Min was taken aback for a moment, he felt that she was really smart enough to make him really happy. "Even if it's an illusion, it's worth it." Ma Min Turning her head to look at her, "It's worthwhile for a person to go down for love. Am I wrong?"

"It should be right." Peng Xiao said, smiling happily, turned his face away. Ma Min was very happy, he secretly felt that he and she would have a story.If she didn't intend to, she wouldn't get in his car. He and she had a tryst alone, if it can be said that, the first few times it was because of Zhou Xiaofeng and Miss Wen that she came to play. So how to explain this time?Didn't she know the dangers of such solitary trysts?Like take her to a Where... His car got on Shaoshan Road, which is a big asphalt road leading to Xiangtan. As soon as the car got on this road

He speeded up, and the pointer of the speed jumped to 80 kilometers per hour for a while, and then fell to 70 kilometers per hour. "You're driving fast," she said innocently. "That's not fast," he boasted, "I went to Xiangtan for renovation once, and the speed reached 100 kilometers per hour." He said I've never driven a car that fast before.He has always valued his own life.Two years ago he was taking the driving test When the photo was taken, there was a cursive script the size of a washbasin written in limestone on a red brick wall at the training ground: "Ten car accidents nine times faster There is no exception." During the two years of driving career, this line of words has been very prominently printed on the wall of his brain, making him During the driving process, the fastest speed was 80 kilometers per hour, and the pointer did not go up again.But today, he wants to be with her I want to show my skills in front of me, and I want to stimulate myself.After the car passed the Railway Academy, he really increased the speed to one hundred yards.The car rushed forward at a high speed, and the trees on both sides of the road fell backward one after another. "Hurry up?" He was nervous. "It's fast," Peng Xiao said, "but can you drive slowly? We haven't enjoyed life yet." She used the word "we".Of course Ma Min slowed down, "My life is not important," Ma Min said. Reduce the speed of the car to sixty yards, "Your life is important. I value your life very much. " "You can really talk," Peng Xiao said, "Ma Min. I think your brain is very useful." After the car drove straight forward to the territory of Xiangtan, Peng Xiao turned around and said, "Ma Min, let's go around." Ma Min turned his head and looked behind, seeing cars coming one after another, one after another.Ma Min slowed down the car to a slow speed In the state of driving, I glanced behind me again, and the cars behind me were still coming.Ma Min looked at both sides, both sides are full of falling Dusty trees, blue sky.Ma Min took out a cigarette, put it to his mouth, and took out a lighter from his pocket at the same time. He lowered his head to light the cigarette.Seeing this, Peng Xiao grabbed the lighter in his hand, flicked it on, and brought it to Ma Min's mouth. "I feel very energetic when I'm with you," Ma Min is the kind of man who can't hold back his words. He originally wanted to put some The words are reserved for a few more times, but he is going to say it in advance now. "I've never driven for a ride with a pretty woman wind. When he said the word "beautiful", he chose in his mind whether to use "beautiful" or "beautiful" to describe Let her, "I'll tell you the truth," he said as he turned the car around and drove back, "an ancient book says that 'a scholar is a wise man. The self is dead, and the woman is the one who pleases herself. 'I am now a scholar who dies for my confidantes, and 'male' looks for those who please me.In recent years, I I have never bought a new set of clothes to wear to meet a woman. I just bought this designer dress.I Bought this outfit entirely for you. " She glanced at him. "Maybe I'm vulgar." Ma Min said, with a somewhat agitated expression on his face, and his wife's face flashed before his eyes. He breathed out vigorously, and put the ash into the small drawer, "I didn't pay attention to women for a while, I kid you not.Now I feel that you are very important to me. When I am with you, I actually pay attention to my appearance. " She glanced at him again.He noticed that she had that kind of puzzled look in her eyes, there was no wave or uneasiness in her eyes, As if he was confessing his love to another woman.She was calm in front of him, he thought, not intimidated by his love. He couldn't help but glanced at her again, and she cast her eyes on the road outside the window.He wondered what she was thinking, maybe She hates me saying these things in her heart. "You don't know my family life, and there is no love in my family life. My love is a desert.You probably won't take my word for it, I don't want to explain just yet. ' he said, his face spread A self-deprecating smile, "I have a painting on my wall, a gouache painting, which was painted by Zhou Xiaofeng when he was traveling in Qinghai, and it is framed in the In a black frame.The title of the painting is 'Sunshine on the Waste Land'.I like this work very much.this morning i lay When I smoked on the bed and stared at the painting habitually, I suddenly felt that my emotional life was the painting. But you are like the ray of sunshine in the painting.There is a yellow ox in the painting, and the ox is crawling towards the sunshine Go, I feel that I am the cow, approaching your sunbeam.I really feel this way, and this feeling It was so bad that when I looked at my wife in the morning, I was very upset. " Peng Xiao said, "Ma Min, let's not talk about this, shall we?" "I'm sorry, please forgive me." Ma Min felt that her words were too violent, which of course made her unable to accept it for a while. She came out to play with me, not to listen to my confession of my family to her.He returned his face to normal. "I am love Can't help it," Ma Min said, looking at the feedback mirror, seeing that there was no car behind him, he quickly turned the car and drove towards the way we came. "We still Where should we go for dinner? He looked at his watch. "It's almost six o'clock now." " They pulled up in front of a live fish restaurant.The two sat down at an empty table.This live fish restaurant is located in On the outskirts of Changsha, there are many people who come to eat by car, but those who come here are usually not couples but lovers.this meal The reason why people come to this restaurant is because the fish in this restaurant is very good.They ordered several dishes and a fish and when the fish was served When they came, they couldn't help laughing, because the fish was not served in a big bowl or a big plate, but the kind bought in a department store. The washbasin with blue flowers printed on it, the whole cooked fish sleeps in the washbasin with blue flowers, the fish soup is yellow and white, except for the fish tail The fish is exposed to the outside of the soup, and the whole fish is submerged in the soup, with shredded ginger and green onion floating on the soup. "What kind of trick is this!" Ma Min said, and smiled at Peng Xiao, "It's a bit of a mountain flavor." Ma Min said, holding his chopsticks Stretching it in, I picked up a bit of fish and put it in my mouth to taste. I thought the taste was really good. "It tastes good." Ma Min said affectionately Looking at Peng Xiao, "you'll know if you eat a little." Ma Min said and put some in Peng Xiao's bowl. Peng Xiao hurriedly smiled and said, "Thank you." When Ma Min saw her pick up the fish he put in her bowl and slowly put it into her mouth, he felt the distance between him and her getting closer a little bit. "Is the taste okay?" Ma Min said, and of course all his eyes were cast on her fair and charming melon-seeded face. It's like a light bulb casting light on the table.Ma Min saw that on her cheeks, under the skin next to her lips, There are a few small curved blood vessels, all of which are a light blue color, like the roots of seedlings. "The taste is very good," Peng Xiao smiled. "I've been here once," Ma Min said, smiling, "It was in 1992, when I was doing renovation work in Heishipu, I Invited the boss of Party A to have dinner, and they proposed to come here to eat, so I accompanied them.I ate more than 800 yuan and drank two bottles of five Liangye, mainly Wuliangye is expensive, those pigs really know how to drink.I don't know how they can drink so much, and they don't drink drunk. " "Ma Min, you don't drink much?" When she said this, her voice was very soft, and she even had a gentle tone. There is a bright luster in the eyes, the head is slightly tilted, and the oval face looks very beautiful.Ma Min thinks this face is a The sunflower seed-shaped face looks slightly elongated, and the background is the dark doorway leading to the outside, so this face is particularly bright Korea.Ma Min really wanted to kiss this face desperately, really wanted to hold this face tightly in his arms, and stroke it again and again, Gently stroke, the way his wife strokes his face from time to time, until she falls asleep.Ma Min said: "I don't drink much Alcohol, I feel sick when I drink. " Another pair of charming smiles flashed on Peng Xiao's cheeks. Ma Min really wanted to know how the smiles shrunk, but the smiles The dimple quickly disappeared again, and the face was white, rosy and smooth again.Peng Xiao picked up a piece of cabbage and gently lifted it to the mouth, but stopped halfway, and smiled again, and the two smiles naturally flashed again. "Next time you ask Party A to check and accept, Call me here if no one is drinking, and I can still have a drink or two. "she says. "Then you have to remember what you said today." Ma Min said, "I found one..." She said before he finished speaking: "You found a scapegoat, didn't you?" What Ma Min wanted to say was "I found a scapegoat", but Peng Xiao said the word "scapegoat" first, He glanced at her and felt that the "scapegoat" she said was more accurate. For him, drinking was really suffering.He is ten He hates drinking very much. When he was a child, his father was a character who couldn't live without a drop of alcohol.Father can drink up the wine, That is to say, you can have a drink or two without anything.Father often got up in the middle of the night and sat on a low armchair Go to bed, fill half a glass of wine, drink it without saying a word, watching the moonlight outside the window, and then climb back to bed to sleep.father put Most of his little salary was poured on alcohol, and his kind mother could do nothing about it.Mother I never blame my father for drinking, my mother never speaks loudly, and my mother always silently watches everything my father does at home. The mother's duty is to clean up the mess, and the mother is afraid of the father, because the father's fists often fall on the mother.once, In the middle of the night, my father sat alone at the table drinking, my mother got up and said something, my father and my mother quarreled, and my mother and When the father argued, the father grabbed the mother's hair, bumped the mother's head against the wall, and yelled loudly, threatening to put the mother in danger. Deadly situation.At that time, Ma Min's blood was rushing, thinking that when I grow up, I must avenge my mother.he begged his father My father didn't want to beat my mother, but my father pushed him away viciously and continued to yell at my mother.Mother's birth was bad, a hand The daughter of an industrial capitalist, and her mother's family is related to an official of the former Kuomintang Hunan Provincial Government, in that "left" In the "Left" era, my father thought that his bad luck was due to his mother.He thinks his mother's capitalist background and Complicated social relations overwhelmed all his good luck, and caused him to be labeled as a "rightist" accidentally.mother is A weak and hard-working woman, silently enduring her husband's bullying, worrying about her two sons and one daughter all her life, Haven't enjoyed any of the joys of life. But my father has been swimming in alcohol all his life.Ma Min felt that the reason why he resisted drinking may be that he had been disgusted with alcohol since he was a child. The shadow formed by the father drinking, and the father beating the mother and children after drinking.He glanced at Peng Xiao, Peng Xiao was looking sideways at him, waiting for him to answer her. "Yes," he smiled admiringly at her sunflower-seeded face, "you so smart. " Peng Xiao giggled, two wine dimples flashed, and he lowered his face to eat the fish in the bowl. "Peng Xiao, I really feel that I know you too late." Ma Min said, "I don't know why, I have such a feeling I've never felt this way about any other woman. " "Isn't it too late?" Peng Xiao said, raising his face and smiling, "Why do we need to know each other before when we meet again?" His mother flashed in Ma Min's mind again, his mother's kind face flashed, and the eyes on that face contained a kind of kindness. gentle light.Ma Min also thought of his mother's disturbed expression when she saw him being beaten by his father, and that face became very anxious. Anxious, let him admit his mistakes to his father unprincipled.Ma Min glanced at the shop owner, and then several customers came in. Ma Min glanced outside, the sky was almost dark, and the lights of the passing cars were on, shining brightly from his sight. dangled.