Chapter 21 Twenty-one Cao Nan's third narration

On the morning of the third day, Cao Nan arrived at No. 88, Longwan Road as scheduled.In order to put some real mental pressure on Cao Nan, Shao Changshui made serious preparations in all aspects after asking for the approval of Zhao Corps.First, the location of the conversation was moved from Building No. 2, where the "review team" was located, to Building No. 5.There are four small buildings in Courtyard No. 88, but I don't know how such a serial number of "Building No. 5" came out.Is it because the administrative department put the small buildings in other courtyards together and numbered them together? No one can tell.The appearance and internal layout of Building No. 5 are exactly the same as Building No. 2, but because no one has used it for a long time recently, it looks extraordinarily spacious and quiet.Shao Changshui sent someone to reorganize the living room in the shape of a "pre-trial room", and set up the positions of "presiding officer" and "clerk".Put Cao Nan's position in the middle of the room, so that she can't see the front, back, left, and right sides, creating a feeling of isolation and helplessness.Of course, unlike the real "pre-trial room", the chair where the "defendant" sat here was not fixed to the ground with rivets, nor was there any device attached to restrict her movements.Shao Changshui feels that even this can give her a clear warning: the matter has developed to a "very serious" point, and she can't be careless anymore.

Cao Nan obviously felt this too.As soon as she walked into the hall, she shivered a little, and when she was led to the chair to sit down, she felt quite uncomfortable, and instinctively and helplessly looked at the chair that was already in the process. The two "clerks" sitting behind the row of desks in front looked back at the other male staff member - it was this male staff member who "guided" her to sit in the right room.But now he was sitting quietly on a chair by the door, with no expression on his face.And the few people present, including the male staff member, not only did not respond to her begging eyes, they didn't even look at her.

She took a deep breath, feeling a little flustered.After a while, Shao Changshui strode in, and all the staff present stood up to greet him.She also stood up involuntarily. "Cao Nan, I hope you can tell the truth today." Shao Changshui walked to his seat, and while arranging the papers, pencils and other knick-knacks on the table, he deliberately lowered his voice and said solemnly. "Of course..." Cao Nan immediately agreed. "Then let's talk." "Okay." Cao Nan replied woodenly. "Do you know what kind of behavior it is to transfer materials from a criminal who has been sentenced to death in the detention center?" Shao Changshui's tone immediately became very blunt and cold when he touched on practical issues.

"I..." She wanted to explain.But her eye sockets suddenly became moist, and suddenly a sore and shabby feeling couldn't stop gushing out from the bottom of her heart.She couldn't help feeling sad that she had "fallen" into such a predicament.silence.Slight choking. Shao Changshui didn't rush to urge.He waited for her to recover from her panic and bewilderment.It seemed that all these arrangements and settings had begun to work—her psychological defenses were collapsing little by little.Last night, Shao Changshui had a long talk with that priest Qi.It was after dinner, and I suddenly received a call from Father Qi, saying that he was willing to "have a good talk with people from the government" and that "there is something very important to hand over to the government."Shao Changshui immediately took people to the No. 9 courtyard in Xikou County of the consulate.

He never expected that what Father Qi wanted to hand over to him would be a copy of the material written by Zhu Lei.Qi Depei said that after he was transferred from the detention center, he immediately handed it over to Cao Nan.But a few days later, Cao Nan gave him such a copy again and asked him to.Keep it safe, maybe it will be used in the morning show in the future.While speaking, Father Qi turned around and went to take down a cross from a special seat behind him.Only then did Shao Changshui notice that in the priest's study and living room, there were collected and displayed crosses of all shapes and sizes and made of various materials.The one he took down was the largest one, and it was also the roughest and most powerful one. Without any carvings, it was nailed with two tarred (or scorched) pit logs or railway ties. It expresses a primitive simplicity, majesty, greatness and loftiness, and at the same time, it also means all the burdens and difficulties of existence.

Father Qi first leaned the heavy and bulky cross on his lap, and then turned it over.Shao Changshui saw a small hidden button behind it.The priest pressed the hidden button, and with a "click", a small door unexpectedly popped open from the lower part of the vertical square column.Inside the small door is a hollow.The priest took out a stack of loose pages of A5 copy paper from the pit.Completing all these actions should be effortless for Father Qi, who is neither weak nor weak, and is not too old. However, when he tidied up those A5 copy papers and placed them in Shao Changshui When facing him, he was gasping for breath, and at the same time, tiny beads of sweat oozed from his forehead.

Obviously, he was extremely nervous at the moment. "Please... please... please give me a receipt..." Finally, the priest made such a request. Next, Shao Changshui didn't want to talk to the priest any more.He has to go back and report this to Commander Zhao.How many clues can Zhu Lei's materials provide to solve the case? This is what Shao Changshui is most concerned about at this moment.Shao Changshui roughly asked the priest how he transferred the material from the detention center, and then gave him a brief law-abiding education, and warned him not to travel far or leave the provincial capital during this period.If you want to leave, you must say hello in advance, and if you want to get approval, you have to go back to the provincial office to report.Of course, before leaving, he also asked the priest a few questions:

First, how did the material get into Mr. Lao’s hands? The priest said he didn't know. Second, who told him to go to the detention center to transfer this material. He hesitated for a long time and said, it was Cao Nan. Third, how did Cao Nan know that Zhu Lei, who was in custody, had something to transfer out? The priest said that Zhu Lei asked his defense lawyer to bring such a message to Cao Nan.At that time, only defense lawyers could see Zhu Lei.Because the lawyer's goal is too large, it is difficult to transfer things out without anyone noticing.Finally, I had to think of the "priest" trick.It is said that Lord Lao came up with this idea.Why did the lawyer go to Lord Lao for "advice"? It is said that Zhu Lei asked the lawyer to go to Cao Nan at the beginning.Cao Nan went to find Lord Lao again.How could Zhu Lei trust Cao Nan so much? How did they meet? What kind of relationship did they ask? These questions.The priest couldn't tell.

The last question Shao Changshui asked the priest last night was about Zhu Lei, and it was also a question he had always been particularly concerned about: did Zhu Lei finally declare that he wanted to "convert" to God? Father Qi said that he had never been so proud. Clear statement.Instead, it discussed with me a very important question about doctrine.Zhu Lei once asked me whether Jesus Christ was a man or God, and what theories did the church have? The priest said that it was impossible to thoroughly discuss this fundamental issue of religious philosophy in the environment of the detention center.But the questioner is a person who is about to end his own life, which provides the most suitable atmosphere and conditions for discussing this question: detachment and detachment.Because a person who values ​​the quality of his soul.At the turn of life and death, it is always easier to accept the absolute truth than countless ordinary people who are still indulging in the secular world, and it is easier to approach and understand the essence of life.so.The priest quoted a passage from Augustine to him at that time... Shao Changshui asked.Who is Augustine? said the priest.Simply put.He is a very great theorist in our Catholic history.Fifteen or six hundred years ago, his theories influenced the Christian sects and philosophies that came after him.He said something like this: Jesus Christ, the Son of God, is God.Man again; God before eternity, man in our world... always the only mediator (intermediary?) between God and man, only through him.Only the sins of the world can be forgiven.The priest told Zhu Lei: "The death of Jesus Christ is the basis of this kind of forgiveness. That is to say, he exchanged his death for the possibility of forgiveness of sins in the world..." After hearing this, he was stunned.He looked at the priest without moving.He sat there for a full minute or two... Shao Changshui smiled lightly and said, "Why? Did he really compare himself to Jesus Christ? Who else would he want to use his 'death' to forgive?" The priest quickly said, "No, no. Of course he would not be so arrogant and naive. But my words did touch him. His face turned extremely pale, and tears welled up in his eyes. It took a long time before he said such a sentence Words: Yes... many "understandings" in the world can only be obtained with "death"..."

Zhu Lei's words really made Shao Changshui "heavy" all night. With the information provided by Father Qi, Shao Changshui felt that "taking down" this little girl today should not be a problem. "Tell me first, where are you going to take that priest Qi?" When Cao Nan calmed down a little, Shao Changshui asked. "It's not running...just wanting to avoid the limelight..." Cao Nan blushed slightly and replied. "Isn't that 'running'?" Shao Changshui retorted. "..." Cao Nan blushed again, looked at Shao Changshui anxiously, and said nothing.

"Do you realize the seriousness of your own problems?" "Know……" "You know, why don't you tell the truth?" "I must tell the truth..." "You respect your Uncle Law very much, don't you?" "yes." "Do you want us to clear up the mystery of Uncle Law's death as soon as possible?" "certainly……" "If you, Uncle Law, were murdered, you wouldn't want to be an accomplice to the murder, would you?" "That's that." "But why are you keeping crucial and important plots from us?" "No...no..." "No?" "Really...really not..." "I want to give such an example, what should I do?" "I am punished. Severe punishment." "Okay. This is what you said yourself: let me ask you first. What did you do after you got the material written by Zhu Lei?" "There's nothing more to do. I immediately handed the material to Uncle Law. He hid it in the bank safe." "Are you sure you haven't done anything else?" "No... I really have nothing to do..." "Do you want to listen to the recording of Father Qi explaining the problems to us?" "Qi...Father Qi?" "Look at what this is again?" Shao Changshui took out a stack of copies of that material from a file, lifted it up, shook it vigorously at Cao Nan, and said, "I need to ask the clerk to Is it brought to you to carefully identify it?" "..." Cao Nan's face turned pale = "If you sincerely help us solve the case, why don't you take the initiative to provide us with the material written by Zhu Lei?" "..." Cao Nan stared blankly at Shao Changshui.Sitting motionless. "Also, that morning, you suddenly appeared in the poplar grove in front of Li Min's branch, and warned me to be cautious when reporting to former Director Li..." "That day...I wasn't warning you...I just wanted...just to advise you..." she stammered in defense. "Don't pick words with me: It doesn't matter if it's a warning or an advice. How did you know that I would rush back to the provincial capital early that morning to report to Director Li? Except for myself, Director Li and our criminal investigation team No one knows except the main leaders of China. How do you know? The time and place are so precise. You are just like the strategic commander who got the information on the German army attacking the Soviet Union and the Japanese army attacking Pearl Harbor. You have great powers and magical powers Boundless?! Why do you have such a defensive mentality towards the former Director Li, but you have always maintained a very close relationship with him? You respect Uncle Lao so much. But after his sudden death, you have long concealed the importance of solving the case. This material is important. Who are you? What do you want to do? You are young and want to play games with us on such things? Do you know what the consequences are?!" "I'm not playing with anyone Games...no..." She was trembling, muttering in a low voice, tears welling in her eyes. "We won't talk today." Shao Changshui stood up suddenly, "We can't talk about your attitude. Don't go back today, just stay here and think about it carefully. When will you really figure it out? If you are willing to communicate with us openly, when will we talk again. We are not detaining you. I need to make this clear to you. If we don’t do this, it doesn’t mean we can’t do it. Just rely on you to organize the transfer of people from the detention center to death row inmates We can definitely detain you for the material matter. You should be able to figure out what it means to you and us if we didn’t do this. I think you should also be able to understand this truth: forgiveness Opportunities are not always reserved for those who are willing to fight the government and the law." Subsequently, Cao Nan was taken upstairs to an empty room.She didn't eat lunch that day.After the meal was delivered to the room where she was "under house arrest", she said she didn't want to eat and felt uncomfortable.She lay on the empty plank bed, tossing and turning, until late in the evening, she sat up, thought for a while, and said she was ready to talk, willing to talk "really openly."Shao Changshui asked the kitchen to make her a bowl of tomato and egg noodles, and then talked about Tianming almost all the time. The conversation was still carried out in the hall that was arranged as the "pre-trial room".Bright lights made parts of the hall pale.But some parts are still hidden in the dark.She first stated that she never thought about "playing games" with anyone, let alone "playing with anyone" on purpose.Now she knew that she was wrong, but her mistake was indeed not intentional; that mistake contained more helplessness and bewilderment.Even now, she still doesn't know how to do many things.She doesn't know what's right and what's not.For a long time, she has actually been doing these things with a kind of intuition and inner calling.She knew that some of the things she had done were unconventional, and some were even "dangerous", but she couldn't hold back the voice in her heart, the surging calling and motivation... On a rational level, she really didn't really think about whether she should do this, what kind of ending and what kind of consequences would happen after she did it.After "publishing" such an opening statement, she asked: "I want to start from the beginning, is that okay?" Shao Changshui said: "As long as it is true, as long as it is related to the case, how to say, what to say, you decide." She nodded and hurriedly said, then I will start from the beginning.Let me first talk about my relationship with former Director Li and Uncle Lao and the leaders.You must know that I am their good friend, but you may not know that I am still a good friend of the deputy mayor and acting governor Gu.Former Director Li and Uncle Lao often come to the library to look for materials.Therefore, we knew each other earlier.Vice Mayor Zhu was introduced to me by former Director Li.He often issued some book lists, and asked me to find them all and send them to his office.At first, after delivering the books, he let me go.Later, he always asked me to chat with him.Like former Director Li, his family life is not very happy.Former director Li's wife and son have gone to sea to do business: in that poplar grove, in that old-fashioned wooden house, he was left alone.He needs a junior like a daughter to accompany him and satisfy his psychology of being a father and a man.On this point, Deputy Mayor Zhu seems to be in the same "dilemma": Deputy Mayor Zhu's wife is a classmate of his in college, and she is still engaged in economic research in an academic institution. I heard that what is going on? The study of institutional economics is a very individual, assertive female scholar with strong liberalism: his wife does not approve of his political career.She believes that what China lacks in the next 100 years is not bureaucrats, but scholars who can truly generate ideas and have the courage to express their ideas.China needs a group of real heads.But she didn't interfere with his choice; of course, to be honest, she couldn't interfere even if she wanted to = so the two respected each other as guests and went their separate ways.There is a son who is very smart and studious.Unfortunately, he got congenital progressive muscular dystrophy.In other words, with age.Muscles throughout his body would gradually atrophy, leading to multi-organ failure: a disease for which there was no cure so far.The doctor's judgment is that he will not live to be eighteen years old.The son's misfortune aggravates the shadow that hangs over his family: it is precisely to prevent the son's heart and belief in survival from being hit harder, and strive to let him live past the age of eighteen.The couple has not divorced until now.To be honest, he was the first person who "discovered" and publicly said that I had a light fragrance: Later, Deputy Mayor Zhu often took me to the parties of their so-called "Taurigan Group".like that.I got to know Acting Governor Gu again: when I met him, he was the secretary and mayor of Taurigan City; soon.Then he was transferred to the province to become the deputy governor.Acting Governor Gu often joked with people afterwards.I am his lucky star, bringing him "good luck", so he wants to "incorporate" me as his goddaughter.But that's just talking.You should know more about him.Before he was transferred to the province, he was really a person who dared to do anything and say anything, and he was definitely the only one in the world in Taoligan.But since he was transferred to the province, especially after he became the acting governor, it seems that he has changed completely, he has restrained himself in every aspect, and has become more cautious. Which girl is doing things like "going daughter" for her... Next, I will focus on Uncle Lao and me.Of course, those few people will also be involved.Especially those related to the case, who is involved, I will talk about who.At that time, I will go into more detail. ...Uncle Lao had an accident, I knew that night.The news was told by former Director Li.I found out afterwards that after you called him, he called me and told me about the situation.He knew that Uncle Lao had a particularly important position in my heart.I really treat Uncle Lao as a "father".He also knows that many seniors and leaders have treated me well, but the only one who really treats and interacts with me as a "daughter" is Uncle Lao.On the phone, he also told me that you will rush back to the provincial capital to report the situation to him early the next morning.The reason why he wanted to tell me this was because we had made an appointment that I would accompany him to the hospital for a physical examination that morning.In this way, I will know the exact time and place of your report to him, so I will rush to that poplar punctually to wait for you.There is no other ingenuity here. Hearing that Uncle Lao had an accident, of course I was heartbroken.That night, I almost rushed to Taurigan overnight to find out the truth.I don't believe anything will happen to Uncle Law.He had brushed shoulders with death many times in his life.He is a man who enjoys and takes care of his life.I absolutely do not believe that a person like him would leave this world he loves so "easily".I couldn't find a car to Taurigan for a while, which was an important reason why I didn't make the trip that night.Of course, if I must look for it, I can still find it. I can force some friends to drive me to Taurigan in their private cars.But I didn't make that decision in the end, because after careful consideration, I felt that I had to stay.Rather than rushing to visit Uncle Lao who has already had an accident, I think it is more important to ensure that the "great" thing he did in Taurigan can have an ending that meets his wishes.Sorry, here, I used the word "great" to define Uncle Lao's behavior in Taurigan. Later, I will explain to you why I said that.That is to say, at that time, I felt that to prevent you from reporting to Li Minfen—if you could not be prevented, you should be alerted in time, so that you could have some reservations when reporting to him.This is more important than any one thing.At that time, I didn't know what you brought back from Taurigan and Uncle Lao, and I didn't know exactly what kind of specific mission you brought back to Taurigan to meet Uncle Lao, but I think.You went to see him on behalf of the Ministry of the Ministry, Uncle Lao will definitely take you very seriously: I know that Uncle Lao felt very lonely during those months in Taurigan.He has told me about his "pain" more than once.Over the years, although he sometimes behaved very "arrogant", "untamed" and "unique" in the unit, some leaders always felt that he was a prick, and they dared not and were unwilling to reuse him.In fact, he is not that kind of person at all.He has been "in the organization" and "in the collective" all his life.From his heart, he especially values ​​this.Organization" and "collective". That is to say, like many contemporary young people, he pays great attention to "self" and pursues a kind of "self", but he also pays special attention to "collective" and "organization", especially in "Concerning" the attitude of the "organization" and the "collective" towards him. This is the biggest contradiction in his life, and it is also the "life imprint" that he has always changed and cannot be wiped out. Therefore, once the organization sends someone to see He, he must be very excited and excited. Although on the surface he will still show some kind of reserve or indifference, in fact he will be grateful. Therefore, I believe that at the last moment of the accident, if he obviously has a premonition It is impossible for him to live anymore, he will tell you some things that he can't tell others, and he didn't have time to tell anyone... And these things, I think, just can't let Li Minfen know. "Why?" Shao Changshui asked, "Master Lao's death has something to do with this former Director Li?" "That's not true..." Cao Nan replied hesitantly.Her hesitation made Shao Changshui feel that there might be something unspeakable hidden here. "What's the problem?" Shao Changshui asked again. "..." Cao Nan hesitated again, took a deep breath, and then continued, "He has never supported Uncle Lao. He has always expressed incomprehension about Uncle Lao's behavior of going to Taoligen, and even felt that What he did was very childish, very immature..." "It's normal. Most people would not approve of Master Lao's doing this. Even those comrades in our organization expressed their incomprehension to Master Lao's actions. I don't think they would agree with you to send Master Lao to Taurigan's behavior is described as a 'great' behavior." Shao Changshui said. "So you..." "What about us?" "nothing……" "So we are all the same with Li Minfen. Is it? What happened that night? I believe you will not rush to Li Minfen's house early in the morning to block me just because of this. .” "Yes, I had a big fight with Li Minfen that night." "Did you fight him?" "Yes. Had a hard fight." "why?" "You always said that I rushed there early in the morning to block you, but it's not... When you saw me, didn't I look very ugly?" "yes……" "That day, I didn't rush there at all. I just stayed in the poplar forest for most of the night." "what happened?" "That day, after Li Minfen called me, I went to his place. I was really sad at the time. I couldn't stay in the hut on Quay Street by myself. I was anxious to find a car and wanted to go to Taurigan. He sent I scolded severely. He said what are you doing? Adding trouble? I yelled at him, saying that we couldn't help Uncle Lao when he was in the most difficult time. Now Uncle Lao is dead and murdered , I want to see him. He also yelled at me, how do you know he was murdered? Don't talk nonsense. You calm me down. Now that everyone is dead, what's the use of crying? What's the point of shouting Use? Then he gave Uncle Law a hard time, saying he shouldn't have gone to Taurigan to get the limelight. Said his death couldn't have been murder at all. He said I didn't really know Mr. Law He said that he always wanted to be different from others. He has stumbled and stumbled in this life, and has never really learned the lesson. Because he failed to fully realize his own pursuit of 'differentness', he became a little abnormal in the later stage So, it's hard to tell exactly what happened to his death... Hearing what he said, I couldn't bear it at all, so I started sex with him... Later he simply said that I was also a pervert. I ran away out..." "And...then...you didn't go back to Dock Street all night?" "Yes... I walked to the street... and then went back to the poplar grove... I went back to the poplar grove, and then went to the street again... I wanted to knock on the door of Li Min's branch again and again, I want to tell Li Minfen that Uncle Lao must have been murdered. Before he was murdered, we failed to stop such a murder and failed to help him fundamentally. Now that he is dead, we should take action to rescue him. He looks like Uncle Lao... But every time I walk to the door of Li Min's branch house, I can't reach out and knock on his door again = I'm afraid to see the look in his eyes when he said that Uncle Lao is abnormal, and I'm afraid to see him again. Seeing the contempt in his eyes when he said I was a pervert too." "You just spent most of the night outside like this?" "yes……" "...You are really Lao Lao's loyal and good 'daughter'. With a good 'daughter' like you, the old man can close his eyes even when he dies." "But what's the use of that?" "Okay, now that we've gotten to the point where we're all talking, I'd like to ask you straight to the point, why are you so sure that Master Lao was murdered? Have you got any evidence?" "No." "Then what is the basis for your judgment?" "Uncle Lao told me more than a month before the incident. He said that if something happened to him in Taurigan one day, he must be murdered..." "Did he give a reason?" "No." "You didn't ask him either?" "I asked." "How did he answer you?" "He said you shouldn't know too much. The more you know, the worse it will be for you." "You didn't ask any more questions?" "He's already said that, why should I ask?" "But... you should know that for a long time before the accident, he had stopped his so-called investigation activities in Taurigan... he no longer poses a threat to anyone..." "Yes, he talked to me about it. He said he had to turn or he couldn't stay in Taurrigan." "He didn't turn forward, no one murdered him; after turning, why did they murder him?" "It probably has something to do with me..." "Why are you involved again?" "Later, if I hadn't handed over the material written by Deputy Mayor Zhu to Uncle Lao, he wouldn't have had such a thing happen." "You mean, those people harmed him because he hid Zhu Lei's material?" "Yes. Uncle Lao told me that after the material was transferred to him, someone called him anonymously, threatening him and asking him to hand over the material to them." "How did those people know that this material was in his hands? Wasn't it only you who knew about this at the time?" "Yes... These days, I've been thinking about this question: How do these guys know that the materials have been transferred to Uncle Lao? I'm going crazy thinking about it. My head hurts like it's about to explode. I ate it all at once. Three or four painkillers couldn't stop..." "Have you told anyone else about this?" "Do you think I can go around talking nonsense?" "Never told anyone?" "..." Cao Nan lowered his head, and at the same time there was a strange trance expression on his face. "You must have told someone about this . . . didn't you?" "It's really hard to imagine..." "Whether you can 'imagine' or not, please tell us the truth." "Once...once...by chance, I told the former Director Li about this matter." "Haven't you already had a big fight with him? Why are you talking about this again?" "No, that was before the quarrel: Uncle Lao hadn't had any accidents at the time. For Li Minfen, I have always respected him and trusted him. If I say, in my heart, I have always regarded Uncle Lao as When I look at it like a father, then, in my heart, this former director Li has always been the first life teacher I met after I left school and was also the first life teacher I respected for a long time. When I met him, he was only eighteen or nineteen years old. , is a little girl who doesn't understand the world at all. Her heart is full of self-importance, and only these self-importances remain = and this former director Li is not only a cadre family, but also has received a complete higher education. He is knowledgeable and knowledgeable. He is deeply involved in the world, and it is rare that he is kind-hearted and good at handling things. He has a fairly extensive and reliable network of contacts in the provincial capital. He is mature, calm and rich in experience, and he can treat me like this equally. I think he is full of charm. In addition, in recent years, the sincerity in interpersonal relationships has become less and less, while the ingenuity and interests have relatively increased. This change often gives some people like A girl like me who has just entered this society has caused a lot of confusion and confusion. At this juncture, if you can meet such a big man, he is not only considerate and magnanimous, but also understands when you are in close contact with you. Self-discipline, of course you will regard him as a "teacher". And you will also secretly feel gratified and lucky, and even have a "sense of accomplishment": please don't laugh at us. Looking back now, the emergence of these illusions is likely to be related to It is often said that the kind of dependence and vanity that girls can't get rid of is related to... So. For a long time, I often went to Li Min to break up the family. I like to listen to him chatting. I also feel that with me There, as he often said to me later: "His bleak poplar grove and dreary wooden house had the sun and the moon, which made them appear unusually vivid and warm." A sense of accomplishment. He is not very good at telling jokes. But he has many rare memories. About himself, his father, his wife, his aspen grove, his collection of antiques and books, especially about his His working circle, his comrades-in-arms at the upper and lower levels, brothers and sisters... He is just his son who rarely talks about his son, and also his mother. I still don’t know why he rarely mentions his mother. But I can What makes me very obvious is that he is always deliberately avoiding talking about his son. He married early, and compared to his age, he should not have such an old son, but he just has one. The character of the son Like his mother. In Li Minfen's own words, this son has never loved him since he was a child. His son didn't like his father when he was a child, but he will respect his father when he grows up. But his son doesn't know why. Not close to him. Not only not close, not even close. 'What's the reason? It's not yours, is it?' I joked with him once.' According to you, he Is it planted by Zhang Carpenter next door? But we have never lived next door to Zhang Carpenter!' He answered me with a smile. But then, I noticed that his expression would soon turn dark. SonHis son's deliberate alienation and "contempt" towards him is indeed a permanent pain in his heart.Because of this, he would often stare blankly at me and say something out of the blue: 'I really envy your dad.He only gave birth to a daughter, but not a son. "Then my dad still envies you. He only had sons, but no daughters." I refuted him with a smile. It made me feel more 'pity' for him, and I am more willing to approach him." At this point, Cao Nan paused for a while, took a small sip of tea, and then said, "After that quarrel, although I still We meet often, but I did not go to his house for a while. Later, he took the initiative to call me and asked me to come to his house to have a good chat. He wanted to hear me play the piano. In fact, I play the piano very well. It’s not good, it’s just that when I was five or six years old, my parents forced me to learn it for a few years, and then I gave up. Of course, it’s okay to play a ditty or something. Once when I was playing the piano, I suddenly felt that he was I was close to me behind me, very close to me, and I could strongly feel the heat and breath of a man emanating from his body. And his big hand, which was equally hot, was placed motionless. On my thin shoulders. In the past, he would occasionally pull my hand, touch my face, or hug me jokingly, but never made me shake and tremble like this time. At that time Probably because my fingers that were jumping on the keyboard stopped involuntarily, and my whole body became stiff and at a loss, which made him feel the abnormal reaction in my heart, and his hands trembled, and then他的身体便离开了我，然后又顺势把手收了回去。当时如果我顺势往他身上靠那么一下，我想事情会出现另一种走向的。然后我就找了个借口，很快离开了他家。也许是让他感觉到我不喜欢这样过分的亲昵，以后再没有'碰'过我。这反而让我觉得有点尴尬。有时我还故意跟他'撒撒娇'，拉着他的手说点什么。但他再也没有那样接触过我。 “……有一回我俩就这样默默相对坐着，看到他故意疏远我的样子，我真的有一点过意不去，总想告诉他一点什么事儿，表示我对他的信任。后来我就跟他说了这份材料的事……” “他当时有什么反应?”邵长水问。 “他当时整个儿都愣那儿了，都不相信我说的是真事儿。直到我一点一点把事情的全过程说清楚后，他才信了。” “那么，有可能是他把消息透出的吗?”这时，邵长水忽然想到拓片在自己家失窃，关系人中好像也涉及这位李前主任，便这么问道。 “我不愿意这么想……” “现在不是你愿意不愿意的问题，而是要搞清到底有没有这个可能。” “我一直觉得这是不可能的事：直到那天劳叔出事，晚间和他大吵以后，我突然觉得，劳叔的死跟这件事很可能是有关系的……” “那我一开始问你李敏分跟这件事到底有没有关系的时候，你为什么要跟我说没关系?” “……”她歉疚地低下头去，没有正面来回答这个“为什么”，过了一小会儿才又补充道，“这也是我第二天一早要拦住您，希望您在向他汇报时要有所保留的重要原因之一。我担心您把一些真实情况连锅端给他了，说不好还会……闹出什么更大的事来……” “你可真行，南京到北京，绕出这么一大圈儿去，才说到这么个实质性问题上。” “对不起……”她又惶惶地道了个歉。