Chapter 19 Nineteen Cao Nan's second narration

(She made everyone wonder: what kind of girl is this?) But when the group walked out of Gate No. 88, Cao Nan changed his mind again and didn't want to go to dinner. "Could it be that just because I called you 'little beauty', you were so angry that you didn't even want to eat with us? You're not so delicate, are you?" said the lesbian. "Where is it?" Cao Nan hurriedly blushed and argued, "I have an upset stomach..." In this way, the restaurant would not succeed.Several comrades from the review team went to the cafeteria to eat, and Shao Changshui stayed with Cao Nan to chat casually for a while.When the lesbian who took the notes came back after eating, he continued the conversation, and the topic naturally focused on Shou Taiqiu.Before resuming the conversation, Cao Nan went to the bathroom.While she was away, the lesbian who was in charge of taking notes quietly asked Shao Changshui: "You said, how did she know all these things? It sounds like she participated in these things throughout the process. But in fact, At such a young age, not to mention fully participating, even half participating is impossible... you can even say that..." At this time, the sound of pumping water came from the bathroom.Shao Changshui hastily made a gesture of silence, interrupted her, and said softly: "Shh... let's discuss this issue later." In fact, this is also a doubt that is forming in Shao Changshui's heart, yes, How could she understand such intense and profound conflicts in the hearts of her fathers in such a detailed and thorough way? And she spoke vividly and clearly, as if it were "real"?

"Let's continue. I don't know if I have explained the part before dinner?" Cao Nan came back from the bathroom, wiping his freshly washed hands with a clean white towel, feeling a little uneasy inquiringly. "It's clear. It's clear. That's it. Let's continue." Shao Changshui responded while filling Cao Nan's teacup with boiling water. "Thank you." She extended two fingers again.He tapped lightly twice on the table in front of the teacup. "It should be said that Shoutai is begging. Isn't it?" She paused a little at this point, as if she was going to do some warm-up exercises before starting. "Few people know that there is such a close year-end friendship between Uncle Lao and Tae-gu. Uncle Lao once told me this. He envied Tae-gu and Tae-gu. He said he learned from Tae-gu. Seeing himself when he was young again, he felt the many pursuits he had longed for, dreamed of, but failed to achieve...Of course he also knows that Shou Taiqiu's career starting point is higher than his, and the working environment and work requirements are also very high. Not the same, there are many incomparables between the two. But to be honest, if Uncle Lao is 20 or 30 years younger, he is likely to do a better job than Shou Taiqiu. The times... the environment ...that's how people's fate is determined..." At this point, Cao Nan sighed with emotion, as if she was already an old person. "Uncle Lao seeks friendship with Shoutai. Apart from the sincere envy and kind jealousy mentioned just now, it cannot be said that there is no vanity: it is natural to be in close acquaintance with such a youngest department-level cadre in the province. It is also a very pleasant and self-consoling thing. It can even be said to be a thing worth showing off. At the same time, it is inevitable to be a little curious: I want to know about these new generation of political stars and new generation of big companies. How does the leader live and work? He has told me many times. Speaking of which, Shou Taiqiu should also be regarded as a member of the so-called Taurigan group, but he is different from many people in this group. He He has a very rare "super-group" consciousness. That is to say, everything he is proud of is not only for the interests of himself and this small group. He said that Chinese people have been accustomed to being confined to small groups for thousands of years Among them, the first was bound by the family and clan. Later, there were gangs and guilds, mountains and sects... always sticking together the fate of individuals and the future of small groups. In today's society, organizations are needed , but you can’t form a group for the sake of the body. Being in the group and being able to surpass the group, this is the real social elite. He predicted that Shou Taiqiu would become a top character... even more promising than Gu Liyuan..."

"In this case, how could he be disappointed with Shou Taiqiu? Hasn't Shou Taiqiu been doing well? It can be said to be vigorous and in the ascendant. The Central Axis Group he is preparing is not only in China, but also in the entire Far East. They are the largest and most advanced bearing production bases." Shao Changshui asked. "The hurt and disappointment he caused Uncle Lao is certainly not in these aspects." Cao Nan replied. "Oh? What aspects?" Shao Changshui asked again. "Do you still remember, before dinner, I said that after being hurt by my father, Uncle Lao went to the provincial capital to find a person whose name I can't name, and was hurt by that person again?" Cao Nan asked .

"I remember, I remember." Shao Changshui replied. "That person really made Uncle Lao feel sad... It may not be accurate enough to say sad, it should be said to be 'chilling'... Ordinarily, Uncle Lao is also a man of his age, and he knows all kinds of people and things in society. He has gained a lot, and he should be able to understand that person's mood. After all, that person is not a commoner, and he still has a big black gauze hat on his head. It is inevitable to protect his own black gauze hat. But after all, there are It's a moral issue, and there's also a question of not being able to do nothing. Anyway, he is the only one who knows the relationship between Uncle Lao's going to Taurigan and that old secretary. Now the old secretary is in a coma , You are good, quickly choose yourself, but what about Uncle Lao? You have to tell me. Who else can Uncle Lao go to for such a thing? He has resigned and took off his police uniform. You can't go to the old leader from the past. People don't care about your embarrassing things. Looking for the current leader? The current leader is Rao Shangdu. Can you find it? What he investigated in Taoligen was the abnormal relationship between Gu Liyuan and Rao Shangdu. He even talked about this when he was looking for someone, it was not just looking for a beating, he was looking for death! He couldn't tell his wife, he couldn't tell his friends. In the living room or at the dining table, he yelled at someone to vent his inner depression. During those few days, he was too uncomfortable. He has been a criminal policeman all his life, and he has also experienced many particularly embarrassing moments in life. Difficult cases. Those "difficulties" and "difficulties" once made him feel that there was nowhere to go, but at that time, as long as he looked down, there was always a group of comrades, comrades-in-arms, and relatives with him. There is also a partner for complaining and cursing. But now... people are 'abandoned' in this distant Taurigan...Of course he can also stomp his feet and grit his teeth, fuck it, I quit and go back to the provincial capital ;With his old face, still worrying about not being able to find a job that can fill his stomach in the provincial capital? Do he have to suffocate to death on this crooked neck tree in the Tang Dynasty of the Far East? He really doesn't believe in this evil! But thinking again, Can I just pat my ass like this and leave? Why did I come here? Although the investigation can’t be said to be complete, it has indeed caught some valuable clues. Clarify Taurigan Lao Donglin can't control how much effect and significance this pot of soup will have on the people of the whole province and the whole country. There are only thieves and rats that have not been burned to death. As an old policeman, can I turn around and leave? Besides, as soon as the old secretary fell into a coma, he left the matter and ran away--others can do such a thing, I how can i do it

"Heaven on high!! "Who are they trying to bully? "If you bully anyone, you can't bully me, Lao Donglin. I still don't believe that such an imposing five-foot man can't find a place to explain things in this 9.6 million square kilometers of land! Head down and pat on who will be able to live their little life! "He knew that looking for Shou Taiqiu was risky: because in the eyes of many people, Shou Taiqiu was also a member of the 'Taurigan Group', and the relationship between this kid and Yi Liyuan was also obvious. However, the previous period of contact Judging from the situation, Shou should be a young leader who understands Dali. He knows how to separate friendship from principles, and separate personal friendship from the overall situation. Maybe, only this kid can help him with some ideas ...

"Thinking of this, he immediately called Shou Taiqiu, made an appointment and went to the provincial capital to find him. "That day, he was going to unreservedly explain how he resigned to Taurigan, what he had encountered in Taurigan during this period of time, especially what happened recently... Confidential = He had expected that after hearing all these things, Shou Taiqiu would be 'surprised'. There would be some hesitation and hesitation, and he would weigh whether to help such a group on these important issues. An old policeman who has resigned; if you want to help, how to help is more appropriate... Uncle Lao even thought about it. If Shou Taiqiu expressed embarrassment, he would never force him. Different people in society The positions on the big sand table are different, and the roles they play are different, so it is impossible to make the same requirements. He feels that as long as Shou Taiqiu can patiently listen to him and let him finish all the complaints that should be sent, Even if he didn't say anything, even if he just gritted his teeth and scolded softly with him, "Fuck, these people..." to show moral support and sincere sympathy, he felt that it would be okay. It is enough. Because even such a little bit of support and sympathy, he can't get it from others at present. But what he never expected was that the person he just mentioned called himself to the Xing'an Hotel, and conveyed cryptically The old secretary's thoughts, Shou Taiqiu suddenly called out: "Stop talking, don't go on..." Uncle Lao was stunned for a moment, not knowing what happened. He looked at Shou Taiqiu blankly, and only Seeing that he suddenly became very contradictory, very embarrassed, and very impatient, something very strange appeared in his eyes, which was a kind of suspicion, a kind of fear, a kind of sophistication, and a kind of nervousness. , a kind of complaint...a kind of expression mixed with all these expressions, which made this Shou Taiqiu very alienated and stiff at this moment. They were talking in Shou Taiqiu's office at that time. Shou Taiqiu immediately got up and went to the corridor outside to visit. After confirming that no one was "eavesdropping" outside the door and in the corridor, he went out and locked the outermost door, and then came back to close the door of the office. Finally returned to the seat and said to Uncle Lao in an irrefutable tone: "Don't talk to me any more. That's it. Remember my words, you didn't tell me anything today, and I didn't hear anything At that time, Uncle Lao didn't understand what Shou Taiqiu really meant when he said this, so he said in a daze, "Listen to me and finish what I have to say to you. Whether you can help me with ideas is the second priority. Find someone to talk about this matter. Talk about it...' "'I told you to stop talking!' Shou Taiqiu suddenly called out again, 'Why are you so ignorant?'

"Shou Taiqiu's extremely stern and blunt expression and the tone of reprimanding a naughty child, coupled with the high-octave volume and the sound quality with a little tearing sound, completely stunned Uncle Lao. At this time, Shou Taiqiu Maybe he also realized that he had lost his composure, and after a moment of silence, he explained calmly: "It's useless to tell me these things. You shouldn't tell me these things. This matter...you must not talk nonsense... ...I'm sorry..." Although Shou Taiqiu's tone softened, Uncle Lao still saw a kind of tension and boredom that rarely appeared in the depths of his eyes. He immediately understood that Shou Taiqiu really didn't want to be with him. This matter has nothing to do with it. He can discuss the Acting Governor Gu with him, but if it involves 'verification' and it is not from the formal discipline inspection system, he feels that he must not have anything to do with it.

"If the matter just ends here, then. The harm and blow to Uncle Lao. Maybe it won't be as great as what happened later. Speaking of this, of course it can't go on. Uncle Lao just sits blankly. There, I was at a loss. Shou Taiqiu didn't seem to want to say anything or do anything to change the embarrassment of the scene. Uncle Lao knew that he should go. After sitting for a while, he He picked up his handbag and bid farewell to Shou Taiqiu. Sure enough, Shou Taiqiu didn't want to keep him. According to Uncle Lao later, he didn't know how he walked out of Shou Taiqiu's office that day, so he was a little sober. He found that he had already walked to the street. After waiting for his car, he sat in the car for a while, and re-examined the scene that happened in Shou Taiqiu's office from beginning to end, but in his mind But there was only one sentence over and over again: 'I told you not to say it, just stop it. Why are you so ignorant?!'

"At this time, Uncle Lao's cell phone rang. He immediately felt that the call might be from Shou Taiqiu. So he started the car, and while driving slowly away from Shou Taiqiu's office building, he turned on the phone to answer the call. The phone call. The call was indeed from Shou Taiqiu. As soon as Uncle Lao left, Shou Taiqiu woke up and realized that he had done a very 'asshole' thing: he was tantamount to 'driving' Uncle Lao from the office. He really didn't expect that this old policeman came to discuss with him today how to investigate Acting Governor Gu! How could he get involved in this kind of thing? Before the central government made a formal statement, he even said something that shouldn't be said , may make irreversible mistakes. When he was in Taurigan, he experienced such a thing firsthand. At that time, he was just transferred from the grassroots to the city government office as the deputy director Wang. At the same time, he was also appointed as an executive deputy mayor. Secretary of the mayor. After the appointment was made, Gu Liyuan, who was the mayor at the time, went to the office to talk to him, asked about his life and work conditions recently, and then told him: "When you go to the municipal government, you must do a good job. Political You must be consistent with the Party Central Committee." Shou Taiqiu naturally agreed extremely resolutely and happily. He felt that the "consistent" that Mayor Gu said was the "consistent with the Party Central Committee" that was often emphasized in red-headed documents. What can I say?! After a few months, he felt that he was working hard and smooth. Unexpectedly, one day before he got off work, he suddenly received a call from Secretary Yi Liyuan, who asked him to leave work and go to the city. He thought it was Mayor Gu who had summoned him. He hurried there after work. But there was only the secretary in the office. He was about to ask Mayor Gu where he was. The secretary Smiling, don't look for it, just chat with me. Then the secretary told him that Mayor Gu was very dissatisfied with his recent work performance. 'I...what's wrong with me?' He said I was stunned. "What's the matter with you?" The big secretary smiled and asked, "Recently, the demolition office held a working meeting in the whole city, right?" "Yes. It was decided at the mayor's meeting. He was busy explaining. "You arranged the agenda of the whole meeting?" The secretary asked again. "Yes, it was a specific meeting agenda based on the general framework set by the mayor's meeting." "Why didn't you arrange for the mayor to come to the meeting?" Going to the meeting to speak? "This..." He suddenly felt the seriousness of the problem, and quickly explained, "This... this... this was decided at the mayor's meeting.The meeting was presided over by the executive deputy mayor in charge of the demolition work and made a concluding speech.Did not say that the mayor should be invited to speak at the meeting. "If you didn't say it at the meeting, you won't arrange it? Then why did you put you in the city government office as the deputy director? What do you mean by consistency? Ah? You have to ask the mayor to beg you in person. Arrange him to speak? "No, no, no... I definitely didn't mean that?" 'What do you mean? A small factory that was on the verge of bankruptcy became the factory director. If he hadn't rectified this small factory that was on the verge of bankruptcy, if he hadn't been the deputy director of the Municipal Economic and Trade Office, he had not done a good job in rectifying several small state-owned factories that were on the verge of bankruptcy , it is hard to say what his future will be like in the future. Even so, Acting Governor Gu still often says to him when he sees him: "You Shou Taiqiu, how should you be trained? You always use yourself Lord. There is no one in your eyes, no way!'

"Yes, that's not okay. "That day he explained to Uncle Lao on the phone: '...Brother (he always called Uncle Lao Big Brother), I don't care what you want to do, and what other people ask you to do, but don't tell me that .I want to listen to you talking about those things. Wouldn’t I be conspiring with you to oppose the current provincial leader? You should be able to understand my difficulties...’ Later Shou Taiqiu said something on the phone, Uncle Lao didn't listen to it at all. He couldn't listen anymore, and he was numb at the time. He couldn't remember when he hung up the phone and when he turned off his cell phone. He He only knew that while listening to the noise in his mobile phone, he subconsciously steered the car, and almost drove the car on the sidewalk in a numb manner, but the wheels were hit hard by the curb, and he got out of there. Waking up in a state of ignorance, he hurriedly turned back instinctively, so that no catastrophe occurred...

"Afterwards, he never approached Shou Taiqiu again. He didn't blame them, but he didn't want to 'hinder' them." Cao Nan paused for a while. Shao Changshui asked: "Through these two cases, what do you want to tell us?" Cao Nan said: "Even if Uncle Lao's overall state and mentality have changed considerably in the later period of Tao Ligan, it is also caused by these major setbacks. It is just a sense of frustration, and it is definitely not a mental disorder..." Shao Changshui then asked: "The sense of frustration is too great. Is it possible to cause people to be mentally abnormal?" Cao Nan suddenly became excited: "Why do you have to think that Uncle Lao is mentally abnormal? Why don't you believe that he was murdered?" Shao Changshui said: "We have nothing certain or not. Our policy is based on facts and based on the law..." Cao Nan couldn't wait to interrupt Shao Changshui's words.He stood up and said, "Okay, don't tell me these empty truths!" Shao Changshui was surprised.Even very surprised.He took a fixed look at Cao Nan.He said with a slightly reproachful tone: "What's the matter, little girl. We didn't force anyone to accept any conclusion. We haven't made a conclusion yet. Besides, you don't have to be so afraid of a certain conclusion. Everything is within the scope of investigation and verification.Mr. Lao is my colleague, comrade-in-arms, and senior. Do you think we can let him die unjustly? But now some people say that he has mental disorders in the later stage, and we have to listen.Also have to verify.Exclude what can be excluded.Even if it is to be excluded, sufficient reasons and evidence must be produced.When I say 'based on facts and law as the criterion', how come it turns into 'empty truth', which makes you so unhappy? Let me tell you, sometimes you have to talk about big truths.1.3 billion people.With an area of ​​9.6 million square kilometers and a history of 5,000 years, there is still a Taiwan issue to contend with, and tens of millions of peasants still cannot get enough to eat.Is it okay to just talk about small things? Is it okay to do things based on personal interests? You girl!" Cao Nan fell silent.