Chapter 45 Chapter 45

Teacher Yu suddenly seemed to be a different person, full of energy and high spirits. He was also elated in class, and always wanted to laugh when he was giving lectures. The half-understanders asked Teacher Yu: Teacher Yu, what are you doing so happy? Teacher Yu said, wait a minute, the teacher will announce a good news when get out of class is over.The children can't wait for get out of class to end, Mr. Yu, you can talk now.You speak quickly.Teacher Yu said, well, since everyone has such a willingness, I want everyone's expectations, so I announced it in advance.Teacher Yu announced that he was going to hold a large-scale wedding.Hey hey.Hee hee hee.

Hahaha.The children all laughed, they had fun with Teacher Yu, and sang in class: Teacher Yu, being a groom, enters the bridal chamber happily, Teacher Yu, panicked, don’t want a bride to marry a mother, mom, mom, I’ll wet the bed, mom, mom, I’ll wet the bed... This song about Teacher Yu’s marriage has been sung since we were young, and the students are still singing it today. Every time Teacher Yu hears it, he will laugh happily. Now Teacher Yu hears the students singing again, He said with a smile: "Students, wait for the singing, get out of class is not over yet."But the child still sang, and they changed a new song: Out of the water, to live in the water, Missing you from last year to this year, Missing you last year was really bitter, This year, the couple is sweet and sweet.

Amidst the noise of the children, Teacher Yu said triumphantly, students, do you know what I am doing? No. Hey, Teacher Yu smiled, I am drawing up a list of guests.Who are you going to invite? A child asked. I don’t understand this, another child said, eat wedding wine.Do you want to eat wedding wine? Is there me? Is there me? Is there me? I want to eat too. They chattered, Teacher Yu couldn't close his mouth from ear to ear, yes, yes, you have, you have, you, you, you all have.I'll have a beer, said a kid. Beer is not alcohol, another kid said, brushing your teeth.So what kind of wine do you eat? I eat rice wine.

Rice wine is eaten by women, and another child said, I want to eat white wine.They were noisy, and another child suddenly thought of a big question, Teacher Yu, who is the bride? Teacher Yu suddenly became mysterious. He lowered his voice and said, Shhh, you will know in due time. The day of the wedding banquet finally came. The wedding banquet was held in the village meeting room. The decoration here was full of joy. Teacher Yu was in charge of the office next door. By his side, waiting for his command. Teacher Yu finally spoke: The time has come, please name today's protagonist. Immediately, several young people pushed me out, and Teacher Yu said triumphantly: "Lian Sheng, I didn't expect that today's groom is you."I smiled at them.

Teacher Yu said again: Lian Sheng, you must be very sad these days, but don't blame the teacher for not telling you these days and keeping it from you. The teacher wants to surprise you, okay, Now everything is all right, come and change the bridegroom into new clothes. Before Teacher Yu finished speaking, several young people hurriedly grabbed Teacher Yu and took off Teacher Yu's old clothes. Teacher Yu lost his demeanor and shouted loudly: Hey, you made a mistake, you made a mistake . Everyone continued to take off the teacher's clothes while laughing. Teacher Yu danced and danced: oh, oh, it's not me, it's him, it's Zhao Liansheng.

I smiled and watched other people put on the groom's clothes for Teacher Yu, and I said: Teacher Yu, you made a mistake, it wasn't me, it was you. It's not me, it's not me, Teacher Yu shouted anxiously, it's not me. It's not you, it's you. They carried Teacher Yu to the lobby. Teacher Yu resisted desperately. His two feet were on the ground, but he couldn't resist the pull of so many young people. Teacher Yu shouted all the way: It's not me, it's not me, I don't want to marry, I don't want to marry... But his yelling was useless. In the end, Teacher Yu was almost carried to the lobby. As soon as he entered the lobby, Teacher Yu saw the bride with a red hijab. Teacher Yu was so anxious that he was about to cry. You are going to marry Liansheng! Everyone laughed, the village head lifted the bride's hijab, Teacher Yu was stunned, the bride was not Yue'er, but Wang Fang.

Now it's time to explain the plot of the ambush. Mr. Yu was proud first, he thought he had set up a trap for others to take advantage of, Who would have thought that in the end, someone else set up a cover for him to drill, but there was a break in the middle of the two covers. The previous ending was that Yue'er was going to marry Teacher Yu, and the beginning was that Teacher Yu was marrying Wang Fang. It must be a break. How did Yue'er cross this break and walk from there to here? This process is fully demonstrated in the movie, but I can’t explain it in detail here. If I reveal it first, you will know the details and stop going to the movie. Lao Pang will be angry, so I can only choose what to say. Let me talk about the places that are too critical, for example, the speech that Lao Pang designed for Yue'er.

Lao Pang once designed many speeches for Yue'er, and I recorded a small part of them. As time goes by, Teacher Yu has paid a lot for us. Some people may or may not care, but Teacher Yu does not care whether others care or not, nor does he care about his own gains and losses. It is the process of the loss of Teacher's life The brilliance that flashes in the classroom lies in the brilliance itself, in the dedication of the teacher. It may be like a shooting star, free and easy, and quickly across the sky, but it left a beautiful mark on the sky after all.But in this case, the villagers don't understand, they may put their hopes on the village chief, but the village chief also doesn't understand, he may ask me, but I don't necessarily explain it, because I believe that there are some things, People should not rely on explanations to understand, maybe the village head thinks he understands, he will explain to the villagers, but the meaning of the village head's explanation is not necessarily what Yue'er originally meant, maybe it is the opposite of Yue'er's meaning Yes, but one thing is for sure, no matter what the village head says, the village head’s true love for the teacher will not be misunderstood. Enjoy the happy life of Teacher Yu.

Yue'er bowed deeply to Teacher Yu and called her father.At this time, the voice-over of a child's voice sounded: Mulberry leaves turned green and silkworms woke up. Mulberry leaves turned yellow and silkworms spun silk. Mulberry seeds turned red and silkworms weaved cocoons and turned into butterflies. Butterflies flew away. The movie is over. The movie is over, but life goes on. Life has been changed by the movie. The Zhao Liansheng in life will never come back. He is moving forward day by day. There are many places where he is not compatible with the world he lives in, but it doesn’t matter. He will work hard to polish these many disharmony bit by bit. Sooner or later, he will enter a new era with the world he lives in. Maybe his spirit and soul will always be left behind like Teacher Yu. In the rear, but his body must be there.

In my village, I am Zhao Liansheng, who is very promising. The villagers are all proud of me. They will often mention me in ordinary days and holidays, and teachers in rural schools will also mention me. To be a role model for the children, the teacher said, you should learn from Zhao Liansheng. Of course I am proud, but when I left that place and entered the world here, I gradually understood that I am just an ordinary rural child, I did not have it before, I do not have it now, and I will never be able to Forge a unique path of your own.My path is the same as that of many rural children who are admitted to university from the countryside. In the university, we fell in love. The pure girls from the city, their hearts are moved by our simplicity, diligence and kindness. Moved by our achievements, even moved by our poverty and hardship, because of love, we forget that we come from two different worlds, we think that as long as there is love, any boundary can be broken, and it is true, When love comes, there is no power that can stop them.

In this way, Teacher Yu and Yue'er gradually became the shadows. I look forward to forming a happy family with Wu Hui. In the city, in a modern community, there is a light in the windows of many high-rise apartments. It is lit for us.Wu Hui's parents don't like me. Out of the politeness of intellectuals, they are still polite to me, but they are always cold. They have talked with Wu Hui seriously. There were bound to be problems that would arise, but Wu Hui couldn't listen to them. She said to me at that time, huh, she's an intellectual, with petty bourgeois thoughts in her head. I hugged her excitedly and kissed her beautiful eyes. We get married, have children, and as the years go by, blind love gradually fades away. Our differences are getting bigger and bigger. The sentence Wu Hui uses more and more is also the most popular and popular sentence. no common language.This is a fact I admit from the bottom of my heart, but I often can't understand that we used to have a common language, but where are those things gone now, where are they hiding and peeping at us secretly, or have they already left? We go away and never come back? Wu Hui and I have also tried to find them again and again, but our efforts always failed, and we failed again and again. Adding up the results of all the failures, we created a well-known vocabulary: divorce.Let's get a divorce.just leave.But the battle for divorce is not a quick battle. It is procrastinated and broken. Wu Hui's parents disapprove of our marriage, and they also disapprove of our divorce. There are also children, and a one-night couple with a hundred days of grace. In short, things are procrastinating. Yes, not happy.We all understand in our hearts that our marriage is dead. What we need to do now is to deal with this dead marriage. There may be many ways to deal with it. For the time being, we haven’t found the most suitable one that everyone can accept. Methods.We hold on, walking on eggshells. In fact, I am walking along the road that contemporary life roars. What to do and have a good idea of ​​where to go next. But Teacher Yu is not like this. Teacher Yu has no sense of direction in his life. His journey is full of variables, and even he himself does not know where it will lead.All this is brought to me by the city. What if I didn’t come out, what if I didn’t get into college like Yue’er? Will I be the guardian of life path together with Yue’er and Teacher Yu? Teacher Yu is stupid, but Teacher Yu is likable . But no matter what, no matter whether Wu Hui and I break up or continue to live together, I will not go back, I already belong to this city, she may not accept me, she may not recognize me from beginning to end, but I can accept myself, I can admit to myself that with my extraordinary efforts, I have gradually eliminated the barrier between me and the city. Do you feel it already, the narrator of the story is a different person, the happy brave innocent boy is gone, replaced by a sad man with a heavy heart, there is no doubt that this is me , I changed, I was changed by the city, the power of the city is incomparably great.Do I regret it? No regrets. It's just that in the dead of night, I will wander my village, I will dream of Teacher Yu, I see Teacher Yu doing abacus, and I can still hear Teacher Yu chanting, one on one, two on two, three on three, Four on four, I would wake up from the dream with a smile, for some reason, I have never seen Yue'er. During the years of marriage, my relatives and relatives from the country occasionally came to my home in the city, and Wu Hui never liked them, But people from my hometown are exactly what I look forward to the most in my boring and mediocre life. From them, I get news from the folks, from Teacher Yu and Yue'er. Many years later, this is still the case until now , I realized that the knot in my heart has never been untied. You all know this knot, it is Yue'er. For a long, long time, I asked myself repeatedly.Do I love Yue'er? Have I ever loved Yue'er? Is my feeling for Yue'er love? Do I know what love is? I can't answer myself, I once said a word to Yue'er when I was eleven years old, I said, Yue'er, marry me when you grow up.All right, Yue'er said. We pulled the hook, hooked our hands and shook it three times vigorously, which means that it will never change, and whoever changes is a puppy.What is this sentence, is it my promise? Should an eleven-year-old take his own promise? In fact, no one pays attention to my fulfillment of my childhood jokes. If there is one person in this world who still secretly hides this hope, then you know, he is Teacher Yu. Therefore, my knot seems to be tied to Yue'er, but in fact, when I think about it carefully, it is Teacher Yu who bothers me more and makes me feel uneasy.