Chapter 18 Section 18

You find it so difficult to recount that era, that even him at that time seems incomprehensible to you now.To look back on the past, we must first interpret the vocabulary of that era and return its true meaning.Bi Yiru's proper term "party" is completely different from what his father said when he was a child, "gentlemen are a group of gentlemen and not the party". Later, his father didn't dare to say that. Very serious and respectful!His hands were trembling, and the wine in the glass was shaking out, otherwise he wouldn't have been so frightened that he wanted to die.that proper noun

The "party" is so great and so majestic.That great and majestic country is still under the "party", let alone a place where everyone works and gets paid to eat!The so-called "work unit" is also subordinate to the "party".Each person's household registration, rations, housing and personal freedom "are determined by the "party" organization of the "unit". If I keep this title in the future, I will become a "ghost and snake god", so I will be "cleaned up" from the "unit" and have to go to "reform through labor".

Therefore, once the party decides to launch a struggle, there is no unit that does not fight to the death, and everyone is afraid of being cleaned up.A person, whether he is a revolutionary comrade, has twenty-six grades, or is a ghost or a snake, and is divided into five categories. With his urban household registration, he does not need to engage in agricultural production, but buys food from the merchants with food coupons issued on a monthly basis. The number of people to feed is related to labor reform or not, life and death, all related to the Party Central Committee—usually the Political Bureau and Secretariat of the Party Central Committee—the life-and-death struggle of dozens of members leads to changeable policies. The fate of the two people is inexplicably determined in party documents that ordinary people cannot see. It is 10,000 times more accurate than the prophecies in the Bible. Load that person's profile from now on.

This file, of course, not only records personal resumes, but also the historical political and daily performance of improper speech, ideological reports and reviews written by myself, and conclusions and appraisals made by the party organization of the unit. It is kept by full-time confidential personnel. From this unit to follow me to that unit, the person involved will never want to see it for a lifetime. Another example is learning, which is not what the dictionary says about mastering knowledge or learning certain skills. No, it refers specifically to eliminating ideas that do not conform to the party’s regulations at the time, and eliminating motives that the party considers to be unruly, even if it is just a thought.

"Fighting private words" flashed "! Don't laugh! The word "private" is used here as a personal interpretation, and it can also be further interpreted as the evil in the heart, which must be severely eliminated.and The "May 7th Cadre School" is by no means an ordinary school in ancient and modern China and abroad. It doesn't matter whether you sign up or not, whoever you designate must go, and you can't drop out of school. Punishment for the thinker.The party allows only one idea, that of the Supreme Leader.At this time, it doesn't matter whether you are a party cadre or not, any public official, including family members, call you

"down" to The "cadre school" cannot be defied. The "cadre school" is also like a work unit, which restricts people's rations, household registration and freedom of movement outside, and they can't play truant like children, so where can they go? All these kinds.They all have corresponding vocabulary, which is enough to compile a dictionary, but you have no intention of compiling such a dictionary to serve historical research. Speaking of history, for example, the "Cultural Revolution" was only 30 years ago, and the official version of the party congress was changed over and over again, from Mao's "Ninth National Congress" version to Deng Xiaoping's "Third Plenary Session" version. Don't talk about it, not to mention that it is expressly forbidden to pursue it now.And folk histories are also different. Is it the history of the Cultural Revolution in the year of the old Red Guards?Is it the history of the Cultural Revolution of the rebel Da Li?The memoirs of Comrade Wu Tao, the secretary who stepped down?Or is it the future appeal of the son of Lao Liu who was beaten to death?Or starve to death in the cell of the regime established by bloody battles?Or is it the abstract history of suffering of the people?And do the people have a history?

At that time, the people rebelled, just like before the people all revolutionized, and then everyone spoke of rebellion, or simply forgot this period of history, and everyone became a victim of a catastrophe, forgetting that the disaster did not fall on them Before, he was more or less a thug, and history has changed again and again like this.You'd better not write any history, just review personal experience. He was so impulsive at the time, and how stupid he was, the bitterness of being fooled was like taking rat poison, it was easy to say how he ate it and how he vomited it out, but no matter how much he vomited, he might not be able to vomit cleanly.

Righteous impulses and political gambling, tragedies and farces, heroes and clowns, are all tricks manipulated by men.Quack croak, righteous speeches, debates and yelling, all yelling party talk, people let their voices go, they all become puppets in the bag, and they can't escape the big hands behind the bag. Now, you laugh to yourself whenever you hear a speech, the slogans of revolution or rebellion give you goosebumps, and you run away when heroes or fighters come, that passion and righteous indignation should be fed to the dogs.You should have escaped from this Colosseum a long time ago, it is not a game you can play, your world is only between pen and paper, not a tool in human hands, just talking to yourself.

You try to search your memory. The reason why he went crazy at that time is probably because the fantasies he relied on have been shattered, the imaginary world in the book has become a taboo, and he is still young and has no place to vent his energy, and he can't find a person to devote himself to physically and mentally. Women, sexual desires can not be satisfied!They simply stirred the water in the mud pit. The utopia of the new society is as much a new mythology as the new man.Now, when you hear people lament that their ideals have been shattered, you think it’s better to be shattered.Whoever shouts ideals again, you think you are selling dog skin plaster again.Whoever talks endlessly wants to persuade you and give you a lesson, you should hurry up and say, well, buddy, see you tomorrow, and run away.

Instead of debating, you'd rather have a beer.Life cannot be demonstrated. Can this living person demonstrate the reason for existence before becoming a human being?No, you just state, use words to restore him at that time, you return from this place to that place, and retell him at that time and place with the state of mind at this place, which is probably the meaning of your observation. He had no enemies in the first place, so why did he go looking for them?You just now understand that if there are still enemies, it is the shadow left in your heart by the old man Mao who has also passed away.And you just have to get out of it, instead of fighting a dead man's shadow and consuming what little life you have left.

Today, you have no doctrine.A man without doctrine is more like a man.A worm or a piece of grass has no doctrine, you are also a life, no longer be teased by any doctrine, I would rather be a "bystander", living on the margins of society, although it is inevitable that there are opinions and so-called tendencies, after all, there is no What doctrine, this is the difference between you at this time and him you are observing.