Chapter 28 Section 28

It's winter again.The fire was sealed, he leaned against the bed, only the desk lamp was on, and an iron cover with clips was fastened to the light bulb, keeping the light very low, shining on the checkered quilt, his upper body was in the dark, looking at the quilt On that circle of light. "It's a huge and boundless chessboard. Winning or losing is not determined by the chess pieces. It is the chess players who operate secretly. A chess piece wants to have its own will and refuses to be eaten in a daze. Isn't it crazy? Are you not enough to be an insignificant person?" Boy, it’s nothing more than an ant, and you will be trampled to death anytime, anywhere. And you can’t do without this ant nest, you can only hang out in the ant colony, the poverty of philosophy or the philosophy of poverty, from Marx to those revolutionary sages , who could have predicted the disaster and spiritual poverty brought about by this revolution?

The sound of knocking on the window glass, he thought it was wind at first, the window was tightly covered with tissue paper from the inside, and the curtain was drawn.Two more beeps. "Which one?" He sat up and asked, but there was no movement, so he got up from the bed and walked to the window barefoot. "It's me." A woman's voice outside the window was very soft. Unable to guess who it was, he pulled the latch and opened a crack in the door. Following a gust of cold wind, Xiao Xiao pushed the door open and entered.He was very surprised why the middle school girl came late at night. He was wearing shorts, so he quickly got under the covers and asked the girl to close the door.The door that had just been closed was blown open again, and the cold wind was blowing straight into the room, so Xiao Xiao leaned against the back of the door, resisting the door.

"Put the door in," he said without hesitation, but when he saw the girl hesitated for a moment, she turned around and grabbed the iron pin, and then gently pushed it in, his heart skipped a beat.The girl took off the long cotton scarf that tightly covered her head, revealing a pale and quiet face, with her head lowered as if she was panting. "Xiao Xiao, what's the matter?" He sat on the bed and asked. "Nothing", the girl raised her head, still standing by the door. "Is it freezing? Turn on the stove." The girl took off the woolen gloves, breathed a sigh of relief, and picked up the iron hook on the floor by the fire!Opening the furnace door and the iron lid that shut the coal fire, as if that was what she was supposed to do.It can be seen that this thin and inconspicuous girl is not favored at home, so doing housework is detrimental.

Xiao Xiao was from the same group of middle school students who came to their organization to participate in the movement, and soon divided into two factions. This girl and a few girls tended to their "clique", but they all came and went like the wind, and disappeared after a few days of intense. Only Xiao Xiao also often comes to their headquarters, and she is not like other girls who blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah. Xin. One afternoon, I was rushing to write a batch of big-character posters to fight back against the opponent. After copying and posting them, it was past nine o’clock in the evening. Xiao Xiao said that his home was in the Drum Tower, and he was on the way, so he asked the girl to sit on the back of the bicycle and bring her She passed by the gate of the courtyard first, and he asked if he wanted something to eat before leaving. Xiao Xiao entered the house with him, and it was the noodles cooked by the girl. After eating, he drove her to the entrance of an alley, and Xiao Xiao said no Go in, jump out of the car, and run into the alley.

"Have you eaten?" He asked her as usual. Xiao Xiao nodded, frustrating his hands, his face lit by the fire was immediately scorched red.He hadn't seen the girl for a while, and was waiting to explain why he came.Xiao Xiao was still silently sitting on the chair by the fire, covering her charming face with her hot hands. "What have you been doing lately?" He could only ask again, sitting upright on the bed. "Don't do anything." Xiao Xiao covered her face and looked at the fire. He waited for her to continue, and the girl was speechless again. "Then what are you doing at school now?" he asked again.

"The glass in the school was smashed, it was too cold to stay, no one was going, and the students were running around, not knowing what to do." "That's not good, you can stay at home and not go to school." The girl didn't respond.He bent down and pulled the trousers that were hanging on the shelf at the other end of the bed, and was about to get up. "You lie down, it's okay. I'm here to talk to you." Xiao Xiao then turned around and looked up at him. "Then make your own tea!" he said. Xiao Xiao still sat still.He guessed her reason for coming, and the eyes that became crystal clear on his red face immediately moved away.

"It's a bit hot, did I take off my cotton coat?" Xiao Xiao said, as if asking himself or him. "The heat is off," he said. The girl stood up and took off her big padded jacket with no blouse inside, revealing a dark red sweater!Hooping his upper body, he saw the protruding chest, felt a little awkward, and said: "I'd better get up!" "No, really no," Xiao Xiao said again. "It's so late, it's not good for the neighbors to see it, but he still has scruples. "It's dark in the yard, only your window is a bit reflective, no one saw me coming in," Xiao Xiao's voice suddenly became very soft, and in an instant, this unfamiliar girl was so close to him.

He nodded for her to come.Xiao Xiao walked to his bed, put his legs against the edge of the bed, his heart skipped a beat suddenly, and heard Suo Se's sound again.Xiao Xiao pulled up the sweater and the faded and whitish water-red cotton sweater in the waist, revealing the tiny body glue and the bottom half of the breasts.He stretched out his hand to press it unconsciously, and the girl pinched the back of his hand with one hand. He didn't know whether to guide or stop him from touching, but he couldn't see Xiao Xiao's eyes clearly when he looked up.Under the lampshade, the delicate muscles were shining brightly in the light circle, and a tender red scar protruded from the lower edge of the nipple pressed by his palm.The girl's slender fingers pinched his hand tightly, and he didn't care about asking where the scar came from, so he stuck his hand into the girl's close-fitting clothes and held the breast, which was not as thin as it looked, tender and bulging.Xiao Xiao murmured, he couldn't tell what she was talking about, and he hugged her with one hand, and the girl fell down on the bed.

He didn't remember how the girl got under the quilt, and how she unbuttoned the tight waistband of her trousers. There was no hair growing between the smooth and moist ribs. He didn't know if she was a virgin, but he only remembered that she didn't twitch , did not resist, did not kiss, did not take off the thick fleece pants, only pulled them down to the knees, and let him reach in and touch them.Then he picked up the sweater and cotton sweater, under the quilt!Smeared and cummed on her soft belly.What he still remembered was that the girl was leaning against him, her eyes were still closed, the light from under the lamp shade shone directly on the two bright red round lips, which were slightly parted, which made him look at the girl who was inconspicuous before, as if she hadn't opened yet. There is a tenderness.He didn't expect this, he wasn't prepared, and he was afraid that she would get pregnant.He didn't dare to go any further, didn't dare to really enjoy her.He didn't understand if that was the reason why he came here, he didn't understand what the scar on his breast meant to show, he didn't know what to do tomorrow, he didn't know his tomorrow and the girl's tomorrow, do they have a tomorrow?

He lay quietly, hearing the ticking of the clock on the table, the surroundings were so quiet.He wanted to ask about the scar, the girl obviously came here for this reason, and only after thinking about it did he have such determination, determination and action. He looked sideways for a long time, but was afraid of breaking the breathless silence, the ticking of the second hand reminded him, Time is ticking.Just as he raised his body to look at the clock, Xiao Xiao opened his eyes!He pulled up his underwear under the quilt, buttoned the waistband of his trousers, and sat up. "Are you leaving?" he asked

Xiao Xiao nodded, crawled out of the quilt, still wearing a pair of purple wool socks on her feet, got out of bed and bent over to put on her shoes.He lay down all the time, watched silently, put on the padded jacket, and put a long scarf on his head bag. After tidying up, he saw her holding the woolen gloves on the table in her hand!He just asked: "What happened?" Yamaguchi felt that his voice was dry. "It's okay," Xiao Xiao said with his head down, touched the glove, and put it on with one finger. "Say something!" He felt compelled to say this. "It's okay," Xiao Xiao still bowed his head, then turned around and activated the latch on the door. He hurriedly got up and stepped barefoot on the cold brick floor, trying to keep the girl, but immediately realized what he would do. "Don't come out, you'll catch a cold," Xiao Xiao said. "Will you come again?" he asked O Xiao Xiao nodded, then went out and slowly closed the door. But Xiao Xiao never came again, nor did he appear in their headquarters office of the rebel faction.He doesn't have the address of Xiao Xiao's home.This girl was the one among the group of middle school students who had stayed in their institution the longest. He had no way of finding out her whereabouts, but only knew that her name was Xiao Xiao, maybe it was a nickname among classmates.All he knew was that on the breast of the girl named Xiao Xiao, the left nipple, no, the right nipple, and on his left hand, under the girl's right nipple, there was a flesh-red scar that was nearly an inch long and still very tender.He remembered that the girl was obedient and not twitchy, so he wanted to show him the scar in order to win him sympathy or temptation?She was sixteen or seventeen?The crotch was still bare, but the girl's body was beautiful enough to stimulate him. Maybe it was because the girl was young and weak that he was afraid of taking responsibility.He didn't know if Xiao Xiao's parents were also affected, and he could no longer know the origin of the scar.It was because of this scar that the girl came to him?Asking him for protection and seeking to rely on?Or is it also out of fear and confusion?Hoping to be comforted before going to bed with him?But he didn't dare to accept it, and didn't dare to leave her behind. For a period of time, when he rode his bicycle to leave home or go home in the morning and evening, he always detoured through the alley where Xiao Xiao got off the car—he never met him.Only then did he regret that he didn't keep Xiao Xiao, didn't say a word of affection and comfort to this girl, so careful, Jiang Qi was overly cautious and so useless.